Chapter 443: I'm not afraid of not ending, I'm afraid not now

My dad should be listening in the guest bedroom, so my mother's voice fell and he opened the + door. Frown and said: "Don't neglect your child as soon as you come over. When the child grows up, do what he wants to do. You can manage her for a while, and can you manage her for the whole life?"
My mother glared at my dad and said, "You are used to it! Whatever you want to do. She wants to go to heaven, would you buy her rockets?"
My dad is playing a child but I can't see that I am wronged. So bitterly said: "Buy! As long as I can give her, I will give it!"
My mother took a look at my dad. Gritting his teeth with anger: "You hurry up and stay, you should not get used to it. You should not get used to it!"
My dad was so angry that he slammed the door and went back to the guest bedroom. Only me and my mom were left in the living room 1v1.
According to my past experience. There was a big event at home. It must have moved the whole body. If this matter is not resolved, even if I go back to Liangcheng, my mom will have to show my dad's face.
So put my mind on my back, and I simply broke the jar. Looking at my mother, he said, "Mom. You don't need to be so angry. I believe Luo Xiangdong is in my life, even if we are not married now. I live with him willingly."
My mother has been a teacher for half her life, and her thinking is very traditional. I said so. It was nothing more than touching her negative scales. She immediately looked at me with a calm face and said: "You two are not married now, as if you can get married in the future. You think Luo Xiangdong can be seen by his family. Come to our house?"
My mother immediately poke my weakness, and I frowned and replied: "Even if I can't get married, I should have a love relationship wholeheartedly. I like him, if I like it, I can't do it. I'm happy to be with him, but I can't get married. I also recognize the marriage."
This time my mother finally had nothing to say, not that she couldn't tell me, but I was mad at me. All of a sudden, tears welled up in his eyes, and he cried immediately.
I don't feel good in my heart, I just feel that they come all the way, and I shouldn't make them unhappy.
With a helpless sigh, I raised my voice slightly and said, "Dad, come out soon, my mother ran in tears."
My dad didn't go far behind the door as soon as possible. As soon as my voice fell, he came out immediately. I went forward with my dad to coax my mother.
My dad said, "Look at what you are crying for. Come to the east later and see what it is?"
I also said, "Mom, when I grow up, I haven't done anything that you don't like in my life. Just this time, can't you let me choose the person I like best to be with?"
My mother cried and said, "If you are a boy, you can play whatever you want. You are a girl, can I feel sorry for you?"
My mother tried to hold back the tears I said, and tried to suppress the soreness of my throat. I whispered: "I tell you the truth, the person I always like is Luo Xiangdong. The end of the world is here, and I don’t blame either of us for being separated, otherwise I will never forgive unless there are human factors."
You have to leave one-third of your speech. This is a truth I understood since I was a kid. But now I'm dead, anyone who wants to separate me from Luo Xiangdong, I will never forgive in this life.
When my parents heard this, they were all stunned. Especially my mother, she was so unimpressed that she was crying one second before, but when she looked at me the next second, most of her tears have stopped.
"You really like Luo Xiangdong so much?" She looked at me and asked.
I just got down to her and begged her to agree to both of us. Hearing this, I nodded and said back: "I just want to marry him, even if there is something to do in the future, we can't get married, and I don't regret everything I did today."
I'm sinking into trouble. My mother is also reining in the cliff. She wiped her tears with the paper wipe, took a breath, and said, "Well, since you have a plan in your heart, then I won't say anything."
My dad rang out between us and said: "When a child grows up, she always has her own ideas. We parents cannot accompany her for a lifetime. In the end, she has to pick someone and accompany her to the end. Half a lifetime?"
My mother has stopped her tears, the expression on her face is unpredictable, and it becomes so fast. I was still complaining that I shouldn’t live with Luo Xiangdong, but now it changed suddenly. She looked at me and said,
Since I’m already together, I’m running in a good direction. What does Luo Xiangdong mean? Has he ever thought about marrying you? ?"
I nodded quickly: "Of course he wants to. We talk about it in the usual chat."
My mother said: "Then have you seen his parents?"
I honestly replied: "I haven't spoken face to face."
My mother frowned and said two seconds later: "Our family is not the kind of person who climbs Gaozhi. We can ignore you and Luo Xiangdong's love, but I have to make it clear to you."
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I'm almost listening.
My mother said with a serious face: "With me, whether you and Luo Xiangdong can get married is of secondary importance. The most important thing is not to be looked down upon by his family. If you see their family in the future, whenever they show your face, or Don't agree that you two are together at all. Don't do things like rushing to post, and immediately separate. Have you heard?"
Suddenly, I felt that my mother was so good, so I raised my head and said admiringly: "Mom, you don’t need to ask me for this. I know it in my heart. I didn’t fall in love with Luo Xiangdong on his family’s money. If his family doesn’t like me, I won’t fall for it.

My mother nodded, lost most of her anger, and then said distressedly, "Zijin, you are walking this way... Mom really disagrees with her heart. You said you are not the kind of child with a big heart, and Everyone will dig their hearts out when they are together. Mom is afraid that you will really not be able to be with Luo Xiangdong in the future, and you will be sad again."
Not being able to be together...It's not just sad, it's probably dead. but……
"I really like him so much. If I'm afraid that I won't be able to get married in the future and not be together, then I will regret it."
Since I was with Luo Xiangdong, whether I can go for a long time and how long I can go, this is the question I think about the most. I can’t help but want to cry whenever I’m serious. What if, what if I broke up with Luo Xiangdong later? What if my family disagrees? What if his family disagrees? What if I make some mistakes halfway through... But after thinking about it, thinking that I'm going crazy, I have to tell myself the worst result.
If we fail to get together in the end, no matter what the reason, we have had a beginning, a process, and an end. In this way, we still have to care about why we can’t be happy. Then there are too many people and too many things in this world that have regrets, and out of ten unsatisfactory things, how did others survive?
At least I have tried my best, and I won’t regret it because I didn’t have the courage to start and end.
Since I was young, I have done a lot of regrets, but I regretted all of them after I did it. I never regretted a single thing because I didn't do it.
My mother heard what I said, and she could guess the desperate move from the bottom of my heart. She nodded and said: "Since you have a good idea, then you should run in a good direction, don't force it, and don't be too disappointed by that time."
In my mother's opinion, she still doesn't believe that Luo Xiangdong and I can go to the end.
I deliberately ignored the pessimism in her words, tried to curl up the corners of my lips, and said with a faint smile: "Don't worry, I have a good sleep on this end. Work hard and fall in love. What are others doing at this age? , What am I doing, nothing has fallen."
My dad stood between me and my mother, and then took a tissue to wipe my tears, and then took a tissue to wipe my tears. After the two of us "negotiated," he issued a concluding statement: "Okay, well, this time I came here to see how Zijin is doing. Now I know that she is having a good time, having a good time, and nothing else. important."
My mother wanted to drive too. She looked at me and said, "You live with Luo Xiangdong now, but you have to pay attention to safety measures. Don't get pregnant anymore. If you can't get married or have children, then you will suffer."
My dad pretended to unintentionally walked away and went into the bathroom.
I also feel embarrassed, after all, this kind of thing is embarrassing to say.
My mother said that I would accept it. After she explained everything, she said to me: "Go and change your clothes. Xiang Dong should have been waiting next door for a long time."
Luo Xiangdong has always changed clothes quickly. We have been here for more than ten minutes. He should have finished cleaning up long ago. He just gave us a family of three time and space to talk, so he never came to bother.
Having been with Luo Xiangdong for a long time, I became more and more obsessed with him. Of course, it is not only his appearance, but also his way of dealing with people.
My mother said that Luo Xiangdong is the same as Ji Guanxin, referring to them are the children of rich people. But I know they are completely different, and even in many places they are completely opposite sides.
Take my contact with the opposite as an example. If it’s Ji Guanxin, he will not only turn his face and embarrass him, but also I will follow him. Complain.
But Luo Xiangdong didn't know it. He teased me on the face, but actually trusted me completely. I have been with him for so long, and I haven't even really blushed and quarreled because of anything.
Anything that might cause misunderstanding, Luo Xiangdong always greeted me in advance. Including going to dinners, birthday banquets, various parties, as long as the opposite is present, he can't wait to open the video like a joke to let everyone know that I'm'surveilling' him.
I am a person who is more insecure the more I love, and Luo Xiangdong just fills in my lack of security.
I feel very happy with him now, so I don't think about future things.
After I changed my clothes and put on a light makeup, I took my parents out. The door of the next room was open, and Luo Xiangdong was sitting on the sofa playing with kingb and queenb. Hearing the sound, he quickly stood up and walked towards us, with a polite and soft smile on his handsome face, and said, "What do uncles and aunts want to eat? I will introduce them to you for reference."
As soon as I saw him, the corners of my lips rose, and my heart was full of warmth and pride.