: A description of the situation for a few more days.

I have experienced a lot of things since March.
My inner world has undergone tremendous changes.
My spirit is under great pressure and pain.
Emotions collapse and feelings collapse.
Anxious every day, uneasy every day.
Make choices between death and continued living every day.
I stood in the window several times and wanted to jump.
Fortunately, I finally woke up and did not take that step.
I am suffering from depression.
I will go to the psychiatrist to prescribe medicine tomorrow.
I keep telling myself that things are not that bad,
The world is still beautiful, and I can do a lot of things.
I have to live.
Whether it is for myself or my family.
During this time, there was no day, I couldn’t feel hungry, I couldn’t feel the direction, I couldn’t feel that I was still alive.
The only thing I feel is pain.
I dare not go home, I can only stay with my friends.
The house at home is empty, and as soon as I enter the door, I will remember the people who used to chat with me in those days.
That is the emotion that I can't bear now.
I am a coward, weak.
But I don't think I can go on like this.
Today's mood is a little milder, so I started to update the chapter.
This book has brought me the peak of my achievements, and I deserve it to have the honor it deserves.
I will finish this book.
Although the book was sealed once before,
The income fell in a cliff.
The pressure of life is getting bigger and bigger.
But I want to finish it.
I want to finish the story of Lin Yi.
As long as I have not died, as long as this book still exists.
I swear by my life, I will finish it.
Just like the original intention of the book,
It is a good story and it is also worthy of being loved.
I want to finish this story and finish the book.
I reached out in the dark and tried to find the light.
I also hope that the light can come sooner.
And before the light comes,
I hope that I can be the one who is worth waiting for.
the above.
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