Chapter 61:

Shen Shen didn't say, but Qi Qi knew what he wanted to talk about.
But she really didn’t want to talk about this issue at all. There was something like this at this moment, just like a small balloon that was full of interest and ready to fly on the spot, and suddenly it was stabbed by a small needle. , And then he leaked with a "puff", and he could only lie on the ground in a sense of self-closing.
As soon as Qi Qi wanted to turn off the phone, pretending not to see it, the second deep message followed.
[Qi Qi, this matter is very important to me, if you can, I hope you don't run away. 】
[I understand that you do not want to face me, and I have never wanted to disturb your life, but I just want to be selfish this time, talk to you well]
[I have already decided to go abroad. I have a flight ticket tomorrow morning. Tonight should be the last meeting between us. I hope I can clarify some things. I also hope to compensate for those who owe you.]
[I will wait for you at your door until the plane takes off tomorrow morning]
Seeing the last one, he immediately hit a spirit.
Is this crazy? Waiting at her door? Which door? Qi family? Tianshui Huating? Or Gujia?
In such a cold day, if he waited for a night, he would have frozen to death long ago. Even if he died of freezing, the key is that if he waits at the door of Gu's house, let people see if he can survive this life?
Qi Qi has a headache.
The deep temper is the most gentle and easy to talk, but it is also the appearance. In fact, his temperament is the most axis. Because he understands everything and understands everything, people don’t know where to preach to him. I can only figure it out myself.
However, his mind is heavy, and some things are often more difficult than others when he comes out of the horns, otherwise he will not almost get depression in his previous life.
It is precisely because Qi Qi understands this that he feels a headache.
She can't really let Shen Shen wait at the door all night. He is not an ordinary person. In case of a big trouble, it will be difficult to end, and even the Gu family will be embarrassed.
But she couldn't run out to meet other men after teasing her husband all night.
She thought about it and replied to [Sorry, if you really feel that you owe me, then I hope that nothing has happened. I like my current life and cherish it. I hope you can understand. 】
Shen Shen quickly replied: [I understand, I can understand, but I just hope to see you again, I will never see each other again, and I won't disturb your life]
Qi Qi didn't hesitate: [I'm sorry, I can't meet your request. I love my husband very much. I think he should have the same idea as me. If I come out to see you at this time, he will be unhappy if he knows. And I don't want him to be unhappy. 】
After the message was sent, Qi Qi watched that the word "Shen Shen" on the chat interface changed to "The other party is typing...". After typing it for a long time, it became "Shen Shen" again. After a while it became "The other party is typing..."
This cycle repeated, and it took nearly ten minutes before Qi Qi received the deep news.
Just one word [good].
Qi Qi breathed a sigh of relief.
Shen Shen replied [May I have a call with you]
[Some things, after a lifetime, I always feel that I still have to say it, which can be regarded as an explanation for the rest of my life. 】
Qi Qi stared at the screen for a while, then looked up at the direction of the bathroom, lowered his head for a moment, and got up from the bed with his mobile phone, wrapped an ankle-length coat and left the room.
She felt that some things should indeed be said clearly.
Even if you understand it clearly, she and Gu Qingshi will have a good time in the future.
As Shen Shen said, it can be regarded as an explanation for Yu Sheng.
She went out of the room, walked into the corridor, squatted down against the wall at the corner, curled herself up in her coat, breathed out a breath, and dialed the deep phone.
There was only one sound, and the other side picked it up.
"Hey."
The low-pitched voice was a bit duller than usual, and it was a slight tremor that was not easily noticeable under the gentle and steady state, and I didn't know if it was because of nervousness or excitement.
Qi Qi said, "Well, let's try to be as long as possible."
There was a slight pause on the other end of the phone, and then replied: "Okay, let's make a long story short."
However, the words are too long, but I don't know how to start short, relatively silent, I can only hear the north wind whistling at night.
After a long silence, Shen Shen finally said, "I'm sorry."
"It's ok."
It sounds like a child’s polite language teaching, but only these two people understand that this "I'm sorry" and "It's okay" encompasses life and death, regret and enlightenment, miss and letting go.
"Thank you very much, you walked with me when I was at the bottom of my life. I will always remember."
"Hmm." Qi Qi lowered his head and teased the ants on the ground with one hand, "Actually, you don't remember the best. Anyway, I was selfish at that time, and it was not as great as you thought."
"Qi Qi, I committed suicide ten years after you left."
Qi Qi's fingertips pressed hard and almost killed the little ant on the ground.
"After you left, I got a very serious depression, because no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't let it go. Qi Qi, I really miss you so much. Maybe you will never understand that kind of missing, just thinking of you all over your body All of my cells are hurting, so I can’t help it.

"Really, Qi Qi, I really can't help it. I'm sorry for failing to live as I promised you."
Qi Qi thought that the phone must be blowing in the cold wind just like she is now, otherwise, why would the deep voice be so vague.
She felt it was too cold, retracted her finger, watched the ant stubbornly walk in the chosen direction, and slowly exhaled: "It's all from the past, there is no need to care. If you can't let it go, Just assume that all this is cause and effect. You see that I have been a good person in my previous life, so this life will be so lucky and live so well. You are also a good person, so you will live well in this life. You are not going to go abroad. Don’t you? There are not many people who know you abroad, and your illegitimate meal should not be so rich to chase it out, so you can live the life you want, and it’s pretty good, so there’s no need to miss me anymore."
"Shen Shen, God asked us to do it again. It is to give us a chance to read the file and pass the customs, not to make us repeat the same mistakes. You can also be selfish when I like Gu Qing and want to be with him, so Whether it's you or Shi Yuan, I don't want to think about your feelings anymore. You are responsible for your own lives. I don't want to be any savior anymore, do you understand?"
"I understand." The deep voice was still soft as water in the spring, and it seemed that the severe cold of winter was also indifferent to him, "I'm glad you think so. My biggest wish in this life is that you can live a good life. I just don't understand..."
"Don't understand what?"
"I don't understand that you should have liked me in the last life, and you paid so much for me. Why didn't you like me if you said you didn't like me in this life? Or in fact, it was always my own passion." Shen Shen paused." Qi Qi, have you ever liked me? It's not a fan's love for an artist, but a pure love between men and women."
"No." Qi Qi hardly thought about it. "There are many kinds of likes in this world. There are likes among friends, likes between brothers and sisters, and likes for worship. So I did like you. But for men and women. That kind of time, no."
There was a long and helpless smile on the other end of the phone: "That way, I understand."
"So you put it down?"
"No."
"..."
"But I plan to put it down. I will go to France tomorrow. You said before that you like this country very much. I want to see it. If appropriate, I may settle down."
Qi Qi just breathed a sigh of relief and felt something was wrong again. She raised her eyebrows and asked somewhat unexpectedly: "You are going to France tomorrow..."
Before I could answer deeply, I heard the sound of the door squeaking. The geometrical light falling on the ground broke the darkness of the corridor. The long figure stepped out of the room, filled with water vapor, and brought A warm breeze.
Qi Qi quickly hung up the phone: "I have something to do, so I'll hang up first."
However, the brightness of the mobile phone screen is very abrupt in the dark.
The six characters "Shen Shen call ended" still inevitably fell into Gu Qingshi's sight. He only vaguely heard the sentence "You will go to France tomorrow". It was not a big deal at first, but because of the words "Shen Shen" on the screen. "The two words became unhappy.
He was even more unhappy when he caught a glimpse of Qi Qi, who was squatting on the ground with only one coat wrapped in it. Her nose and eyes were flushed with cold.
Is such a person who is afraid of the cold, hiding outside and blowing the cold wind for so long, just to make a call with his idol?
Although he knew that she should like him, he thought that there was another man who made her value so much. The sourness and jealousy in his heart were uncontrollable for a while, and surging, aroused a strong possessive desire, but he was His reason was barely suppressed.
He pursed his lips, walked over, and stood up with Qi Qi in his arms, helping her to wrap her clothes tightly: "Be careful not to catch a cold."
"Yeah." Qi Qi raised his head and smiled at him, "Let's go in, it's cold."
You also know cold.
Gu Qingshi was a little unhappy, but didn't say anything. He just wrapped her in Qi Qi and sent her back to the bed, fearing that she would freeze her hands and feet outside, so she took off her coat and tucked her tightly with a quilt.
Qi Qi lay on the bed obediently, tucked the quilt while watching Gu Qing, because he had just taken a bath, his hair was softly attached to his forehead, and he looked very gentle.
Gentle enough to make her heart beat faster.
Shen Shen is also gentle, but that kind of gentleness will only make her feel just right and comfortable, rather than the slight trembling on the apex of her heart, which is as sweet as honey.
She likes Gu Qingshi.
I only like Gu Qingshi.
The more things she met, the more determined she was.
Thinking of this, her lips curled up with a smile, and then she yelled softly, "Husband~"
Gu Qingshi, who was holding her foot, immediately increased his vigilance.
When Qi Qi saw Gu Qing, he looked like a log, so he leaned over and propped his head, letting the quilt slide down her shoulders, revealing the white and round horns and collarbone, and his legs protruding from the quilt and toes The child stretched straight, rubbing against Gu Qingshi's long straight legs under his nightgown.
Then he held his head towards Gu Qingshi and smiled softly: "Husband."
Gu Qingshi lowered his eyes, his eyes darkened.
The author has something to say: the next chapter is true, the text of No. 30 ends