Chapter 208: : I am a monster! ! !

The stand-in boy stared at the crowd,
I don’t need to say more about the current situation. In fact, everyone knows it clearly.

"Holding unrealistic fantasies, I hope that scabs and needles will save you. This possibility is too small."
Everyone was still on guard, but their eyes flickered, showing slight hesitation.
The teenagers said that they had gone to their hearts. Scab and them had a short time together, and their performance became more and more unbearable. Scab has a strong desire to possess artifacts and is very unreliable.
But at this time, a scab smile came from the fourth floor. "Ha ha ha, stand-in, you want to rush to die by yourself, that’s fine. Do you still want to confuse them to die with you? He is guessing about the situation. , So you can’t be sure. You’re like to slap them and let them share the risk for you?

"Don't be fooled, everyone! Disordered lightning will kill you. Even if you rush up, are you going to kill me and the needle gold? Kill a priest and a Templar? You are fighting the empire. Enemy. Even if you win and survive, you will be wanted by the Shengming Empire. From now on, you can only live a life of wandering around and frightened. Once arrested, what awaits you is more cruel punishment than hanging!"
Scab would of course not sit back and watch the young man inspire others. His words made everyone hesitate even more.
The stand-in boy looked at Zong Ge, he needed support, and Zong Ge was clearly the most prestigious person among them.
But at this time the half-orc frowned, without any indication.
Zhenjin laughed and laughed, "A substitute, do you think it is me? You are not a Templar at all, and you are not a nobleman at all. You have humble blood flowing in your body. Why do you let them follow you? You are just a substitute. , A tool. You actually want to respond, want to lead a group of people to deal with us? Did the lightning just stupid you?"
Zhenjin imitated the scab, and after taunting the teenager, he continued to shout to others, "He just wants to use you. If he can live, you can't be deceived anymore!"
"As an honorary mage as a nobleman, you can all be saved!"
"Believe me, I am a Templar Knight, and he is just a stand-in who has been deceiving you!!"
The crowd rioted.
The stand-in boy sighed in his heart.
Zidi once said on the fourth floor that her understanding of the situation is correct once. When pin gold exposed his identity, the loss was huge. People don't trust needle gold, and they are more alert to substitutes. Now their eyes on the stand-in boy are flickering, and they all suspect that he is unpredictable.
"You have been deceiving us in the past time with you. Who are you?"
"What do you want?"
Li Ge finally spoke, his brows were deeply frowned and his voice was low.
The crowd calmed down, waiting for the boy's answer.
They used to be obedient to the teenagers, and even fanatical, but now their faces are indifferent and suspicious.
The boy took a deep breath.
He still looks like a needle, blond, blue-eyed, and handsome. But he was very embarrassed. He had wounds and blood stains on his body. He was struck by lightning, and there were many dark spots on his clothes and skin.
"What they said about scab and needle gold was not wrong." The boy said the first sentence.
Everyone almost thought they had heard it wrong.
But the boy repeated, "They are not wrong at all."
He slowly said in a low, slightly hoarse, but honest posture
"I am not a needle."
"I'm not a genius either."
"I don't have noble blood."
"I am not a Templar."
"There used to be a beautiful woman by my side. I thought she was my fiancée. But she was not me, she was essentially a conspirator."
"I am not your leader either. Because I am not qualified to lead you."
Everyone is quieter.
If the teenager denies or avoids these facts, he will get more suspicion and alert.
But now, everyone began to listen to him seriously.
The boy then smiled bitterly, "Who am I? I used to keep asking myself this question."
"But until now, I can't answer myself at all."
"My original memories have been erased, and now my memories have been instilled by others, and they are still incomplete."
"You all know your name."
"I'm not as good as you, because I don't even know my name."
The young man's sad tone made everyone stare at him.
"Even my own appearance is someone else's. I should have been modulated and transformed by war dealers."
"In fact, as you can see, I am an ascendant, at best a special ascendant."
Having said this, the stand-in boy paused and took a deep breath, seeming to be plucking up courage.
"I am a gun scorpion."
As he said, he urged the magic core in his heart, a red light gushing out, and a dark golden hard scorpion shell was abnormally transformed.
At night in the desert, the young gun scorpion ate golden stone, and he was excited, "It's delicious, delicious!"
This change made everyone exclaim, and most people took a big step back.
"I am an acid green lizard."
In the forest, the young green lizard practiced flicking hard. As a result, he was injured and the buttocks and tail vertebrae hurt the next day.
The young man suddenly changed his tail, everyone exclaimed again, and many people couldn't help taking a step back.
"I'm still a manta monkey."
The boy grew bat wings and bat ears.
That night, the moonlight was like water. For the first time, the manta monkey boy heard countless beautiful sounds and felt the extreme beauty of nature!
The crowd was continuously frightened, and the exclamation became quieter. More people stopped in place, and few people backed off subconsciously.
"I am a monkey-tailed brown bear."
The boy spread his hands, and everyone saw the red light surging and disappearing, and then the boy's hands became the sharp claws of the monkey-tailed brown bear.
Many late nights, the young brown bears were humming and digging in the cave, diligently.
People did not retreat, fear and tension were reduced a lot, and they began to look surprised.
Cangxu looked at these bear claws, as if thinking of a certain question, and fell into deep thought.
"I am a blade spider."
The boy conjured a sharp blade.
In the forest, the spider boy was in distress. "It seems that spiders need hard work to make webs!"
"God. This is the truth!" Someone whispered, and he recognized it. This is the sword that the teenagers and the beasts fight, and they are more and more commonly used.
"I'm still a flying squirrel, able to discharge electricity."
Lightning began to linger on the blade of the juvenile mutation.
In order to be able to release the electricity, he worked hard for a long time, not hesitating to catch the flying squirrel alive, enduring the electric shock and working hard to find the trick to the discharge.
"Yes, I am a beast, and even a monster." The boy's expression is extremely heavy. At this moment, he feels like he is naked in the ice and snow.
Just as he thought, people looked at him with a strong panic, rejection, and wanted to stay away.
But it was also different from what he thought. In addition to the emotions of panic, rejection, and avoidance, there are many other emotions, which complicate the complexion of many people.
No sound came from the fourth floor.
It was the first time that Scab saw such a change in a teenager, and he was very surprised.
The monster boy continued, "Although I am a beast and a monster, I want to be a knight, so I have always used the knight's criteria to demand myself."
"I want to be a person of deity, so I keep praying, but Shengming the Great has never responded to me."
"I want to be a nobleman, the only heir to a big family. So I have been urging myself to work hard to revitalize the family."
"I want to be a leader, so I try to charge forward and uphold justice wholeheartedly."
"How I wish I was!"
"I almost thought I was it."
"but I am not."
"The memory that emerged in my mind belongs to someone else."
"My name belongs to someone else."
"My fiancee also belongs to someone else."
"From waking up on my island, I have lived in lies."
The young man smiled bitterly, "Do you know how shocked I was when I first transformed into a beast!"
"I suspected that this was Bloodline Awakening, and I also suspected that I mistakenly swallowed some kind of transformation medicine."
"When I found out step by step that I could become more beasts, I was suffering."
"Fear, doubt, hesitation... I asked myself, why would I be like this?"
"I don't want Zidi to worry, I don't dare to tell the truth."
"How I wish this was a nightmare, but they really happened to me. I want to forget, but I can't, because the harsh environment always forces me to use this ability."
"Gradually, I discovered that they are part of my body, a part of me. I hate and avoid them, that is, I hate and detest myself."
"I sympathize with the big man, because in him, I see myself."
"When my companions go beastly and go crazy, I am most afraid. I am particularly afraid that one day in the future, I will lose my sanity, beastly, and kill people around me."
The young man looked at Zong Ge and said frankly, "Someone just said that I lied to you, yes, I lied to you. If possible, I want to lie to you all my life. If possible, I am willing to lie to myself. "
"Because I don't want to be a monster! I don't want to be a lycanthrope, a stand-in, a tool! I don't want to be ostracized, I don't want to be hated, I don't want to be discriminated against."
Everyone was moved.
The boy lowered his head, looked at his hands, smiled bitterly, "In fact, there are many flaws along the way, but why have I only discovered it now?"
"Because I want to lie to myself more."
"I want to lie to myself to be a noble knight, with delicate armor, riding a tall white horse."
"I want to deceive myself to be a nobleman. I have my own castle and a manor to escape the heat. There is also a beautiful fiancee with good financial resources."
"I want to deceive myself to get the favor and appreciation of the gods. I want to prove that I have a firm belief."
"I failed."
"As you can see, I am not."
"I am nothing!"
"I can only tell myself now, you idiot, don't lie to yourself, throw away your ridiculous, pitiful and unrealistic fantasy, you are not! Recognize the reality, you are not even an ordinary person, you are a transformed beast Man, a monster."
Having said that, the boy's eyes were obviously reddened.
This is his true feelings.
Everyone was silent.
Everyone looked at the boy quietly.
The alertness on their faces disappeared, and the vigilant look gradually disappeared.
"Haha, you are very self-aware, stand-in." The fourth floor came with a mockery of needle gold.
People suddenly frowned, and many people showed disgust.
But then, the boy's tone suddenly rose, and the front of the conversation turned, "Although I am nothing, I can't even think about it?"
"I am not, can't I do it,"
"I am not, can't I try?"
People are shaking.
"Huh, wishful thinking." Scab was extremely displeased, and reprimanded, "When a person is born, his identity and status are determined. You have to recognize the reality and stand by yourself to get the happiness that belongs to you. And driven by greed and desire , Coveting something that does not belong to you, will inevitably end in a miserable and bleak situation. This is your biggest original sin, and your thoughts are the root of social unrest. How can you have the face to say such things? Now confession may still be saved and forgive!"
Everyone frowned deeper.
The substitute ignored the scab and continued, "If I have the opportunity, I want to be a knight, I want to be a nobleman, and I want to be a man of the gods. I think about it all, don't tell me, you don't want to!"
Everyone was shocked physically and mentally.
"If you don't want to, what are you doing to the wilderness continent?! Traveling long distances, crossing the ocean, taking huge risks, and going to a place full of war risks?!"
"I am a monster, I am ostracized, but what about you? Haven't you been ostracized? Haven't you been cast aside and hated? Haven't been crushed by power? Haven't been deceived by life? Haven't been deceived by your ideal , Have your dreams been tortured?!"
Suddenly a series of questions from the young man at extremely fast speeds silenced the audience.
The boy took a deep breath, his tone slowed down, his eyes deep and honest, "We are actually the same kind of people."
"We were born to be ordinary." The boy looked at Bai Ya, his complexion flushed with excitement.
"We are rejected and disgusted." The boy looked at the big man. The big man's eyelids twitched slightly.
"We were betrayed by our relatives." The boy looked at Cangxu. The old scholar squinted his eyes.
"We always don't get fair treatment." The boy looked at the orc. The half-orc's breathing has become heavy.
"We have committed a crime, and we cannot forgive ourselves." The boy looked at the blue algae. Since the boy woke up and stood, Spirulina has been half-kneeling on the ground, looking up at him now.
"We were cast aside, exiled, wanted, and ridiculed by the crowd. So what?"
"Should we not think about it?"
"Should we not do it?"
"The reality has made us so miserable, and the bad life has made us unbearable. We can only become better if we think about it."
"In fact, we have been trying."
"Together to this island and mountain, we fought together. We hunted for food and water, we were poisoned. We struggled in the desert and were chased by herds of animals. We repelled the attacks of the Warcraft Army in the camp, and we traveled long distances. , Gather materials along the way, we build new ships in the small valley, and we set sail to break through difficult obstacles in the alchemy factory."
The teenager paced in front of the crowd, repeating his energy during this period of time.
"What are we for?" The boy opened his arms and asked again.
"We want to live."
"But it's not enough!"
"Far from enough."
"We want to live better!"
"I keep thinking like this, I don't believe you don't want it!"
"Shut up, shut up. You devil, you are bewitching people's hearts. You are so rebellious. The sin on you is too great. If you go wrong like this, you will not be saved!" Scab screamed, this young man The words made him extremely angry.
The boy smiled slightly, "Devil? Yes, I am!"
He patted his chest and admitted boldly.
Then, he pointed his finger at the crowd in front of him and made a loud noise, "But I am definitely not the only one. Each of us is a devil and a beast!"
"We want to live, we want to live well, we want to have plenty of food and water, we want the identity and glory of a master, we want artifacts, we want monstrous credit. So, you too, my priest!"
In an instant, the scab pupils shrank suddenly.
The boy shouted, "On this island, we are lost, we are sleepy, we are chased and killed, like dead dogs. We are so tired that we collapse, only for the hope of the new ship. Countless rainy nights, we are together Pray that tomorrow will be clear."
He then stomped his feet and pointed his fingers to the ground.
"This is the strange island of war dealers. There are not only man-made monsters, but also demons and monsters."
"We seem to have lost our way in our lives, but in fact, we always know how we want to move forward."
"Everyone, listen to your inner voice!" The young man slapped his chest excitedly, "What do you want? Do you want to die here? Want to surrender? Trust such a priest? Like a dog. Wag your tail, begging him to give you a chance to survive? Then, he swallows all the credit, just like the owner eats all the meat and throws the bones to the dog. Are you going to chew?"
"Bones, big men don't eat bones, big men eat meat." The big man opened his eyes in a daze. He was awakened. He saw the boy and other people, but he didn't react for a while.
"I am not qualified to lead you. But I want you to listen carefully to your inner voice. What do you really want?"
"Do you bow your head and stop, or rise up to resist?"
The crowd was dead.
But this dead silence is different from before.
As long as you listen carefully, you can hear people's heartbeats and heavy breathing.
"Dad, you're still alive!" The big man shouted, and he stood up in ecstasy, but because he moved too fast, his mind was dizzy and he couldn't stand still, and he half-kneeled on the ground.
The avatar smiled at him, then looked at everyone again.
He did not speak any more.
He is waiting.
Then he waited!
"Master, no matter who you are, you have always been my master!" Cyanobacteria shouted and stood up.
"You saved my life, too many times. I am willing to follow you, my lord." Bai Ya said loudly.
"You are more suitable for the identity of knights and nobles than needle gold, UU reading www.uukahnshu.com I always think so." Sangbeard opened his mouth and wiped his lenses.
"You are a hero, our hero." Muban took out a series of crossbows, and the people around him suddenly moved a few steps away from him subconsciously.
Zong Ge took a deep breath and said solemnly, "This is the most touching pre-array speech I have ever heard. Let us once again... fight together."
The big man stood up, and Zong Ge stepped forward, followed by Three Swords.
Blue algae, whiskers, white buds...
Everyone came together.
Reunited to the boy's side.
And this time.
The boy is no longer a needle gold, no longer a Templar, no longer a nobleman, no longer a favored one.
But... a monster!