Chapter 3865: Meaning of being alive

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Jiu Qianxiu has been looking at Xu Yun with different eyes. Many things he can't understand, but he believes in Xu Yun's words, and 100% believes in Xu Yun's words.
What kind of things Zuo Lengyue will do is that Jiu Qianxiu has no way to assert.
"Mr. Gu also helped me." Xu Yun said: "I believe she can give me an understanding."
"If it's like that, I really owe you too much to Xu's family." Jiu Qianxiu smiled bitterly: "I really owe too much, there is no way to repay ..."
"No, you have the opportunity to repay." Lin Ge said: "As long as you help us well this time, even if it is your repayment, brother, I am right?"
Xu Yun never asked how Jiu Qianxiu betrayed his father. He did n’t want to know, but he was worried that once he knew, he would have too deep a barrier to Jiu Qianxiu, which was not conducive to their cooperation. , So Xu Yun has never asked about this topic.
Lin Ge has already said that, and he is willing to answer along this line: "Mr. Jiu Lao, if you really feel owed to my father, I hope you can help us well this time, even if you make up for him Now. "
Jiuqianxiu nodded: "Trust me, I will definitely go all out and will never let you down."
"That's trouble." Xu Yun said lightly.
Although it is not a joy to be anything, it is still a good situation. At least the relationship between everyone is not particularly stiff. This is already a very very good situation for them.
"One more thing ... I don't know if I should ask." Jiu Qianxiu said: "But I can't help it ... I don't know if you would mind."
"About my father?" Xu Yun seemed to guess what Jiu Qianxiu was thinking.
Jiu Qianxiu nodded: "Yes ..."
"My understanding of my father is almost zero. This is the only thing I can tell you." Xu Yun said: "My memory can also be said that there is no existence of him at all, not just him, but also my mother, my There is no such thing in the memory, to be precise, the memory that belongs only to me is completely absent. "
Jiu Qianxiu was silent. He really didn't know that the question he asked was actually such a stupid question.
"The first memory of my life is only the old lady, and then ... it belongs to my own life." Xu Yun said, those things about the Shenlong Brigade could not be shared.
"Zhang Taisui?" Jiu Qianxiu asked tentatively.
"In addition to his old man, who dares to call Tai Sui Ye?" Xu Yun asked back.
Jiu Qianxiu nodded and was silent for a moment: "You were brought up by Tai Tai Sui, has he not told you anything about me."
"Mr. Guro, maybe your affairs are not too big for them." Xu Yun said: "I said that I will not pursue those things in the past, you don't have to ask more."
"I don't mean that." Jiu Qianxiu said: "I know that Taisui Zhang is a good friend of your father. He will help your father in many things, and your father also respects his suggestions. They are close friends who care about each other. I am a person ... Zhang Taisui has reminded your father to beware of me many times, but your father still chose to believe me. "
"That means that the old lady is more poisonous than my father." Xu Yun said: "This doesn't mean anything."
"I disappointed your father." Jiu Qianxiu said sadly: "I also owe Zhang Taisui's affection, but he died so long, I didn't even look at him in front of his tombstone, hey ... those past Yunyan, I can never come back. "
"Your choice is destined to make you alone." Xu Yun said: "Actually, I can't understand, with your character, how could you know them? How could you become my father's friend ... how could ... be honest Yes, I really do n’t understand. "
Nine thousand Xiu bowed his head in shame: "Yeah, each of them is very loyal, but I am a person with a personality that is incompatible with them. I have never put any faith or these things in my heart. About this, you My father also told me many times, and I know the mistakes I made ... but I am such a person that I ca n’t change it, no matter what.
"You betrayed my father is betrayed everyone." Xu Yun said: "You can still survive, it is really a miracle."
Jiu Qianxiu sighed: "Who said no, it's really a miracle that I can survive, really ... I think about it every day, why do I actually survive? Is it because God looks at me so afraid of death, So gave me a chance? "
"There are many people who are afraid of death, but there are countless dead." Lin Ge threw a sentence back.
Jiuqianxiu nodded: "Yeah, it wasn't God who gave me a chance at all. God let me live to the present, just because I was destined to be useful to you!"
Xu Yun froze for a moment, Jiu Qianxiu actually came up with this sentence, this is not his style.
"It must be like this, I couldn't believe it at first, but now I am more and more certain, I will live to this day, just because of you, because I am useful to you." Jiu Qianxiu: "Because I am useful to you , So God let me survive to atonement, as long as I do what I should do, I can die even if I die. "
"You can think of it this way, and I don't know what I should say." Xu Yun shook his head.
Jiu Qianxiu definitely said: "It must be like this, I must help you complete what you need me to do ... Then I will go to Zuo Lengyue!"
Faced with this kind of decision without warning, the three people in the car were a little shocked, and such a life-threatening person would actually say this.
"For so many years, my heart has always been struggling, and I was originally punished by God." Jiu Qianxiu said: "If I can help you, if I can do something for you, I have sinned for so many years. Only then can I be relieved, so that I can rest assured if I die. "
"Although I don't know Aunt Zuo, I dare say that, with her temper, although things have passed for so many years, she will also destroy you." Lin Ge was puzzled: "You have escaped for so many years to survive Living with polar bears, are you willing to die now? "
Jiu Qianxiu shook his head: "Not willing."
"Then why do you need to do this?" Xu Yun asked: "So many years have passed, I believe she has no grievances of that year, as long as you continue to live in a quiet place, she should not go to you again Now. "
"I've had enough of this kind of life." Jiu Qianxiu said lightly: "I don't know why I should continue to pursue this kind of life. This kind of life is definitely not what I want ... I don't want it, really. I don't want it anymore. "
Perhaps it is that the redemption in people's hearts will become desperate and unrequited, they will become unrequited, and there will be no more pursuits.
No one was talking in the car. Xu Yun spoke slowly after driving out for several minutes.
"If this is your own choice, we respect you." Xu Yun said lightly: "But I hope you think about it before making any choice. I can only say one thing. I will not hold you accountable, but I dare Guarantee, Zuo Lengyue is absolutely impossible to let you go. "
Jiuqianxiu nodded: "I know, of course I know that Zuo Lengyue can't let me go ... Ha ha, there can still be someone who won't let me go, is the motivation that has always supported me to live, If everyone has forgotten me, I may have no idea of ​​living. "
Xu Yun couldn't understand Jiu Qianxiu's inner world, nor did he want to understand it. He didn't want to know much now. He only hoped that Jiu Qianxiu could perfectly copy Lin Ge into a legendary face. This is enough.
Regarding Jiu Qianxiu's ideas, Lin Ge and Gu Qiya also expressed that they could not understand.
The cars traveled all the way to the south, and they could reach the customs office of the two countries in less than 300 kilometers. Gu Qiya called and arranged for people to clear the relationship.
They do n’t need much time to get to Seattle. Now they do n’t even know what ’s happening in Seattle. It ’s been so many days, and I do n’t know if Tommy ’s boy was so restless.
The legend must have been fed up with being under house arrest, but he had no other choice.
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