Chapter 679: Give up the taste of being alone

What is it like to give up a person who has been in love for many years?
No longer need to think of him all the time anytime, anywhere, and care about what he is doing at this moment. With whom. Have you ever thought of her? Don’t use your mobile phone to turn it on 24 hours a day, but whenever your mobile phone rings, the first person you think of is him; you don’t need to be excited because of his smiling face and a few sweet words. Nor will he be alone in tears because of his bad temper and coldness.
No need to sing love songs when you are drunk. His face is all over his head, and he will never see him in his dreams again. I wondered what she would look like with him.
Loving someone will also form a habit. Now, we must eliminate this habit. Lu Yao only felt that this was not for her to make a decision. But... killed her.
Everyone can tell the truth, but I have never seen anyone who can live like a textbook and spiritual chicken soup. At the very least, Lu Yao couldn't do it.
Open your eyes till dawn. Tears wet the pillowcase under the head a few times. She squeezed the horn and suppressed her silence. For fear of waking Xu Yingjia who was in bed.
Xu Yingjia wanted to chat with Lu Yao. But Lu Yao didn't want to talk, she was a'heart cruel' person. She will definitely do what she decides, even if the decision will kill her.
Now she decided to put down Jian Chengli. So even if the heartache twitches, she has the right to be her last night's indulgence. Tonight, she will be willful, miss him unscrupulously, and recall all their past, good and bad. Because after tonight, she won't allow herself to think about it anymore.
In summer, early in the morning, Xu Yingjia faintly heard some voices. She opened her eyes in a daze and found that there was no one around her. There was light from the curtains, and she turned around and saw the bathroom lights were on and the sound of water was coming from inside.
I took a look at the phone, and it was only 5:40 in the morning.
Xu Yingjia couldn't sleep, lying on the bed and waiting for Lu Yao to come out.
Lu Yao didn't blow her head, and came out from inside after a while wearing her newly changed clothes. Seeing Xu Yingjia's eyes open, she asked aloud: "Did I wake you up?"
When he spoke, his voice was dumb.
It was just one night. Xu Yingjia looked sideways. Lu Yao's face was still white, but his eyes were swollen, looking like single eyelids.
Turning over and sitting up, Xu Yingjia whispered: "Did you cry again last night?"
Lu Yao sat by the bed, took off the towel on her head, and wiped her hair, while answering the wrong questions: "I got up early today and will go to buy breakfast later. What do you and auntie want to eat?"
Xu Yingjia looked at Lu Yao's narrow shoulders and slender arms, and then thought that she looked at the direction Jian Chengli left last night, crying but there was no sound.
The throat suddenly choked, and Xu Yingjia frowned, "Call Jian Chengli, tell him everything, and tell him how much you love him over the years and how much you have done for him."
Compared to Xu Yingjia's excitement, Lu Yao sat on the side of the bed, as indifferently as if it had nothing to do with herself.
The pink lips lightly opened, and she replied in a hoarse voice: "Don't talk about it anymore. From now on, he is just my brother."
Hearing this, Xu Yingjia looked at Lu Yao intently, wanting to see some expressions on her face, even if it was painful.
But after Lu Yao's ‘baptism’ last night all night, now there is only a blank expression on his face. She doesn't cry, let alone make a fuss, just like a painting. If she doesn't move, Xu Yingjia will think she is fake.
For a while, Xu Yingjia didn't know how to persuade her. She used to tell Lu Yao to give up and not to love Jian Chengli again, but now Lu Yao really gave up, but she felt that something was wrong.
After thinking for a while, Xu Yingjia came back to his senses. What she wanted was Lu Yao's willingness to give up, but now Lu Yao was forced to give up. Seeing Lu Yao feel uncomfortable but not say anything, Xu Yingjia also wronged her.
Lu Yao wiped her hair halfway dry, and just dangled it casually. Xu Yingjia said, "Wait for a while, and I will go downstairs with you."
Just after six o'clock in the morning, the two left the house together. There is a breakfast place near the community, and the two of them walked home carrying buns, fried dough sticks and three boxes of porridge.
On the way, Lu Yao didn't speak, and Xu Yingjia knew that under her peaceful face, her heart must be painful. I really want to say a few words of comfort, but this kind of thing, who knows who hurts, and what others say, are just talks on paper.
In order to ease the atmosphere, Xu Yingjia took the initiative to speak, she said: "Mobile does not open until 8 o'clock in the morning. We will buy a mobile phone for you after dinner, and then go to Mobile to call out the calling card."
"Ok."
"If there is nothing urgent for you, let's go shopping directly after we finish the work? I haven't been shopping for a long time."
"it is good."
"I also want to dye my hair. Recently, I read some popular hair colors on the Internet. I want to dye a thin rattan color. Do you think it looks good?"
"Ask at that time."
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Xu Yingjia really tried his best to tease Lu Yao, not expecting to make her forget anything, just hope she would not keep thinking about it.
Lu Yao is also very cooperative. It is not that she is indifferent, but is really a heart. She is throbbing every minute and she doesn't even have the strength to speak.
Back home, Xu Yingjia took out the key and opened the door. As soon as the door was opened, Mother Xu, who was sitting on the sofa in the living room and watching TV, stood up. As she walked to the hallway, she said, "Where did you two children go in the early morning? I opened the door, you two It's gone."
Xu Yingjia said: "Yaoyao must go downstairs to buy breakfast for you."
Xu's mother greeted him, took what was in their hands, and continued to say: "Oh, I can buy breakfast when I go downstairs. Why do you two get up so early?"
Lu Yao wore glasses on her face, and she smiled and said, "It's okay, Auntie, we should get up early to exercise."
Mother Xu saw Lu Yao's red and swollen eyes and her hoarse voice, and said hurriedly: "Why are you crying?"
Xu Yingjia interrupted: "Mom, don't ask, Yaoyao's family affairs are all handled now."
Xu's mother is also a good person, and immediately responded, greeted the two of them to come in, and then went to the kitchen with a bag.
Xu Yingjia went back to the room first, and Lu Yao was alone in the living room. The TV is on and it is the morning social news channel. The latest piece of news is playing above.
The reporter said: "Last night at around 8:10, a robbery occurred at Homeinn Hotel on Hengyuan Road. According to the hotel guests' reaction last night, at the time of the incident, a group of people came in the lobby of Homeinn Hotel, saying it was necessary. Looking for a female guest, and claiming that the female guest is being threatened by gangsters at this time, and asked the hotel to take measures immediately, but the manager on duty at Home Inn that night refused these people's requests for fear of disturbing the guests. There was a dispute, until the police arrived, held a search warrant, sealed the entire hotel, and checked the rooms one by one. Finally, the victim female guest was found. The female guest was only slightly injured and lost part of her belongings. There was no major impact on her life. ."
"According to our reporter, this victimized female guest was the girlfriend of Ji Guanxin, the boss of cutting-edge entertainment. At the time of the incident, it was also Ji Guanxin who arrived first. Out of the victim’s right to protect his privacy, we will follow The heroine in a video is played with mosaic..."
The video was shot with a mobile phone. It looks like a person in the hotel lobby. I don't know if it is a guest or a staff member. Ji Guanxin's face didn't beat a horse. He embraced the woman next to him, facing the person in charge of the hotel, with a gloomy and handsome face, and said: "I'm sorry, not a dumb person will say, I don't need your lips to hold the two seconds Zhong, give you twenty-four hours and give me and my girlfriend an acceptable answer."
The scene switched back to the studio, and the host on stage began to judge the hotel’s safety measures with a serious face.
Xu's mother came out of the kitchen with steamed buns, fried dough sticks and porridge.
Seeing Lu Yao standing in the living room, staring at the TV in a daze, she said: "The world is really chaotic now. You said that things will happen in the hotel. Jia Jia had to run out last night, and I can't let it go. She lives outside."
Lu Yao quickly turned around and helped Xu's mother set the tableware together.
Xu Yingjia appeared in front of the bedroom door, and she waved at Lu Yao: "Yaoyao, come here."
Mother Xu said, "What are you doing? Come to eat."
Xu Yingjia casually replied, "Immediately."
Lu Yao walked into the bedroom, Xu Yingjia closed the door smoothly, she anxiously took out the phone and showed it to Lu Yao. Lu Yao looked down, and as expected, what happened last night made the headlines.
Compared with social news's "show mercy", those entertainment reporters are pointing to this to eat. There are videos of her not playing horses and clear screenshots on the Internet.
There are only ten hot searches on Weibo, five of which are all from last night's events. And ranked first, the title read: Ji Guanxin girlfriend.
From the degree of hot topics, we can see the direction people are paying attention to news hotspots. It is obviously a terrorist incident, but when it comes to the entertainment page, it is the focus of who is the girlfriend of whom.
Lu Yao knew that she couldn't keep things from Ji Guanxin, so she stared at her mobile phone and said lightly, "Just wait a few days."
Xu Yingjia subconsciously wanted to ask, what about Jian Chengli?
But when he looked up and saw the look in Lu Yao's eyes, it was really stagnant. Xu Yingjia swallowed the words back into his stomach, and then said: "Let's take a step and take a step. Ji Guanxin will handle this matter."
The two of them left the room and sat at the dining table to have dinner with Xu's mother. Just halfway through the meal, Xu Yingjia's cell phone rang. It was from Zhan Bai. She glanced at Lu Yao, said nothing, got up and walked into the room with her cell phone.
After playing for ten minutes, she opened the door and came out.
Mother Xu said: "Come and eat quickly, it will be cold for a while."
Xu Yingjia just sat down, her buttocks were not hot yet, and her phone rang again.
Xu mother said: "Who is looking for you in the morning?"
Xu Yingjia handed the phone to Lu Yao, and Lu Yao glanced at the number. It was Ji Guanxin.