Chapter 786: I'd rather you destroy me

It wasn't until the car drove far that Nan Kui suddenly said, "Bei Bei, pull over and stop."
Beckham stopped the car.
Nan Kui looked at him: "Jing An probably doesn't want to see me now, can you go find him for me? I'm afraid he will have an accident."
Beckham nodded.
Nankuila opens the door to get off.
Beckham asked worriedly before she left: "Southern team, how about you? Are you okay?"
Nan Kui looked at him calmly and shook his head.
For so many years, there has been no joy or sadness on the faces of the South team.
Beckham is also used to it.
But don't know why, he always feels that today's South team, there seems to be a sea of ​​sadness in his eyes, just looking at it makes people feel sad.
Get off Nankui.
Xiaobei said: "Southern team, you first find a place to rest, when I find Brother Jingan, I will call you."
Nan Kui nodded: "Thank you."
She closed the car door, took a step back, and left with Beckham's car.
Nan Kui retreated weakly to the side of the road and sat down on the road fangs.
She is like a child who has made mistakes, with her head down, her hands tearing her hair vigorously.
It seems that only in this way can I make my heart less bored.
"Sorry, elder sister, I broke my promise, and I was the one who caused Su Jingan, really... I'm sorry."
Xiaobei called Su Jingan while driving.
But Su Jingan did not answer.
Beckham drove around the community and found no Su Jingan's voice anywhere.
Because I don't know Su Jingan's whereabouts, I really don't have a clue when I find it.
After nearly half an hour, she called Nan Kui.
Nan Kui answered anxiously and asked: "Did you find it? How is he?"
"Southern team, I'm sorry, I didn't find it. I have searched all around the community, and I can't think of where Jing An will go."
"I see, thank you."
After hanging up the phone, she held the phone and struggled for a long time before calling Su Jingan.
As expected, Su Jingan refused.
She lowered her head again, raised her hand and patted her head.
I don't know how long it lasted, but someone suddenly appeared and grabbed his wrist.
She looked up and saw Xiao Jingnian.
As soon as Xiao Jingnian came out of the community, when the car passed the road, she saw her sitting on the side of the road alone, as if bowing her head to confess her guilt.
After a while, I hit myself, and then I touched my forehead to my knee.
Xiao Jingnian guessed that this woman was in a bad mood, so he didn't bother, and wanted to let her vent.
He just stared at Nan Kui for nearly half an hour.
But seeing her getting worse after answering the call, he really couldn't stand it anymore.
As soon as Nan Kui saw him, it was as if he had been motivated to fight, and he wanted to pull out his hand.
But Xiao Jingnian had taken care of this nosy, so how could he say let it go.
Xiao Jingnian squatted down, grabbed her wrist with one hand and held her shoulder with the other.
"Nankui, calm down, I'm not here to fight with you."
Nan Kui looked at Xiao Jingnian with hatred.
No one has ever dared to look at Xiao Jingnian like this.
At first, Xiao Jingnian was also angry, but after a while, Xiao Jingnian sighed, released the hand holding her shoulder, only pulled her wrist, turned and sat down beside her.
Nan Kui said coldly: "I really don't want to see you now, can you stay away from me?"
"When you went to find me, what happened?"
"It's all over, does it make any sense to mention it?" Nan Kui looked at him: "What's more, when I think about it, I think it's superfluous. In the few days on the island, we just lived together. One of them. I didn’t refuse you that night to let the child be shaped in my womb. My mistake is bigger. What face do I have to look for you?"
Xiao Jingnian couldn’t help being annoyed when she heard her words:
It’s you who left without saying goodbye, and you were the one who found me after getting pregnant. As a result, I didn’t even know about it. I don’t care how much wrong you have suffered. Anyway, in my cognition, I only participate in the part after the child is born.
I don't know the grievances you have endured, but I only know that I am very aggrieved. You hate me for those things now, don't you think it is too unfair to me? "
Nan Kui smiled sarcastically: "Yes, it was all my fault. From the beginning, I was wrong. I shouldn't go to the island, shouldn't know you, shouldn't follow you into the room, shouldn't make my own way to live. Next child, let Nan Ruo take care of me..."
Nan Kui looked at Xiao Jingnian: "But Xiao Jingnian, I don’t have superpowers, and I can’t predict the future. I don’t know that I will suffer Nan Ruo's life and make Su Jingan lose his life’s love. After Nan Ruo’s death, I do it every day. Spent in confession."
Nan Kui said, crying silently.
Xiao Jingnian condensed her eyebrows and raised her hand to wipe her tears.
However, Nan Kui turned his face sideways, and wiped away the tears with his hands that were not held.
"Why do you want to move Su Jingan? Do you know, I would rather you destroy me."
Nan Kui was a little choked: "I have heard Nan Ruo tell her love story. Every time I mention Su Jing'an, Nan Ruo's eyes will shine. Even an outsider like me can feel how much she loves Su Jing'an.
Because of this, my heart hurts for a long time every time I see Su Jingan. Apart from acting well as Nan Ruo and making Su Jingan happy, I really don't know what else I can do to make up for the debt in my heart. You shouldn't move Su Jingan, and you can't move him. "
Xiao Jingnian knew why she was so angry.
After a moment of silence, he said, "I know you are annoyed that I dealt with Su Jingan now, but I have always been open and upright, and I have told you what I want. It is you who are stubborn and can’t give Su Jingan happiness, but If you want to be strong, don't you think that being with you with Su Jingan, who understands the confusion, is really happy?"
Nankui was silent. Before this, she had never thought about Su Jingan already knowing something, so she took it for granted that Su Jingan was very happy.
Seeing her lost in thought, Xiao Jingnian continued: "Perhaps I did move your bottom line, but you and Su Jingan should both be sober. You are two people who shouldn't be united at all, because you have a relationship with each other. The significance of this is to open the wound. I really can’t understand it. It’s obviously a pathological combination. Why do I still have to persevere?"
Nan Kui looked down and began to think deeply about Xiao Jingnian's words.
Xiao Jingnian held her wrist tightly: "I will help him stand in the center of his world again, and let him continue to be the best Doctor Su. But you also have to let him go and let him lick that by himself. The regret left by a relationship, and then slowly walk out of the shadows and welcome a new life. This is your right future. Can you do it?"