Chapter 59: .Jinjiang debut

"What's your expression?" Qing'an was very puzzled to see her like that.
"Ah? Nothing." Yu Youning shook his head while holding the cup.
Qing'an frowned, and after thinking about what happened just now, it suddenly dawned on him.
"...Where did you want to go?!" Qing'an glared at her, and then walked to the room with a face full of contempt: "I'll change the way of saying it. I made a dish by myself and thought it was to your appetite. Yes, but you didn’t eat it. Suddenly, I wonder if I really don’t know you at all."
"No... I didn't know you did it before. Then, I got a little bit of fire recently, so I didn't dare to move my chopsticks when I saw that the dish was all peppers." Yu Youning explained afterwards.
"Hot?" Qing An walked into the room and turned to look at her again.
"Yes, it's kind of, look." Yu Youning raised his finger to point to his lips, only to see a small lump on the lips that is not very obvious.
"How did it get angry?"
"I don't know. Actually, I haven't eaten any messy things recently." Yu Youning felt a little itchy when she felt a little bit of it.
"Maybe the fire is too strong." Qing'an's mouth was slightly tilted, and she was talking nonsense.
"Oh?" Yu Youning put down his hands and stared at Qing'an who turned around.
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"That's... if you allow you to bludgeon me, don't you allow me to bludgeon it? Why look at me like that." Qing'an panicked instantly and wanted to swallow what he had just said again.
"What nonsense... Are you talking about that chicken... I just thought of some jokes." Yu Youning smiled.
"Don't talk about it, you can try this bed is soft or not, my mother said that if you feel uncomfortable, the other bedding in it can be replaced." Qing An walked to the bed and stretched out and pressed it down.
"Very good, will your family worry about such weird things." Yu Youning sat next to Qing'an.
"Did you bring any clothes?" Qing'an asked when Yu Youning hadn't brought anything else.
"Take it, I'll get it first." Yu Youning said, standing up from the bed.
Qing'an followed her straight and slender legs all the way up, then lowered her head and sighed.
"Smile." Yu Youning rubbed his shoulders, put his hands down, and put them on Qing'an's shoulders.
"Let's go, get your clothes." Qing'an got up and walked towards the door.
"I have something I want to ask you." Qing An thought for a long time when he came back with the things before speaking.
"Okay." Yu Youning took the clothes out of the bag and put them aside.
"Your……"
"Huh?" Yu Youning tilted his head slightly, waiting for her to continue.
"I want to ask you, what you said last time, waiting for me to defeat myself, what do you mean? You said you know, what do you mean?" Qing'an put down his hand, walked aside, pulled a chair and sat down, trying to ease Under the tension, but the little heart kept beating.
"because……"
"An An, An An? Are you inside?" However, at this moment, the door of the room was knocked and Shao Lilian's voice came in.
‘’Yes, I’m here. "His thoughts were suddenly interrupted, and Qing An replied over there.
"I made some sauce for you. You can take it with the noodles or serve it with rice. By the way, Yuzi, you can take some back to eat." Shao Lilian walked in with a big bag, took out two cans, and put them in On the table.
"Okay, thank you Auntie." Yu Youning nodded.
"By the way, are you single now?" Shao Lilian asked after putting down her things and sitting next to Yu Youning.
"Yes." Yu Youning nodded.
"You should be able to reach a lot of people at work, right?" Shao Lilian asked again.
"It's true, but if you don't feel it, you can't force it." Yu Youning thought for a while and continued: "Moreover, I don't lack those now. In fact, the times are different now. In the old society, women were forced to survive under the circumstances. The pressure of getting married and having children may be the ideal way out. But now, women can take care of themselves, so some ideas will be different from traditional ones."
"But it's good to have someone you can rely on. It's not about who you can rely on, nor is it a problem of economic or uneconomical independence. It's just that if you have a family, you can rely on each other. I may still not understand the thoughts of your young people, but as for the identity of the person who came here, it is good to have a companion when you are old." Shao Lilian's words are both like saying to Yu Youning, but also like saying For Qing'an.
Qing'an knew it. Although everyone is in peace these few days, and those things have been mentioned less, but before leaving, it is unavoidable that they will be told again.
This is probably the case for parents. There are some things they know their children don't want to hear, but they will mention them again after a while.
Although when talking about these things, my mother's words have changed a lot compared to before, and her tone has been softened a lot, but no matter how soft she is, I can still hear the anxiety wrapped in it.
"Didn't you say that others urged me to be nosy... Why did you come to urge my friend again today." Qing'an frowned.
After listening to Lilian Shao, she was taken aback, and then smiled awkwardly: "I'm not a reminder, just talk about the benefits in that respect. I just think you are not our age now, there may be something, I think It's clear, but it's not necessarily true. I'll just click it a little bit."
"What you mean is that I will have a companion in the future, right? Then I still..." Qing'an said here, paused for a while, looked at Yu Youning, and then moved away, "I paid A friend of mine said that if we are not married in a few years, then we can live together and live together, and she agrees. Then... won't the problem of being unaccompanied be solved?"
"Which friend? Don't be stupid. You can't believe it when a man says this to you. What good things can happen to men and women living together and doing firewood? And what he said means he won't marry you , Then..." Shao Lilian immediately became serious.
"Who told you that you are a friend of the opposite sex?" Qing An interrupted Shao Lilian, sweating all over her body.
"Female?" Shao Lilian pondered for a while, and smiled: "Then don't take it seriously. When she has no match, telling you these is just a joke. Later, when she has a match, she will run better than anyone else. It's fast. After all, friends are just friends, not better than family."
Yu Youning was listening, but what Zhao Xin said before came into her ears.
It is true, not everyone is as easy to talk as her. Because in many cases, it's actually not a question of speaking well or not, but fundamentally ideologically, it's different.
Qing'an tried to suppress her emotions and let herself not get too excited.
"Actually, there are many good places to have companions and children..." Shao Lilian continued.
"I don't want to talk about these things. Don't tell me this. If you don't say these things, everyone will be happy. Isn't that good? It's just like getting along these days. Are you unhappy? Forget it, It’s useless to say more, I’ll go to sleep.
Qing’an didn’t bother to say anything about these things.
"An'an, I'm your mother, so, anyway, I still have to care about you. Actually...hey, okay. You have to go tomorrow, take a shower today and go to bed early. It's quite late now. , And it's rare not to have to go to work to cultivate enough energy." Shao Lilian can't say what she feels like.
She did tell herself not to talk about those things anymore, but in the end she couldn't help saying it again.
"Also, stop playing with mobile phones, go to bed early." Shao Lilian said at last.
"Okay, so do you. Rest early." After Qing'an finished responding, he got up and walked outside.
Shao Lilian did not rush to leave. After seeing Qing'an go out, she turned her head and said to Yu Youning: "The child may not be able to touch too many people in normal times, and he has no chance to deal with men, so he may not be able to recognize herself. If you know something, you can still Yes, if it's okay, just take her out to see you, okay?"
Yu Youning was silent after listening.
"Sorry, trouble you..." Shao Lilian rubbed her hands.
"Auntie. She has grown up." Looking back, Yu Youning looked at Shao Lilian and spoke lightly.
"This……"
"Moreover, you are not her, how do you know if she recognizes herself clearly?" Yu Youning let out a long sigh of relief: "I don't know if you have thought about it. In fact, it is precisely because she recognizes her clearly, so no matter what No matter how you talk about her, she won’t waver. If she is stunned, maybe she will try to do what you want."
After listening to Yu Youning's words, Shao Lilian seemed to be suddenly opened to a new world.
She has never thought about those issues from this perspective.
"She knows her own ideas better than anyone else. That's why she can stick to her own ideas." Yu Youning added.
"It's worthy of being someone who has a high savvy for everything since I was young. When you look at things, you are really different from us." Shao Lilian smiled, then stood up, "rest early. Auntie, I will go out first."
"Okay, good night." Yu Youning nodded.
After watching Shao Lilian go out, after a while, Yu Youning quietly opened the door and closed it again, then walked gently to the door of Qing'an bedroom, raised his hand and knocked gently.
After a while, footsteps came from inside.
With a click, Qing An opened the door and said weakly: "Mom, what else is there?"
"Shhh, it's me." Yu Youning stood there, stretching out her index finger to her lips.
When Qing An saw it, he closed the sound and opened the door to let her in.
After that, Qing An gently closed the door and asked, "What did you guys talk about behind?"
"I said something, I don't know if she can listen to it. However, she should still think about it." After that, Yu Youning repeated the content of their chat.
"Okay. Are you tired today? If you are tired, go take a bath and go to bed earlier. Tomorrow we will leave early." Originally, Qing'an's thoughts about leaving were not so serious, but Shao Lilian just said that When talking, she worried that if she stayed again, it would become the same as before.
They urged, and then she exploded, and finally made everyone unhappy.
"Okay." Yu Youning didn't say much, reaching out and holding the door handle, ready to unscrew it.
However, seeing Qing'an still frowning and unhappy, she put her hand down again.
"Frozen three feet is not a cold day. It is unrealistic for them to understand you at once. Take your time." Yu Youning reached out and patted her arm.
"I just think... I can't even understand what I said at the moment, so... the rest... other things, it's even harder to be understood." Qing'an said, suddenly collapsed .
Seeing this, Yu Youning only felt nervous and at a loss, so he greeted him without thinking too much, and hugged Qing'an in his arms.
"I think they can actually speak well." Yu Youning could feel her trembling around her soft body.
Yu Youning's arms are really warm and comfortable. I really want to snuggle in her arms every day.
Qing'an smelled her hair in a daze.
"...I have something to tell you, wait for us... after we go back..." Qing'an sucked his nose, red eyes, and lowered his voice. If you want them to understand, you may have to wait until the next life. She can't wait that long.
She looks too bad now, she herself dislikes herself.
"in fact……"
"Go wash and go to sleep." Taking off from Yu Youning's warm arms, Qing'an lowered his head and wiped away tears with his palm.
"Okay." Yu Youning finished speaking, staying for a while, then took out the tissue and handed it to Qing'an.
"Also, wait..." Seeing Yu Youning walking towards the door, Qing An called her again.
After thinking about it, Qing An finally let out a long sigh of relief from his chest: "No matter what I say or do, you... don't despise me, okay?"
"How could I, I actually..."
"Okay, you go out soon." Qing An said, and went forward to open the door, and then pushed Yu Youning out.
Pushing her out and closing the door, Qing'an leaned back against the door, feeling like waves beating on the reef, unable to calm down for a long time.
She might be really a very nervous person. If you are pressured too much, you will ignore it. She cares too much about things around her, and after a certain level of accumulation, she doesn't want to care about anything, just herself.
For many things, she is like this.
She didn't know when the tears disappeared. When she reacted, her face just became a little tight, but no tears were dripping.
"Whether she likes me or not, I have to say it anyway." Qing'an squeezed his right hand with his left hand, wandering around the room, thinking about a turn, then suddenly moved here from his parents.
Although still a little nervous.
After thinking about it again and again, Qing'an picked up the phone and shook his hands. His heart bounced around and sent a message to Shen Tian: "How did you confess to someone?"
After a while, Shen Tian replied: "There is no idea, but after the evening self-study, we went out to buy supper together. When I came back, I said that we are quite good, even the shadow looks good, you What do you think? She said she felt too, and then we were together."
"That's it?" Qing'an was a little dazed.
In Qing'an's view, no matter how you say it, it should be more romantic than this. Hmm...so fantasy. In any case, the state must be maintained.
"Are you going to confess to someone?" Shen Tian asked afterwards.
After Qing'an saw it, he touched the mask and replied: "Yes, no one should stop my mother."
Shen Tian: "But I think you are going to cut the rack..."
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