Chapter 139: Shot on my heart (26)

But for He Nian, it was the collapse of faith.
Being disgusted by people you like may not be considered disgusting, but He Nian simply can't stand such a blow.
In her impression, Jiang Xu is the kind of gentle and clean professor who is as cold as a moonlight.
In He Nian's sensitive and inferiority heart, Jiang Xu is like a light in her life, supporting her belief in life.
Of course, Jiang Xu didn't know these psychology of He Nian.
Jiang Xu only knew that he had rejected the love of a female student.
...
Then the evening of the day.
The afterglow of the setting sun seemed intoxicating and shy, and warm orange clouds were densely covered in the sky behind it. When the black clouds received the kiss of light, they turned into flowers in the sky.
It was in a remote corner, where Jiang Xu was reading on weekdays, when he happened to want to leave that day.
He saw with his own eyes He Nian holding a piece of cloth to cover the mouth and nose of a girl. The girl was struggling, but then gradually disappeared.
He Nian dragged the girl into an alley.
Everything after that is self-evident.
...
After finishing talking.
The cold and serious police officer fell into a long silence. She asked, "Then why didn't you say it earlier?"
Jiang Xu opened his lips, as if he wanted to explain, but he didn't seem to know how to say it. In the end, it just turned into a low "sorry".
The gentle and beautiful man reached out and hugged the police officer in front of him, and softly explained: "Sorry, I didn't mean it, don't you hate me..."
Fu Yue stretched out his hand to push him away, and asked seriously: "Jiang Xu, why, you had a chance to save that girl?"
"Even if you just call the police, she might be rescued."
Jiang Xu's body became stiff, and it took a long time before he opened his lips: "I'm sorry."
Still this pale explanation.
He seems to only repeat this sentence, beautiful and delicate eyebrows, a little pale.
After looking at Jiang Xu deeply for a long time, Fu Yue suddenly curled her lips with some irony: "Jiang Xu, because you don't want to save her at all, do you?"
The man's beautiful face became paler, but he did not deny it.
The police officer was a little puzzled: "Why? Do you really have the heart to watch a life disappear before your eyes like this?"
Jiang Xu looked at Fu Yue quietly, his beautiful light brown eyes suddenly bend, and he explained very lightly, "A Yue, can you please let me explain?"
Fu Yue nodded and said blankly: "Say, I'm listening."
This is the first time that Jiang Xu bloodyly tore off his perfect mask on the outside, revealing his heart in front of a person.
"A Yue, do you know? I hated this world since I was a kid, and I hated everyone in this world, including myself."
"No, except you."
"So, even if I saw that day, I didn't want to save her. I don't think this matter has anything to do with me. So... why save her?"
Jiang Xu's beautiful and fair face was really puzzled. He really didn't understand what reason he had to save the girl.
Fu Yue didn't know what to say for a while.
Because she felt a strong negative and world-weary emotion in this man.
He really hates this world.
No one would have thought that such a perfect and gentle university professor would say such cold-blooded words.
Jiang Xu held the person in his arms tightly and kissed her side face with cherry red lips, his attitude was almost pious.
"I hate this world, but I only like you..."