Chapter 35: Brother and Abba, who do you want 5

Xia Xi smiled and asked him, "What is Jin Zhi looking at?"
Su Jinzhi looked up at her and said, "Dr. Xia is sitting in the position of his brother."
"That's it." Xia Xi didn't change his look after hearing what he said, and immediately got up to sit next to another position. "Well, should I sit here?"
Seeing this, Su Jinzhi nodded, and began to eat the breakfast in front of him seriously.
Song Mingxuan listened to the conversation between them, took a cup of coffee and took a sip, but his eyes were dim.
After breakfast, Xia Xi and Su Jinzhi went to Song Mingxuan to get a small flower room when he was treating him with depression. In the spring, there were a lot of flowers in the flower room, and when he entered, he could smell the fragrant fragrance.
Xia Xi and Su Jinzhi were sitting around a pure white round table. She watched the bright morning light outside the flower room through the vines on the roof and cast mottled light debris, which fell on the nose and eyelashes of the teenager. His cheeks were as white as snow Her lips were as rosy as the petals of a rose, and the pale teak pupils dipped in light were extremely clean. At that moment, she suddenly understood something that everyone outside could not understand-so fresh and delicate Juveniles, everyone wants his beautiful lips to be happy and radiant, and his clear pupils are always filled with joy and warmth. They are so reluctant to make him sad, make him sad, and make him cry.
So Song Mingxuan loves his little son so much.
After the conversation, Su Jinzhi said that he wanted to stay here to water the flowers, so Xia Xi walked out of the flower room alone.
Song Mingxuan stayed outside the flower room. When Xia Xi came out, he went up and asked her, "How?"
"It's okay. Although some behaviors are repeated rigidly, the situation of avoiding eye contact is not particularly serious. He has always had communication barriers and has not improved much so far." Xia Xi looked at the notes in his hand, "but he seems to be somewhat Uneasy, serious lack of security, and always alert to the surrounding environment "
Song Mingxuan said: "Uneasy?"
"Yes." Xia Xi put down her notebook, looked at Song Mingxuan, said with some seriousness, "I suspect he might be stimulated, but he refused to say, so I did not continue to ask."
Song Mingxuan nodded: "Okay, I know. I'll let someone check."
Xia Xi took a soft breath and looked forward to Song Mingxuan with anticipation: "Mr. Song, I am next month"
Although it was a business trip, it was just an excuse, and God knew how fast her heart beat when she received a call from Song Mingxuan in advance.
"Dr. Xia will not use it next month." Song Mingxuan still had a smile on his face, but the smile did not reach his eyes. "I will keep an eye on Jin Zhi's condition."
Today's sunshine is particularly bright. It just didn't feel too deep in the flower room. After coming out, Xia Xi found that these lights were so dazzling. She stood in front of a tall man and listened to him as if he had been cold forever. The sound of ice slowly drifting from the top of the snowy mountain far away from her felt that the whole body was as cold as being isolated from all the sensible temperatures.
She was a little embarrassed, and lowered her eyes to pinch her forehead hair to her ears: "So, goodbye, Mr. Song."
"Um." Song Mingxuan responded lightly.
Passing by with the man, Xia Xi took a few steps forward, and suddenly heard the man shouting at her: "Doctor Xia."
Xia Xi looked back expectantly, but saw the man standing with her back to her.
Song Mingxuan looked at a few sunflowers outside the flower room and shook his head against the burning sun, and suddenly asked: "Do you know what the flower language of sunflowers is?" He remembered that there were no sunflowers here, and the flower room belonged to young people. These It is self-evident who planted the sunflower.
If Xia Xi had known that the man had no interest in her just now, she heard Song Mingxuan ask her this question, maybe she would think he was confessing to herself, Xia Xi opened her mouth and wanted to answer, and listened to the man saying, " No need, I suddenly remembered. "
The words fell, and the last hope of Xia Xi's eyes disappeared completely.
And Song Mingxuan, who was totally out of her attention, didn't care about her feelings at all. All he could see in his eyes was the figure of a teenager shuttle between flowers, and all he thought of was the teenager he accidentally found in the book last night. That sketch.
He remembered, the flower language that always faces the bright sunflower--
Silent love.
In Greek mythology, the Fairy Mizusawa faced the setting sun and the last golden deep downfall. The other creatures only greeted the morning sun. Only sunflowers are so gentle to the sunset because she love With all of Apollo, no matter what he became.
Admiring forever, always gazing at the glorious and shining, I love you.
"Silent love is not enough to have so many" pets ". I want my brother and my father?" Song Mingxuan whispered the flower of this plant softly, and the nose suddenly smelled from the flower room A floral fragrance, he smiled, "You greedy little thing"
If it's you, it's fine to be greedy.
Because to you, I never sting my love.
In the evening, Song Yingchu finally returned from the company.
When he got home, Su Jinzhi and Song Mingxuan were leaning together for dinner intimately. The two of them were side by side, not sitting opposite each other like he and the teenager usually.
He watched the man clip a piece of meat to the boy. The boy stared at the piece of meat for a while, biting his lower lip and hesitated, "Daddy, this piece of meat is too fat"
"Okay, I'll change it for you." The man said, picking up the piece of meat in his bowl, and after eating it, he re-clamped a piece of lean meat for the teenager.
The boy didn't say anything more this time. After feeding the meat into his mouth, he chopped two more pieces of rice.
Song Yingchu suddenly lost his appetite.
His empty stomach seemed to be so stuffed that he couldn't eat any food.
Juan Hei smelled the owner's smell, hurried out from the kennel and circled around Song Yingchu, "Wang Wang" called twice, and the boy at the table heard his movements and stood up quietly, his eyes looked at him: You're back"
Song Yingchu avoided the light brown eyes of the other man who was staring at him for a second before, squatting down and stroking the black dog's head without saying a word.
"Brother?" The boy took a few more steps and called him softly.
Song Mingxuan also put down his chopsticks and wiped his mouth with a tissue: "Did you hear your brother calling you?"
Song Yingchu finally looked up. He looked at the boy coldly, glanced at him, and then looked away: "I don't have a brother like him." After saying this, he tried to ignore the boy's utter paleness and loss of all blood. On the cheek, I patted my black head and went upstairs without eating.
Song Mingxuan's eyes darkened, and he smiled again when he looked at the boy. When he walked to the boy, he wrapped his shoulders around him and took him back to the dining table: "Don't care about your brother, father will eat with you."
The boy sucked his nose, his head hung low, and he was almost buried in the bowl.
Song Mingxuan shoved chopsticks into his hand and coaxed him softly: "Eat fast, wouldn't it be necessary for my father to feed you?"
Su Jinzhi finished eating in silence, then locked himself into the room.
If he was the original Song Jinzhi, at this moment he would surely hold the mobile phone, fingertips hovering over the communication contact named [Brother], and finally shut down to sleep sadly, but he is not Song Jinzhi. He highlighted this ancient smartphone, which was harder for him to use than bricks, just to wait for Bai Xinlu's text message-yesterday's failure, it is time to start intimidation.
When the pointer of the wall clock points to "11", Bai Xinlu finally texted him again.
Su Jinzhi was almost asleep after waiting. He yawned before he opened the text message, and wanted to see what Bai Xinlu sent to him today--
[Why don't you ignore me]
Su Jinzhi typed and replied: [Sorry, but I don't really know you, do you recognize the wrong person? ]
Bai Xinlu gave him back: [But that was my first time, how could I remember wrong? ]
Su Jinzhi watched Bai Xinlu give him back this text message. It was really disgusting and got goosebumps. If Bai Xinlu was really the first time that day, he would go live and eat shit.
[Sorry, but I don't really remember what happened that night. ] Su Jinzhi intentionally remained silent for a while before replying to her.
[Well, bother you] Bai Xinlu soon sent a new message, and his tone was pitiful, making him look like he was really a disrespectful man, but Su Jinzhi was able to imagine her angrily, which was enough to laugh Wake up the next day.
"Target Bai Xinlu's current rescue progress value: -20/100." The number one who has already finished work suddenly appeared, "Oh, another negative number, exactly the same as your grade."
Su Jinzhi expressed dissatisfaction: "My grade is positive!"
No. 1 Road: "Mid-term, the end of the term is uncertain."
Su Jinzhi also said that he had been prepared: "The Chinese papers are not mosaic."
One always cold electronic sound even bring some regret: "unwise."
Su Jinzhi talked cheaply and said, "What's wrong? You want me to see nothing?"
"Well," No. 1 Tian admitted shamelessly, "I'll give you a blind world next time."
Su Jinzhi: "!"
"Sleep and sleep!" Su Jinzhi pulled the quilt to his head, closed his eyes, and began to pretend to sleep. The words of silent prayer No. 1 were just casual talk.
auzw.com Sunday, Song Mingxuan and Song Chu after eating breakfast should have left home and went to the company, two of them are too busy dancing, as if in fact the same as Monday with endless work today.
However, Su Jin's pitching in, he received early in the morning dew white heart to his pack sent a gift - her original body and shot put bed photo.
White photographs reveal the heart of the whole body lying in bed, look contrived nausea expression on his shirt unbuttoned, cheeks flushed red, his brow deeply Organization, eyes half-blind, hints of wet Shuiguang, vacantly misty land looking at the camera.
Su Kam: ""
What a hell, how did he think he was more attractive than Bai Xinlu in the photo? Looks like the one who is fascinated.
The other photos are okay, that is, one of Su Jinzhi can't stand it. In that photo, Bai Xinlu took his hand and pressed it in front of her chest. Su Jinzhi almost didn't mention it when she looked at this photo, and called quickly Number one: "Number one! Number one! The you arranged for me. Isn't Bai Xinlu the object of life?"
That's really what he would rather chop himself, what life! He doesn't want to!
"No." No. 1 answered quickly, "You are not straight. Our company's ai are humane and will not force you to be straight."
Su Jinzhi tried to fool: "Who said I was bent?"
"Oh?" No. 1 indifferently said, "When the first world rescue target, Qin Yezhou, came to you, you shot every time. The second world rescue target, Feng Jiuli, gave you two shots, and you hardened . "
"Are you guys still a little ashamed?" Su Jinzhi coughed. "I have a normal physiological reaction."
"No." No. 1 admitted generously, "So the host does not have a normal physiological response to the woman? Then I immediately contacted the headquarters to arrange a female life target for the host."
"No need!" Su Jinzhi quickly stopped him. "Who is my target?"
Number one: "Find it yourself."
Su Kam: ""
So is it a deceit to arrange for him?
He was very angry, so he quickly sent a message to the person who sent the text message: [Where did these photos come from, what do you mean? ]
[Do you still know what you did? ]
The man responded quickly, and Su Jinzhi thought about it, and replied to him: "What are you going to do before deleting these photos? ]
[Five million, hit this account: , I will delete these photos. ]
Oh, he's about to be saved.
For a total of five million, Bai Xinlu's appetite is really big, and the original body has only been in existence for more than three million years.
Su Jinzhi returned to her: [But I only have three million. ]
But Bai Xinlu didn't care about it. The young Master Song only got three million who believed it? Not to mention he won't ask his brother and his father for money? Everyone knows how much Song Mingxuan loves his little adopted son, so she replied: [Hehe, if you wait until tomorrow, if you have n’t received your account before noon tomorrow, your classmates, brothers and fathers may all see these photos. . ]
Su Jinzhi snorted after seeing this text message, and remittance was remitted, who is afraid of who! He can also take the opportunity to hang out!
Before completing the task, in order to prevent the collapse of the original person, Su Jinzhi could only take a bubble bath at home and then get moldy. He had to look at the mosaic to do his homework every day. It was so painful. Now Bai Xinlu sent him it. A chance to go out!
Su Jinzhi immediately called Shi Jun to let him go out.
The original driver ’s license has not been tested. The sports car that Dad sent him is expensive and handsome. It is just a furnishing. His home is still a long way from the city center. It is impossible to get out by taxi He can only go to Shi Jun to send money.
Shi Jun came shortly after receiving the call and took Su Jinzhi to the city. He asked Shi Jun to park the car on the side of the road and got out of the car. He let Shi Jun go back first. He wanted to go by himself. When he planned to go back, he called Shi Jun and asked him to pick him up.
The original body had serious psychological obstacles. Of course Shi Jun could not let him wander outside alone, but parking was not allowed by the roadside. When he found the parking space and rushed back to his place, Su Jinzhi had already run away.
He first came to Bai Xinlu to pass the three million, but something happened during the period-he met Bai Xinlu's requirements, but her progress value did not rise but fell, and fell to -80/100 in an instant.
No. 1 squeaked out: "Fortunately, you haven't remitted all five million, otherwise the progress value will directly lose 100 if the mission fails."
Su Jinzhi said: "Can't five million still satisfy her?"
No. 1 asked him: "Does the host think it's saving her?"
Su Jinzhi was silent and thought for a while and said, "Okay, I know."
After Su Jinzhi passed all three million to Bai Xinlu, Cari had only a few hundred yuan left. He took the money and took a taxi to the city center park to play a circle, and interpreted the image of a lonely teenager without loved ones. It was so incisive that the people who followed him finally determined that they would tell Song Mingxuan truthfully before they stopped to sit by the lake and lick the ice cream they just bought to watch the sunset.
It's evening time now, and the whole sky is filled with a magnificent and ambiguous warm orange light tone. Su Jinzhi licked the ice cream with a small mouth, staring directly at the glare of the setting sun. On his body, he closed his eyes, and there was scarlet in front of him. He felt the cold with the tip of his tongue, and then called Song Yingchu after the fixed meal time at Song Zhai.
It turned out that it did n’t work. It is estimated that 10% were dragged into the blacklist. Su Jinzhi changed the text message: [Brother, do you come back for dinner today? I have something to tell you. ]
Your dear brother wants to borrow some money from you.
Brother Zhe didn't expect to send him a text message. Instead, Song Mingxuan sent him a text message saying that he would not come back for dinner. He would stay at the company at night and let Su Jinzhi go to bed after dinner. But Su Jinzhi was a bit strange. It stands to reason that these two days have passed. Dad Song is so efficient that he should have found Bai Xinlu long ago, but why did he not respond at all?
Shi Jun didn't understand.
He called Song Mingxuan as soon as he could not find the trace of Little Master, but Song Mingxuan on the phone was not so anxious, as if the missing person was not his favorite little son, his tone was calm and quiet: "Jin It ’s not a kid. He wants to go out and let him go. You can pick him up when he calls you.

After speaking, the man hung up the phone, Shi Jun sighed heavily and looked up at the dim sky.
The sun has gone down, and a few broken stars have appeared in the dark blue sky facing away from the west. Soon the city will be surrounded by night and merge with the darkness. At that time, it will be difficult to find the young master. Already.
And God seemed to think that the test for him was not enough. It rained when his eyes turned into a dim blue tone. At 8:30 in the evening, Su Jinzhi sitting in the park was drowned.
Shi Jun looked for the address given by Su Jinzhi and found him. When he found him, he found that the boy was sitting on a wooden chair near the road in the park. Suddenly the heavy rain soaked the whole person. Shi Jun had not had time to open the door and get off for him. Holding an umbrella, Su Jinzhi got up from the chair and sat in the car.
Shi Jun frowned, looking back at him from the driver's seat: "Little Master"
"Go home." Su Jinzhi whispered softly, the whole person shivered because of the rain, but he couldn't collapse yet, and Shi Jun took the initiative to ask for a blanket. Fortunately, the heating in the car was not too much. Difficult.
When Shi Jun heard him say this, he immediately raised his hand and unbuttoned his suit jacket, trying to put on the teenager. Su Jinzhi glanced at him and refused out loud. Shi Jun could only increase the temperature of the air conditioner in the car, and then accelerated towards Song's house.
On the way, their car passed a cake shop.
The cake shop opened at the corner of the roadside. The warm yellow lights in the shop seemed warm on this cold rainy night. Su Jinzhi stared close to the glass window cabinet through the window blurred by the rain. The fresh red strawberry cake in it was dripping.
No. 1 reminded him: "Wake up, people are about to collapse."
Su Jinzhi quickly turned her head and continued to look at the backrest of the front seat, her voice filled with loss: "I really want to eat cake."
The number one "huh" said: "You have no money."
Su Jinzhi said: "I can borrow from Shi Jun."
No. 1 said, "No, it's a mess."
But as soon as his voice fell, Su Jinzhi's belly yelled a few times.
Su Jinzhi said pitifully: "I haven't eaten for a day."
"" No. 1 was silent for a while, and then sighed. "You have cakes in your house, too, and they are better than those outside."
Su Jinzhi was shocked: "I've been to the kitchen, why didn't I find a cake?"
No. 1 said: "The cake master was invited by Song Mingxuan today. No accident, you can have the cake tomorrow."
"My dad is really nice to me." Su Jinzhi was satisfied now.
Song Zhai's black lights were blind, because it was raining, Song Mingxuan called and said that he and Song Yingchu both lived in the company tonight and would not return.
After Su Jinzhi was brought back to Song's house by Shi Jun, Hui mother was stunned when she looked at his soaked body, and stepped forward to ask him what happened. The young man only explained a sentence, "Without an umbrella," he went upstairs. Hui mother didn't hesitate, went to the kitchen and boiled hot soup for him, and he should not knock on the young man's door.
In fact, Su Jinzhi was not in his bedroom at all. He even went to the flower room without changing his clothes.
The original Song Jinzhi would hide in the flower room once he felt threats and uneasiness from the outside world, because this was the only place that could give him a sense of security-when he was suffering from depression and could not control his pessimistic emotions, he was Song Mingxuan built such a small garden for him. Later, Song Yingchu also smiled at the original body here for the first time. After giving him warm love and care to his relatives, he opened his precious emotional treasure chest, ransacked the treasure inside, and then pulled away without any damage.
Where to start and where to end.
He stepped into this flower room again at night today, which means that he will never draw a little warmth from Song Yingchu from now on.