Chapter 84: Chapter 84

On the morning of New Year's Day, Jian Songyi was awakened by Bai Huai.
Jian Songyi thinks this is a good sign.
So he hooked Bai Huai's neck and kissed him back.
"Boyfriend, happy new year."
Bai Huai looked down at him, took out a red envelope, and smiled at the corner of his eyes: "The New Year's Eve that your boyfriend gave you."
The red envelope looks quite thick.
Jian Songyi took it with satisfaction, squeezed it, and found that it didn't feel right. Raised eyebrows vigilantly: "Bo Huai, you are the New Year's Eve, don't cause trouble."
Bai Huai felt that there was something wrong with his image in Jian Songyi's heart, and smiled helplessly: "I am so bad? Open it and see, it's a good thing."
Jian Songyi was skeptical and opened it, and the neatly folded red cloth fell out.
Jian Songyi felt that the red cloth was a bit familiar, and when he unfolded it, a line of words was written on the red cloth.
Wish to be with you every year
The handwriting is his familiar handwriting, and the red cloth is also the red cloth he is familiar with.
On the day of Uncle Wen Zhimian’s death, when the two of them skipped school to go to Ling'an Mountain, they couldn't stand the children on the way, and spent fifty yuan to buy two wishing cloths.
That day, his energy was all on the prehnite, and he didn't care. Bai Huai said that the red cloth was thrown away, so he believed it.
But it turned out to be lying to myself.
Jian Songyi was fierce: "Bo Huai, look, you lied to me again!"
He was fierce and unwilling, and had no deterrent.
Bai Huai didn't want to bother him, opened the quilt, and picked him up from the bed: "Old things, old things, don't count. You get up quickly and we go to Ling'an Mountain."
Jian Songyi has become accustomed to staying in bed during this period of time, a little thoughtless, and struggling to retract into the bed: "It's just over six o'clock, why are you going to Ling'an Mountain."
Bai Huai coaxed patiently: "Tie this red cloth to the wishing tree, make a wish, and then stop by to see my dad."
Jian Songyi became obedient.
That's right, I abducted Bai Huai, so I had to report it to Uncle Zhimian.
The two took turns to pay their elders the New Year. Except for Bai Han, who was gone early in the morning, the other elders each gave out a five-figure red envelope, and finally put them all in Jian Songyi's small collection room.
After earning a lot of money, the two set off to Ling'an Mountain.
From autumn to winter, spring again.
The old tree in Dajue Temple on Ling'an Mountain, which had grown for many years, had fallen leaves, bare branches, and sprouted again. Even the dense red cloth with that tree was full of hope.
It seems that the Buddha also pityed the world.
Together they stepped on the high rock of the cliff, at the top of the tree. Tie the red cloth.
In the early spring, the cold wind blew, dancing in the air, very swaggering.
Jian Songyi raised her head, sighed, watched the white mist in the air, and smiled: "Bo Huai, why do you think we are so superstitious?"
Bai Huai took his hand and walked slowly down the mountain: "This is not called superstition, this is called hope. As long as people have hope, they can live better."
No matter what, it seems that Jian Songyi feels very reasonable as long as Bai Huai speaks so slowly.
He asked casually: "Then what is your hope."
"you."
"It's that simple?"
"Ok."
Jian Songyi smiled: "Then I'm greedy. My hope is that we can be together forever, healthy, wealthy, and handsome."
"It's a bit greedy, but my dad should bless us. Last time I asked him to bless me to chase you, he agreed. Later you can say something nice and coax him. Maybe he is happy. Fulfill your greed."
"Don't worry, I've been sweeter than you since I was a kid."
Jian Songyi is also telling the truth. He didn't have the temperament of a school boss when he was a child. He was very milky and sweet and would be the most coquettish. So everyone has been used to him since he was a child, and Wen Zhimian has always taught Bai Huai to take care of him.
Thinking about it this way, the two of them are together, Wen Zhimian should be happy.
Perhaps because of hope, when the two walked into the cemetery in the morning at the same time, they lost a lot of the sentimentality they had when they came last time.
However, Jian Songyi prepared a lot of reassuring words for Wen Zhimian, but when he saw the figure in front of the tomb, it disappeared.
In front of the tomb was a bunch of fresh, well-opened white eustoma, covered with morning dew.
As for the man standing in front of the tomb, a layer of frost had already condensed on the tips of his hair and shoulders.
This is how long I have been standing.
Obviously tall, his back looks a little bleak.
The two stopped at the same time.
There was a short silence.
Jian Songyi said softly: "Go over and have a chat with him. I'll wait for you here. After all, it's Uncle Zhimian in front of him. Don't quarrel with him."
The person who loves quarreling the most will also persuade others not to quarrel.
Bai Huai helped Jian Songyi wrap her scarf, and smiled lightly: "Okay, listen to my boyfriend."
The cemetery in the early morning was too quiet, and there were never even worms and birds singing.
The conversation between the father and son of the Bai family fell into Jian Songyi's ears inadvertently.
I don't know if it was his illusion, he actually felt that Bai Han's voice today was actually very gentle.
"You brought a little idea to see your dad?"
"Ok."
"Tell him you are leaving after the Chinese New Year?"
"told."
"Are you sure you study medicine?"
"Ok."
Bai Han didn't speak any more.
There was silence in the cemetery.
After a long time, Bai Huai slowly said, "Why do you keep refusing me to study medicine?"
Bai Han did not answer.
"Are you so afraid of thinking of my dad? You are so afraid that you are not willing to care about me a little more for so many years, so afraid that you will even feel repulsive when I study medicine?"
Bai Han still did not answer.
"Are you interesting like this? Do you think my dad can be happy like you?"
"He's gone." Bai Han's voice was horribly calm and rational. "He's gone, so he won't have any happiness or unhappiness. All of this is meaningless."
At that moment, Jian Songyi suddenly understood what Bai Huai meant by "people need to have hope to live better".
If there is no hope, you will probably be like Bai Han.
Want to love, but nowhere to love.
There was another long silence.
It was as if a settlement was reached in silent sadness.
Bai Han said lightly: "You are luckier than me, you will live better than me."
But this time, Bai Huai did not argue with his father, but with a kind of adult determination and gentleness: "I know."
"But have you ever thought that if you study medicine, it will be difficult to maintain his current rich life." Bo Han's voice also softened and softened, like the most ordinary father and his son gossiping.
Jian Songyi listened, wishing to rush over to refute, he didn't need Bai Huai to make money to support his family.
However, before he rushed over, Bai Huai said lightly: "I plan to study omega medical drug research, not clinical."
"Yeah." Bai Huai nodded, "This is the most promising industry in recent years, and the national policy also supports it. If you graduate and start your own pharmaceutical research company, it is indeed not bad."
"Ok."
"But it shouldn't be because of this."
"Well, he is arrogant, careless, and lazy, so I have to find a way."
"It seems that you still remember what I taught you when you were young."
"Ok."
"I didn't do it, I hope you can do it."
"I will."
"You take him home, I want to accompany your dad again."
Bai Huai was silent for a long time, and finally nodded: "Okay."
On the way home, Jian Songyi asked Bai Huai: "I thought you had to drive him away, but you left by yourself."
Bai Huai held his hand and looked into the distance with a light tone: "He already has white hair. He is only forty-two years old."
The last spring snow fell in Nancheng on the day he sent Baihuai away.
Jian Songyi, who has always hated winter the most, suddenly realized that she was actually infatuated with the smell of snow.
He didn't want Bai Huai to see his reluctance, so he covered his half face with a scarf, stood in front of the boarding gate, pretended to be calm, and said calmly: "You can leave without worry. Study in North City without worrying about me. I will not be so impulsive, I will be careful, and try not to be lazy, I will protect myself, so you too."
Bai Huai looked down, looked at the more and more sensible child, and smiled: "You are such a powerful omega, even my alpha, I am not afraid of you being bullied."
"I suspect you are accusing me of domestic violence in disguise."
"No, I especially enjoy it. I even think you can be more violent sometimes."
"At this time, you still speak a yellow tone!" Although Jian Songyi is used to talking and not being a human being, Jian Songyi is still thin-skinned and easy to blush. After kicking him, he said, "I have something serious to tell you."
"You say, I'm listening."
"I don't want to pass it."
What Jian Songyi said, Bai Huai thought it was normal, but he was not surprised, but rather curious: "Why?"
"I got the qualification for the physics competition, so I submitted it for review, and I can only go to the physics department in Huaqing."
"Don't you like physics?"
"I don't like it. I just think it's fun to do physics problems, and I don't want to learn physics for a lifetime, and I don't think my temperament is suitable for calming down and doing academic work." Jian Songyi hid his chin in the scarf Zang, "So I don't want to learn."
Bai Huai asked softly: "Then what do you want to learn?"
"Study finance, earn money, support you."
This answer, Bai Huai was a little surprised. He was stunned, thinking of something, and then couldn’t help but smile: "Did you hear me talking to Bai Han that day? So I am worried that your boyfriend will not earn money in the future. Feed our young master Jane?"
Although Jian Songyi didn't think that Bai Huai would not be able to make money, he did think that scientific research would burn money and suffer hardship, so he had to make his own money to make Bai Huai'an feel at ease in scientific research.
After being laughed at by Bai Huai, I felt that my mind was pierced, and I became embarrassed: "What a laugh, don't laugh! I just want to raise you, what's the matter? Are you still a big alpha, think you can't be raised by me? !"
"Nurturing." Bai Huai took Jian Songyi into his arms and rubbed his head, his voice was still full of smiles, "Why are you so cute."
"stop laughing!"
"Stop smiling, really quit smiling."
When Bai Huai didn’t laugh anymore, Jian Songyi lay on his shoulders and hummed and said,
I’m a layman, I’ve always found it very simple to do everything from childhood, so I don’t have any special dreams. My dream now is We can stay together forever, so your dream is my dream, and I have to support your dream."
"Then I don't have to eat this soft rice for a lifetime?"
"I love to eat or not!"
"Eat, eat, I think it's delicious after two months."
"You want to point your face!"
"But you don't guarantee it. You won't be able to meet until June. If you guarantee it, you can see it in April."
"..."
Jian Songyi hesitated, with a serious expression, as if serious thinking.
Bai Huai was so cute by the way he thought about it, and couldn't help but laugh again: "My boyfriend's dream seems to be a little fragile. It can be defeated by meeting two months in advance. It seems that my boyfriend really likes me. ."
Only then did Jian Songyi realize that Bai Huai was teasing himself again, and it happened that everything he said was the truth, and he was immediately frustrated and punched.
Bai Huai received a punch, then kissed him tenderly, and smiled: "It's worthy of being a child daughter-in-law raised from three boxes of strawberry milk a day when I was a kid. It's sweet."
"Who the is your child's daughter-in-law! Bai Huai, you should pay attention to the wording of Lao Tzu! Now you are the one who cuts in!"
Bai Huai received another punch, and then kissed him again: "Okay, I cut the door upside down, so my golden master dad has to study hard during my absence, and write the steps well to try to feed me."
Jian Songyi snorted coldly and was about to give a punch, but the airport broadcast had already begun to urge to enthrone, and then the punch turned into a tight hug.
Bai Huai rubbed his head: "I really want to go."
"Ok."
"I'm not here, you have to be behaved, eat breakfast well, remember to pick up water after each get out of class, don't drink ice, don't be cold."
"Ok."
"If there are other alphas chasing you, you are not allowed to pay attention to them, of course, omega is not acceptable."
"You still say me! How many peach blossom debts you caused in Beicheng Middle School, I haven't settled accounts with you yet!"
"They all know my boyfriend's name is Jian Songyi. Zhu Gong has a bigger mouth than Xu Jiaxing."
"..."
Bai Huai chuckled, "Why are my ears red again? Are you embarrassed?"
"I didn't. Go away, you're so annoying, chirping."
Jian Songyi pushed Bai Huai.
Bai Huai turned to leave.
Jian Songyi stopped him again: "Wait!"
Bai Huai turned around.
Jian Songyi took out the sketchbook, handed it to Bai Huai, and pursed his lips: "I've patched it up. All the dirty places have been wiped off, and the ones that fell apart have been re-bound, and some of them can’t be made up, so I repainted them myself , I don’t know how to write thin gold bodies. I have practiced for a long time, but I still don’t look good. I will try to practice more in the future.
Paused.
"Uncle Sleep and I will always be there, so you don’t think you are alone. You smile a lot, and when you go back to Beicheng, you can make more friends and be lively. It’s okay to go out to have a meal with friends, play basketball, and gather A meeting. But you are not allowed to provoke the flowers, I added Zhugong WeChat, I will check the posts, I tell you, I am stingy, cute and jealous, it doesn’t make sense, if I find you provoke the flowers, I will Killed the North City, really, so you must miss me..."
Jian Songyi said fierce words, but his eyes were red, his voice was tight and astringent, and the words that followed could not be said.
Bai Huai lowered his head and kissed him deeply, with all the sadness and unknown misses about to be separated.
It wasn't until the corners of their eyes were flushed between the two that Bai Huai's voice was dumb and he spoke.
"Hey, when I come back, I won't leave this time."