Chapter 372: The one who loves you so much is not you anymore

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When the taxi stopped in front of a certain community, Xu Yifan and Li Zhuke were waiting for me outside. Seeing me getting out of the car, the two walked quickly.
Li Zhuke stood in front of me and just asked me what was wrong, I hugged her directly, and then cried loudly.
Li Zhuke patted me on the back and kept comforting me.
I was howling speechless, Xu Yifan stood by, handed me a piece of paper, then put his hands in his pockets, and said, "Don't ask, I'm sure I'm having trouble with her rich second-generation boyfriend."
Li Zhuke whispered: "Don't talk nonsense."
Xu Yifan said, "If you don't believe me, ask her."
me……"
Li Zhuke hurriedly advised me: "Zijin, stop crying, let's go in and say."
Xu Yifan said, "Yes, fortunately this is the urban area, otherwise you can recruit wolves."
I followed Li Zhuke and Xu Yifan upstairs. When he arrived at his house, Li Zhuke served me tea and fruit. He treated me as a key protected animal.
I almost cried, sitting cross-legged on the sofa, and said to them: "This time I was completely divided. No, I was dumped."
Xu Yifan said: "As soon as possible, I'm not optimistic about you two."
Li Zhuke suspected that Xu Yifan was too straightforward, so he glared at him without saying anything, and stretched out his hand to tap his stomach.
Xu Yifan drew back and frowned, "Originally, do you expect a rich and handsome to have a relationship with you, or rush to get married?"
Li Zhuke said: "Oh, no one can tell about feelings. Anyway, it turns out that it's like this. You have to be sad, and you have to be happy. Even after crying, the next one will be better than this."
Xu Yifan joked: "It's really hard to find someone with more money and handsomer than this."
Li Zhuke took another look at him.
I said, "Actually, he broke up in front of me. I wouldn’t fail to agree, but he didn’t see anyone in a text message. Today I went to his company and waited for him for a day. He was clearly there, but if I didn’t see me, I would ..."
I was choked with speech, and my heart was aggrieved.
Li Zhuke said: "Perhaps he is afraid of breaking up in person, for fear that you will lose face."
Xu Yifan said, "Maybe he doesn't want to pay breakup fees?"
Li Zhuke and I stared at him viciously at the same time, and Xu Yifan immediately smiled and said, "I'm kidding."
After speaking, he put a smile away, and added half-truth: "Seriously, Zijin, I also like to play when I am like you, and I have a good face. Men find beautiful girlfriends, women Find a rich boyfriend. But when you reach my age, you will know that the shoes do not fit, only the feet know. You will look for it next time and find a reliable one."
In recent days, I am also reflecting on this relationship between me and Ji Guanxin. When I was in Yecheng before, we didn’t get in touch very frequently, but when I needed help, he stood up very righteously. Later, when I suffered in Liangcheng, Ji Guanxin came forward to help me in the first time. Help me too much, he said because he likes me.
I admit that I don't love him, but I like him at least. I also seriously wanted to have a good relationship with him, and I hope we can have a beginning and an end.
But things have developed to such a point that we are all wrong and all right. To put it bluntly, the details prevail over love.
Perhaps Ji Guanxin and I are doomed to have an inappropriate personality.
Thinking of this, I feel relieved a lot. Even if Ji Guanxin broke up with me in this way, I would not blame him for the goodness of him in the past.
In the evening, I invite Xu Yifan and Li Zhuke to dinner, and go to a more expensive place. The three of us spent more than 6,000 for a meal. Li Zhuke said: "The meat hurts."
Xu Yifan is not polite. He calmly said: "A woman who is in a bad mood can only be resolved by her prodigal, otherwise she can't get the bad breath in her heart."
Li Zhuke narrowed his mouth and said: "Why am I never invincible when I am angry? At most, it is a bag of one thousand or eight hundred yuan, so it will have to be distressed for half a month."
Xu Yifan smiled and said, "So you have someone who wants it, but Zijin doesn't want it."
I:"……"
Lifting my eyes and glaring at Xu Yifan, I said with a sullen face: "I just broke up in love, did you run someone like this? Do you believe me to go out and find a bridge to jump off?"
Xu Yifan said: "Forget it, I believe you will turn your grief and anger into motivation, and lead the group for the next month, and then compete with me for the top performance next month."
I said, "You are right."
The first time I broke up, I lay in bed like a corpse for a week. All the senior graduates of the school went to look for work, but I didn’t even submit a resume. The second time it ended before it started, I went all the way. Yecheng ran back to Liangcheng with his tail between his tails, like a turtle with his head shrunk. The bullied person didn't even dare to lift his head; and this time, I didn't want to go anymore.
Even if Night City is not my place, I don't want to leave passively again and again. It’s just that I don’t have a love, but I still have a life, a career, and friends.
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Shaking his head, I think I was still stimulated.
After eating, I invited Xu Yifan and Li Zhuke to sing. In the private room in the living room, I went to the toilet and came back just in time to catch up with Xu Yifan singing "I Just Like You".
"Love is already a burden, and falling in love is like suffering, and my heart is full of bitter tears. The old love is drunk, but now I am afraid of chasing it again, but I want to see you infatuated."
"Why do I think about the past every second, why you don't remember at all, love has been lost, love has been lost, why I just like you..."
Familiar melody, I don’t know Cantonese, but because I know the song too well, I know the lyrics.
The softness deep in my heart was jerked. Tears came up in an instant, I quietly returned to the sofa to sit down, Li Zhuke saw my eyes flushed, she hurriedly came over and asked, "What's wrong?"
I opened my eyes, smiled hard, and shook my head.
Li Zhuke took my hand, bent in my ear and said, "Is there a story?"
I suddenly thought of a sentence like this: Don’t wait for me to cry to say how much you love me; don’t wait to be together, only to realize that you still care about me.
Even though I kept suggesting to myself, Ji Guanxin and I broke up with inappropriate personalities, but listening to this song, I thought that two months ago, Ji Guanxin was sitting next to me with a microphone. The light on the led screen illuminates his handsome face, I secretly looked at his face, I only think he is really handsome.
At that time, we did not expect to get to the step of breaking up so quickly. At that time, I also imagined that I could hold hands with him until I grow old and let him sing Cantonese songs to me.
I keep curling up my lips, not knowing who I want to laugh at. The tears rolled down and I just wiped them off.
After Xu Yifan sang a song, I clapped and applauded. Xu Yifan turned his head and looked at me and said, "People who are broken in love can't listen to love songs, let's see how I forgot this."
After that, he said to Li Zhuke: "Hurry up and play "Happy Breakup" to Zijin."
Li Zhuke said: "Let's sing something happy, Zijin, what do you want to sing?"
I was full of images of Ji Guanxin singing to me before, and I couldn't think of anything for a while. In the end, Xu Yifan clicked on a song, saying that it was a must-sing song after he made Li Zhuke angry.
The tune started with a relaxed tune. Soon Xu Yifan sang at me to Li Zhuke: "Today you ignored me and my mood became so bad. I really didn't want to argue with you. Please forget all the bad emotions. "
"I don’t think I’m good enough, I always make you cry. If you beat me and scold me, just don’t blackmail me; I’m not good enough, can I forget it all, I can’t sleep well when you ignore me; I miss me Not good enough, I didn’t take good care of you, and I’m not a magical weather forecaster. I want to become SpongeBob to make you laugh."
Xu Yifan curled his lips while singing, winking at Li Zhuke. Although Li Zhuke appeared disgusted, the smile on his face was involuntary.
The two of them are really enough. Isn't this a trick to abuse the dog? I just broke up in love, OK?
Obviously it is such a brisk song, but I burst into tears again.
Later Xu Yifan was speechless, and he said: "You can't sing anything, tell me, what else can we sing?"
Indeed, people who are broken in love are not suitable for listening to songs, and they can't do any songs. Regardless of the briskness or the sadness, if there is a sentence or a sentence of lyrics that connects to yourself, then wait for it to cry.
I forced Xu Yifan to stand in front of the marble table and sing "Little Blue Dragon" to Li Zhuke and me with the microphone.
"I have horns on my head, horns and horns, and a tail behind me, a tail tail. No one knows, I don't know, how many... secrets you have."
In order to make me happy, a heartbroken person, Xu Yifan also gave up, singing and making gestures, shaking Li Zhuke and me with disgust.
Because I was just discharged from the hospital, they didn't let me drink. They just drank a few drinks the day before. After more than two hours of playing in the karaoke hall, the three of us went home.
Xu Yifan said: "We will take you home first."
Li Zhuke said: "Don't let Zijin go back to live alone, just live with us, there is still a room anyway."
I took Li Zhuke by the arm and said, "You are a true friend."
Xu Yifan immediately glanced at him and said: "My wife is so stupid, she dare to take her girlfriends home, she is really not afraid of you prying my corner."
Li Zhuke and I said in unison: "Bah!"
But Xu Yifan's joke reminded me that I really wanted to go to their house for a night, but temporarily changed my decision.
I said: "It's scary to you, don't go to your house, I will listen to the corner at night. I have to go home and change my clothes. I will be a good guy again tomorrow morning!"
This is where Xu Yifan is particularly good at being a human being. He can help many people, but he also keeps a distance from many people.
I didn't want to go to his house, and he didn't force me to take me home with Li Zhuke.
When I opened the door of the room, I was greeted by pitch black and the lonely factor floating in the air. I hurriedly turned on the lights, and after changing shoes, I turned on the lights in all the rooms.
I want to create an illusion that my home is not just me.