Vol 7 Chapter 238: The way home (4)

It is a matter of childhood.
"... At that time, my mother didn't like me very much, because I was a girl." Looking at the sky, Su Taner whispered openly after laughing. "She always hopes...
I can give birth to a male baby in the future, so I think so, but at least I am more enthusiastic about him. He said that I am smart, and that a younger brother will definitely be smarter in the future. I always look at my future brother from me, and my mother doesn’t even want to see it. At that time, I used to stick to my mother, but my mother ignored me.
Sometimes I am doing something wrong, causing her to be annoyed, she does not hit me, just waved her to let the mother take me away. Xianggong, the biggest look in the world is this kind of...
Later, I knew that my mother-in-law wanted a younger brother. At first, I even hated my younger brother. I don’t understand how the girl’s baby is different...............
The wild huā on the hillside is spotted, Su Tan’s Hand resting on the lower abdomen, watching the white clouds flowing in the evening. Ning Yi originally closed his eyes and smiled. At this time, he opened his eyes: "Nothing, they don't like us, we don't like her." "Oh, I can't like my mother, I can't do it, otherwise I will be poked," said the son-in-law is not filial. "Ning Yi turned her head and looked at her for a while, and said in a serious way: "They can't beat me." "噗" Su Taner couldn't help but cover his mouth. After the well was carved, he only looked at the sky and spoke again.
"I was rather strange among the girls. Later I read some books. I didn't feel that it was human nature like everyone else, but I felt that it was not fair to me and my mother. I am there. In the big house, as the daughter grows up, she feels that she wants to be a boy who regrets her and her mother. She wants to take the business at home and on the other hand feel that she is a girl. Everything you learn is good, or you can't prove that you actually envy the boys, so you won't lose?"
Ning Yi reached out and took a grass stem that was dry at the beginning. Su Laner’s voice was long:
When I grew up in that family, my mother was good to me when I was young. I always said that we are big families, I am everyone. Yan Xiu, everyone is envious. But when I am sensible, I feel that there is nothing to envy. I don’t like me, my mother doesn’t like it. If it’s a small family, there is no such trouble. In fact, I understand that If it wasn't that family, it would be too big. If there is a brother on me, I don't have the pressure to be like that. I don't want to be left out. I don't like the time when I was with my mother. Later, I found out that I also Become the same person as them, that family... no human feeling..."
"I... I am a whole person, not a show of everyone, just learning from others, but it is not like it. I like poetry, I can’t do it myself, I don’t know how to read it, just tell myself, then I have to There are too many academic and business differences. There is no time at all. It’s not true at all. I don’t like poetry at all. I just like the feeling of being pursued. Sometimes I think of it and see the look of my mother. I thought, I don’t want to have a baby in the future. If I have a baby, I can’t raise it. She is like me, blame me for being a mother, what can I do...

"The standard is too high, and no one will simply like poetry. You will be a good mother." Ning Yi inserted a sentence.
Su Taner shook her head and smiled: "When I was 14 or fifteen years old, I didn't want to be a pro, I was dragging and dragging, and then when I really couldn't go down, I chose Xiang Gong." She turned her head and looked at it. Ning Yi lying next to him: "But then it is not true, let small
I went to take care of Xianggong, and I went out on the day of the marriage. I came back after a few days. Although I lived in the back, I didn’t respect the Xianggong too much.... "Is it already good?" "Su Taner shook her head on the grass, her expression had calmed down, just a little natural smile: "No." When she said this, her voice had already sobbed a little. "Not very good, it was just in the body." Dressed up, it’s like being a good show, and it’s very well-dressed, just like a poem. I am... I am thinking about myself, thinking about stabilizing my life, making this home look like a home, not being poked by others, it’s enough, I have never thought about it,........."
"Woman is really trouble..."
"..............., think about it now."
The voices of the two people are together, Ning Yi is boring to mutter, and Su Tan is a whisper in the slight whimper.
After I finished speaking, I couldn't help but laugh at this. Ning Yi closed her eyes and slid her palms. Her fingers almost hit the face of Su Tan's cheek. Su Taner turned her head and slightly closed her eyes. In his hand, he felt the touch of his fingers.
Both of them have always been decisive people, do not like the feelings, when together, although there are small buildings, night talks and other romantic conversations in this era. But in fact, Su Tan children xìng love to reach, at the beginning of the small building on the heart, but also in a natural attitude to speak, sweet words mì language is not much. Later, the Su family suffered a big disaster. The feelings of the two men leaped forward, and then they went to the Su Taner to burn the building and the round house. Although there were occasional sweet words, it was basically between the chuáng.
Su Tan's little daughter āo state is rare, and each other is a powerful person, even if it is really flirtatious, it is all just as soon as possible. Only these two days, after learning about her pregnancy, and then knowing Ning Yi’s injury, although she was silently accompanying Ning Yi, she did not talk nonsense, but at this time, she really opened up what she thought she didn’t care. Things vented.
"It’s now known that Xiang Gong’s thoughts on the things at that time are in my heart. The curved corners of the wife’s mind and body are estimated to be unspeakable. It’s really embarrassing to think of it... At that time, it’s a silly student to be a public. Read a few books, don't think about things, don't think about things, just think about it... as long as you can control the Xianggong, you can be a stupid student, where is the opponent."
Ning Yi smiled and said: "Now is not."
"It’s a public opinion in the heart of the public. Maybe it’s also a human nature. You can think about it now. If you can come back, you’ll be good at it. You’re going to be a real person. The husband taught that he didn’t want to marry him when he was eighteen years old, let others say that he had married a sultry old girl. If he was married at the age of fourteen and fifteen, he would be so good. Once... All things are different, and you won’t be able to pull the Xianggong to Hangzhou...

When Su Taner said some of the words in front of her, she was calm, but when she said this last sentence, she finally cried out. She put her fists on her side, shivering and crying badly. This woman has always been arrogant, although it is introverted under the appearance of gentleness, but the outlook on life developed by the ordinary shopping malls is almost as sharp as Ning Yi. Once things happen, the first thing is to find a solution, regret it. Emotions can only be called induction or introspection at best. However, at this time, I knew that the road was difficult, and my husband’s injury was also likely to be implicated by long-distance trek, and it was actually entangled in these emotions.
Ning Yi sighed, moved and moved, and leaned over to his wife, and Su Taner grabbed his clothes and gritted his teeth.
"There will be opportunities for us to go back." Ning Yi said one.
Su Taner has already cried: "I want to have a child to be a child, and I don't want to be reluctant. I don't want to do business anymore. I don't want to be myself. But now I want to have this child now. Ok, now that there is no difference in the future, I have seen these things in the past two days, and I am desperately trying to get out. I know that Xianggong is being held under the responsibility, although there is no responsibility for the children, but I am really scared. The doctor said that the injury of Xiang Gong needs peace of mind, need to be rested, and then rely on his own body to support the past. Xiang Gong, you are working hard to escape, how can the body survive?
I have some advice, but I know that I can't persuade it..." She cried so badly at Ning Yi that she was so depressed that her body trembled: "In these two days, Xiang Gong was asking those people things, planning those things. I am by the side of Xianggong... I am not talking to me at the side of Xianggong. I have been telling me a lot of people in my heart. It’s useless to say it. It’s useless to say it, just to make you more troubled, not to let you bother to do things while still Worried about me.
But I thought again, if I was just like ordinary women, I just cried and said that I was not allowed to do this, and then I didn’t care about anything...
Ning Yi patted her on the shoulder:
You also I know it’s useless..."
"When I can't help it..." Su Tan took a sucking nose. "When I couldn't help it, I went to the tent to hide, sit for a while, hold back and stop crying. They all cried." Several times, they want to come over and persuade you, I will block them. I don't want you to bother to talk to them, but also to persuade them, I don't tell you that it's useless, the physical strength of talking doesn't want you. I’m consuming... I didn’t want to tell you this...

She said this and whispered, but it was better after all. Ning Yi waited for a while and said, "I will be fine."
Su Taner m licked his tears, but the tears still kept falling. He leaned on his mouth and nodded. "Be sure to get better. If you can't get better, I can't meet this kind of relationship. I don't want children." I don’t want to be home... I wasn’t a good mother, I’ve done something that has broken someone else’s home... I’ve told you that I have your child in your stomach, you’re tired now. I can't yell at ~EbookFREE.me~ I have to hold it over. But it doesn't matter if I can't support it, we will go down to find you..."
She stared at Ning Yi with her eyes open, and the face of the gentle melon seeds was close to the cherry blossoms. She used the woman's body to hang on the mall. It has always been a silent style. Because of its exquisite appearance, it is only a girl in her early twenties. It is not like the businessman who decided on the sofa, but at this time, only that party In the big eyes that have been crying, the flow of the long-term shopping malls has been entangled in the long-term shopping malls, and it has been converging with the gentle face, only to convey a more heartfelt message to the people in front of you: this is yours woman.
Ning Yi smiled and said: "Don't underestimate your family, no matter what, I will survive. This child is born."
Su Taner m licked her lower abdomen and then leaned against Ning Yi. Her other hand licked Ning Yi’s clothes and closed her eyes. She seemed to be thinking about something in her mouth. She seemed to be praying, but the mountain breeze came over. I can't hear the specific words.
The sky is flowing, the sunset glows through the sky and the mountains, and the night falls. In the camp of the fugitives, the army begins to operate busy. The next day, the camp was again recruited. The rear chasing distance was not far from here. When it was approaching the noon that day, they began to get a message from the refugees who had placed the order. Just in front of them, the biggest escape team. , I started to guilty...! .