Chapter 35: Mouth three five

In the past thirty years, I have been watching countless weddings, large and small, or Chinese or Western style, but it always brings some noisiness that the Chinese themselves should have. There was a vague overflow in the door, and the hallway was blown through with empty air.
Gu Xueqi followed behind me, put the car key into the small pocket of the shoulder bag, came over and carried my arm: "Cough, today I am your male partner ~"
"Why do you make Lao Lin feel good?" I glanced at her.
"Don't worry about him, he is so shameless, he actually said that Gu Xingzhi should be his best man."
I was silent for a while, "I don't want a partner like you," I carefully pulled my arm out of her: "I'm shorter than me, so shameful."
After talking, Gu Xueqi threw the bag and came to my fiercely: "No personal attack!"
I just wanted to answer a few words, and the waitress has opened the lobby door for us.
The golden champagne tower at the end of the red long blanket was striking, and the crystal chandelier gave it a lustrous color. These burning scenes instantly stuck my words back to the throat.
The second is Tan Suqing, who is wearing a white feather inlaid mini dress to receive guests at the door. If her face is not old, others will think that she is the bride tonight.
She also saw me, kindly said something to a man in front of her, turned her eyes to me again, and walked towards me: "Supervisor Xue is also here?"
"Well," I smiled: "Congratulations, Director."
Gu Xueqi also went to Lin Weiyuan very wisely.
Tan Suqing came closer, his voice suddenly lowered: "Why do you want to come? In fact, you are the best, but find your own suffering."
"Ok?"
"Don't pretend to be stupid with me," Tan Suqing pulled away from me halfway. "What you want is written on your face. It's as pale as smeared with inferior powder."
The smile that I maintained on my face collapsed instantly: "Relax, I'm already thirty, don't take me back to eighteen. If I were really eighteen, I now have reason to take action to put that on Overturned the table of the champagne tower. "
"Without my son, there are still other men. Rest assured, you will definitely not be able to marry." Tan Suqing looked away, looking at the bride and groom standing, "Seriously, I was probably early I guess it ’s definitely not you who stood here today. I saw this result when I first saw you. How to say, men are like this, and it seems that they are very painful to watch them. To remember the old days, but women are always whispering. So, do n’t be too sad. "
"Why don't you tell me," I looked back: "I should have reminded me."
"I thought you would win, I thought it was different to look at you," Tan Suqing handed me a glass of wine from a tray in the hands of a waiter passing by his side: "Respect me, think I will be me Xue Jin, a good sister of the daughter-in-law. "
I held the box in my left hand and freed my right hand to serve the glass. Tan Suqing noticed then, "What is this?"
"New wedding items."
"For Xiaozhi?"
"Ok."
She turned her head in the direction of his son. "Don't see my son in person later, I will send it over for you."
"Okay." I handed the box to her. Tan Suqing took the box decisively, drank the wine himself, and hurried to the place where Gu Xingzhi and Yun Wei stood.
My arm was hanging in the air, holding the glass, standing alone for a long time, and then slowly swallowing the wine in the glass into the abdomen.
Although I did not personally deliver the gift to Gu Xingzhi, I saw Tan Suqing's gift delivery clearly and clearly in my eyes.
Tan Suqing's white back stopped right in front of him, completely unable to stop him from growing.
Gu Xingzhi is still accustomed to the subtle and deep black, and his hair is shorter, more spiritual and refreshing.
He stood there, like a dark mountain, gradually faint and faint in my vision, out of reach.
Maybe it was because of tears. I subconsciously rubbed my eyes before I could see him clearly.
He took the box and didn't know what Tan Suqing said to him. He opened the lid and looked at it. Yun Wei also approached him like a kitten.
He was just a calm gaze, but at the moment he looked up suddenly, looking for something.
I concealed myself in a guest who walked more than once, male or female, and gave him a glance—
Turned away.
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In early spring of February, at Gu Xueqi's wedding, I met you. You look so beautiful, which gives me a bright and radiant feeling.
I don't know if it was because of the joy, or because of a prank by a boring fairy in the church.
In the afternoon, the two of us inexplicably determined the relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend.
When I was walking in the community at night, you took my hand, your face was soaked in the flowing moonlight, and the girl's mental retardation virus hit me at once. At that moment, I even thought nervously that we might be real It will be a destined relationship.
In April, when we returned from Japan, we had a little conflict because of some inexplicable little things, probably because of their respective personalities, and you could n’t find the sweetness and peace of mind among lovers.
I think that you do n’t love me, but I do n’t want to let go of your feelings for me.
A month later, you hugged me again and told me that you actually like me, you are almost going to be a madman, and I am also madly happy.
From that time on, I began to believe firmly that you in Scorpio are just not good at expressing yourself.
This is what the constellation says: If you can feel Scorpio's love for your three points, you will actually have five points; if you can feel five points, you will actually have seven points. Super bearable, such as wanting to see someone, but not meeting. For example, if you want to know who's news, you don't ask anything unless you don't want to endure it.
I thought that the love of Scorpio just takes time. So, everything about you, even the usual indifference, is my pleasure. For love, I have always maintained a pure original intention and full of longing.
Today, I realized that the memories that time never passed are more powerful.
Facts have proved that this is indeed the case. Commemorative coins are always the most glamorous and worthy of being cherished. An ordinary to despicable dollar can always be thrown into the gap of the sewer at any time.
Gu Xingzhi, there are many things I want to tell you, but now it seems that there is not that much time.
Inside the gift box for you is the string of fish bone necklaces you gave me. I thought about it for one night and decided to return it to you.
Let all the self-esteem, sorrow and joy, weakness, disappointment, fate, and galloping of you for these few months, a vivid but futile short time, everything come back to your body.
Thank you, it also allowed me to have such an unpredictable feeling at the age of thirty, but it made me feel ashamed. It also allowed me to deliver all of my own at the age of thirty, which made me a disastrous defeat. , Let me admit defeat, let me be the only time in the past thirty years of life, so willingly failed.
Although the final result was only that the fish bones were left, the cat was gone.
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...
When the male and female protagonists of the wedding banquet came to our table to toast, I was already sitting next to Gu Xueqi, drinking and crumbling, but still forcing my brain to keep a deep sober.
I stood up at the same table, smiled at the couple, stretched out my arms to hold the glass tightly, and blessed both of them with the elegant sound of colliding with the glass.
The ears are coming one after another and finally synthesizing stress-
"Congratulations ..."
"It's really a talented woman ..."
"Wish you all a hundred years of good luck, and have your sons born early ..."
...
From coming to our table, I could feel that Gu Xingzhi was absent-mindedly coping with the people at the table. The cold and dialysis eyes never let me go.
And I can only smile a little, clean and clear, not a crazy woman crying after a collapse.
When I finally managed to calm down my mind and really face Gu Xingzhi's eyes, it was not what I felt.
He stared at me, but he looked at me mildly but with a little sadness, and the brightness of his eyes was faint, like an ashes of the remaining temperature.
I bent my eyes and corners of my mouth, clinking glasses with him, and I couldn't help but join the ranks of blessings in the table.
Gu Xingzhi and Yun Wei finally left to go to the next table. The overlap of the white dress and black suit stung my eyes.
The next second I almost fell apart, my strength disappeared out of thin air, the blood let the Buddha stop flowing, and I was too absorbed in the acting before, so the dizzy drink suddenly attacked my senses with ten times the power.
I want to see the chair sit down clearly, but I fell down and sat on the ground, my head hit the corner of the chair, and suddenly there was a large star in front of my eyes.
"Xue Jin!" Gu Xueqi around him exclaimed: "It doesn't matter."
In the confused room, I could hear people at our table noisy, and then the whole lobby was full of vocals.
A string of rapid footsteps approached me, and then the master's familiar breath wrapped me, and his ears were not smooth breathing.
I know who it is, and I reacted in the next moment, shoving his arms away desperately, "Gu Xingzhi, you care what I do, get away, get back to get married."
If he doesn't speak, he just refuses to let go.
In the end I gave up struggling, but when my head was dull, some things suddenly became clear. Some of the pictures in the past few months are like the light of the crystal chandelier overhead.