Chapter 242: My will is unchangeable

to him.
Breathing method, forging body method, meditation ideas, knight martial arts, spiritual skills, magic skills ... no matter what kind of skills, how difficult to learn.
Is there a difference?
As long as you can get started.
I'm afraid that some skills cannot even get started.
"In a month's time, it should not be difficult to get started with five French-Indians."
The difficulty of studying France and India is unprecedentedly difficult.
It is one of the most difficult skills to learn in the apprenticeship of the wizard.
"Should it be okay?"
Although he felt a little uneasy in his heart, as soon as he thought of the scene where he learned Aldfayin, he suddenly became confident.
Looking back deeply at the bronze gate.
In the door, there is an official wizard.
The Wirtley Wizard is one of only three formal wizards in the Gerald Potion Academy.
The mentor Vertelli gave him great help and was one of the people he thanked most.
but--
"Sure enough, the feeling of lack of power is really uncomfortable!"
All the transactions he has done with Vertley's mentor so far are based on the premise that Vertley is willing to trade fairly and not covet his things.
What if the other party is a bit malicious?
He has no choice.
I can only bear it.
"Is the one-month French-Indian learning authority? She should know how difficult it is to learn French-Indian? At least two months? Twenty free opportunities for enlightenment? Why one month?"
He really hopes that everyone is kind, sincere and loving.
Unfortunately, it is impossible!
"Every time I stand in front of a powerful presence that can transcend myself and can kill myself, I can't help but be afraid and afraid."
This is the self-protection instinct of life.
If he can, he doesn't want to make too much contact with formal wizards.
But he had to rely on Vertley mentor.
"What a contradictory feeling!"
...
After saying goodbye to Vertley's mentor.
Will found Monte.
When they met, they made an appointment and had a big meal.
"I'm not going to save you money, be prepared for me to be slaughtered." When he saw Monte, Will immediately smiled.
"Eat it all, I still have the money to fill your stomach." Monte also said with a smile.
The two bought good wine and food and ate and drank in Monte's room.
The room allocated after becoming a tutor is much larger than the room in the apprentice dormitory area.
It is better to say a small courtyard than a room.
There are kitchens, halls, guest rooms, refining rooms, practice rooms, storage rooms ... there are hundreds of square meters, and there are three floors.
The two were drinking, while telling their experiences in the past three years.
Monte talked about how he became a third-class apprentice in three years, what tasks he did, how he was rewarded, and how to use the magic stone more effectively.
He said this was to teach Will to become a third-class apprenticeship experience.
After that, I talked about the changes of the college in three years.
What happened, and those talented students were enrolled in the school, and those who were given high hopes failed to advance the third-class apprenticeship ...
He also talked about Yulen and Judy.
Ullen and Judy are Monte ’s best friends, and Will both rank third.
Yulen, died while doing the Yinyinguo mission at Guana Falls.
Monte felt very sad about Ulen's death, and repeatedly expressed regret to Will, saying Ulen had harmed him.
But he didn't mention anything about Soros, who actually killed Ullen and forced Will into desperation.
"Three years ago, Soros struck the realm of wizards. I don't know what happened? Have you become a wizard?" Will wanted to know, but he didn't know who to ask.
A person who had resentment with Soros actively probed Soros's intelligence, and it would be bad if he was hated.
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He just wanted to be low-key and low-key.
Don't cause Soros' attention until you have the power to avenge.
After talking about Ullen, Judy was mentioned.
Judy, a cheerful and beautiful girl.
After the lifespan is approaching, and after learning that his advanced third-class apprentice is hopeless, he chooses to leave the college and go home to spend the last time with his loved ones.
In the college's more than ten years, Monte has seen too many farewells.
Apprentices of the same class as him, except for a few blood vessels, died and left.
"Unexpectedly, the talented me is actually the only one of us who is an advanced third-class apprentice." Monte smiled and smiled so miserably.
Will also told Monte selectively about his three years of life in Cava City.
Under the swaying candlelight.
The two were drinking wine one by one, talking, laughing and crying.
I don't know how long.
The wine I bought was finished, and both of them were drunk.
Will declined Monte's retention and walked toward the dormitory with a trembling pace.
After a certain distance from Monte's room, Will's swaying body gradually stood up, and his turbid eyes regained clarity.
"I'm still too young!"
He now has a lot of control over his body than he did two years ago.
He does not need to exclude alcohol from the body, he can directly control alcohol from entering the bloodstream and not getting drunk.
Even if alcohol enters the blood, it is just a soft body, and the brain is still awake.
He shouldn't be drunk.
But he was indeed drunk.
Although not drunk.
"As long as you actively make alcohol into the blood, control your spirit, and make your consciousness confused and want to get drunk, it is still very simple."
He didn't want to be drunk, he wouldn't be drunk if he drank a large tank of alcohol.
He wants to be drunk, and he can be drunk with plain water.
There is no sword in his hand, but a sword in his heart.
"I shouldn't do this."
Being drunk will make your state slip and be confused. This is a wrong choice.
No matter how safe the place is, no matter what emotions, it is necessary to maintain a 100% state and deal with emergencies.
But he did relax tonight.
He was infected by Monte's emotions and became lost, sad, and depressed.
"My heart is weakened." Will clutched his chest. "Maybe my will is not as strong as imagined?"
People always overestimate themselves.
Especially it is easy to overestimate your willpower.
such as--
I will study hard tomorrow.
I have a good study plan, and I have written the arrangements for the next month.
I will recite the words tomorrow at half past five.
Ten pull-ups every day ...
There may be very little to say, but there are definitely a lot of vows in my heart.
However, the short ones may be forgotten tomorrow, and the longer ones are rare for one week.
"I thought that my will had reached a rock-solid state, and Taishan collapsed to the same level, but it turned out that I was still too tender!"
But he had a drink with an old man who hadn't seen him in three years and remembered the past. His spirit was shaken so much.
"Happy, resentful, melancholic, sad ... the so-called feelings should be like ocean waves, no matter how rough the surface is, it will not affect the seabed under thousands of meters and tens of thousands of meters."
"And my heart is at the bottom of the sea."
"My will should be like an ocean current, heavy, grand and unchangeable!"
And tonight, his emotions have affected his will and his actions. This is a huge hidden danger.
This is a great flaw in his mind.
"You should learn a few spiritual skills that can stabilize your emotions and cultivate your mood."
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