Chapter 515: Desperately throw everything away

Standing for a while in front of the icu gate, Luo Xiangdong's phone rang and said hello to me. He walked away to pick it up.
Only me and Zhou Mengyi were left in the corridor. Zhou Mengyi looked down at a clearing in front of her. Some said in a daze: "I never thought you would come."
I looked at the closed door of the ICU room in a daze, and then replied after a while: "If I had known it, I wouldn't have come now."
Zhou Mengyi said: "He only recently decided to have this operation."
I said: "I know." Yesterday at the gate of the hospital. Ji Guanxin's eldest brother mentioned it.
The voice fell. I caught a glimpse of Zhou Mengyi next to me, her lips curled up with a smile that couldn't tell whether it was mocking or self-deprecating. She asked: "Then do you know why he suddenly decided to have surgery?"
Inexplicably hummed in my heart. Ji Guanxin only said that he would never love me again when he was alive. I think what he wants is to start again, so...
"Seeing that you and Luo Xiangdong finally achieved a positive result. He didn't cry or smile, and he didn't even mention your names. He just suddenly insisted on having an operation. Even if the doctor said that the operation is very risky. None of their family dared to sign. Surgery risk consent form. We all said secretly that he was trying to die..."
Maybe everyone’s tears were already dry, so when Zhou Mengyi said this. Only the voice is low and dumb. And my heart aches to the extreme. On the contrary, there was not much pain on his face.
I did not answer. After waiting for a while, Zhou Mengyi asked me: "You have agreed to Luo Xiangdong's marriage proposal. Why come here? Isn't he angry?"
Staring straight at icu's door, I whispered back to her: "Even if I can't be lovers with Ji Guanxin. He will always be my friend and one of my most important people."
Zhou Mengyi said: "But he never lacks friends, don't you know what he wants?"
Clear, how can I be unclear? just……
Emotional matters cannot be weighed by reason. Why don't I know that Ji Guanxin is good to me? But I really responded to that sentence, the person who made me laugh lost to the person who made me cry.
I didn’t answer Zhou Mengyi’s question. A few seconds later, Zhou Mengyi had a faint ridicule on her face, asking and answering: "I don’t remember how old I knew Ji Guanxin, and I don’t remember when I started to like him. Falling in love with him, and in the end, I lost myself. I thought that as long as I always treat him well and drive away all the women around him, one day he will only have me in his eyes."
Speaking of this, Zhou Mengyi paused. I didn't look at her, but knew that she was crying.
Taking a deep breath, she smiled and said: "He has been acting on the scene for so many years, even if the women around him keep on, I have never really been afraid of anyone...except you. Liang Zijin, whether you believe me or not, I used to be true. I feel that Ji Guanxin will never fall in love with anyone in this life. We all know that he has heart disease, but only he knows that he may never be like a normal person, so he will not put his true heart on any woman."
"Before last year, he went to Liangcheng. He ran out of the hospital regardless of his body, just because he heard that you resigned and left from Luos, so he wanted to plug in his wings and fly over to see you. At that time, I was really I'm scared, because I have never seen him treat a woman like this."
"He accompanies you for the New Year, and he doesn't even return home. I also want to go to Liangcheng for his birthday, but he immediately called me when he heard that he was not allowed to show up, otherwise he would never see me again in his life. Ha...Liang Zijin, I have known him for more than 20 years, and the love for more than 20 years is not as good as you know him for a year.
Zhou Mengyi shed tears and said, saying that the poor person must have something to hate, but now this woman who made me hate itchy roots is just a poor person who can't ask for love.
I don’t understand that everyone is a woman.
Zhou Mengyi opened her mouth and took a few deep breaths. After she stabilized her emotions, she said with emotion: "Forget it, I want to open it, I can’t force this thing to love. I used to hate you because Ji Guanxin likes you, but Without you, I didn't see him like me, but even more ignored."
I said: "Everything is expensive, but the premise is that what you insist on is right. You have waited for him for more than 20 years, long enough."
I didn't say the rest, I think Zhou Mengyi can understand it.
Sure enough, Zhou Mengyi said: "Before he entered the operating room this time, I secretly swore that as long as he can pass this level safely and healthily, I will not love him in the future, and I will not pester him anymore. Give him a happy life. ."
Obviously it is very sad, but because of Zhou Mengyi's tone of "my lady let you make a living", I suddenly wanted to laugh. In fact, my lips are indeed curled up.
Zhou Mengyi wiped the tears from her face with a tissue, looked at me sideways and said, "Liang Zijin, I will ask you one last question."
I didn't look at her and didn't answer.
Zhou Mengyi asked herself: "If you knew Ji Guanxin's illness was so serious, would you still be willing to leave him?"
I:"……"
Zhou Mengyi’s question was the reason Luo Xiangdong kept hiding from me, and it was also an assumption that I regret but dare not think about.
I asked myself, I know that love is different from liking. One person can like several people at the same time, but love is one to one.
But if I knew that Ji Guanxin was so seriously ill, then I would definitely weigh the pros and cons. If I left him, what would happen to him?
With one person, whether it starts or ends, always be responsible. The more I thought about it, the more I felt that Luo Xiangdong really knew me too well, that's why he couldn't hide anything.
I was silent for a long time, and finally Zhou Mengyi smiled lightly: "I finally know why he died and would not tell you about his illness. A person like him will have to face and suffer. I am most afraid of others looking at him with distressed and pitiful eyes. , So he has been working hard to live like a normal person, even crazy than a normal person."
My heart is like being crushed by a boulder, and I can’t breathe.
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Is this a miss caused by a man-made ‘long-planning’, or is it Luo Xiangdong, not Ji Guanxin, who is destined to follow me to the end?
I love to be horny, but now I feel my head is going to explode.
There was a sound of footsteps not far away, and I turned my head to see that Luo Xiangdong was back. Looking at his familiar figure, the confusion in my eyes gradually dissipated, replaced by more clear and bright.
My lips opened, and I said softly to Zhou Mengyi: "Don't think about hypothetical questions. After all, we can't live in the past and hypotheses."
Zhou Mengyi said: "I just hope he can survive. I don't love him, he doesn't love you."
I said: "He is so proud, how can he end up alone?"
Hearing this, Zhou Mengyi slowly raised the corners of her lips and said softly: "Yes, he will not allow anyone to pity him."
Luo Xiangdong came to me, I stood up and said, "Let's go."
Luo Xiangdong looked at the expression on my face and asked: "Don't stay a while anymore?"
I shook my head: "Let's go."
We waited until we got out of the hospital and we were walking on the street. I took Luo Xiangdong's hand and said without warning, "Xiangdong, thank you for everything you have done for me."
Luo Xiangdong looked at me, I raised my eyes and smiled back at him.
Luo Xiangdong asked: "What was the sudden stimulation?"
But I didn't laugh, but I couldn't tell whether I was afraid or grateful.
Thank you Luo Xiangdong for everything and all the efforts we can do together. He did too many things behind my back that I didn't know, good or bad, different people have different opinions, but people have selfish motives, and people don't kill themselves.
Now that we can walk hand in hand on the road, this is fate, and it is also the result of our efforts not to give up on each other.
In this relationship, if one of us retreats first and gives up, then too much halfway through may crush us in minutes.
So I am grateful to Luo Xiangdong, and I am also grateful for my persistence, grateful to destiny for allowing us to meet, and grateful to destiny for allowing us to depend on each other.
Originally, I wanted to wait until Ji Guanxin woke up before giving another bracelet to Luo Xiangdong, but I was so excited that I took him directly to the jewelry store I visited yesterday.
I'm Lu Chi, Qiguai Baguai almost didn't make Luo Xiangdong confused. In the end, it was the jewelry store called Yuan that he took me to find.
I pushed the door and walked in. I looked up and saw the young girl standing at the counter. She was not the boss of yesterday, but another beautiful, tall beauty. She seemed to be young, probably under 20.
She said "Welcome" to us in Japanese, I smiled and nodded, and then asked her in Japanese: "Is the boss here?"
She said: "No, she has classes at school today. Is there anything I can help you with?"
I took out the stones from the bag, and said, "I want to make a bracelet. It is the stone bracelet I bought here yesterday. I said it was made of stones picked up in Todaiji Temple. I want one more. May I ask you. Can someone help me do it now?"
The girl looked at me with a few surprises in her eyes, and then asked aloud: "Yesterday my friend called me and said that someone wanted to buy that bracelet, is that you?"
Hearing this, I couldn't help but stare slightly, and said aloud: "You are the one who makes the bracelet?"
The girl smiled and nodded and said, "It's me. I happened to go to Todaiji Temple yesterday, not here."
I said, "I also went to Todaiji Temple yesterday, but I didn't see you."
She said: "We are really destined."
I heard her Japanese pronunciation is not very proficient, so I asked tentatively: "Are you Chinese?"
She immediately replied in Chinese: "I am Chinese."
In this way, the two of us started talking in Chinese. She said that her name is Luyao, and she is an exchange student sent to Japan to study on a domestic escort. She has just arrived for a year, working while studying.
She asked me, "Is your friend who is sick in Japan better?"
I sighed lightly: "Still in icu."
Luyao smiled and said: "Don't worry, we all sincerely wish him a speedy recovery, and he will surely get through the difficult times.
I said: "Thank you, for your good words."