Chapter 941: once

Seeing that I am in a bad mood, he will make me happy.
Seeing that I was unhappy, he would take me out to have fun.
That day, Zihuan and I went out to buy things for the club.
Coming out of the market, Zihuan said he was going to buy clothes.
I came with him, so naturally it's not easy to tell.
We went to the mall together and ran into Yingdong when we finished shopping.
Moreover, we did not meet Yingdong alone.
There is a girl with an Asian face beside him.
The point is, they hug each other's waist.
When she saw me, Yingdong put her hands down very nervously.
The girl was a little unclear, so she still hugged him.
I really didn't know what it was like in my heart.
I have never been good at losing my temper. I looked at Yingdong that day, and I was waiting for her to give me an explanation.
After a long while, Yingdong said to the girl next to him in English: "I ran into a classmate, you go in and wait for me, I will come in a while."
The girl entered the mall very obediently.
With a wry smile, I finally took my eyes off Yingdong.
At that time, I knew that I was just a classmate of Yingdong.
Zihuan asked me: "Do you need help?"
I shook my head. I thought, Yingdong is my boyfriend and the person I have to face.
Even though I am just a classmate in his mouth.
I should also understand if it is not.
Zihuan watched me leave with worry.
Yingdong walked up to me with a calm expression.
He said, "Xiao Ru, as you can see, I cheated. You can hit me and scold me."
I sighed and laughed, he was so honest, honesty made me feel speechless.
"How long?"
"This is the 47th day of my official relationship with her."
I nodded: "She is very beautiful, congratulations."
Yingdong saw that I was not making any noise, he was a little anxious.
He said: "Xiao Ru, do you know that, what I fear most is that you will not be noisy when you are sad.
To be sad is to be sad, and to cry when you are sad.
To be happy is to be happy, and laugh when you are happy.
But you, always endure laughter and tears.
I don't know if I am not doing well enough.
Every time I see you, I feel that you are not so happy by my side.
I feel as if I restrained you.
Shin Yoon Hee is different from you, she is on the same channel as me.
We can laugh arrogantly when we are together.
I think I am really happy.
Xiao Ru, it's not a big deal for two people to have problems in a relationship.
But you’re most afraid of not being on the same channel, you know?
Just like someone said, love is like climbing stairs, one climbs to the 20th floor, and the other is still on the 15th floor.
Therefore, the person who climbed to the 20th floor met someone else who was with him, and he left from the love on the 15th floor.
But I think this is not the most terrible,
The most frightening thing was that we were all on the 20th floor, but at the end we discovered that we were not climbing the same building at all. "
I know his thoughts, but in fact, I have already vaguely felt his changes.
So, I did not make noise.
I asked him: "Since you found out that we are not in the same building, why didn't you tell me earlier?
I think the scariest thing is that we are not in the same building.
It's that you know we are not in the same building.
You have found someone with you.
But I ignored me, who was climbing up in another building desperately, trying to catch up with you. "
At this time, Yingdong, who was a little excited, was finally silent.
I approached him and said to him: "Yingdong, I want to approach your world and infect your happiness.
It's not that you want to slow down like me.
I am already trying my best to follow your footsteps.
But obviously, you didn't see my efforts.
I admit that I was a little surprised when I first saw you with others.
But I was not actually surprised.
Because I have a vague feeling that you don't like me.
Actually, do you know that if you say you want to fly, I will not keep you.
I am also willing to watch you happy.
You fly high, fly far, I will also be happy for you.
You really shouldn't hide it from me, you know?
After breaking up, you don't necessarily have to be enemies. "
That day, I saw Yingdong downcast for the first time.
He said, "I'm sorry, I didn't do well enough."
I said: "I did not do well enough to keep you, and walk with you to the end."
I turned around and looked at the girl who was waiting for Yingdong at the gate of the mall.
"She is waiting for you, go quickly."
Yingdong asked me: "Don't you hate me?"
I shook my head faintly and said, "You are lucky to choose to leave me when I can still remember your good times.
Give me your cell phone. "
He gave me his mobile phone for unknown reasons.
I found my number from his phone and deleted it without hesitation.
He was surprised: "Why did you delete it? Do you want to never contact me again?"
"Well, you are happy, and I will be happy for you too.
Yingdong, let's break up happy, I wish you happiness.
We are here to cut the mess with a sharp knife, and don't contact each other again. "
I left after speaking, took out my phone and deleted his number as I walked.
I know, even if I deleted his number on the phone.
But I will not forget it in my heart.
After coming to the United States, the first thing I did was to badly remember his number.
I am a person who is not good at expressing.
But it does not mean that I have never done it.
The United States is big, but the cities are small.
Do you believe me? Since that day, I have never encountered Yingdong again.
After I left Yingdong that day, I saw Zihuan standing under the street lamp waiting for me from a distance.
For a moment, my heart was warm.
I thought to myself, at this time, there is at least someone waiting for me in the distance.
This is also a blessing in misfortune.
But I know that I am in a bad mood. If I approach Zihuan, it will only spread my bad mood to him.
Thinking about it, I stretched out my hand to stop the taxi and left by myself when he was not paying attention.
After getting in the car, I sent him a message.
I said: "Senior Zihuan, I have left beforehand, you can go back by yourself."
After returning to school, I went directly to the library.
Doing nothing, I found this legal book and looked at it quietly.
I may be different from normal people.
When others are angry, they will make a lot of noise, eat and drink.
I either clean up the room or read quietly.
I feel that when I clean the room, I am tired ~EbookFREE.me~ when I am tired.
But no matter what kind of tiredness, it is enough to distract oneself from sadness.
When I read more than a dozen pages of a book, there was a whirring gasp in front of me.
I raised my eyes and saw that Zihuan stood in front of me, panting and tired.
I looked at him in surprise, and my hand was holding the book nervously.
That was the first time I saw the anger in his eyes.
Just when I was in a daze.
He grabbed my wrist and dragged me out of the library.
Loud noises are forbidden in the library, and I dared not say much.
Out of the library, I asked him in surprise: "Senior Zihuan, how did you find this place?"
He said: "I have been with you for more than three months. If you still don't know your character, then I am a stupid pig.
Tell me about you, what do you think, how to leave me alone and leave. "
I was amused by his angry tone.
"Still laughing, are you still laughing?
What's the matter with your boyfriend?
He is immortal cheating. "
"En." I pursed my lips and raised my head to look at him: "Isn't it obvious?"
"Are you still smiling? You...what is the composition of your woman's brain?"
Is your boyfriend cheating something worthy of your pleasure? "
"Senior, what else should I do? Cry?
Can things be solved by crying?
Will he come back if he cries?
Obviously, is it useless?
Since it's no use crying, why should I do that kind of useless thing? "
"you……"
The way Zihuan looked at me back then, I still remember.
It means hating iron but not making steel, but also a bit distressed.
"Aren't you angry?"
"Furious, very angry." I nodded.
"Then why don't you slap him a few times.
This kind of cheating man deserves to be beaten to death.
How could he... how could he bear to hurt you. "
"He didn't mean it, his love for me is gone.
I can't lose my dignity for a love that has ended.
Let it go if he doesn't love me.
I will not let myself become a burden to anyone. "
"Kuang Wenru, are you going to me off?"
I pursed my lips and smiled and said, "Senior, in fact, I am in a very bad mood now, and I am very sad.
Can you ignore me for now?
I want to go in and read a book for a while and stay quietly in my world to lick my wounds.
You go back first. "
I was about to enter the room when I finished talking, but Zihuan grabbed my wrist.
"That love is over, are you considering accepting another love now?"