Chapter 189: Happy for me

Luo Xiangdong asked me to rest at home and would like to go to work again when I was ready. But I couldn't rely on my personal relationship with Luo Xiangdong to make an inch, so I went to work in the company the next day.
Sitting alone in the office, I forced myself to read the documents carefully, but when I watched, my thoughts drifted away, and when I found out, I forcibly pulled back.
Several times, I was exhausted.
My mind seemed to be filled with Luo Xiangdong, he was the one who opened my eyes and closed my eyes. I really want to slap myself twice to make myself clearer. I even forced myself to think about Chen Wenhang, distracting my attention from Luo Xiangdong with my anger at him.
I kept telling myself in my heart that I don't really love Luo Xiangdong, I just like his kindness to me. He is a playboy, and his feelings are not focused. These are my dead spots, so I definitely don't love him. Otherwise, am I not really what Chen Wenhang said? Even if it is to fight for a breath, I don't like Neng Luo Xiangdong.
Thinking about it this way, I felt more comfortable in my heart. After get off work at noon, I went to the restaurant that I had arranged with Xu Lu. The restaurant was between Luo's and her company. It was a bit more convenient for both of us.
When I arrived, she had already arrived.
After sitting down, I asked aloud: "Have you been here for a long time?"
Xu Lu said, "No, I just arrived."
After ordering, the waiter left. Xu Lu immediately lowered her voice and asked me, "Did you see Luo Xiangdong today?"
I subconsciously looked away, endured the discomfort in my heart, pretended to be indifferent, and replied aloud: "I didn't see it, I don't know if it came."
I have deliberately ignored Luo Xiangdong and don't care whether he comes to the company or not. Anyway, I just do my job well.
Xu Lu looked at me, sighed softly, and then said: "If you want to be friends with Luo Xiangdong in the future and want to develop in the long term, then this stage is a must. When you feel uncomfortable, you think, this It’s good for both of you, don’t be too horny."
I also tried to balance my mind and nodded and said, "Don't worry, I'm used to feeling distressed."
Xu Lu took a sip of the juice, then blinked at me, raised her eyebrows and asked, "Hey, I'm going on a date with Yiyang on the weekend. Are you excited?"
I looked up at her, expressionless, and replied: "This is not a date. Don't brainwash me, scare me and Luo Xiangdong's 10,000 ways to die after being together, and the most important point: Luo Xiangdong He really doesn't like me.
Like me, how can you be with others?
When I was working in the company in the afternoon, Luo Xiangdong called me and asked me how I was.
I said: "It's alright."
Luo Xiangdong said: "After all, I will rest at home for two more days. Anyway, the company is fine."
I said: "I'm already in the company."
Luo Xiangdong was still a little surprised: "Didn't you let you rest at home."
I casually replied: "I’m bored at home, so why don’t you come to the company to look at the documents."
Luo Xiangdong said: "I knew this, I will take you out to play."
I didn't answer, and Luo Xiangdong said again, "Why don't you book a plane ticket and come to Thailand?"
I said why Luo Xiangdong was not in the company and went to Thailand in the blink of an eye.
After a two-second pause, I replied aloud: "Forget it, I won't be a big light bulb for you and Du Ting. You two are having fun."
Luo Xiangdong said, "I just wanted to come when I heard what you said. Are you afraid of spending the money on the plane ticket? You book first, and I will reimburse you when I come back."
Don't mention the sourness in my heart, my brows twitched, and I replied: "Who is it? It seems that only your beautiful woman has an appointment. I deserve to be a single dog to listen to you at any time."
After being sore, I added another sentence: "People also have dates. I want to go to the movies with my younger brother. I have no time to go to Thailand to see you and Du Ting show affection."
Luo Xiangdong smiled, smiling very happy, and said to me on the phone: "Finally with your younger brother?"
I opened my lips slightly, wanting to say, not together.
I just got to the point, but I was too lazy to explain, and casually replied: "What are you doing? Do you have an opinion?"
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I wish that Luo Xiangdong could give me some advice, and disagree with my opinion about being with Kuang Yiyang, even if it’s just
"Of course I have no objection. It's too late to be happy. I told you earlier that your younger brother looks good and treats you honestly. You have been at work for so long, and he hasn't changed his mind when he is far away from you. There are really not many good men like this now. If you can catch him, it is your character that has exploded and bottomed out."
I really think it's been a long time since I saw Luo Xiangdong so happy, his tone seemed to fly.
I had opened up the defense around my heart a little bit, thinking that Luo Xiangdong could say something to make me feel that he cares about me and does not want me to fall in love with others, but he ruthlessly pushes me to other men.
His words were like a poisoned dagger, slamming into the heart of the gap that I opened to him. Even if it hurts me, I will be poisoned to death.
My hand holding the phone, my fingers were shaking, and I didn't have any strength.
After being silent for more than three to five seconds, I tried to calmly and said to Luo Xiangdong on the phone: "Wait a minute, I have a call, and I will talk later."
Having said that, I hung up the phone and didn't dare to stay for 0.1 second, because the moment I pressed the hang up button, the sound of sobbing had already sounded.
It turns out that all the psychological defenses I have done in the past few days have been done on dogs. When Luo Xiangdong's words, "Of course I have no objection, it is too late to be happy," I was completely confused.
What a drunk is like being struck by lightning, not as good as one ten thousandth that I was shocked just now.
Heartache, I want to gouge it out and throw it away, how could it hurt so much.
I don’t remember when I was injured by Chen Wenhang.
Hidden in the office alone, I didn't dare to howl and cry, so I suppressed my crying, not to mention being wronged.
In the following three days, I hardly dared to answer Luo Xiangdong's phone call, for fear that he would ask me about Kuang Yiyang. But I didn't dare to be too obvious, for fear that he would find me strange. Therefore, whether to answer or not, what to say after answering, and the attitude of speaking have to maintain my usual style. I really want to be mad by these tortures.
Kuang Yiyang usually comes to me during weekends and holidays, but when I heard that I wanted to watch a movie, I made an appointment on Friday night. I asked him to go to the restaurant and wait for me first, but when I got out of the Luos Building, I saw him in the crowd.
My eyes stared slightly, a bit surprised or amazing. Because Kuang Yiyang usually wears leisure and sports, today he is dressed in a full suit, shirt and leather shoes.
He was tall and well built, and he stood there in a well-tailored suit, like a clothes rack.
I looked at his clothes a bit familiar, and then I remembered that Xu Lu and I went to the streets to help him pick them.
Kuang Yiyang stood at the door, and everyone who came and went off work was watching him. I stepped towards him, and when he saw me, he immediately showed a big smile, waved at me, and ran towards me.
This look is the Kuang Yiyang I am familiar with.
When he came to me, he smiled and said, "Senior sister."
I curled up my lips and said with a smile: "Why do you wear this body?"
I gave him this dress when he was looking for a job after graduation.
Kuang Yiyang grinned and replied with a smile: "Well, the clothes you gave me, I guess you must like this look, so I will show you the clothes."
This is the first time I have seen Kuang Yiyang in formal clothes. He was unexpectedly handsome and pleasing to the eye. I nodded and said back: "It looks good. But aren't you cold?"
Now it is more than ten degrees below zero. Normal people usually wear cotton clothes with thick coats. As a result, Kuang Yiyang is just a thin shirt and suit. I feel cold when I look at him.
Kuang Yiyang smiled and replied: "It's not cold, it's okay."
I instinctively stretched out my hand and stroked his left cheek directly, Kuang Yiyang was taken aback for a moment, and I frowned and said, "Is it cold? The face is all ice."
After all, I have to take off my large windbreaker. Kuang Yiyang came back to his senses, and while pressing on me, he said: "Oh, senior sister, I'm not cold, you are almost ready to wear, don't freeze."
I said, "I will feel uncomfortable if you freeze up."
Just to show me the clothes, Kuang Yiyang is really good enough. When he did this, I felt that he was just a child who hadn't grown up.
Kuang Yiyang saw that I insisted on taking off my coat for him to wear, so he grabbed my hand and said, "Senior sister, do you think my hands are warm?"
I have known Kuang Yiyang for almost four years, and this time seems to be the first time he took the initiative to grab my hand.