Chapter 355: I can't do well

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The long-lost ‘luxury confinement package’.
Hawthorn rolls, hawthorn slices, hawthorn strips; sour, drooling, lollipops; drinks are also blueberry, lemon and sour plum soup.
Luo Xiangdong fastened his seat belt, did not squint, and said lightly: "Eat something to save you from motion sickness."
I found that my tears were getting lower and lower, especially recently, I caught up with Lin Daiyu every day and washed my face with tears. Looking down at the contents of the bag, I resisted crying.
I took out a lemon-flavored lollipop and stuffed it in my mouth.
On the road back to the middle of the city from Yeda, Luo Xiangdong only said two sentences to me in total, both of which are still the same: "Dizzy?"
I'll have sour plum soup and hawthorn rolls for a while, shaking my head and turning to him: "It's okay."
He waited until the car drove back to the city, and he gave me a few more words: "Don't live in the place before, I will help you find a place to live."
I quickly said: "No, just put me down, I'll take a taxi back to the company, and wait for me to find a new residence in the housing agency."
Luo Xiangdong's expression was faint, and he said aloud: "Originally, with your own skills, you may not be able to enter the Luo family. Even if you don't earn as much salary as an assistant, your development in the translation department will be very good. After all, it is still me and Young is ill-considered..."
After Luo Xiangdong finished speaking, he paused for a few seconds, and then said: "I know you are not short of money now, but even if I feel more at ease, I will help you find a good place. You move in, what will happen in the future... Ji Guanxin will help you Dealt with."
Hearing Ji Guanxin’s name from Luo Xiangdong’s mouth is not uncommon, but... he said that Ji Guanxin will help me deal with anything in the future.
This time, it was too late for me to relax and suppress my emotions. My eye sockets were already moist, and tears blurred my vision. After a while, my tears fell on the back of my hand and shocked me, so I quickly reached out and wiped it. He gave his eyes a little, then looked okay, and said calmly: "No, you don't need to feel guilty..."
I was dumbfounded and a little incoherent: "I won't live in Ji Guanxin's place, nor will I live in your place. I can make money by myself and I can find a house by myself."
After that, I was suddenly afraid to stay in the same space with Luo Xiangdong again, so I didn't even see where I was outside the car. I just said anxiously: "Stop, I'm off the road."
I didn't look at the expression on Luo Xiangdong's face.
Looking sideways at the window, I have the illusion that I want to open the car door and escape.
Luo Xiangdong pulled over at a certain section of the commercial street in front of him. I lowered my head and said while unfastening my seat belt, "I'm leaving..."
"Zi Jin..." Luo Xiangdong suddenly called out my name. I tried my best to hold back the tears. When I turned my head to look at him, my facial expression was completely tense.
Luo Xiangdong was sitting in the co-pilot, with one hand on the steering wheel. I rarely saw him look so tired. He looked at me with obvious guilt and distress in his eyes.
After three seconds, he opened his mouth and said softly: "I'll be fine later."
Good...
He told me to be good.
The tears rushed to my eyes much faster than I could dodge. I can't grab the door and flee immediately, because I have to reply him decently.
So I reached out and wiped my eyes, curled up the corners of my lips, and said with a faint smile: "Don't worry, I will be fine. You will also take good care of Iyang in the future, take good care of Iyang, and fall in love... and don't always choke on you Stubbornly talk, I want to curse after listening."
Luo Xiangdong's eyes were obviously moist, but he also slightly curled the corners of his lips, smiled and said, "I only choke on acquaintances."
I said, "Some people have been choked off by you before they knew you well."
Luo Xiangdong pursed his lips, but said nothing.
I was so distressed that my brain was blank, and I wanted to cry until I couldn't laugh. So before the tears collapsed, I said: "I took the confinement package. Thank you for your snacks."
After speaking, I carried the bag, pushed the car door and walked down.
Not dare to look back, I strode forward, tears all over my face.
Originally, I felt that I was enough to let go of someone. Originally, I felt that time could slowly smooth out all the pain. Originally, I thought that after seeing through one thing, my heart would no longer hurt. But now I know that many of the originals are actually my self-righteousness.
Forgetting a person is not as simple as I imagined, especially when I know that he is not unloving, just involuntary.
I have always felt that I am a very stubborn person, and I will never give up until I reach my goal, even in terms of feelings. But now I have to bow to reality, because love is not the main melody in our lives, at least not the only melody.
I can't ask Luo Xiangdong to let go of family affection and be with me, because then I won't feel happy.
So we can only use this way-peaceful breakup. We all wish each other well, we will all have a good relationship with another person, get married, have children, and then a long, long time later, a certain day in a certain year, certain month, when we are calm enough to tell this thing from our mouths At that time, we put it down.
"Zi Jin..."
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A familiar voice suddenly heard behind me. At first I thought I was a hallucination, until the voice sounded again. The tears on my face have not yet been wiped away, but I instinctively turned my head to look.
Not far behind, the person who got out of the car was not someone else, but Zhang Danqing.
He looked suspiciously and even stunned in his eyes. He stepped up to me and said, "What's wrong?"
I casually stretched out my hand to wipe my tears and nose, Zhang Danqing took out a tissue from the pocket of the windbreaker and handed it to me. I raised my hand to pick it up, still carrying a snack bag in my hand.
While I was wiping my tears, Zhang Danqing suddenly said: "Why is your phone turned off?"
The rhythm of the two of us is not on the same channel, because I am still immersed in sorrow. Seeing that I did not say anything, Zhang Danqing stared at me and said, "I just saw...you got out of Luo Xiangdong's car."
Hearing this, I sniffed, looked up at him and said, "Yes."
I didn't mean to provoke him, even though Zhang Danqing's eyes had revealed obvious dissatisfaction, it felt like he caught me and gave Ji Guanxin a green hat.
Seeing my blunt admission, Zhang Danqing said solemnly: "Don't you know that Guanxin doesn't like you meeting Luo Xiangdong?"
I muffled: "He doesn't want me to meet too many people, but I have my own friends and circle."
The implication is to tell him that Ji Guanxin can't be my lord.
Zhang Danqing's face was unsightly, but he still tempered his temper, and said to me, "Zi Jin, it is wrong for you to do this. Guan Xin is not in Yecheng, you are with Luo Xiangdong, and the phone has been off for so long. "
After that, a touch of disgust flashed in his eyes, and he said in a deep voice, "Besides, what kind of things do friends say to cry like this?"
Otherwise, people must not do bad things, even if they were done 800 years ago, as long as they are done, once they are caught by someone, they will be a weakness.
After I met Luo Xiangdong again, is there anything? Liang Zijin dares to pat my chest and say that we are all right.
But now my crying eyes are swollen, Zhang Danqing asked me, what should I tell him?
The dumb eats coptis, I neither want to explain nor be misunderstood. So I adjusted my breathing secretly, looked up at Zhang Danqing, and replied calmly: "I have nothing to do with Luo Xiangdong, you don't have to doubt us."
Zhang Danqing stared at my face. After a few seconds, he said: "Guan Xin is not in Night City. Let me take care of you. You are gone for my mobile phone number. You will be turned off when you call your cell phone. Guan Xin cannot be contacted You, you called me last night and asked where you were. I lied and said that I had taken you home. You can call him later."
After he finished speaking, he frowned and added: "Zijn, I have been in contact with you. I think you are pretty real, so I won't hide some things. Guan Xin is true. He likes you very much and cares about you too. Don't let him down."
I looked up at Zhang Danqing and asked instead, "Where is Ji Guanxin?"
Zhang Danqing quickly answered me: "He is in Canada."
I stared at him without blinking, trying hard to get some clues from his eyes, and Zhang Danqing said it for granted.
I had to turn my angle and continue to say: "I called him the night before and yesterday morning, and he was shut down. I can't reach him. I don't know what's going on with him."
Zhang Danqing quickly said: "Oh, he told me that the mobile phone fell on the taxi when he was in the car, and the driver sent it back to him the next day."
I said lightly: "Really."
"Yeah, he called me to ask you early this morning. You can give him one back. By the way, just say you were at home before, let alone with Luo Xiangdong, you also know his temper."
I said: "I got it."
Zhang Tanqing was not happy to take a trip to our muddy water. After speaking a few words with me, he asked me where I was going. I wanted to go back to the travel agency, but did not ask him to send it. Instead, he called a taxi.
Sitting in the car, I drove the machine, but the missed calls and text messages were all from Ji Guanxin.
Looking at his anxious words in the text message, I felt almost cold when thinking of the photos sent by someone that day.
With no expression on my face, I stuck my phone to my ear and called Ji Guanxin back.
He quickly connected: "Zijin, where did you go? Why is the phone turned off?"
The familiar voice was filled with anxiety and worry that could not be concealed.
I followed Zhang Danqing's words back to him: "The phone was turned off by itself when it died, I didn't see it."
Ji Guanxin talked about me for a long time, but I didn't even listen. After finally waiting for him to finish speaking, I asked him as usual: "Are you still in Canada?"
Ji Guanxin replied calmly: "Yes, my second sister-in-law has something to do today and tomorrow. I've long wanted to go back to Yecheng, but my dad told me not to leave, and I don't want to hurt him during this time... …"
After talking for half a minute, he turned to a hippie smile and asked me ambiguously, "Do you think I'm going crazy?"
I turned my head to look out the window, and suddenly thought that Luo Xiangdong called me to be good...how should I be good.