Chapter 22: Festival

Well, what do you think in your heart, that is what is going on.
Tingting: I think it’s the Dutch pig that touches the porcelain. But I don't want to understand why he wants to touch porcelain? Even if you are his idol, but he doesn't pay attention to you on Weibo and Ait... This is where I can't figure out.
Xu Chi: ...
Sugar candy:......
Sugar: Why can't you accept the fact that they are together like other sisters?
Tingting: Why do you always have to do it with me?
Sugar: Because I also eat this pair of cp.
Tingting: Promise me.
Tingting: Shut up.
Tingting: Ok?
Tingting: [You killed me.jpg]
Sugar Candy: [Sorry.jpg]
Tingting: [呲牙.jpg]
[83.]
Tingting: Hello everyone.
Tingting: Does anyone care about me?
Sugar: Yes.
Xu Chi:?
Tingting: Today we don't remind us. Let's discuss the topic of "how to improve the happiness of writing."
Xu Chi:? ?
Sugar: Yes.
Tingting: Ok, let's get started.
Tingting: One day I woke up, I found that I suddenly became a short, I inherited the talent of short writing, I can write a lot of excellent works, but I have been very annoyed, because I only write fans Two digits, how can I write it will not be red.
Sugar: Are there any additional conditions?
Tingting: Yes.
Tingting: Although I have become short, my personality habits have kept myself. In other words, I am still a very smart Tingting.
Sugar:?
Tingting: Let's continue.
Tingting: One day, my work suddenly has several negative comments, paying attention to the questions. The negative comments here refer to the kind of comments that completely negate my work.
Tingting: At this point, I have three emotions in my mind, which may lead to three kinds of practices.
Tingting: Next, let's analyze these three situations: First, I am angry but ignore these comments. I am very smart. Then I read these comments and feel that these comments are stupid. They simply don't understand me. These people reasoned that the chicken is talking with the duck. I am a smart person. I can't help it. The best way is to stay away from these laity.
Tingting: In the second case, I am so angry, so I chose to fight back. I think that the premise of being an author is that one person is a normal person, and that people will have a temper. Especially these people have also ruined my creation. The works that came out, so I ended up, and I argued with these people.
Tingting: In the third case, I want to escape. I saw these comments begin to doubt myself. Maybe these people are right. I don't have the ability to write. Even if I have confidence in myself at first, but the three become tigers, the confidence that looks too much on the chest is also Just a little bit passed away. At this time I saw some other authors' works, and I was amazed at the perfection of those works. At the same time, I finally felt the gap between the small transparency and the great god. At the same time, this became the last one to crush me. Root straw. I am a smart person, smart people have to learn to stop loss in time, I feel that I have no ability to write, so I will run away, I can't do it if I don't write it? Writing is just a hobby of me. If I don't write, I won't see these comments, I won't be angry, I will be relieved.
Tingting: But when Tingting appeared, Tingting was my fan. She and other sisters encouraged me to cheer me up every day. Although there were not many comments, I at least got comfort from it. I want to continue writing this. Road.
Tingting: So things have become like this. When some people are sure of me, my heart is self-denying. I am very painful. I can't find a way to free me.
Sugar: One day I woke up and I became a Dutch pig. I met shortly. I made a good deal with him. I saw his work. I think these works are not as useless as he said. If he continues to write down, he must Will get more praise and more fans, he is a smart person, but only he becomes less confident.
Sugar: Ok, let me interview the short-tailed cat. I want to ask you a question. When can you forget the person you love?
Tingting: We don’t have this word in the string? ? ?
"Tingting" withdrew a message.
Xu Chi: ...
Sugar: Just like when you can fall asleep at night, if you keep thinking about "When can you fall asleep at night?", you must not sleep at night, the same, if you always think "I have to forget that person "This shows that you have not really forgotten." Therefore, if you have been thinking about "I want to liberate", it also shows that you are not really free.
Sugar Sugar: What is the real relief? You don't want to, you don't want to "When can I fall asleep at night?" You can fall asleep, you don't want to "I have to forget that person" you are really forgotten.
Sugar: The reason why the shortness is so painful is not because he has no help for those people, nor for his own self-denial. The real reason for his pain is because he cares, he is in the evaluation of his works by the accidental person, he is concerned about those Good and bad comments, since you finally chose to give up writing, how did you get the idea of ​​"abandoning writing"? These comments or those good works drive you, they express or suggest that you can't, you can't, you don't have this ability, so you have the idea.
Sugar Sugar: You said that if I don't write, I won't be free? However, the act "I don't write" is itself a performance of your concern. Since you care, how can you achieve real relief?
Sugar Sugar: Since the source of short pain is concerned and concerned, the real way to get rid of it is to "don't care, don't care", which is what I mentioned above. "When you really don't want to, it's your real relief".
Tingting: So what should I do? If there is no way, then I will never be free.
Sugar: If you don't care about it, you can't think about it if you don't care. The only way is to build an eternal but always-on activity. This activity is full of charm, it can Let the spirit of all of them be so short that they forget the obsessions of the outside, and this activity is not persistent pursuit of external results, but always in the process, enjoying the inner happiness brought by the process. With peace.
Sugar Sugar: Let me ask the short-tailed cat myself. Are you happy when you write?
Xu Chi: Happy.
Sugar: Did you find this activity?
Xu Chi: Found it.
Sugar: What is it?
Xu Chi: Writing itself.
Tingting: Hey God God, we don't know how to comfort you. Sugar said that you have recently broken the reason because you didn't want to write it, so we both found this method to guide you.
Sugar Candy: Male God, let's not think about other things, just enjoy the joy of writing this process?
Sugar Sugar: Although it doesn't matter if you don't care, I can't find other ways to make you happy.
Tingting: The sugar granules of this scorpion also said that looking for a group of people to smash your work to make you smashed the skin, you will not be too thick, you will not care.
Sugar: When did I say that? ? ? ?
Tingting: I don't care if you just said it! ! !
Tingting: Hey, if we are really unhappy, take a break, okay?
Sugar: I know that writing is a very lonely thing, but you won't be alone, because we will wait for you here.
[84.]
This "hard-core" comforting is not the first experience.
He sat in front of the computer, his chest full of sour feelings, he no longer hesitated, picked up the phone and pressed the call button.
The phone was "beeped" and picked up.
"Hey......"
"What's the baby?" The gentle tone of Tang Yin's voice rang in his ear.
After the phone was connected, he didn't know how to speak. He looked at the comfort words on the screen and said with a smile: "Are you... into the army?"
"Well?" Don Juan said innocent. "What are you talking about? I didn't understand. If you missed me, tell me directly, don't be shy."
"Tang Yuzhi..." Xu Chi ignored Tang Xizhi's hippie smile. He sighed and his tail sounded slightly. "Which is your eyeliner? Or... are you sugar?"
There was a long silence on the other side of the phone. Xu Chi learned his tone and said, "Escape is not a way to solve the problem. Please answer my question with my classmates, okay..." Support, "I don't know if you don't say it."
He carefully recalled all the previous things. The details that he had neglected at the moment came out at the moment and became a line. The end of the line was the one on the other end of the line.
"It turns out that all the coincidences are long-planned..."
"No," Tang Yanzhi suddenly said, "One thing is not."
"what is it then?"
"Being confessed by you," Tang Yanzhi's grievances and angrily said, "I wanted to wait any longer! I didn't expect to wait until I was caught off guard!"
"..."
"Baby, how are you so bad? How do you guess it? I think as long as I don't take the initiative to say that you can't guess." Tang Yinzhi's tone instantly became wronged. "I remember once I said that I was a Dutch pig and I was also you." Taunted."
"I only told Tang Yinzhi that I don't want to write this thing? And there is a way to think about it..."