Chapter 647: Let go

When Lu Yao went to Ding Siming's ward again in the afternoon, he saw two special nurses in his room. Ji Guanxin really did what he said. And resolutely.
Ding Siming let Lu Yao go home to rest. There is no need to take care of him in the hospital. Lu Yao finally felt relieved when he saw this and left the hospital. She returned to Xu's house.
Xu Yingjia received a call from Lu Yao. As soon as the doorbell rang, Lu Yao ran over to open the door. After chatting with Mother Xu for a while, I ate dinner again before returning to the room.
When she went to the bathroom. The phone in the bag rang, and Xu Yingjia opened the bag. This is to find a mobile phone. As a result, I accidentally saw that there were several boxes of medicine in the hospital's medical certificate. I was curious about what medicine it was. The effect of the medicine was written in the treatment of symptoms such as lower genital bleeding in women.
Xu Yingjia was taken aback. The phone is still ringing. She took it out and took a look. It was from another number from Zhan Bai.
Xu Yingjia connected, and a clear voice came from the phone: "Are you home?"
Xu Yingjia holds a mobile phone in one hand. With the other hand, she went to see the hospital diagnosis, and she replied casually: "It's me. Yaoyao is in the bathroom."
When the medical certificate opened, Xu Yingjia first saw the diagnosed item, which was related to the private part of the woman, and then looked back...
"How is she?"
The hymen was torn... Xu Yingjia looked at the last line of the medical certificate in surprise, and his mind was confused.
Zhan Bai didn't hear the sound, and couldn't help but say: "Hello? Are you listening?"
Xu Yingjia was panicked, her fingers on the phone tightened, and she replied slowly, "I'm listening, what did you just say?"
Zhan Bai said: "I asked Lu Yao how is it going, didn't you say that her news failed."
Xu Yingjia's brain is blank, and all of her consciousness is occupied by the torn words of hymen. She opened her lips slightly, but she could only make a ‘um’.
Zhan Bai said, "What's wrong with you?"
Xu Yingjia stared at the bathroom door, and said after a few seconds: "It's okay, I'll hang up first, and I'll talk later."
After all, Xu Yingjia has hung up regardless of what Zhan Bai said. She got up and walked to the bathroom door, opening + door without saying a word.
Lu Yao was getting up from the toilet, her pants still not up. Xu Yingjia saw the sanitary napkin on her underwear at a glance, and stared, she asked in a daze, "Yaoyao, what's wrong with you?"
Lu Yao didn't expect Xu Yingjia to come in suddenly. She glanced at her, then turned her gaze away, put on her pants, and replied aloud, "I'm fine."
Xu Yingjia stared straight at her, her voice was not loud, but she forbeared her fear: "Why does your hospital report say a torn hymen?"
Lu Yao shook her heart, but she was relieved just for a moment.
"You saw it." Lu Yao said calmly.
Xu Yingjia frowned and couldn't help but excitedly said, "Why did you go? How could it be like this?"
Lu Yao said: "Where did you want to go, I just went to make a news, I climbed a tree halfway, and was chased by someone. I don't know where it was stretched, so it was torn."
Xu Yingjia still frowned, looking at Lu Yao's eyes full of exploration and hesitation.
Upon seeing this, Lu Yao asked, "You don't believe it?"
Xu Yingjia was so scared that she cried directly. She choked up and said, "Yaoyao, don't scare me, what's the matter?"
Lu Yao hurriedly walked to Xu Yingjia and wiped her tears, "Really, I didn't lie to you, it was an accidental tear. Maybe I accidentally stretched it."
Xu Yingjia cried: "Really?"
"I swear."
"Isn't Ji Guanxin what to you?" Xu Yingjia looked at Lu Yao and thought of Ji Guanxin inexplicably.
Lu Yao's face changed slightly, and then she frowned and replied, "What do you think."
Xu Yingjia said: "Yaoyao, if Ji Guanxin dared to force you, you must tell us, don't carry it by yourself, I don't see you being so wronged."
Xu Yingjia burst into tears as she talked, Lu Yao took out a tissue to wipe her off, coaxing loudly: "Don't cry, I didn't feel so uncomfortable in my heart. When you cry, I want to cry together."
Xu Yingjia choked and said, "That's the hymen, how can you not cry?"
Lu Yao said: "Accident, I don't want it, but if it's gone, it's gone, what can I do?"
Xu Yingjia said: "You said that you are a big girl, you haven't even talked about a serious relationship, and you are so confused. If you have a boyfriend and a husband in the future, this matter is still not clear. "
Lu Yao suddenly thought of what Ji Guanxin said to her in the hospital. She lost her mind for a moment, and then she replied: "These days, there are too many places. If I can't get married because of this, it would be really strange."
Xu Yingjia said: "This is the trouble you have to say but you can't tell it clearly. If you really slept with someone, it wouldn't be a loss. There are so many wrongs now."
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Lu Yao was dumbfounded by Xu Yingjia's nose and tears. She said aloud: "Don't cry. Auntie will hear that it is difficult to explain later. I don't know how big the matter is."
Xu Yingjia looked at Lu Yao with red eyes: "Do you think this is not a big deal?"
Lu Yao replied as it should be: "I was accidental, and what happened to me? It's just a film, it doesn't matter."
Xu Yingjia said: "What if your future boyfriend and husband mind?"
Lu Yao said: "I always feel that those who believe in me don't need me to say, and I don't need to say more for those who don't believe me."
Xu Yingjia didn't know what expression to make, because Lu Yao was too calm, and calmly made her feel that she was not her but herself without her hymen.
After leaving the bathroom, it didn't take long for the white phone to call again. Lu Yao connected, Zhan Bai asked: "What's the matter?"
Lu Yao said, "It's okay."
Zhan Bai said, "It's okay, why did Jiajia suddenly hang up just now?"
Lu Yao glanced at Xu Yingjia who was sitting on the bed and wiping tears, and calmly replied: "I was anxious to ask her to help me get things."
Zhan Bai said: "You two must not hide anything from me."
Lu Yao said, "There is nothing to hide from you, don't think about it."
After a few words to appease Zhan Bai, Lu Yao hung up and Xu Yingjia said, "He is worried about you. He has been calling me for the past two days, for fear of something wrong with you."
Lu Yao said, "Don't tell him about this, he can save him too much."
Xu Yingjia said: "Then your news this time was not done, what are your plans next?"
Lu Yao said, "Continue to the next one."
Xu Yingjia frowned: "You have lost all your hymen after going out. Do you want to try again?"
Lu Yao said: "Don't always remind me, I just forgot."
Xu Yingjia said: "You are doing this for Jian Chengli to be able to afford everything, is it worth it?"
Lu Yao was silent. She lowered her gaze and didn't know what she was thinking. Xu Yingjia hated that iron could not become steel: "It's not that I said, ten years ago, if Jian Chengli liked you, you two would have become, instead of you countless times. Watching the woman next to him change after another, all you can do is shed tears behind your back. This time too, if Jian Chengli doesn’t stay with Guan Wan, she will be reported to the police in the middle of the night. Going to the game? To put it bluntly, he is a + desire to smoke the heart, only you are eagerly trying to save him, if it were me, I would kick him far away!"
Lu Yao lowered her head and whispered: "But I can't just watch..."
Xu Yingjia said: "Who didn't just watch? The Jane family has no way out there than you, how about it? Isn't there any movement here?"
After speaking hard, Xu Yingjia said softly, "Yaoyao, don't be so stubborn, you are not like you when you love someone. You secretly gave Jian Cheng your heart, but for so many years he has connected you. I don’t know if you like him, why don’t you say it, because you are like a mirror in your heart, and Jian Chengli doesn’t love you. Even if you say it, you still shave your head and pick you up. The result can only make you two go further and further. . Since you know something, why do you have to go all the way to the dark?"
It's not that Xu Yingjia hadn't said similar things before. It's just that Lu Yao had a problem. She understood many things, but she couldn't do it. After all, humans are not machines, and machines that cannot live make no mistakes, and she cannot seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. In fact, she is a very emotional group, willful and reckless, knowing that she will be hurt, but she still endures the pain and does not want to let go.
But today I don’t know what happened. After hearing Xu Yingjia’s words, Lu Yao only felt that something was gradually losing in her heart. It was her dedication and blind love for Jian Chengli for nearly eight years.
Maybe she lost the most precious thing today. Although she said it didn't matter, she felt uncomfortable after all. Xu Yingjia mentioned Guan Wan again. If Jian Chengli didn't stay with Guan Wan, he would not be taken advantage of by Ji Guanxin.
Her beloved moth is fighting the fire, but Jian Chengli's wrong is hopeless.
In contrast, her love is really cheap.
In just a moment, Lu Yao's head was empty, and her voice was heard before her consciousness. She said: "I want to help Jian Chengli, not only because I like him, but also because he is my family. If he can come out well this time..."
Lu Yao stopped and Xu Yingjia looked at her unblinkingly.
Maybe ten seconds, maybe even longer, Lu Yao lowered his eyes and said softly, "I will give up."
Give up the love for him, give up the feelings for him that I dare not speak, and no longer secretly like him.
Isn't it just a change of personal love? No matter how difficult it is, no matter how difficult it is to change, as long as you make up your mind, there will always be a moment to change.
When these words came out, Xu Yingjia was shocked. She stared at Lu Yao and asked, "Are you serious?"
Lu Yao said ‘um’.
Xu Yingjia knows how much Lu Yao usually speaks. In the past, no matter how Jian Chengli hurt her heart, she never said to give up, but now she finally confessed to let go.
Xu Yingjia excitedly took Lu Yao's hand, looked at her and said, "You really want to drive."
If you want to give up Jian Cheng Li, just think about it, your heart will still hurt. Lu Yao pursed her beautiful lips, tears floating in her eyes. I don't know why, at such times, she would suddenly think of the words Ji Guanxin once said, that she would rather demolish ten temples than destroy a marriage.
Is it true that you did something wrong? So the retribution is coming?