Chapter 845: Years of love and meaning, once lost

Jane Beibei's sudden confession made the atmosphere of the scene suddenly plunged into embarrassment. Lu Yao stood by the dining table, more cramped than when she did not receive a cup of water in the hospital ward.
Seeing the tangled color flashing in Lu Yao's eyes. Ji Guanxin said something lukewarm. "If you have anything, wait until after you finish eating, don't talk about personal matters at the dinner table."
Talking. He took Lu Yao's hand. Let her sit next to her.
Ji Guanxin spoke, so it's natural that others can't say anything else. Jian Hongfeng glanced at Jian Beibei. The first reaction came and smiled. Say aloud: "Yes, let's eat first. Don't wait until the dishes are cold."
A crowd just took their seats. Jian Hongfeng had already prepared red and white wine before, but Ji Guanxin said that he had quit, so this wine was useless.
Jian Hongfeng could only take the initiative to pick up food for Lu Yao. She smiled and said, "Yaoyao. Eat more. Don't you like braised pork stew with potatoes the most, I specially asked Aunt Zhang to make it for you."
Reach out and don't hit smiley people. What's more, the wrong person is not Jian Hongfeng, so Lu Yao still respects Jian Hongfeng as always. There is politeness and alienation in respect.
Jian Hongfeng was embarrassed to give Ji Guanxin some food, so he said to Lu Yao: "You give Guanxin some food, I don't know what he likes to eat."
Lu Yao raised his chopsticks and put cumin grilled chicken wings for Ji Guanxin. Du Hui smiled and said, "Guanxin, try it. I marinated chicken wings last night. Don't you like chicken."
In the future, the face of the mother-in-law is still to be given. Originally, Ji Guanxin was not willing to eat Jian's food. Hearing this, he immediately curled his lips and responded with a smile. After taking a bite, he praised Du Hui's craftsmanship.
He treated such obvious differences, everyone can see, but there is no way for him.
Ji Guanxin didn't want to talk about Jian Beibei. Jian Hongfeng could only talk to him about Lu Yao, otherwise no one was talking at the table, wouldn't it be embarrassing?
But when we talk about the two of them, it is bound to hit Jian Chengli. The only blame is that Jian's family is inferior now, and he has to take care of Ji Guanxin's face.
Jian Chengli Tongcheng was speechless. He ate silently. In fact, he said that he was eating. He only acted to eat. In fact, he swallowed into his stomach, only a few mouthfuls of food.
Lu Yao is a sensitive person, and she will also take into account the feelings of those around her. She can feel that Jian Chengli's silence makes people... uncomfortable. But what can she say? What can you do? Since he wanted it, she couldn't give it, so it was destined that the two would not even be friends and family members in the future.
While chatting with Du Hui and Jian Hongfeng, Ji Guanxin paid attention to the actions of Lu Yao and Jian Chengli on the table.
Recently, she has spoken a lot, but today is also exceptionally silent. Is it because she saw Jian Chengli that she felt awkward?
People at the same table really have different minds.
This meal is destined to be a banquet, but it’s also unusual for the hostess to be led by the nose.
Everyone didn't know how to eat, so it didn't take long for everyone to put out chopsticks.
Jian Hongfeng is not easy to talk about Jian Beibei with Ji Guanxin, so he has notified Du Hui in advance and asked her to talk to Ji Guanxin. Lu Yao thought of this, and Ji Guanxin also wanted it.
Ji Guanxin had already thought about his words, but was just waiting for a suitable opportunity, and this opportunity was...
"Yaoyao, you can help me."
This is what Jian Chengli said.
He wanted to get up from the chair, probably because his legs were not convenient, so he called Lu Yao.
After Lu Yao was stunned, she got up and came to him. She was very calm in her heart, so she held Jian Chengli's arm with both hands and lifted him from the chair.
He didn't say hello to anyone, just stepped upstairs. Lu Yao didn't say anything while supporting him.
Seeing the two of them went upstairs, Jian Hongfeng was secretly relieved. It seemed that Jian Chengli couldn't let go of Jian Beibei, so he still had to talk to Lu Yao.
It's just that... he peeked at Ji Guanxin's expression again, fearing that Ji Guanxin would misunderstand him, so he was even more unhappy.
But the expression on Ji Guanxin's face was as usual, and he didn't even look at Lu Yao and Jian Chengli, but just smiled and chatted with Du Hui.
Upstairs, Lu Yao helped Jian Chengli back into the room. Jian Chengli sat by the bed, and Lu Yao helped him put the crutches within his reach.
He was silent, Lu Yao said straightforwardly: "You want to tell me about Jian Beibei."
Not a question, but a statement.
Upon hearing this, Jian Cheng felt an inexplicable twitch in his heart. He wanted to speak, but he didn't know how to speak.
Finally, he looked up at Xia Lu Yao, and Jian Chengli's black pupils were full of her images. He didn't answer, "Let you forgive Beibei, would you blame me?"
Lu Yao was not surprised that Jian Cheng Li would say this, so she replied indifferently: "Why? Jian Beibei is your sister."
The conscience of heaven and earth, she had absolutely no meaning to ridicule in these words, just to make things reasonable. But after Jian Cheng Li listened, his brows frowned slightly, and a sudden pain in his heart.
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He wanted to explain to her, but found a lot of words, it was unnecessary to speak.
Is he still wronging her for Jane Beibei? Even if he knew that Jian Beibei did something wrong, he still chose to stand on Jian Beibei's side, just like Jian Hongfeng and Zhou Wanping.
Now that she has Ji Guanxin, she has relied on, but in the bottom of her heart, she still feels wronged, right?
Jian Chengli can understand Lu Yao's feelings, so he loves her more and hates herself even more. After all, he chose family affection.
Lu Yao saw Jian Chengli looking at her, her eyes were full of pain and struggle, but she said nothing. She sighed secretly, and then said: "Don't worry, I don't have to look at anyone's face, but if you speak, I will still let Jane Beibei go. I did not forgive her, but she is your sister, so I It won't hurt her either."
Lu Yao's words, said all her gratitude to Jian Chengli. That's right, just grateful. She now wants to repay him for so many years of care, so even if Jian Beibei was so wrong, she would still persuade Ji Guanxin to raise her hands high and not hurt Jian Chengli's only sister.
How can Jian Chengli know Lu Yao's mood? She loves Ji Guanxin, but she has no longer nostalgic for him.
In the end, he personally killed his last little bit of good in her heart, for the so-called blood relationship.
This is his own choice, so Jian Cheng encourages no one. He speaks a thousand words. When he speaks, he moved his lips, but he didn't make a sound several times. For a long time, he squeezed out two very lowly. Word, "thank you."
She used this way to pay back his love, what else could he say besides thanking him?
When Lu Yao heard this, the only thing in her heart was calm, thank you, it's better than sorry.
The two are in the same room, and it is always bad not to say a word, so Lu Yao said softly: "You must keep your legs well and don't leave any sequelae in the future. I'm going down, you can rest."
Lu Yao finished speaking, turned and walked out.
Jian Chengli's voice suddenly came from behind him, "Yaoyao..."
Lu Yao paused, and her heart trembled slightly. It was not emotional, but a little scared, afraid that he would say something that would make her difficult to answer.
Taking a breath in secret, she pretended to turn around calmly, looked at him and asked, "Anything else?"
Jian Chengli looked at Lu Yao, suppressing the pain in his eyes, his lips opened, and he said, "Do you love Ji Guanxin?"
This question... Lu Yao almost didn't mind, she nodded and said back: "Of course, otherwise, why would I want to marry him?"
Not why you would marry him, but why you want to marry him. The difference of a word tells her true thoughts in her heart.
Jian Chengli looked at her, slowly curled the corners of her lips, and finally said with a faint smile: "Okay, I will take care of my injury, and I will go to your wedding."
Lu Yao smiled and said, "Well, I will be back to Winter City in two days. When I come back, I will come and see you."
The two rarely talked peacefully like this. He used to make her angry, or Lu Yao had a cold fight with him. Anyway, it was also a time when she hadn't had a good face. Now it is finally at peace, but it is the bridge to the bridge, the road to the road, each is peaceful.
Seeing Lu Yao turn around and leave, Jian Cheng's throat choked when the door was closed. At the same time, his nose became sour, and his vision suddenly blurred.
Clutching the sheets under him, he gritted his teeth without making a sound. It turned out that his heart could hurt so much that he couldn't even breathe.
In fact, what he wanted to ask Lu Yao just now was not whether she loves Ji Guanxin or not, but whether she ever took a moment, even a second, to him after so many years?
If he happened to tell her at the moment when she was tempted, I love you, would she plunge into his arms? From then on, he will hold her in her world?
Lu Yao left Jian Chengli's room and subconsciously let out a sigh of relief.
She thought Jian Chengli would ask her if she ever liked him. How would she answer? Is it to be honest or to lie to him?
Fortunately, he didn't ask.
A lot of people pass by in this way; many things are like this in the bottom of their hearts; forget who said such a sentence, if you love her, just tell her boldly, don’t think what you are thinking, the other person will know , I actually love you, but you don’t know.
Jian Chengli would never know in this life that Lu Yao had ‘loved’ him for eight years; nor would he know that it was because of him that led to a marriage between Lu Yao and Ji Guanxin.
For such a long time, he had countless opportunities to let Lu Yao belong to him, but because of his repeated trials, he still lost her.
Now Lu Yao has found his home, leaving him alone to torment.
Lu Yao came downstairs and saw Ji Guanxin sitting on the sofa in the living room, with Jian Hongfeng and Du Hui sitting opposite. The three of them did not know what they were talking about.
She walked over, and Ji Guanxin saw her and smiled and said, "Is your brother okay?"
Lu Yao looked at him the same, still wondering in his heart that he is really good and bad.
But she didn't expect that what Ji Guanxin had in mind was to ask Jian Chengli to mention it to her. In this way, Jian Chengli was in Lu Yao's heart, and he really had no nostalgia.