Chapter 84: Love you

In the night, Lin Yufeng looked at Lin Xingqing for a long time without any smile.
When that face is not smiling, Si Ruya is missing and Si Lengjun is more.
"Xing Qing, why did you suddenly ask this?"
When the seemingly difficult words slowly sounded, Lin Xingqing seemed to feel no change in the atmosphere at all, holding the cheap doll in his hand, his eyebrows slightly bent.
"Because suddenly I want to know.
Anyway, she gave birth to me after all.
Moreover, since you will decide to get married, and even gave birth to me, you must have loved each other, right? "
Fall in love?
Such words seemed to make Lin Yufeng somewhat unacceptable. His face was pale, and the body sitting on the sofa was straight and slightly tight.
Lin Yufeng resisted his unwillingness to answer.
Lin Xingqing knew that even just looking at Lin Yufeng's expression, her heart softened, and her heart shouted countless times not to ask any more.
Lin Yufeng has also let herself go.
But ... she just looked like that, the smile between her eyebrows remained the same, and the stubbornness and perseverance in her eyes were the same.
Just as when Lin Yufeng was told that she had the same person, Fang Xia, when she decided that something was happening, she would not hit the south wall or return, and she was so stubborn that the nine-headed cow could not pull back.
And at this time, if someone compromises, it must be Lin Yufeng.
"call!"
With a long exhalation, Lin Yufeng looked at the expression that Lin Xingqing had not changed from beginning to end. After removing the initial astringency of his heart, his heart couldn't tell the taste for a while.
This day is finally here.
So how should he do it?
If he knew the truth, how would Xing Qing view his father?
"Dad ~"
Lin Xingqing's voice came again, intimate and attached.
His hands seemed to be so painful that his lips bit inadvertently and turned slightly whitish, but this time, when Lin Xingqing's words sounded, he heard his own hoarse voice:
"Your mother, Zhang Huilin, she was always a school-level character when she was in school. Many people like her, chasing her, and I like her too, just comparing with her. Like, I can only dare to keep the nod, but as time goes by, that kind of joy can no longer be suppressed, and I confessed to her, and I didn't expect her to accept it.
The love after that was very happy ... "
From another person's point of view, the details will be different, but looking at the expression alone, you can know that the memories at this time must be sweet.
Lin Yufeng once loved Zhang Huilin very much.
They will be together and decide to get married, also based on the premise of love.
In that recognition, the doll Lin Xingqing held in her hand unconsciously put it on her lap. She just looked sideways, watching Lin Yufeng quietly, listening quietly, thinking in her head, young When Lin Yufeng and Zhang Huilin fell in love at that time, what would it look like?
The night is still so gentle, even as the moonlight comes in, it seems to be more vivid.
The words belonging to Lin Yufeng have been kept at a rhythmic pace, speaking slowly.
One said, one listened, the two were as warm as ever.
"At that time she told me I was pregnant and I was very happy.
Some of the children in her belly will look like her, and some will look like me.
Just thinking like this will make me feel very happy.
In fact, you were also cute when you were born.
Small, white, with some eyes, even if it is just that quiet smile, it will make us unable to laugh, when you cry, it will break our hearts.
She loves you very much, even if you have just finished giving birth, she has no energy in her body, and the first thing she thinks about is to see you.
"Yu Feng, look at Xing Qing, she is so cute, looking at her, I want her to have the world."
I can still remember her happy and contented expression at that time. "
Do you love it?
Lin Xingqing quietly listened to Lin Yufeng ’s words, and imagined her just born appearance, Zhang Huilin and Lin Yufeng both looking forward to and rejoicing, even if they were already psychologically prepared, but know Her birth was highly anticipated, and her eyes were still slightly red when the mind was floating.
She couldn't imagine the faces she had seen before, and she couldn't see how Zhang Huilin loved her very much.
But was it loved at first?
Her lips moved.
If it was love at first, why did it end up like this?
But such words were never spoken in the end.
Lin Yufeng's originally gentle expression gradually changed into a kind of extremely desperate and painful look.
With that expression, no matter how much she thought, Lin Xingqing could not urge it.
"Xing Qing ..."
"Well, Dad, I'm here."
"If ... if you don't like what I said, would you hate Dad?"
This sentence is like exhausting all of Lin Yufeng's courage. Lin Yufeng's slightly white face and dark eyes, with a near-uncoverable period of wing and fragility.
This man is a dad.
No matter what, it's a dad.
Even if he ...
The thought faintly found in Shu Si's so-called story is confirmed by listening to Lin Yufeng's words at this moment.
But even so ...
Lin Xingqing's breath was slightly heavier. She stood up, and the that cute and adorable doll fell to the ground. She half-kneeled in front of Lin Yufeng, slightly raised her head. The attachment of Yufeng.
"You are my dad!
Always will be! "
If Lin Yufeng is wrong, she will follow Lin Yufeng to recover the mistake.
In any case, for more than two decades, Lin Yufeng's love for her has not been half adulterated from beginning to end.
"... Xing Qing, you child."
In the moonlight, Lin Yufeng lowered his head slightly, his dark eyes seemed to have tears moving, but he did not wait for her to take a closer look. After closing his eyes hard, he put the tears back again.
Except for the hand that touched her hair, she could feel a slight tremor, as if she had already adjusted her mood.
Once again, Lin Yufeng's words began to calm down.
"Confinement is an extremely important thing. After five days, after she was holding you out of the hospital, I started to study recipes to take care of you and her.
In this case, the time passed quickly, and half a month later.
Half a month later, someone called me.
That man ... he has always been nice to me.
So after the phone call, I went as agreed.
We chatted for a few days, and then we were ready to separate, and never meet again!
He ... he ... kissed me.
Your mother ... holding you ... saw.
... after she left, only me and you were left.
Xing Qing, your mother really loves you, just ... "
The author has something to say: Waka, finally written here, especially with a sense of accomplishment, cough