Chapter 46:

Since the incident, only this embrace has kept her quiet.
Nan Chu felt that there was always a magical power in this man. He was flustered and sad, so he hugged him, and everything was fine again.
When she said she didn’t panic, she panicked too. She had a problem. She pretended to be calm when she was in a panic. The moment she saw Lin Luxiao in the private room, her entire back was stiff, cold sweat spreading out layer by layer, under the leather jacket. The white T stuck with sweat, she was afraid that Lin Luxiao would misunderstand her.
How can he accept that she has this kind of history.
Of course, I am even more afraid of him being misunderstood because of her.
Lin Luxiao hugged her and pressed one hand soothingly on the back of her head. His chin just touched the top of her hair. He pressed down again and hugged her tighter. Nan Chu understood that he actually did. Nervous, so he hugged him tighter.
After receiving a response, Lin Luxiao bowed his head and kissed her: "The blood test results must come out tomorrow morning, and I will be in the car at night, waiting for you to go home." The man's chest was shaking and he felt safe.
Nanchu muffled: "Yes."
There was silent silence, and the two rubbed each other, both greedy for the temperature in each other's arms at the moment.
For a long time, Nanchu asked, "Where is Lin Qi?"
He was silent for a while without saying a word, and for a long while, he said, "We must detain for a few days."
"How many days?"
"I don't know, my friend said to see the dosage."
There was wind in the small window of the room. Nan Chu felt chilly. After thinking about it for a long time, he decided to tell him about Lin Qi.
When she met Lin Qi in Milan, he was already smoking marijuana.
But at the time, the two of them didn’t have a deep friendship. They were drinking buddies. Occasionally they met drinking together in a bar. They were all frustrated. Lin Qi regarded her as an unknown tree hole. He caught her and said that he was not. He likes the violin, he has no talent, but he has to be set up by the talented musicians of the management company.
Everyone greeted each other with a smile, but suddenly turned around and stabbed him in the back, or mocking others for setting up a collapse, was not a genius at all.
Sometimes he walks on the side of the road, watching those garbage pickers, he can't help but stop, thinking-it's good, at least they live without hypocrisy.
He hated his mother who forced him to take this road, and his father who didn't want him. The only thing he didn't hate was his brother.
He said that he had an older brother who was a soldier. At that time, Nanchu didn't expect Lin Qi's older brother to be Lin Luxiao, so she listened quietly. He said that he admired his brother especially since he was a child. He was his brother's younger brother. Afterwards, my parents divorced and custody was sentenced. My mother said, "Your father doesn't want you, so just follow me."
He actually knew that his father probably liked his brother more.
Nanchu told Lin Luxiao all these words, and finally said: "According to him, he contracted it in England, and it was his landlady. After your mother died, he had with the landlady, and the landlady took him. I smoked. Later I met him in a bar in Milan and he was ready to quit. I'm sorry, I should tell you earlier. Or I should persuade him more."
She apologized to him.
Lin Qi once promised her that after returning to China, she would never touch again. At first, the relationship between the two was not too close. Most of them were Lin Qi likes to use her as a tree hole. Nanchu just listened, and she was not very active. She didn't care about who she cared about. She didn't care about herself and she wouldn't take care of others, so she didn't care much at the time.
Furthermore, tonight, Jiang Ge asked her to call her, saying that he saw the kid alone in the bar, in a bad state, and was afraid of causing trouble.
After the party that day, the two of them hadn't seen each other for a long time. This was just a rhetoric. Jiang Ge actually wanted to see her, so he had an impulse into his brain and asked the assistant to call Nan Chu.
Wait for the assistant to hang up.
Jiang Ge suddenly reacted, he hasn't washed his hair for a long time
This blue suit seems to be worn last time?
As a result, before going to Nanchu, Jiang Ge hurriedly left the bar and fled home.
And these, Nanchu didn't know. At this moment, Jiang Ge was asleep under the influence of alcohol. He didn't know it well. The sky had already turned upside down the next day.
Lin Qi’s character development is indeed problematic, but this is not enough for him to smoke marijuana.
Life is unsatisfactory in all cases. Others have a hard time, and they have never seen others take drugs to relieve pressure. The pleasure of drugs is dozens of times that of sex. Some people can't even give up sex, let alone drug addiction. No matter how self-control is, it will be ruined in this life.
Lin Luxiao roughly said these at the time.
After Nanchu, she sat alone in a corner chair and thought a lot. If she tried to persuade her a little bit, maybe Lin Qi would not be what she is today. She has always lived too much for herself, and she has no sense of responsibility to society or family. .
In an empty room, an incandescent lamp hung in the air.
Light and shadow circle the ground around the city, dappled light, and build an empty city here.
She always feels that there are not so many upright people in the world, and the relationship of interest has created social relationships. People live in this level of social relationships. If there is a little interest involved, the chain of social relationships will be immediately broken.
This is the value given to her by her mother and her surrounding environment in the past two decades.
Unless she likes, she cares, she wants to show, she ignores everything else.
Suddenly she felt sad, her body shrank against the wall, like a cocoon that had just broken through.
She is so different from Lin Luxiao
He is upright, righteous, bad-mouthed, and honest.
Suddenly he also understood that what he attracted to himself was nothing in himself.
...
Early the next morning, as soon as the results of Nanchu's blood test came out, Dahua called him to pick him up.
Lin Luxiao didn’t change his clothes either. He was still in the black jacket of last night, with the zipper open. He spent the night in the car last night, his eyelids had become three layers, and his chin had some scum. He was a little thinner.
In fact, I didn't sleep almost all night.
Dahua gave him a blood test report, "It's really done this time, your wife is fine."
Lin Luxiao took it and looked down, "Thank you, where's the man, I will take it away."
Dahua took another copy to the side: "Lin Qi's copy has also come out. The dose is not too high, so a fine and one week of detention."
Lin Luxiao mumbled.
During the conversation, Nanchu happened to come out of the detention room. The little girl looked haggard and walked slowly to him.
Lin Luxiao lowered his head and was still reading the report.
The hand hanging on the side was suddenly pulled by someone, and then was pinched softly, and the palm of the hand was pulled.
Lin Luxiao took advantage of the situation and held her with his head straight, his eyes still fixed on the report sheet, "What?"
Dahua wanted to poke his eyes.
The overlord in the yard turned out to be so hot-eyed when he talked about love.
Nan Chu squeezed, then pulled his hand back, Lin Luxiao stopped, and finally turned to look at her.
Nanchu said: "My agency sent a car to pick me up, I have to go."
Lin Luxiao twisted his eyebrows slightly, and looked out subconsciously, "Is the car coming?"
Nan Chu nodded, looked at him and said: "Well, it's almost at the door, I have to go back and deal with something, after this period, I will go to you."
"it is good."
Rare warm sound.
After Nanchu finished the formalities and left, Dahua still stared at her back. Lin Luxiao rolled up the report in his hand and slammed it on his forehead, "What do you look at!"
Dahua cursed, "You can't see it?"
"What's so interesting?" Lin Luxiao hummed.
"You are looking for a daughter-in-law, I can't give you a trial, you are fine, I heard my colleague say yesterday, actor?"
Lin Luxiao put the report back on the table, "I hope she is not." After saying this, he refused to say it again.
Dahua knew that he was in a bad mood, so he stopped teasing and shut up.
...
The personal design of the online genius pianist has been fired up one day.
The entire entertainment industry marketing account of Lin Qi being arrested for drug abuse is being forwarded, and another actor with the surname n has not been revealed for a long time. The masses focused their firepower on Lin Qi, a young boy.
Jiang Ge saw the news on the Internet after waking up the next day, but he didn't hammer himself to death at the moment.
The two assistants stood calmly by the bed watching their young master go crazy, throwing pillows, throwing quilts, and punching and kicking against the bed, like crazy little beasts. They were born when they were about to throw an antique porcelain on the head of the bed. Reminder: "You can get two million dollars in your hands. Grandpa can chop you off."
Jiang Ge let go in a dull voice, and raised his neck with a rough roar: "Call all gossip magazines and marketing accounts!!! Who the is in the beginning of the South, whoever is against the F&D Group!!!"
The two assistants looked at each other.
Jiang Ge bounced three feet high on the bed: "Don't hurry!!!! If anyone the is not obedient, just buy it for Laozi!!!"
The two assistants sighed together.
The young master is crazy crazy--
...
Lin Luxiao drove to a detention center in the suburbs a week later.
On the outskirts of the wilderness, there are two abandoned factories near the detention center. They are deserted. Lin Luxiao leaned on the car door and smoked, looking at the green iron door from time to time.
The lonely sky, the gray sky, opened a clear mouth.
There was a "creak".
The green iron door opened a gap.
The one-inch young boy came out from inside, carrying a black bag in his hand, and was dressed in black.
Shaved his head, his facial features became clearer, and it was inevitable that he was a little immature, but his eyes were darker than before.
Lin Qi came to him and yelled softly, "Brother."
Lin Luxiao didn't look at him, with a cigarette between his fingertips, his eyes still elsewhere, and his voice was very low: "Don't call my brother—"
Lin Qi bit his lip, forbearing, and remained silent.
Lin Luxiao took him into the car, turned on the steering wheel and started to leave, making a turn, but not in the direction of the city.
Lin Qi tightened the bag in his hand and panicked, "Brother, where are we going?"
Lin Luxiao's face was calm, his lips pressed tightly, no emotions could be seen.
Although Lin Qi liked to stick to him when he was a child, he sometimes made Lin Luxiao angry when he was naughty. His face was serious and his face with sharp eyebrows was daunting.
He always thinks if Lin Luxiao has a child in the future.
I must be afraid of this father to death.
Lin Luxiao put his hands on the steering wheel, glanced at him sideways, and turned the steering wheel slowly without making a sound.
The car drove on the ring road.
There was a cliff on one side, and rocks on the other. This road was not open for a long time. The rocks in front of him rolled down, and he avoided them one by one.
Lin Qixuan has a heart.
Until the car stopped in front of the Yanzidang Martyrs Cemetery.
Lin Luxiao stopped the car with a sudden brake, pushed the door down, and dragged Lin Qi out of the car and dragged it in.
Lin Qi probably realized what he was going to do.
His heart was jumping in panic, his collar was dragged by him and he almost couldn't breathe, the last air in his chest was exhausted, and the hands that tightened his collar were not loose until he came to a tombstone.
Lin Luxiao threw him out.
Lin Qi regained his freedom, and the tense string in his heart was finally broken. He staggered and stood still, bent over, his hands propped on his knees, and gasping for breath.
There is no one here, except that the unit organizes the worship every year, and usually few people come.
The wind was blowing in the mountains.
Inhaled in one breath, full of cold air, Lin Qi was choked for a few times, covering his mouth and raising his head.
A kind face on the tombstone was looking at him with a smile. It was their grandfather.
Lin Hengzhi is a veteran of the War to Resist U.S. Aid and Aid Korea. The era when he sprinkled his blood on the country was no longer humane. Fewer and fewer veterans were left behind. Several old soldiers occasionally had gatherings, always sighing and getting together. There are few days, and there are always fewer people in the group photos every year.
Nowadays, the world is stable and many people have forgotten history. When Lin Hengzhi was alive, he loved to tell these two grandsons about the War of Resistance, as well as the platoon leader who sacrificed to save him.
Lin Hengzhi often said, "We are not afraid of hardship, tiredness, or sacrifice. We are afraid that we will not be able to stabilize the national flag if we die."
Lin Qi cried at once.
Unable to hold back, he squatted down, hiding his face and crying bitterly.
Lin Luxiao calmed down, and his voice sank, "Do you know how many anti-drug policemen sacrifice every year?"
Lin Qi cried and collapsed, tears streaming down his eyes.
The wind rushed from the mountains, and Lin Luxiao's voice became deeper, as if coming from the other side of the sky.
"Do you know why the anti-narcotics police can't erect a tombstone?"
Lin Qi cried.
"Because I'm afraid that the drug dealer will retaliate by following relatives who came to worship!"
"You know how much blood from the anti-narcotics police is in your mouthful of marijuana!?!"
"Do you know how many families you ruined by taking a sip of marijuana?!"
At the end, Lin Luxiao's face sank, as if he had given up. He looked down at Lin Qi and his eyes were cold.
"Speaking of the age of peace, how many places do you know suffered from war?! You have been to so many countries, you have seen the prosperity of the peaceful world, and you have seen the style of capitalism. You have time to visit the border defense Ah! Go and see the soldiers who stand guard in the wind and snow in the camp on the border every year! Do they have no relatives?!"
Things they guarded with their lives.
It was trampled by you like this.
Lin Qi, you really disappoint me.
At the end, Lin Luxiao rubbed his face, took a breath, and laughed self-deprecatingly: "I have been drinking ice for ten years, and it is hard to cool my blood. You have really cooled me down."
It was really cold then.
"What is that phrase that Grandpa always said."
Lin Qi was so painful that he cried to the ground, but he knew he was wrong, and he also knew that Lin Luxiao would not forgive him. He found himself so weak that he couldn't even say I'm sorry.
Before he could answer, Lin Luxiao said again: "One inch of rivers and mountains, one inch of blood, one hundred thousand young men and one hundred thousand troops."
This is a slogan often chanted by veterans during the Anti-Japanese War.
Lin Hengzhi even later wrote the couplet hanging on the door of the study, and he was relieved to see it once a day.
"Man, you are not so."
...
Lin Luxiao drove home. Before the car stopped, he saw a girl standing downstairs.
Nanchu's long skirt and coat, showing his calves, shivering in the cold wind, shrank, and saw his car lights looking at the door, bang dong dong ran over, knocking on his car window.
Simply said: "I'm coming!"