Chapter 113: Fu Yue Monologue

She is Fu Yue.
It's ridiculous, she originally just treated that world as a task.
When she was Chu Yanhuan, she met Shen Qingjue.
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The snow clothes are picturesque, and the son is unparalleled.
This is her first impression of Shen Qingjue.
After approaching, I found out that he was a very simple and nice little brother.
Will blush, be gentle, and have a good temper.
But because of a bug in the dog system, she became a child.
This made her feel upset for a while, and then used Lei to scorch the hair ball.
After the system bug was fixed, she didn't even have time to say goodbye to Shen Qingjue.
It was ten years in a blink of an eye.
For her, it was just opening and closing of her eyes, almost negligible.
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The sun has set, and the horizon is still orange and red.
I don't know when the pair of figures was missing on the trail, but the maple tree remained the same, but no longer saw the old couple sitting under the tree all day long.
The pool was still shining, but the smile of the boy by the pool was missing.
When she met the little brother in her memory again, she was somewhat resisted.
Because the prime minister in Xueyi of the great Chu was far from the boy in her memory.
Shen Qingjue, deep-minded, so wise and close to the demon, makes people unpredictable.
And her little brother, indifferent but gentle, exquisite and thin, is the kind of gentleman who is pampered by a famous family, and his mind is so simple that he is almost sincere.
Therefore, she is repellent to this prime minister Xueyi.
She is willing to approach him for the task, but she does not want to be with him.
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But she forgot, why Shen Qingjue became like this.
He waited for her for ten years.
The boy had always known that what he was waiting for might be nothing but he waited without hesitation.
She understood it too late.
I thought there was still a lifetime to make up for, but that plague made her have to give up her lover again.
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How does it feel to watch your lover die in your arms?
In fact, she doesn't know whether she loves Shen Qingjue or not, she may like it.
But... love?
She is not sure.
Seeing him die, her heart was at a loss, she felt that everything was empty, she didn't know what to do.
She didn't seem to be very sad either.
It's just that the endless sense of dazedness hits, at a loss.
She suddenly remembered that she could find his reincarnation, and that seemed good.
However, she was wrong.
She exhausted all her powers, but she couldn't find a trace of him in Three Thousand World.
At that moment, it really broke down.
She thought she still had a chance to make up, but in the end it was nothing.
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Later, heaven came to the small world.
She bent over for the first time, begging him to help her.
But it's still useless.
An endless sense of dizziness hit, and the world before him began to twist.
She still remembers when she was a little girl.
The snow-clothed boy half kneeled in front of her, holding a clean handkerchief in his hand, gently wiping her face.
Fingertips wiped by the corners of snow white clothes.
It's slightly itchy.
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Really embarrassed, as a fallen god.
But it is made into this look.
She had never had emotions and desires before, even if she was Jiang Ruan's world, that was the time when she lost her memory.
Later, because of the use of divine power in the small world, she was rejected by the law, her body was damaged and her consciousness gradually fell into darkness.
The most regrettable thing in the world is.
When I was lost, I realized that I really love you...