Chapter 72: | 【72】

A person who can't bear to hurt even a small animal, how painful it is to see so many people die because of him. He was stuck in a depressed mood, and his guilt would only get deeper and deeper, until he was swallowed by darkness.
Lin Feilu held his hand, as if trying to give him warmth and strength, but with a soft tone, asked him: "Brother Da Huang, do you think that without you, so many people would not die? "
Lin Ting was still crying, looking at her with wet eyelashes.
Lin Feilu said: "Without you, there will be others. There will always be someone who will stand in your current position and become the most important piece in this power struggle. On the contrary, it is because you are now in this position. It’s you, that prevents many things from happening and many innocent people from being implicated."
Lin Ting stared at her blankly.
Lin Feilu said earnestly: "If you change to another person, even me, you can't be as kind as you. I will not hurt myself for others, for self-protection, for a better life, many of us are unwilling Whatever you do, you will try to do it in the end. But you have not, Brother Ting, until now, you have kept your inner principles and kindness. Because of your existence, many people have Avoid it."
No one died because of you, but because of your existence, many people were saved.
Lin Feilu's remarks actually have a secret exchange of concepts, but they are also true.
Replaced by anyone else, he might have been on the united front with the Ruan family long ago and fought for the crown prince. The harder the fight and the wider the spread, the more people will die.
All this was controlled to the smallest extent because of Lin Ting's silent resistance and prevention.
Lin Feilu reached out and gently wiped the tears from the corner of his eye.
Her fingers are still the same as when she was a child, soft and warm, just like her voice at the moment: "You can feel sorry for those who have died, but you don't have to feel guilty about it. Because guilt cannot change anything, nor can it change everything. Better. Even if you want to redeem your sins, you have to live to redeem them, right?"
Lin Ting looked at her beautiful and gentle eyes, as if she had returned to her childhood.
Every time when he was forced by his mother and concubine to do not know what to do, when he was too anxious to wipe his tears, Xiaolu would always help him find a solution wisely.
She has been so omnipotent since she was a child, he not only spoiled her, but trusted her more.
As she said now, he seemed to be really not that uncomfortable anymore. It seemed that a ray of light came in through the darkness, allowing him to breathe.
There was a rush of footsteps outside the courtyard, and when I was inside, I heard a fierce voice outside: "My Ting'er is awake? Ting'er!"
Immediately afterwards, the door was pushed open, and Concubine Ruan walked in hastily. As soon as he entered the room and saw Lin Ting sitting on the bed, he suddenly cried and leaped towards him and took the person into his arms.
Lin Ting hadn't been hugged by his mother for a long time, and was stunned for a while.
Concubine Ruan Gui cried and said, "Ting'er, I'm sorry for the concubine, the concubine should not force you, and the concubine will never force you anymore. The concubine will not stop you anymore. Son, my child..."
Lin Ting was a little at a loss, and looked at Lin Feilu on the side as if asking for help.
Lin Feilu had to say: "Manny, the emperor has just woke up, and his body is still empty."
Concubine Ruan quickly released him as soon as she heard it, but she still held his hand and wept. It was only when Emperor Lin came in that she could not stop him.
When Lin Ting saw his father coming in, he remembered to salute, but was stopped by Emperor Lin. He looked at his eldest son with complicated eyes and cared for a few words about his body. Finally, he sighed and said with pain: "What do you do to practice yourself like this? Ordinary people know that it is better to live than to die. What must be solved by death?"
Lin Ting lowered his eyes and said nothing.
The imperial doctor came in and reported the condition, and learned that Lin Ting was innocent, and Emperor Lin and Concubine Ruan gave a few more words before finally returning to the palace.
Lin Ting learned how long he had been slept, and how long the deer stayed here. For a while, he was moved and guilty, and said to her, "You also go back to the palace."
Lin Feilu crouched and said loudly, "I don't! I'm going to watch you here! What if you drink that kind of grass again, oh yes, where did you get that thing? I want to go. Hit the person who gave you the medicine to death with cramps and skinny!"
Lin Ting couldn't help laughing.
When he smiled, she also smiled.
The two looked at each other and smiled for a while, and Lin Feilu suddenly asked him: "Brother Dahuang, now the imperial concubine is not forcing you, you can live your own life, what do you want to do?"
Lin Ting was stunned, as if thinking about it seriously, and finally just shook his head: "I don't know, there seems to be nothing I want to do."
Even if Lin Feilu secretly changed the concept, he is not as guilty as before, but the depression cannot be resolved in a few words.
After so many years of persecution and torture, the darkness has entangled his heart like spider silk, making him feel depressed and bored all the time. Unless those spider silks are completely uprooted, he will never be the same Lin Ting.
Lin Feilu had friends who suffered from depression.
The night before, they were happily dancing together in the bar. The girl laughed louder than anyone else, and danced more happily than anyone else. The next morning, Lin Feilu received news of her suicide by jumping from a building.
Those emotions are pervasive, even if you smile at the first moment, you can cry at the next moment.
Then in the dead of night, I will kill you.
Lin Feilu's fingers under his sleeves formed into fists, and when his fingers were pressed against his palm, he could feel his pulse.
She pursed her lower lip and curled her eyes: "Brother Dahuang, you heard me tell the story of Guo Jing and Huang Rong today, do you think it sounds good?"
Lin Ting nodded: "It sounds good."
Lin Feilu asked: "Then do you want to experience the life of the rivers and lakes of the sword, light, sword and shadow?"
Lin Ting was stunned: "Huh?"
Lin Feilu squinted his eyes and made a long-thinking expression. His tone suddenly became deep: "Hey, you don't know. In fact, my biggest dream is to be a chivalrous chivalry. I have followed Guifei Xi since I was a child. Niangniang is practicing martial arts, and she will never give up practicing martial arts in thunder and rain, isn't she just to fight the sword one day!"
Lin Ting followed her words and asked, "So?"
Lin Feilu held his hand very happily: "So, Brother Dahuang, would you like to walk the rivers and lakes with me?"
Lin Ting didn't speak for a long time.
Lin Feilu has already begun to imagine: "We can take a stage name called Brainless and Unhappy! When we see injustice, we draw our swords to help, rob the rich and help the poor, punish the evil and promote the good! From Kyoto to Jiangnan, and then from Jiangnan to Saibei Look all over the great rivers and mountains, step on the yellow sand and green water. When you are thirsty, drink, hungry and eat meat, when you are sleepy, you will sit on the ground and take the sky as your bed! Companion with the red dust, cool and unrestrained, riding horses, sharing the prosperity of the world!"
Not good, almost sang it.
Lin Feilu shut up in time.
But the eyes were still shining, brighter than the stars in the sky, looking at Lin Ting with expectation and enthusiasm, waiting for his answer.
After a long time, Lin Ting finally chuckled and laughed and said, "I agree with the others, but what are the ignorance and unhappiness?"
Lin Feilu: "Hum, if you don't like it, I have something else." She blinked her eyes and asked very seriously, "How about Ultraman and the little monster?"
She always likes to say something very interesting that others don't understand.
His fifth sister is the most beautiful, kind and interesting girl in the world.
Lin Feilu laughed, and then stretched out her little finger and shook it: "Then let's say it? Rehook!"
Lin Ting lowered his eyes, for a while, slowly stretched out his fingers, hooked her seriously, and said softly, "Well, that's it."
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Without further ado, after Lin Ting woke up, Lin Feilu stayed in Prince Qi's Mansion for two more days. He watched him take medicine and eat well, and his complexion improved a little before returning to the palace at ease. After returning to the palace, he went straight to the Hall of Yangxin.
Just after taking a nap, Lin Di languidly sat on the soft table looking at the memorial. When he saw her running in, he smiled and sat upright, patted the position beside him: "Sit here."
He also ordered Peng Man to get her favorite snacks and her favorite crisp tea.
It’s always said that Xiaowu is the little lucky star of the palace. This is really true. I saved the prince before, and now he has saved King Qi. Emperor Lin really likes it more and more, and said to her: "After the spring, I intend to give you A title."
According to Dalin's rules, only princesses with great merit can give titles, otherwise it is based on ranking, such as the first princess, the third princess, and the fifth princess.
In Lin Feilu's generation, or even the previous generation, no princess has been given a title. This is a great honor. Although Lin Feilu did not make any achievements, as far as she saved the lives of the two princes at the time of her life and death, it should be said that she has done a lot, and it is not a violation of the ancestral system.
But Lin Feilu didn't understand this very well. He thought it was a very common thing to give titles, so he nodded: "Okay, what title do you want to give me?"
Lin Di pondered: "You have always loved flowers. I saw that you have loved to grow camellia in the past two years. The green camellia in your flower field grows best, so how about giving you the title "green tea"?"
Lin Feilu: "?????"
Lin Di pondered alone: ​​"Princess Green Tea, this name is also very smiling, and it seems to have the fragrance of tea."
Lin Feilu: "............"
I suspect you are connoting me.