Chapter 64: The rest of my life is too long to say

Early in the morning, Luo Hanshang and his grandmother came to the temple together.
Because the temple is halfway up the mountain, and the white mist surrounds the mountain in the early morning, it feels refreshing to be in this space.
Ning Jiang naturally supported her grandma and said: "Grandma, I seem to know why the temple is built on the mountain."
Grandma looked at her and smiled: "Why?"
"Look, this environment is so immortal, it can easily make people calm down. Even people with deep desires come here, they will want to get rid of the world."
Luo Han Shang pouring cold water on the side: "Those who have very evil desires, even if you send him to the sky, his heart is still ugly and has nothing to do with the environment."
Grandma shook her head: "Zhuo Yi, I can't say that. I can only say that some people's hearts are contaminated and it is difficult to change. But when people are born, they are actually the same, simple, ignorant, right. The world is full of curiosity and yearning, and it is the environment that changes human nature."
Ning Jiang nodded in approval: "I support grandma."
Luo Hanshang curled his lips: "Smuggler."
Ning Jiang raised his hand and patted his arm: "You man is really..."
Seeing the young couple flirting and scolding, grandma couldn't help but smile: "Oh, you two children, pay attention, go back and be sweet, this is the temple."
Ning Jiang smiled at grandma in embarrassment, but...they are so sweet, it's obviously a disagreement.
The breakfast was very vegetarian, but Ningjiang was delicious.
Grandma asked happily, "Jiang Er, it's your first time to come to the temple."
Ning Jiang nodded: "Yes, grandma, how did you tell?"
"The first time I come, I feel that the food here is rare and the food will be exceptionally good."
Ning Jiang glanced sideways at Luo Hanshang, who had basically not changed his food, and smiled at his grandma: "Maybe some people are naturally picky."
Luo Han Shangbai glanced at her: "Eat yours quietly, don't look for trouble."
The grandmother smiled and said, "After a while, I will go to worship the Buddha with the abbot, are you going?"
Ning Jiang nodded: "Go."
Luo Hanshang was not very interested and said, "Go ahead, I'll wait for you, and take care of official duties by the way."
After eating, Ning Jiang followed his grandmother around, and Luo Hanshang went back to the hut to rest alone.
It's noon after the Buddha came out.
Grandma said to Ning Jiang, who was supporting her: "In the afternoon, I will listen to the master abbot talking about the Buddha. You and Zhuo Yi will go to the back mountain. This season, the leaves in the back mountain start to red, which is very beautiful."
"Grandma, there is time to enjoy the red leaves. I'll stay with you this afternoon."
"It's okay, I, there are some things I want to ask the abbot. It is not convenient for you to be with me, so you can have fun."
Ning Jiang nodded, not reluctantly: "Okay."
"Just now, I saw you kneel in there for a long time, do you have anything to ask for?"
Ning Jiang thought for a while, and looked at her: "I don't feel how long I have been kneeling. It's because the first time I came here, I don't know what to do, so if you kneel, I will kneel."
Grandma smiled: "You kid, you don't think about anything?"
"I thought about it, because I came with you, so I prayed to the Buddha, hoping that all your wishes can be fulfilled, nothing else...no more thoughts."
Grandma shook her head, and looked at her kindly on her face: "When I am my age, I don't ask for anything. I just want to be happy for our children and grandchildren. Of course, I also hope that my grandfather and I will be there for the rest. In a few years, I will be able to finish healthy. At our age, people who are not accompanied by a lover are afraid of life. Those who are accompanied by a lover are afraid of death.
I'm quite afraid of death now. The so-called wife and wife, isn't it just being able to have someone with you when I grow old? I am afraid that your grandpa will leave me alone, and I am afraid that I will leave him. So, I don’t understand when I’m old, I don’t want to be born in the same year and on the same day, but to die in the same year and on the same day. "
Ning Jiang took her grandma's arm: "Grandma, the relationship between you and grandpa has become the best love story in the market, do you know how enviable this is."
"Actually, everyone’s feelings are very exciting. What I experienced was the feeling I had most dreamed of when I was young, so I...because I’m really not a loser with your grandfather. Others are envious or envious. It’s important. It’s most important that I didn’t live in vain in my life. I now hope that you and Zhuo Yi can be as consummate as me and your grandfather, then I really have no regrets."
As the grandma said, she patted Ning Jiang's hand: "This child Zhuo Yi... has experienced many things and faced too many life and death. Don't look at his cold temper, but he is actually very lonely and scared. Lost, your grandpa and I are already this age, I really don't know how many years we can stay with him.
We have always hoped that a girl like you can appear next to him, instead of me and his grandfather, living as his most important partner in his life until he grows old, Jiang Er, you won’t live up to grandma’s expectations, right? ? "
Looking at grandma's sincere and expectant gaze, Ning Jiang didn't know how to answer.
Her marriage to Luo Hanshang was not true after all.
"Jiang Er?"
Ning Jiang returned to his senses: "Grandma, the rest of my life is too long, and there are some things that no one can tell."
"The rest of my life is actually not that long. With the right person, time is really fleeting. The scene of my meeting with your grandfather is like what happened yesterday. But... you see , Now we have all become twilight old people.
Love this thing, find the right person, hand in hand for a hundred years, will not feel long. So, you promised grandma to stay with Zhuo Yi well. If we are gone, you will spend the rest of your life with him, don't let him be alone, okay? "
How could she bear to refuse such an expected look.
If she promised her grandma and couldn't do it, wouldn't she disappoint her even more? But if you don’t agree...
She nodded and smiled: "Grandma, I promise you that I won't make him lonely."
Grandma patted her hand: "I knew it, I wouldn't be wrong."
At lunch, grandma told Luo Hanshang that he would take Ning Jiang to Houshan to enjoy the red leaves.
I thought that the Luohan Chamber of Commerce couldn't say it, but he actually agreed.
In the afternoon, the two came to Houshan together.
There are trees everywhere on the mountain, and there are red leaves, but there are really not many.
However, perhaps because it is in the mountains, the air is particularly good.
Ning Jiang glanced at Luo Hanshang beside him, and he also seemed bored.
She said: "Hey, you are not busy this afternoon."
"What do you think?"
"If you are busy, you can go to work first, and I can just stroll around alone."
Luo Han Shangbai: "I'm not busy."
This woman, she has to explain her words clearly so that she can understand, right?
Ning Jiang scratched his eyebrows: "Here... also pretty pretty, right."
"Don't the woods have this virtue?"
Ning Jiang rolled her eyes. She thinks so too, but considering that saying this will kill Tian'er, she reluctantly talks about a topic, but she still faces a topic terminator.
Two people can't stand here all afternoon.
She stepped aside, bent over and started picking up leaves on the ground.
Luo Hanshang leaned at her: "What are you doing?"
"Pick up leaves."
"Am I blind? I'm asking you, why are you picking up this thing, idle?"
Ning Jiang squatted there and squinted at him: "Aren't these red, yellow and green leaves very beautiful? Pick up a few pieces and go back. Good evening, play a sticker game with Luo Luo."
Luo Han Shang frowned: "You will?"
Ning Jiang pursed his lips and smiled: "Isn't it possible that you can't learn with Luo Luo? You will learn when you live."
Luo Han Shang did not answer again.
Being able to think of Lolo has already proved that she has that child in her heart, and this second aunt is not bad at what she has done and is very competent.
In the evening, when the three returned to Luoyuan, night had fallen.
Grandpa waited in the yard anxiously.
Seeing grandma back, the worry on his face was gone.
Grandma said: "Old man, why did you come out."
Grandpa is very arrogant: "I can come out to breathe, can't I?"
"Okay," Grandma smiled, walked around him and walked into the house: "You are allowed to breathe, let's go in and rest."
Grandpa turned to follow him and said, "Why did you come back?"
"I went to listen to the abbot speaking about the Buddha in the afternoon, so let me prepare dinner later. We are all hungry."
Grandpa immediately waved his hand to the servant closest to him: "Go and let someone prepare a table for dinner."
Ning Jiang followed Luo Hanshang to see this scene, and he felt envy again.
It is her greatest honor to witness such love.
Luo Hanshang looked back at her: "Do you think this old couple is very tired?"
She smirked: "No, I think this is so good. This kind of love is probably the love that all women look forward to most. Anyway, I am very envious."
"Women like this kind of crooked love?"
Ning Jiang shook his head: "What women like is not crooked, but a man who only cares about himself for the rest of his life."
After she finished speaking, she followed into the room. Luo Hanshang looked at her back and was silent for a moment before entering the room.
She had planned to play with Luo Luo after dinner, but Luo Luo had dancing lessons and couldn't play.
After Luo Luo left, she returned to Han Yizhai with Luo Han Shang.
Luo Hanshang entered the living room and turned on the TV.
Ning Jiang followed and sat aside.
She watched TV for a few minutes, and after hesitating for a while, she took out a small red satin bag from her bag and pushed it from the coffee table to him.
"this is for you."
Luo Hanshang opened the bag casually, and took out a small button-like pendant from the inside, with a charm-like sculpture on the pendant.
He looked at her wonderingly: "What is this."
Ning Jiang scratched his eyebrows: "Hey, this is an amulet that doesn't cost money, I'll give it to you."