Chapter 24: Stepping into the dusty life

After that day, Song Manman often received a phone call from Ji Yuanchuan. His concern made her feel moved, but at the same time she also took a few mistakes. ★ first ★ hair ★ chase ★ book ★ help ★ After all, in the view of Song Manman, she and Ji Yuanchuan did not have much intersection.
When I was a child, she has already forgotten it. Therefore, she can only treat Ji Yuanchuan as a good person, a real good person, and did not think about it in other aspects.
In the past few days, her morning sickness has become more and more obvious. Smell the smell of oil and smoke, see that those meals will spit, and sometimes even start to vomit without the reason.
Several times she saw the deaf-mute aunt looking at her eyes a little strange. At that moment, Song Manman decided that he could not drag it down any more, otherwise it would be discovered by Jiang Yicheng sooner or later.
Song Manman does not know if Jiang Yicheng will want this child, but she just doesn't want to let him know.
Picking up in the morning, Song Manman took a car to the hospital, because she was afraid that Jiang Yicheng would follow him. She specially let the taxi master go around a big circle before going to the hospital. After a series of inspections, Song Manman was told that he needed his family to sign.
Song Manman hesitated with the list for a long time before deciding to call Ji Yuanchuan. In this Haicheng, she seems to have only one person he can believe. They have never seen each other a few times, but they have made her inexplicably feel close.
Ji Yuanchuan has a quick time. Unlike the previous two dresses, he wore a formal dress, like from an important occasion. Song Manman groaned, and some embarrassedly asked: "I am too troublesome for you."
"Nothing." Ji Yuanchuan smiled indifferently. "I will accompany you to sign it."
With the help of Ji Yuanchuan, everything went very smoothly. But when Song Manman was lying on the cold operating table, she thought that she would not tremble, but she was suddenly uncertain.
Is this really what she wants?
This child, is it really going to leave?
It was only for more than a month that he clearly did not have a heartbeat at all, but at this moment, Song Manman suddenly felt that he was connected with his own blood. Obviously he is a piece of meat, but why, why would it make her so sad.
The doctor holding the anesthesia needle saw her a little disappointment and asked: "Miss Song, do you want to regret it now? If you wait for this needle, it will be late."
Song Manman does not want this child. For her present, this child is a burden.
Jiang Yicheng is okay if he refuses to pour it, but if he wants, then he has a means of threatening himself. Song Mangan does not want to let him be at the mercy, she wants her own life, not the life of Jiang Yicheng stepping into the dust.
Song Manman closed his eyes and closed his eyes for a while: "No, just follow what you said before."
In her life, she must never engage in any relationship with Jiang Yicheng.
Sorry.
Song Manman said in his heart, and then he felt the sting of the needle into the skin.
At this moment, she discovered that she had become a person she did not want to be, and the feeling of heartbreaking in her body was constantly afflicting her. Song Manman thinks that life is really terrible, and always makes everything you are easily destroyed.
How much she had hoped to have a baby with her own in Jiang Yicheng, and now she doesn't want this child.
Song Manman felt that his consciousness was getting more and more blurred, and then he sank into the endless darkness.