Chapter 1895: Sad

Chu Yixuan did not see the two of them downstairs. After searching for a while, they found that they appeared behind him.
"Examination finished? What did the doctor say?"
"It hasn't been checked yet. There were a lot of people just now. The two of us went down and bought a bottle of water to drink." Gu Xiaoxiao lied calmly and fooled her.
Chu Yixuan accompanied Li Youran for an inspection. On the way home, Li Youran was always quiet, so quiet that Chu Yixuan was a little uncomfortable.
"What's the matter? I'm not feeling well?" Chu Yixuan asked concerned when he turned his head.
After hearing this, Li Youran shook her head and denied: "No, it's just...a bit tired."
"Pregnant women get tired easily, and I was often lethargic at the time, so don't worry." Gu Xiaoxiao, who was sitting in the back row, quickly helped. Chu Yixuan nodded thoughtfully without thinking.
When he got home, Li Youran went upstairs to rest. Gu Xiaoxiao was not relieved, and followed with a strong attitude.
"Xiao Xiao, I'm all right, but I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart. Let me think about it and calm down."
Sitting on the bed, Li Youran hugged the pillow in her arms and said disappointedly.
"Actually, I know that what he told the doctor was the truth. He didn't marry me because he liked me. I always understand it. But I don’t know why, I heard him say this to others. , I will still be sad."
There were only two of them in the house, so Li Youran confessed.
"Between me and him, I have always depended on me to support him. However, I don’t know how long I can last. I originally thought that I would be better with this child, but today I discovered that I actually I don't know him well."
What Chu Yixuan liked or disliked, Li Youran couldn't tell an accurate answer. She and Chu Yixuan have known each other for a long time, but in the past few years, the two have been separated from each other. How different is it from strangers?
"He treats you now, isn't it any different than before?" Gu Xiaoxiao held her hand, "You Ran, don't underestimate yourself, he must like you. In other words, who is there? Would you not like you?"
Gu Xiaoxiao was telling the truth, Li Youran was cheerful, kind, lively and straightforward. Such a girl is a good choice whether to be a friend or a wife. Chu Yixuan is not a fool, how could he give up?
"There has been a change, and it's better than before." Li Youran nodded slowly, and sighed: "Actually, on the way back just now, I have been thinking about whether I rely on him too much. Xiao Xiao, me and Tell the truth, I don’t like who I am now."
In front of Chu Yixuan, Li Youran had no confidence at all. She had never dared to say these things before, nor did she dare to think about it, but now she has a child. She has to think not only for herself, but also for her children.
Li Youran likes Gu Xiaoxiao and Chu Xiaoxi very much, not only because of their happy marriage, but also because they have their own careers. Even if there are no men, they can raise their children well.
But look at yourself again. For so many years, apart from being kept at home by Jiang Sheng, he learned something that he didn't know so-called, that is, running behind a man's ass.
Without Jiang Sheng and Chu Yixuan, what would she rely on to feed herself and the child in her stomach?
When thinking about these problems, Li Youran is scared. I was scared from the heart.