Chapter 28: Do you understand

(No.145—No.149)
No.145
I sneaked into the classroom through the back door, and I was stopped by simple and β with an angry expression just two steps.
"Swimming." Beta gave me a sideways look.
"We are very anxious about ordering without you, don't you know?" I simply rushed to squeeze my face, and my gums were exposed.
"What's so anxious..."
"Because I want to eat yuba and huazhiwan, and I also want to eat noodles and luncheon meat. I want to eat a lot of different kinds, but only the two of us can't eat that much. We cut off a lot as soon as you left. The possibility of ordering, can you convict?"
I hurried to pay a smile: "Today is really an emergency. I'm serious, don't blame me, next time it's not so urgent, I must report in advance."
"What to report? Are you too late? When you see Xiao Bai's face..."
"Β, pay attention to the words!" Simply interrupted.
"Oh, look at the virtue when you saw the little handsome guy. You run along the stairs holding hands. Tsk tsk, we can't stop shouting from behind, even Xu Yanliang and Yu Huai are dumbfounded. Are you worthy of us? You? Worry about the yuba?"
"There are also wide fans." Simply added.
"And luncheon meat."
"And Huazhiwan."
"Okay!" I can't stand the pair of cross talk actors in front of me. I quickly lowered my voice and asked the most important question, "What did you say? I... Xu Yanliang saw it?"
Nodded briefly: "Yes, they..."
"Yes, Xu Yanliang saw it."
β cuts off simple words. This dead girl is absolutely deliberate, she knows who I want to ask.
"Tomorrow, I will treat you with Mala Tang." I said sincerely.
"Oh, Yu Huai was so angry that his nose was crooked, so he turned and left," β quickly connected, "I haven't been back to work until now. Hearing Xu Yanliang said he didn't go to play ball at noon, so I don't know where to get sulking. Up."
Observing my reaction simply and carefully: "Geng Geng, I think this is a good thing. If you don't say it, I thought you did it on purpose. You see how he cares."
My mouth cramps. Simple brain memory is a small stage for idol drama.
I didn't say anything, I went back to my seat, sat down, opened the book, glanced at it, and looked out the window distractedly.
I swear that I will live in a place where all seasons are warm as spring. The winter in the north is very severe, the sky is gray and the ground is gray, even the wind is blowing, and I feel that I can't live anymore.
Yu Huai should hate me completely this time. If I talked about the parents' meeting last night, I could still talk nonsense that I accidentally heard something when I was back in class. What happened to Lin Yang's sleeves this time? Find someone familiar with his gossip?
The first class in the afternoon was art. The class was in the multimedia classroom of the Arts and Sports Center. At 1:25, everyone took the textbooks and walked out one after another. I was still sitting in my seat and waiting, Xu Yanliang had come to remind me.
"What are you waiting for, go to class, I want to leave the door locked."
"Give me the key, I lock it."
When the preparation bell rang, Yu Huai appeared at the back door of the classroom. Only me was left in the room.
"I'm sorry." I blurted out.
Yu Huai stood at the door looking at me without moving.
After I said this, I didn't know what I should continue to say, so I stared at him. In order to maintain my momentum, I insisted on not blinking.
Ten seconds later, Yu Huai strode over, and I instinctively retreated. At that moment, I didn't know what it was like, excited or scared?
Somehow, I actually thought that if the person standing here is simple at this time, I should have closed my eyes and raised my head.
Give me a kiss.
I was so disgusted by my own thoughts, Yu Huai had already rubbed my head into a chicken coop.
"It's all spicy and spicy in your mind, right?"
The phrase Yu Huai shouted at me was no less than the two "Mom" sounds last night.
No.146
We skipped class. Although it was an art class, I was still very disturbed. Yu Huai naturally didn't care. Nonsense, he has a grade body protector with a shining golden body at 360 degrees.
Anyway, the method is not the end in class. He has achieved the end, and the method has long ceased to exist.
"Can you stop blaming Lin Yang? I begged him to tell me, and he didn't say anything."
"Then what did he say?"
"Basically all said."
Yu Huai was so angry that he was frothing, and when I looked at it, my heart suddenly felt a little acidic.
As for, as to hide so deep?
"I also have the right to know, do you feel embarrassed to play me alone? I apologize, but you really lied to me."
"What right do you have to know? What did I lie to you?"
"You said that you have been sitting at the same table with me, not because, not because..."
My vitality surged in an instant.
Because of what?
Isn't it because I owed Chen Xuejun back then!
But the last half sentence can't be said.
I can understand why the actors always tell the obvious things in TV dramas.
What is aggrieved? To be aggrieved means to be ashamed of speaking out, but not to be upset by speaking out.
Yu Huai looked at me intently, with a look of innocent and ignorant expression that made my internal organs turn into a hot pot, and the fire burned.
"Yu Huai, I don't believe you don't understand."
"Do you think I did this to compensate Chen Xuejun?"
"...Just understand, you don't need to say..."
He yanked my head aside vigorously: "Come on, Geng, head tilted and jumped on one foot when the head gets in the water, jump out the Mala Tang a little bit, come on!"
"Who do you think got water in his head?"
"You! What do I owe her? Why do I owe her to make up for you? You treat yourself as an ATM, and whoever owes it will be paid to you?"
Your uncle... makes sense.
"Then, what is going on? Do you dare to say that you were so abnormal last night and it has nothing to do with the previous things?"
Finally there was a moment when Yu Huai was asked by me.
"I just feel so shameless." Yu Huai shrugged, facing my piercing eyes, he turned his face to look at the uncleaned physical formula on the blackboard.
"I also feel a little guilty."
It took a long time to add another sentence.
No.147
Chen Xuejun had tattoos a long time ago.
People have love in their hearts, no matter how deep or shallow they are, they will be particularly brave. Chen Xuejun's bravery was used in the text.
Her first tattoo was a "Zhang", which was her boyfriend's surname at that time; later it became "Zheng", which was another boyfriend.
In Yu Huai's words: "She will write an article "Hundred Family Surnames" on herself sooner or later."
When they are free, the two will also have a good chat. Chen Xuejun is a girl with no mouth, different from β’s mouth poison and wit, Chen Xuejun’s mouth has a naivety that should have been annihilated at the age of fourteen or five. For example, she firmly believes that she will fall in love early. Because she lacks paternal love.
When Yu Huai couldn't bear the mess on her desk and helped to sort out the papers, she said without warning, Yu Huai, it would be fine if you were my dad.
If I have a hot and spicy head, can anyone tell me what is in this girl's mind, Chen Xuejun, and Lu Xue? !
However, the Chen Xuejun in Yu Huai's eyes is not just the innocent girl in Lin Yang's eyes who would hold her nail polish and say to the teacher "I don't believe you."
Just the afternoon before Yu Huai's mother rushed into school, Yu Huai was also worrying about her monthly exam results. No one is 100% sure of fate. No matter how smart and powerful Yu Huai is in my eyes, he is only a teenager who will doubt himself if he fails the exam.
We don't really know ourselves. The most familiar face named Self is the image reflected by this mirror named World.
At this time, Yu Huai looked at Chen Xuejun, who turned over as a tablecloth and tried on nail polish after getting the paper, suddenly felt a deep envy. He took the initiative to speak to this girl for the first time and asked her why she has been so carefree.
Chen Xuejun is not a person who can tell the truth, and may not even notice that Yu Huai is worrying. She honestly said that I am not carefree.
When I saw my father accompany the county party secretary into the bathing center like a grandson, I would feel sick when I was dumped by my boyfriend. After I bought so many issuing cards and notebooks for the same table, the other party would still join up with other girls and curse her not When you face, your hands and feet will be cold with anger.
She wandered in front of the school with her schoolbag after school, and wandered in the classroom with her schoolbag and stationery box when she was going to school.
No one wants to be with her. She moved around and was tired herself.
What did i do wrong? Chen Xuejun asked Yu Huai with his big eyes blinking.
How could Yu Huai understand the discord between girls? He didn't even understand Lin Yang, the second stupid son.
At that moment, he might have forgotten his unsatisfactory monthly exam papers, and began to think carefully about the problems he had always disdained before, that is, why do girls hate Chen Xuejun? If it’s because she doesn't study well, don't many of these girls also get the bottom of the exam? Why, why exactly?
I seriously feel that it is impossible to get any results with Yu Huai's primitive thinking like a wild monkey.
Sure enough, he didn't want to understand, so he stubbed his neck: "I think you are not wrong."
Chen Xuejun's eyes were bright, and he nodded seriously: "I think too. I'm not wrong."
Before the words fell, the girl's eyes dimmed silently.
"But, I don't want to change seats around with things anymore. It's like a wild dog that nobody wants, so embarrassing." I thought, I could guess what Yu Huai's answer was.
"Then we will always sit at the same table."
No.148
Yu Huai's mother's thunder anger was effective immediately. The distressed head teacher interrupted the self-study class when he returned to the class. Under everyone's eager gaze, Chen Xuejun stood up holding the things, walked through the classroom, and sat on the single table beside the podium.
The newly established individual seat is like a pillar of shame for this class.
She doesn’t need to be at the same table anymore. This single seat is farther forward than the first row. In order not to block the sight of others, it’s set up extraordinarily, just below the big TV set on the upper left side of the classroom. I can't see the blackboard at all.
Maybe the head teacher also feels that Chen Xuejun no longer needs to read the blackboard.
Chen Xuejun was holding the mess of bottles and jars, and he stumbled somehow after taking a step, and everything clinked to the ground. Yu Huai got up at a loss and helped her pick it up. As soon as he bent over, he heard a dissatisfied cough from the back door. He looked up and saw his mother with a sad expression.
No.149
After that, Chen Xuejun never spoke to Yu Huai again, nor did he speak to anyone in that class. In May, before the senior high school entrance examination, all junior high school students in the city took part in the examination which was purely a walking form. After the examinations are over, everyone will be able to receive the junior high school diploma-Chen Xuejun disappeared after that.
"I don't think she is blaming you. Not talking to you may really be just for fear of causing you trouble."
"Don't you think the whole thing is embarrassing?" Yu Huai's wheat-colored face flushed slightly, not knowing whether it was because of guilt or anger.
After all, it is the first time a teenage boy uttered a promise. No matter whether the promise is connected with friendship, love, or just a little friendship, the next day he was slapped by reality, and the leader was himself. Mother.
Yu Huai wasn't someone who would quarrel with his mother. At most, he listened to the elders' nagging with a gloomy expression, his left ear went in and his right ear couldn't get out. He wanted to prove himself, to prove that those unreasonable worries were wrong, but the league was cancelled and he was not admitted to the top class.
I suddenly remembered that the first time I saw Yu Huai, at the registration meeting under the scorching sun, he showed an awkward and disdainful expression when he listened to the call from the potbellied male parent.
That was a suffocating breath in the chest, I don't know if he is finished now.
"How do you know your mother will definitely change seats with Zhang Pingti after the parent meeting?"
"Didn't you hear everything?" Yu Huai squinted at me, "I know she is nagging, so I keep telling her that I am a boy at the same table, anyway, your name can't distinguish between men and women. The parent meeting she saw You will know that I lied, she has never been tense, and she will definitely go to Zhang Ping soon."
No wonder he squinted at me, this is indeed a basic reasoning.
"Last night, did you argue with your mother?"
"No."
"Then why did you cut your hair like this? It's ugly."
"It's upset, I'm happy."
"Then what's the matter with your yin and yang strange all morning?" I still couldn't help asking him.
"Where am I so angry? I haven't said anything this morning."
"The breathing is the same as Yin and Yang!"
Yu Huai glared at me without speaking.
"Then... Then you blame me for asking everywhere and making you lose face?"
"This is the grudge between me and Lin Yang, you stand aside."
I thought about it for a while, Lin Yang should be quite stunned like that, so don't worry too much.
Yu Huai felt that he had finished what he should have said, so he opened the poor physics workbook with curled edges, and went on doing it. I watched silently. He used the elimination method for the first multiple-choice question, substituting several options into the question one by one, and quickly figured out the answer.
It seems that he has been doing physics problems half an hour ago, never stopped, never told a story about promises to sit at the same table but never come true.
"I don't know which way you fuckin', alas."
He complained without looking up, and went on to the next question.
I listened to the sound of his gel pen on the paper, the words I really wanted to ask were stuck in my throat, and then I slid down my throat inch by inch.
He said, he doesn't know what my heart is.
I ask more questions and know more about the past that I should not know, but I just want to clarify the simplest fact.
I know why I want to sit next to you.
But did you know?