Chapter 177: 177 I am also a victim!

Jian Yun suddenly sneered when she heard the words. She met Xu Haiyang's eyes instantly, with contempt at the corners of her mouth, "Where is your face when you say this to me, I don't look at you, because I don't want to make myself sick!"
Jian Yun was very upset, really upset. When she saw Xu Haiyang, she would think of the scene of his betrayal and hurt her, as well as those things he said at the beginning, but even if she didn’t want to admit it, she still couldn’t deny Xu Haiyang’s words. .
She really couldn't forget him, because he was everything in her youth, and her first love was so good, so good that she hated him no matter how good she was, she couldn't forget the joy of the past.
That's why she hates Xu Haiyang even more!
"Yun Duo," Xu Haiyang's eyes were dimmed by Jian Yun's unceremonious words, but he was not discouraged because of this. He wiped his face, lowered his voice, and said, "Yun Duo, I know you hate me. , No amount of apology is useless, but there is a word I want to tell you that what happened at the beginning was really not what I wanted. I, I am also a victim."
When Jian Yun heard this, she seemed to have heard some big joke. She sneered: "Xu Haiyang, do you really think I am a fool? Is it interesting to make up such lies again and again to deceive me?"
"I didn't lie to you!" Xu Haiyang was not angry, he just shook his head, "I couldn't say at the beginning, because the person who designed me is my mother!"
Jian Yun frowned, only feeling that this was getting more and more absurd. She was very irritable and turned to leave.
"Yun Duo, listen to me and finish talking!" Xu Haiyang stretched out his hand and took Jian Yun's arm, and worried that she was angry, so he immediately let go. He stood behind Jian Yun and said anxiously: "My mother has an affair. Auntie knew, she used this to threaten my mother, saying that Lin Lanlan liked me and wanted me to break up with you and stay with her. I didn’t want to. My mother was afraid that she would poke things out and be known by my dad. Medicine was in the drinking water, and..."
Xu Haiyang said this in one breath, his face was already pale. He took a deep breath before restraining his mood, and continued: "You know what happened later. The first time I didn't know anything, I really thought that It's you, and later..."
Xu Haiyang couldn’t go on. He looked at Jian Yun with hopes in his eyes, "Yun Duo, I admit that I am a bastard. In fact, I have not been together with Lin Lanlan a few times before you found out. I dare not beg you. Can forgive me, I just hope you can give me another chance, okay?"
Jian Yun was silent. She thought about thousands of reasons for Xu Haiyang's cheating, but never thought that it was such a result.
She only felt that her heart was in chaos at the moment. It seemed that after knowing the truth, she did not hate Xu Haiyang as much as before, but the emotional cleanliness made her feel that the stain was a stain, which could not be erased for any reason.
Moreover, Xu Haiyang said in front of Lin Lanlan that she was as incomprehensible as a wood because she did not want to have a relationship with him when she was studying. Her thoughts were more traditional. Although she did not oppose premarital behavior, she always felt that When he was still young, he had to wait until he graduated from university at the earliest and gave him as a graduation gift.
Who knows, Xu Haiyang can't wait so much!
"Clouds?" Xu Haiyang felt nervous when Jian Yun didn't speak. He walked up to Jian Yun a few steps and looked down at her, only to see her long eyelashes hanging down. He didn't know what he was thinking.
"It's late!" Jian Yun just spoke for a while.
"What's late?" Xu Haiyang's heart beat, he asked carefully: "Yes, is it because of Huo Liancheng?"
"Let's go!" Jian Yun did not answer. She raised her head to look at Xu Haiyang, her eyes calm, "I can forgive you, but I can't ignore it!"
Xu Haiyang's face turned gray and defeated, but he still plucked up the courage to ask, "Yunduo, can you give me another chance? As long as you can give me another chance, let me do anything!"
Looking at Xu Haiyang, Jian Yun suddenly felt a sorrow in his heart. If he knew this before, why bother? If something like that hadn't happened back then, maybe she and Xu Haiyang would get married as soon as they graduated from university. Now, they might even have children.
However, there is no if in this world.
"It's late!" Jian Yun just shook her head. Even if she was willing to forgive Xu Haiyang now, they couldn't be together because her name had already been printed on the red book together with the name of another man.
"Yun Duo, why is it late?" Xu Haiyang was anxious and reached out to catch Jian Yun. He could see that Jian Yun was moved by his words, but Jian Yun repeated the word "late" twice. What means?
Jian Yun's hand was grasped by Xu Haiyang, she subconsciously wanted to break free, but Xu Haiyang grasped very tightly, as if she was afraid that she would lose her forever if she let go, Jian Yun met Xu Haiyang's eyes and sighed: "Xu Haiyang , You forget about me!"
After that, Jian Yun stretched out his hand and brushed Xu Haiyang's hand away. She stopped looking at him and turned and walked towards the ward.
Xu Haiyang closed his eyes in pain, but at the moment Jian Yun disappeared from the corner, he said solemnly: "Cloud, I won't give up, I will always wait for you!"
Jian Yun's footsteps did not stop, as if she had never heard Xu Haiyang's confession, she kept moving forward.
If someone walks towards him, you will find Jian Yun's expression dazed.
Jian Yun arrived outside the ward. She didn't want her mother to find out that her expression was different, so she rubbed her face vigorously, pulled the corners of her mouth hard, made a smile, and then pushed the door in.
But as soon as Jian Yun came in, he found that something was wrong. There were people in the ward, so who was it?
"Mom." Jian Yun called out. At this time, she also went through the aisle to the inside, but when she saw the tall man sitting by the bed, she raised her eyebrows for a moment.
"Why are you so fast?" Jian Yun looked at Huo Liancheng who suddenly appeared here, with surprise on his face.
Huo Liancheng turned his head to look at Jian Yun, and said with a smile: "I haven't walked too far. I will be here as soon as you call!"
"Clouds, water!" Ouyang Fei's voice was a little weak.
Jian Yun quickly poured a glass of water, took a straw and put it in and gave it to Ouyang Fei.
Ouyang Fei motioned to Jian Yun, "It's not me, here, him!"
Jian Yun looked at Huo Liancheng, he was also looking at her, different from the usual cold look, he looks very amiable and approachable today, but there is a weird look in his eyes, making Jian Yun a little hairy on the back.
"Snee!"
Jian Yun was about to ask how long Huo Liancheng had been there. Suddenly listening to him pinching his nose and sneezing, Jian Yun took a piece of tissue and handed it to him. At the same time, there was a slander in his heart. Hey, the commander’s handsomeness is good. The sneezing posture is so beautiful!
"Have you caught a cold?" Jian Yun asked in order to show concern.
"No!" Huo Liancheng took the tissue, and just opened his mouth, there were a few sneezes in succession. His handsome face was a little uncontrollable. He got up very embarrassed and walked to the window, but the sneeze seemed to be unable to stop.