Chapter 250 - 252: Don't care

I rushed home all the way, carefully arranged Mingxuan on the bed. Everyone gathered around the bed and remained silent for a long time, but no one knew what to say. After sinking for a long time, Xin Yun sent Yiluoxiang and Yan lightly away. Let them practice in their secret rooms. For a time, only the unconscious Mingxuan, Lan's mother, and Xin Yun remained.
After sending off the two women, Xin Yun turned around and looked. Mother Lan was sitting with regret at the side of the bed. The white jade hand protruded and lovingly stroked Ming Xuan's forehead. Her eyes were full of reluctance.
"Ah ..." With a sigh, Xin Yun went to the chair beside the bed and sat down, grinning bitterly; "I didn't expect that this would still not be motivated, it seems ... we have nowhere to go."
Hearing Xin Yun's words, Ms. Lan's action was stiff, but she recovered quickly and slowly retracted her right hand. Ms. Lan straightened her body and said lowly, "Is there really no way? Or ... is there really only that road left?
Nodded deeply, Xin Yun said categorically: "Although I'm not sure that it will be done, now I think of it, there is only that way to go."
"But ... but I really can't, really can't ..." Hearing here, Mother Lan frowned in pain, her face struggling.
Seeing the appearance of Mother Lan, Xin Yun smiled bitterly: "I also know it can't, but in fact, you don't need to take any actual action, just want you to say a word, everything else can still be the same, and I believe ... as Ming Xuan grows up, he will always understand everything, and your relationship will gradually return to normal. "
Looking at Xin Yun in contradiction, Ms. Lan opened her mouth several times, but at the end she still couldn't say any word. Although her outlook on life and values ​​prevented her from accepting such things, but since it was for her son, many Something has to be sacrificed.
I did n’t sleep all night. In the early morning the next day, Mother Lan was reddish, but she did n’t feel sleepy. Finally, under the pressure of Xin Yun, she let Mother Lan go back to her room. Think about it by the way.
Until noon, Ming Xuan finally woke up, and Ms. Lan also thought about it. After lunch, Ms. Lan washed and washed, and then put on a very beautiful dress, and then called out Ming Xuan, In the sea of ​​flowers, a small gazebo by the pond stopped.
When the mother and the child talk, it ’s all afternoon, what they are talking about. Although many things are analyzed by Xin Yun, Xin Yun just points out vaguely. What do Mother Lan think and how do the mother and child talk about? Even Xin Yun couldn't guess.
In the evening, when the sun was about to go down, the mother and son finally ended the conversation. Mother Lan didn't matter. Her face was calm, with a soft smile on her face. As for Ming Xuan Ke, it was very different. Just a proud little peacock, if you give him a tail, you can really go up into the sky.
Although he was very interested in the conversation between Mother Lan and Mingxuan, even if Xin Yun was killed, he would not ask. Now ... Xing Yun's best thing is that after this conversation, Mingxuan's yoke of mind Is it open?
Seems to have guessed Xin Yun's thoughts. After having dinner, Mother Lan called Xin Yun to the living room and briefly explained what happened in the afternoon.
From Lan's mother, Xin Yun learned the content of the conversation between the mother and son in the afternoon. In fact, the content of this conversation was mainly to establish Mingxuan's identity and status. Mom Lan told Mingxuan that Mingxuan's father had been dead for many years. Now ... she can only rely on Mingxuan, so she hopes that Mingxuan will work harder and become stronger early to protect her mother.
In addition, Ms. Lan also stood by the perspective of a female surname, complimenting Ming Xuan's performance at a dangerous moment, and admiring him. It is no wonder that Ming Xuan will behave like this under a compliment.
Ms. Lan is a gentle, virtuous woman. She usually does n’t talk much, and she uses actions to express her inner thoughts. Therefore, such a compliment was never heard by Ming Xuan before, if it was not for Xin Yun. It is likely that he would never hear so much praise from his mother's mouth in his entire life.
Speaking of this, Ms. Lan paused, and then smiled bitterly: "This is the limit I can achieve at present, I hope it will have some effect, if it does not work, let us think of other ways, what do you think?"
In the face of Mother Lan, can Xin Yun say nothing? Until now, the only thing Xin Yun can do is to pray. Praying for Ms. Lan ’s method will be effective. Ms. Lan ’s surname and guardianship are already the limit.
In the early morning of the next day, Xin Yun directly pulled Ming Xuan and left Shanhai City. Tomorrow is the registration date for the promotion examination. If possible, Xin Yun would like to join Ming Xuan to enter the second year, and then again Years later, with Yiluo Xiang and Yan Qingying, he was admitted to the three-year period!
Under the leadership of Xin Yun, the two arrived at yesterday's battlefield again. Looking at the broken scene around, Ming Xuan's face changed instantly. If it was not Xin Yun who arrived in time yesterday, the consequences would be simply ...
Looking at Ming Xuan's fear, Xin Yun sighed, jumped from Ying Long, fell straight to the ground, and then beckoned to Ming Xuan to signal him to come down.
Facing Xin Yun's invitation, Mingxuan certainly could not refuse. He jumped down from the peacock dragon and landed on the grass below. After Mother Lan talked to him, Xin Yun obviously had something to say to him. .
Accompanied by Ming Xuan, Xin Yun swayed along the grassy field full of flowers. He didn't say a word for a long time. Facing this scene, Ming Xuan was not in a hurry, but just behind Xin Yun, he knew ... When Xin Yun wanted to speak, he would naturally speak.
After walking for a while, Xin Yunmeng stopped, turned around, and looked at Ming Xuan seriously: "I don't want to hide you, actually ... the three guys yesterday were brought by me."
"What!" Hearing Xing Yun's words, Ming Xuan screamed in shock, looking at Xin Yun in disbelief, could hardly believe his ears.
Looking at the horrified Mingxuan, Xin Yun continued: "In fact, what happened yesterday was originally designed by us. Everything is not accidental, but it must happen!"
"You ... you! Why did you do this!" Hearing Xin Yun's words, Mingxuan didn't explode, but asked in shock and doubt.
Looking at Ming Xuan's expression, Xin Yun nodded with satisfaction. No matter what he did, at least ... Ming Xuan's trust in him remained unchanged.
After thinking, Xin Yun said categorically: "Of course, we have done this for a reason. To put it bluntly ... In fact, we just want to inspire your desire for protection, so that you can explode the potential of life at the most critical moment. Let your Peacock Dragon shine!
"You! I ..." Hearing Xin Yun's words, Mingxuan was grateful and ashamed again. He knew that ... everyone was very anxious about his current situation, and all hoped that he could release the potential early, but the fact Did he really have that potential?
Mingxuan is very grateful for everyone's trust in him, but Mingxuan didn't know what Xin Yun was relying on, even he didn't trust himself, but Xin Yun was always full of confidence in him And hope!
Looking at Ming Xuan's hesitant look, Xin Yun shook his head and said, "Brother, although confidence may not be able to be achieved, but without confidence, you will certainly fail. Trust me, you definitely have unparalleled potential. The key is , When are you going to release this huge potential! "
Hearing Xin Yun ’s words, Mingxuan opened his mouth, but he could n’t say a word. Indeed ... The entrance test, his talents and qualifications are about eighty. The only potential is to surpass the value of sentient beings--100 !!
The so-called 100 does not mean that it is one higher than 99. This 100 is the largest number. No matter how great the potential is, as long as it exceeds one hundred, it can only be expressed in one hundred, even if it is actually 10,000. It can only be 100.
From this perspective, Xin Yun's words still make sense, but the biggest problem now is that Ming Xuan doesn't even know what potential he has, let alone how to release it.
Looking at Mingxuan's bewildered expression, Xin Yun hesitated, and then said flatly: "You don't have to wonder. Actually ... your biggest problem now is that you can't let Peacock Dragon open the screen. Now ... your most important task is to Overcome all difficulties and successfully let your peacock dragon open the screen! Once the peacock opens the screen, your potential will be fully released! "
"But ... but what is going to happen before the Peacock Dragon can turn on the screen!" Hearing Xin Yun's words, Mingxuan cried out ...
Facing Ming Xuan's inquiry, Xin Yun shook his head and smiled: "The dragon is yours. Only you know it best, how can you let him open the screen? You have to find the answer yourself. No one can help you."
Having said that, Xin Yun raised his head and whistled against the sky. The next moment ... Ying Long circled and twisted and flew to Xin Yun's body. Xin Yun jumped a little and stood on the head of the dragon.
Standing on the dragon beast, Xin Yun looked down at Ming Xuan and proclaimed: "The next time, you stay here, you don't need to care about everything else. I will send you the food. You are the only one now. The task is to explore carefully and successfully let the peacock dragon open the screen! "
Speaking of which, Xin Yun smiled and nodded, at the same time, Ying Long twisted, instantly turned his body, soaring into the air ...
Seeing Xin Yun's quickly moving away, Ming Xuan was in a daze for a while. At this time, Xin Yun suddenly turned off the faucet and turned back ... He looked down at Ming Xuan and said, "Yes, I forgot to tell you Tomorrow, I will replace you, but I am applying for the second-grade assessment, so the time is limited, and you have to hurry up. "After speaking, Ying Long made a roundabout again, and hurried away to the distance, this time ... Xin Yun Did not look back.
After a while, Ming Xuan fiercely gnashed his teeth, raised his hand to attract the peacock dragon, jumped up, and then ... in the sky above the blooming grass, began to exercise frantically.
"Sparrow screen-open it for me!" With Ming Xuan's whine, the peacock dragon kept groaning, the huge tail trembled and tried to unfold, but every time there was a fierce, Pain.
With each shout, Mingxuan seemed to fall into hell. Every time the peacock's tail tried to open, it suddenly felt like a pinching pain, as if there were thousands of sharp needles, and it was pierced from all over the body. In general, people who have never tried that kind of pain can never imagine it.
Peacock dragon is not only Mingxuan, in fact ... Although Peacock dragon is not a common dragon, it is by no means a rare dragon, but other people's Peacock dragons can open the screen, only Mingxuan Peacock dragon, but I still can't open the screen. Every time I try it, I feel pain like needles.
I tried it a few times in a row, but it made no progress. Once the long tail tried to stand up, the whole body was stinging. I didn't know if the method was wrong, or for some other reason. If I continue to do it, I'm afraid that the screen is not open. People die first.
If it was put in the past, Mingxuan probably gave up long ago, but now, Mingxuan clenches his teeth, it hurts to death, he can't give up, he really doesn't want to continue like this.
With the strong opening of the screen again and again, Ming Xuan's body has been completely soaked with sweat, and between the sweats, Ming Xuan's consciousness has become a bit fuzzy, but even so, Ming Xuan still clenches his teeth, time and time again. Forced to open the bird screen!
In the confusion, Ming Xuan's mind constantly flashed the scene when he was bullied, remembering the dirty expressions of the three guys yesterday, supported by the extremely despondent and depressing feeling, Ming Xuan forbeared the pain. , Keep driving ...
In the confusion, the image of mother appeared again in Mingxuan's mind, and her mother's voice rang again in her ear: "Xuaner ... our family is now left with you as a man. You must work hard and hurry up Be strong, mother will depend on you in the future. "
In the confusion, Xin Xuan's smile appeared again in Ming Xuan's mind: "Brother, work hard, wait for you to become stronger, let's fight together and bully all those who bully you, hehe ..."
Confused ...
I do n’t know how long, Ming Xuan finally passed out. I do n’t know how long, Ming Xuan opened his eyes and looked away. He was lying flat on the grass, not far away ... The beautiful peacock dragon was lying on his back. By his side, next to the peacock dragon, Xin Yun was watching him with concern.
Seeing Ming Xuan waking up, Xin Yun sighed and said, "How? Are you better?"
Facing Xin Yun's concerns, Mingxuan smiled bitterly and said sadly: "I really worked hard, but it didn't work, it really didn't work ... I can't let the Peacock Dragon open the screen!"
"Ah ..." He shook his head with a sigh, Xin Yun smiled bitterly. Couldn't it really be ahead of time? But I really don't want to be reconciled. If Mingxuan's Peacock Dragon can be turned on earlier, his strength will definitely be significantly improved than the previous one!
What makes Xin Yun feel most depressing is that he clearly knew the crux of Mingxuan but couldn't speak. Ms. Lan was also the same. Being bound by morals, she couldn't directly point to the lesion. The conversation in the afternoon was obviously troubling her. Itching is no help.
Looking at Ming Xuan's decadence, Xin Yun fiercely gnashed his teeth and said categorically: "Ming Xuan, I'll tell you straight, in fact ... I know your crux, my opinion may or may not be right, but I hope anyway Don't be angry with me because of this, can you? "
"What! You know the reason why you can't open the screen!" After hearing Xun Yun's words, Ming Xuan suddenly opened his eyes, eagerly got up, and looked at Xin Yun expectantly.
Facing Ming Xuan's inquiries, Xin Yun didn't answer directly. Looking at Ming Xuan deeply, Xin Yun said in a deep voice: "Ming Xuan ... you love your mother very much."
Hearing Xin Yun's words, Ming Xuan said for a moment, then grinned unnaturally, "Yeah ... I love my mother very much, she is the best mother in the world."
She smiled and shook her head, Xin Yun said clearly: "I know you love your mother very much, but ... is your love for your mother really the kind of love between mother and child?"
As soon as Xin Yun's words fell, Ming Xuanmen jumped up, like a monkey with a poke, and shouted, "What do you mean by this! Of course, my love for my mother is ..."
After waiting for Mingxuan to finish his speech, Xin Yun interrupted him flatly and said loudly, "Mingxuan, can you tell me why the wild peacock opened the screen!"
"This ... me!" Hearing Xin Yun's words, Ming Xuan's speech was interrupted, coupled with Xin Yun's question, the surname was too big, and for a while she didn't know how to answer.
Fortunately, Xin Yun did not expect him to answer, Shen Sheng continued: "As far as I know, the peacock opens the screen to court, and your question is exactly here, because the female surname you admire is you Mother, so ... you feel that this love is shameful and you ca n’t declare it to the public! "
Having said that, Xin Yun turned his head to look at the beautiful peacock dragon, and said pitifully: "The human soul is the dragon soul, the two are in one, and you let the peacock dragon open the screen, as if you want to speak out in public It ’s the same feeling, that ’s an extremely painful thing. No matter how hard you are, no matter how much pain, you can only endure it, and you do n’t want to say anything when you die, right?

Staring blankly at Xin Yun, Ming Xuan couldn't say a word. A face was red and red and white. No one knew what he was thinking, but to be sure, his heart must be shocked. The conflict is fierce!
Looking at Ming Xuan's red and white faces, Xin Yun continued: "Although I know that this will make you embarrassed and embarrassing, but you must be clear. If you continue to do so, you will be so full of life. You will be bullied all your life. Is this what you want? "
Hearing Xin Yun's words, Ming Xuan's expression changed again instantly, his face was extremely pale, and he slowly raised his head, Ming Xuan looked deeply at Xin Yundao: "Yes, I admit that ... you see exactly, but I myself I don't know what to do, you should understand that whether it is love or hate, it is not controlled by yourself, like love is like, hate is hate, I can't control it myself, help me ... please. "
Hearing Ming Xuan's words, Xin Yun was relieved. Obviously ... Even at this moment, even though Xin Yun was so embarrassed, Ming Xuan still regarded him as a brother, a buddy, and a friend.
What is a brother, what is a buddy! That ’s right ... good brothers are always in your bra like a bra, and you will always support you like panties. Even if you go up and down, he will always contain you, and like a sanitary napkin, you will bleed when he is sad and bleeding. It ’s more like a condom. To help you carry it.
Many ugly things may be carried by parents and relatives, but in front of brothers, everything can be said and talked about. This is called brothers!
Although Mingxuan was very ashamed of his feelings, but in front of Xin Yun, he didn't have much resistance. What about shame, his brother, what can be laughed at, real buddies, then help Come up with an idea and help solve it.
Between thoughts, Xin Yun smiled and said, "Actually, you don't have to be ashamed. Although there are not many people like you in this world, but they are not the only one. This is the so-called Oedipus plot. Many people With this tendency, the difference is only in the depth of the degree. "
Speaking of which, Xin Yun paused, and then continued: "There is no certain rule for the attraction between men and women. Although your relationship is really not accepted by this world, it is understandable, after all ... you are Man, she is a woman, they have good feelings and admiration for each other. This is all normal. The key is how to deal with it! "
Listening to Xin Yun's analysis, if Ming Xuan realized something, he nodded slightly, and his heart seemed to relax a lot instantly. When he carefully observed Ming Xuan's expression, Xin Yun knew ... Can Ming Xuan overcome the heart barrier, The key to the success of the screen is not his feelings for his mother, but his shame for that feeling. If he always thinks that feeling is dirty, then I'm afraid to kill him, and he can't make it public. .
The formation of the dragon is a combination of the creation of the dragon stone and the soul of the human. The twoness, the psychological state of Mingxuan, directly determines the performance of the peacock dragon. When Mingxuan views his feelings as the dirtiest thing , How the peacock dragon opens the screen! Don't forget, the peacock opens the screen for courtship. Since this love cannot be declared to the public, how can it be opened?
Looking at Ming Xuan's thoughtful look, Xin Yun continued: "There is no doubt that love is the best thing in the world. This is recognized. Before this definition, there were no notes or explanations. Yes, that is to say, although your love for mom is not accepted by everyone, it is also the best. You don't need to blame for it, let alone feel dirty, love is the purest. How can the best things get dirty? "
"But ..." Ming Xuan frowned again after hearing Xin Yun's words, and said hardly: "But ... although you make good sense, that is my mother after all ..."
Shaking his head, Xin Yun said earnestly: "Ming Xuan, look at me, and then tell me seriously, isn't Mother Lan a woman worth a man to love?"
Looking at Xin Yun sternly, Mingxuan said decisively: "Do you still need to ask? Mom is the most perfect and beautiful woman in the world, and it is worth everyone's love!"
Shrugging his shoulders, Xin Yun smiled and said, "It doesn't matter. Since she is so perfect and so beautiful, what else do you love about her? In your words, she deserves everyone's love, which also includes you."
Suddenly I opened my mouth and declared that I wanted to refute, but I couldn't find anything, yeah ... what a weird mother is such a beautiful, so perfect, so gentle woman, even if she loves it? Although this love should not exist, there is no doubt that this is also love. It is the purest and most beautiful love. In this regard, Mingxuan definitely has confidence!
Looking at Ming Xuan's dumb speechlessness, Xin Yunmeng's expression was serious, and he said, "You shouldn't look at this love so filthy. In this case, you not only tarnish yourself, but also humiliate Ms. Lan, Remember me, she is a good woman worthy of love by any man, and you are one of them, because you are also a man! "
Looking at Xin Yun, Ming Xuan stuttered: "Yes, this love is not dirty, but this is after all a love that shouldn't exist, we are mothers and children after all!"
After hearing Ming Xuan's words, Xin Yun froze suddenly, then smiled and said, "What is your feeling? I just said, do you want to possess her? Want her to be your woman?"
"Ah!" Ming Xuan was terrified when he heard what Xin Yun said, "No no no ... what are you talking about! She is my mother, how can I have such an idea, I just want to keep Beside her and look at her smiling face, I will feel very happy, very happy, and extremely satisfied. "
Nodded clearly, Xin Yun smiled bitterly. Although this is considered an oedipal plot, it is clear that ... it is a relationship between mother and child feelings and affection, which is real, selfless love, not extravagant What you get is much easier to handle. If you have to get it, then you can't help him.
Between thoughts, Xin Yun patted his thigh and laughed, "Isn't it enough? Mingxuan ... I tell you, in fact, this kind of love is normal, you like it, so keep going like this, No one will blame you, actually ... Mother Lan knew this already. "
"What!" Hearing Xin Yun's words, Mingxuan was frightened, his face was instantly white like paper, and his body was shaking slightly.
Looking at Ming Xuan's horror, Xin Yun continued: "There is nothing to be fussed about. For so many years, how could she not have noticed the difference, but hasn't you been doing well?"
"This ..." Hearing Xin Yun's words, Mingxuan couldn't help but, ah ... Although this love has always existed for so many years, he and his mother have always been happy!
Looking at Ming Xuan's thoughtful look, Xin Yun continued: "Since this love is not dirty, and your mother and child are also adaptable, let him continue, what else do you worry about? Even if it happens in the future, it's too early to worry about it now. It's all natural, isn't it good? "
He subconsciously nodded, and Mingxuan murmured, "Yeah ... isn't it good as long as I keep doing this? What else do I ask for? It seems that there is nothing to ask for!"
Watching Ming Xuan gradually accept his own statement, Xin Yun whispered, "This love is pure, beautiful, and it does not involve carnal desire or possession. In that case, what else do you have to worry about?"
Listening to Xin Yun's constant murmur, Ming Xuan's brain suddenly messed up, yeah ... Mom is a woman worthy of love for all men. He is also a man. Even if he loves his mother, it is normal. Love does not involve sensuality and possession. It is pure and sincere. In this case, what can you worry about?
After thinking, Ming Xuan's eyes gradually brightened. He finally had a clear understanding and judgment about his love and his feelings. Although this love should not exist, it was not dirty, everything Everything can only be said to be a joke, after all ... emotional matters cannot be controlled by others. Who do you like and who do you dislike? Can this be forced?
Mingxuan was greatly relieved. Seeing this scene, Xin Yun's heart suddenly lifted up. The most critical moment came. It ’s just like this now, I ’m afraid it ’s not enough. I ’m afraid that Peacock Dragon still cannot open the screen. It is already known that his love is not dirty, but if he does not dare to say it, the peacock will still be unable to open the screen.
Humans use their mouths to express their love, but peacocks ... use actions and magnificent peacock screens to express their love to different surnames. If Mingxuan could not say love out, peacock dragons would also Can't open the screen!
But now the question is coming, let Mingxuan know that his love is not dirty and easy, but how can he let him admit his love in front of the public? This is the hardest part!
Xin Yun pressed his head in pain, just to think about it, Xin Yun's head was about to burst, but he couldn't think of a proper way.
Helplessly let go of his hand, Xin Yun smiled bitterly: "Ming Xuan ... now that you understand, what are you going to do in the future? How are you going to face your mother!"
"This ... me!" Ming Xuan suddenly hesitated when he heard what Xin Yun said, yeah ... my mother already knew about this, what should I do? How will he face his mother once he gets home!
Seeing this scene, Xin Yun's heart was raised again. So far, the solution is no longer useful, and only he can help him in the end.
Under the gaze of Xin Yunxuan, Ming Xuan laughed suddenly. In the laughter, Ming Xuan said cheerfully: "No problem, my mother didn't blame me, otherwise I wouldn't talk to me yesterday."
"But ... what do other people think? You ..." At the halfway point, Xin Yun stopped and held her mouth tightly, wishing he could pump his mouth, but it was so easy for others to open it. He had so much. What's the matter!
Looking at Xin Yun's regretful look, Mingxuan smiled gratefully. He knew why Xin Yun was like this, that was real concern, and was really good for him. Because of this, he was extraordinarily moved, a person's life It's worth having such a good friend ...
Thinking about it, Mingxuan proudly straightened his backbone and said firmly: "I, the one who only cares about the views of the people I care about. As for the people I don't care about, why should I care about their views? Since the mother doesn't blame me, you Don't blame me, so what else do I worry about? "
After hearing Ming Xuan ’s words, Xin Yun opened his mouth, but he could n’t say a word. He just gave his thumb up silently. No wonder in the last life, Ming Xuan did n’t care about other people ’s words, feelings ... Turns out to be such a surname! Free and easy, direct enough!
(To be continued)