With a warning tone in Suzi's words, he was still so indifferent and still so strange, but his words revealed some of his thoughts, and it seemed that he still had some feelings for Chu Feng Yes, at least he didn’t want Chu Feng to be harmed because of him, but he could no longer return to what Chu Feng knew, and what he experienced during this period, Chu Feng might never know , And now Chu Feng also won't give up because of his words.
Chu Feng had never intended to give up Suzi. As a partner, he felt that he needed to save Suzi. Whether he still had hope or not, Chu Feng would rescue him.
When Suzi finished speaking, Chu Feng was silent for a while, and then a smile gradually appeared on the corner of his mouth.
As if in a silent process, he had already thought of countermeasures, and he had also found a real way to solve the problem.
"Suzi, I know you are for my good, but as a partner and as a friend, I can’t help but see your suffering. I missed a choice before, but this time I don’t want to miss it again, so I must save When you come out, no matter whether you agree or not, I must do this. This is my promise to you, and it is also for my own sake!"
With a serious look on his face, it seems that from this moment on, he has returned to the previous era of obsession.
Painful memories always make people feel the taste of life. Chu Feng believes that he has reached the time to grow. Although the process is painful, Chu Feng is happy to choose this path.
He does not want to lose everyone. No matter whether this partner is still loyal to him or not, he must let those partners return to his side. He has gained a lot along the way, and lost more at the same time, so this time he He wanted to really do something for himself, not for anyone, just for himself, he wanted those partners to come back.
"You are an idiot. I didn't want to talk about it. Why do you have to give me hope again? Is it so interesting for you to play with someone? I'm already in prison, I Already bowed to fate, why do you want me to make such a painful decision again? You are a madman, do you want everyone to go crazy with you? You idiot, why do I know you like this? People, why am I here, why am I alive..."
Suzi lowered his head while talking. The corners of his mouth twitched slightly, as if he was suffering from uncontrollable pain. This was a result he didn't expect. It turned out that he still couldn't get rid of the original memories after all.
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She persuaded herself to give up more than once, start a new life, and be a different herself. However, the appearance of Chu Feng at this time has turned all his decisions into ashes. It turns out that he still has no way to forget. After many attempts, he finally got a failed result, which is an unacceptable reality, an ending that is enough to plunge the soul into darkness.
"Suzi, I know that you will not forget the things we experienced before. You are still Suzi after all. Just like me, Chu Feng, you will never change. I can give you enough time to make any decisions, but in the end I have already worked out the results for you. No matter how powerful the forces behind you are, I will try until hope is lost and hope dies!"
Chu Feng said these words unwaveringly. He had made this kind of decision more than once. It was like a decision against fate. He was never afraid of being fearless, time can't beat, time can't be broken!
"Sure enough, there are some things that I can't lose after all. Just like you idiot, maybe I can't get rid of you in my life. You are like a devil, not only to erode my soul, but even to occupy my life, you I don’t know how difficult it is to do this. I am not a person willing to give up, but in the end I have to give up. This is a very unacceptable thing, but in the end I also chose to accept it. This is always the case, it will not let you meet the hardship when you are ready! Perhaps the pain is not only in the words of the person, sometimes the pain will accompany the person's life, until after death , It will then dissipate!"
Suzi suddenly said something inexplicable and inexplicable. It seemed to be thinking about life and analysing philosophy. It seems that every sentence has a special explanation.
Chu Feng listened carefully, but did not understand the meaning. Suzi seemed to have accepted his suggestion, but he was still unable to determine the authenticity of this matter. If he had to make a decision. , He hoped it was true.
"Suzi, if you have agreed to my suggestion, then we might as well negotiate the follow-up plan. Everything on my side can be put on hold for you. Now that you have become the host of the assessment, we can work together again. Fight!"
Chu Feng always has beautiful illusions, whether it is true or not, he will make reckless efforts to it.
Even if it ended in failure, he would never regret it, after all, it was his own decision.
"Now is not the time. If you have something to do now, you can take care of your own business first. I am in this environment, and it is not overnight, so I am not in a hurry to change the status quo, not to mention that I do now. The task is here. If this task cannot be completed, it is tantamount to a new disaster for me! Therefore, we can put this matter aside for the time being, no matter how long it is. Perhaps the rescue is for you and me, It's just a special kind of rhetoric. No matter what the result is, what we have experienced is just a special process. After the experience, everything will be over. As for other things, maybe we are not qualified to think about it. !"
Suzi's words suddenly became inexplicably depressed, as if all hope was lost at this moment.
