Chapter 345: Not people inside and outside

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I use a lot of work every day to paralyze myself, and my colleagues around me laughed at me, saying that I have such a rich boyfriend as Ji Guanxin, why do I have to work so hard, every time I do not laugh.
God knows that I have done something wrong, and only in this way can I make my heart feel better.
Luo Xiangdong said that Kuang Yiyang didn't want to see me appear with him, and I guess Kuang Yiyang didn't want to see me either. But I didn't expect that one day when I picked up the group, when I took the name list one by one, I would see Kuang Yiyang at the end of the team.
He is wearing a light blue denim jacket with a fur collar, light-colored slacks on his lower body, and white sneakers on his feet, just as I had originally remembered. For a moment of shaking God, I thought that nothing has changed between us, and I can still greet him happily when I saw him, and then he enthusiastically responded to me with "Senior Sister".
But when he saw me, there was no expression on his handsome face. It has been half a month since the last Fengning nightclub incident, and most of the bruise on his face has faded, but when he comes closer, he can still see some traces.
We looked at each other, I was surprised, and he was cold.
He just looked at me faintly and said nothing.
I want to tell him if I have a stomach for it, but because I am working, I will formally take a group tour after I finish my name, so I have not been free.
When I was eating at noon, I came to Kuang Yiyang and just wanted to call his name. He immediately got up and went out from the dining room. I followed him to the security gate and found him taking out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket.
With frowning, he didn't smoke before.
I suddenly thought about his drug use, and I was disgusted, so I immediately stepped forward, grabbed the cigarette in his hand, and said, "Are you not going to get it right?"
Kuang Yiyang held the lighter in one hand and looked down slightly, his long eyelashes were slender and curled.
After a while, he raised his eyelids, opened his lips, and said, "My brother-in-law also smokes."
Hearing this, I couldn't help but change my face.
Kuang Yiyang looked at me with interest and said, "What do you like my brother-in-law? I guess you don't like his money. That means you like him."
"He has a lot of women. He smokes and drinks. I always persuade him to find a girlfriend to have a good relationship, but he always says that we are not the same kind of people."
Kuang Yiyang's voice was not loud, or even very soft, but my heart felt like a heavy stone was pressed, and it was so heavy that I could barely breathe.
After a pause, he continued: "After discovering that you are together, I have been thinking about what you like my uncle. Later I figured it out. It turns out that women like bad men."
Kuang Yiyang said that the clouds were light and windy, but my heart seemed like a knife cut.
If I was in my throat, I wanted to say something, but in fact found that I could not say anything. I wanted to cry, but I held it back secretly, until my eyes turned red.
Kuang Yiyang kept looking at me without changing his face. He didn't say anything when he saw me. He asked, "I haven't seen you for so long, don't you have anything to say to me?"
I've been pressing my lips tightly before, but now when I hear this, I opened my mouth and said, "Yiyang, I'm sorry."
While talking, a big tear fell down.
Kuang Yiyang raised his hand and stretched it to my face. I instinctively kept it away. His hand stopped less than five centimeters in front of me.
There was a sudden thud in my heart, for fear of irritating him.
And Kuang Yiyang just raised the corners of his lips with a slight arc of sarcasm, saying: "I forgot, you don't like me, so it's not rare for me to even cry."
The sourness in my heart was about to overflow, and I couldn't help but say: "Yiyang, if you have anger in your heart, you can scold me, or even beat me, don't abuse yourself like this..."
Kuang Yiyang's handsome face was filled with disdainful scorn. He smiled and said, "Did I abuse myself?"
I didn't say a word, his eyes rolled slightly, and then he made a sudden appearance, and said: "Oh, I remember, you mean the last time you were in the nightclub bathroom?"
"Oh, I like her, and she likes me too, we are very happy together."
If I see Kuang Yiyang again, he scolds me, teases me, or even ignores me. It is all in my expectation, but he is like this...I can't accept it at all.
I really think of him as my own brother, so seeing him smile now, I just feel like a knife.
"Yiyang, I was wrong. Is it all my fault? I swear that I won't be with your uncle in this life. Can you be fine?"
I really don't have any trouble, even if I ask him, as long as he can get on the right track again.
When I mentioned Luo Xiangdong, the smile on Kuang Yiyang's face narrowed inch by inch until it became gloomy and gloomy.
Staring into my eyes for a long time, he said aloud: "Is it because of me that you and my uncle didn't get together?"
"..."
"It seems that I was superfluous and delayed the two of you."
The more he said, the worse his complexion became. I was afraid of irritating him and causing him to do something extreme, so I hurriedly said: "Yiyang, if I knew that Luo Xiangdong was your uncle, I would not have anything wrong with him. miss you."
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Kuang Yiyang said: "Then you blame me for hiding from you?"
My heart was so tired, I had to shake my head.
Kuang Yiyang said again: "You failed to be with my brother-in-law, and turned around to follow Ji Guanxin, so you can love anyone, but it's not me?"
"I……"
"I see, it’s not that I treat you or they treat you well, just because you like bad men, you don’t care how many women have been around them, and you don’t care whether they really love you, so I became like them, you Will you fall in love with me too?"
Kuang Yiyang frowned, squinted slightly, and asked me in a nearly compelling way.
The invisible pressure came, and I felt very guilty on one side, but had a straight temper on the other side, so I didn’t think much about other things, and directly responded to him:
Yiyang, I really don’t love you, even without Luo Xiangdong, I won't be with you either."
Kuang Yiyang's fluttering eyelashes let me know that he must be angry and hateful in his heart.
But I just want to end this wicked debt quickly, so I continue to say: "Don’t go bad, never give up the good and kind parts of yourself for any one person, one thing. I don’t love you, but I I really feel sorry for you and treat you like my own brother. Do you really want to make me feel guilty forever?"
Kuang Yiyang's eyes were red, and for a while, he whispered: "If this can make you remember me for a lifetime, then I will recognize it."
I frowned and said, "Yiyang, do you understand? I..."
"I don't understand!" Kuang Yiyang suddenly interrupted me loudly.
He stared at me and said: "I don't understand, I don't understand why I have loved you for four years and guarded you for four years. Obviously I met you first. I met you one step earlier than everyone else! Isn’t it good for you? Or do you want something that I can’t give? Why can you like so many people, but you can’t just like me?!"
Kuang Yiyang's body was tight, and his hands hanging beside him were trembling with anger.
Speaking of this point, I simply went out to show off with him: "Do you like to see the feeling alone, can you be with someone to see fate. But I have no feelings for you, and no fate."
Sometimes, the more hurtful words, the more sober a person is.
Just as Luo Xiangdong treated me at the beginning, if he was not so absolute, maybe I would not have left so free and easy.
Kuang Yiyang heard this, but did not say anything for a long time. I don't know how long it took. When I tried to persuade him not to be decadent anymore, he suddenly turned around and opened the safety door, ready to go out.
I subconsciously yelled: "Yiyang..."
Kuang Yiyang said without turning his head: "Since you can't love me, please leave me alone!"
I didn't catch up, because his current state, even if I catch up, it's useless to say anything.
His appearance made me wandering all day, and I didn't hear what tourists said several times.
After finally getting through the day, I received a call from Luo Xiangdong.
It stands to reason that I would not pick up, but I thought of the scene when Kuang Yiyang left angrily during the day. I was worried that something was going on with him, so I still connected.
Sure enough, Luo Xiangdong's first sentence was: "I Yang went to find you?"
I said ‘um’.
Luo Xiangdong said solemnly: "What did you say to him?"
I said: "I don't love him, tell him not to kidnap me morally in this way in the future."
In fact, what I said was not so straightforward. I always cared about Kuang Yiyang and didn't want him to be sad. But Luo Xiangdong called to ask me about the relationship between Kuang Yiyang, but I didn't calm down and wanted to poke him a few times.
When my voice fell, Luo Xiangdong’s voice became deeper, mixed with unconcealed anger. He said, "Liang Zijin, I don’t care about why Iyang became like this, but can you see how he used to treat you? For the good sake, don't hurt him anymore?"
My voice became sharp and stubbornly said: "A slap can't be heard. It was your uncle and nephew who treated me as a fool. If you had told me the truth, would things become like this?"
I was also driven crazy by this tight mood, and many words hurt people as soon as they were spoken.
Luo Xiangdong said in a deep voice, "Yiyang kindly helped you but made a mistake? Are you a white-eyed wolf?"
I said, "I'm a white-eyed wolf, what are you? You know why Yiyang put me by your side. What is your peace of mind? You want to grab your nephew..."
Before I finished speaking, Luo Xiangdong had already died.
I was standing behind the unmanned security door with my mobile phone, and suddenly crying aggrieved.
I don't know what to do. I tried very hard to make everyone happy, but in the end everyone blamed me.
By now, I can't tell who is at fault. If I can take the blame and everything can be settled, I am willing.
Kuang Yiyang regards me as a turbulent one, seduce his uncle's scheming bitch, and Luo Xiangdong feels that I am a white-eyed wolf who hurt Kuang Yiyang regardless of friendship. I am not a human being inside or outside of them, not to mention that I am still with Ji Guanxin now, if Ji Guanxin knew...
I dare not think about it.