Vol 11 Chapter 456: Emotional problem (below)

The air in the room is warm, and the snow in the winter will make the room look bright and light. In the gentle reading, Jin Er always thinks about the end of the autumn. Ice @火!中文.
It was the night when the fireflies no longer appeared. The flames passed through the lantern's cover and would be smashed into orange in the courtyard, lined with garden stones in the courtyard. The scenery at the end of the autumn, for Jiner, always seems to be covered with a layer of smoke. Yun Zhujie’s illness is a surprise for her for Ning Yi.
During this period, Ning Yi was the first person to react. Soon after, one piece of things was stripped from the side of Yunzhu. In fact, most of them were about bamboo. For these things, the weak bamboos at that time were still guilty, but Ning Yi, who was at the bedside, smiled and took it. responsibility.
"Remember what you said to you in front of the small building. The sand that can't be held, just lifted it. Actually... I originally hoped that you would have fun when you opened a store. It was really possible, Su's things. After that, it was my fault to want to use Zhuji as a carrier to expand the business. The same mistake, I started to commit again..."
In the smile of Ning Yi, Jin Er and Yun Zhu did not understand what was meant by the same mistakes he said. But when Ning Yi realized that the problem lies, the means to solve the problem may not be surprising.
After unloading the bamboo note, he went to the most famous Qinshi music house in the capital, and accompanied Yunzhu in the past to visit. The reason for using it was not to communicate with each other, but just to listen to people, these are counted as distracting. In the matter, I occasionally came over and chatted with Yunzhu and gave her the story of the book. In this way, the mood of Yunzhu gradually relaxed, but Ning Yi, ran to learn a lot of knowledge about the melody of the music, and occasionally asked a question to ask Yunzhu, even if it was childish, but always Let people relax.
When the heart disease comes like a mountain, it seems like a spring rain when going. In the autumn, I went to the winter, and then there was heavy snow in the city of Liangliang. Yunzhu gradually improved. It is the relationship with Jiner. In such a day, it has been put on hold.
Before going to Shandong, the two said it was good. After Ning Yi came back, he would give Jiner an account. Unfortunately, after returning, Yunzhu fell ill, and the two took care of her. When she was alone, she also had jokes, but for these things, Jiner knew that he seemed a bit guilty, even when they were chatting in the corridor one day, listen to him. Speaking of myself is a bit "hearted".
"Sometimes, I feel that a lot of things are very good. I feel good after I feel good. Yunzhu is good, you are good. I didn't think I was a fancy. I may forget it now. Only these things, I don't. Know how to solve it. I promised you before, but now I can't do it..."
Ning Yi was sitting under the railing of the red lights, and when it was said, it seemed to be an apology. Jiner stood up and kicked a kick on his back. After that, they didn't talk about it. For Jin Er’s silence, Ning Yi was actually somewhat surprised. Fortunately, after that incident, Jin Er did not express any rejection of him. When she was with Yunzhu, she was still there, or there was Time to bicker with him and fight.
In November, Ning Yi took the free time to visit the musicians and musicians, and went to visit some craftsmen. At the beginning of December, he came over and gave a guqin to Yunzhu. The piano is made by hand, the materials are superior but the hand is rough, it seems to just stretch some good strings on a piece of wood, although the paintings on it are pretty good, but in the eyes of these people in Yunzhu Jiner - Perhaps in the eyes of anyone, this piano is a very poor handicraft.
It was this piano that was not allowed to sound, so that Yunzhu was moved and laughed for a while.
But when Ning Yi left that evening, he kicked him with Jiner who came out of him. Ning Yi saw her looking down and looked down.
"Ning Yi, I am very stupid, I don't understand what you are thinking about. But I and Yun Zhujie are both out of the green building. When people are small or being raised outside, they are very normal and very happy. The thing, the man is good to us, that is an extra thing. If it is normal, it is also a destination. You say that a lot of things are good, you want, men are not like this? See you like Woman, I’m in the house. I don’t know what you think, but how to live is also our business. Yunzhu’s sister will get sick, many people will get sick, but the disease will always be better, I’m not with Yunzhu’s sister. I think this is your business, you don't always think so much."
Ning Yi made a slight sigh of relief for this. When he reached out and touched Jin’s head, Jiner approached him one step at a time. Ning Yi could feel the sweetness and softness of her body, and the chest was attached to him. Ning Yi hugged her.
"I know you can't listen to me, are you?"
Jin Er spoke in his arms, and there was no resentment in his tone. Ning Yi smiled, even though she seemed to have no heart and lungs on weekdays, but the woman in front of her eyes also had a bright and beautiful heart. When she used that gentleness on her own body, her own heart and disposition, in fact, I can't help but too much.
"I... I can understand, but I feel that I have a responsibility..."
"Yeah." Jiner nodded whispered and arched in his arms. "Actually, I know with Yunzhu, we are very happy. Even though you told me those words, I wanted to cry. ... I just think that you will be very uncomfortable."
"The man just wants to lick himself, but I remember what you said."
"That's good……"
Since this time, Ning Yi has been remembering the feeling of the evening that day, the woman’s body in her arms, what she said. Even though he still can't let go of his inability to solve the problem, the mood is much easier after all.
This day accompanied Yunzhu, Jiner to study, chat, and listen to Yunzhu holding the guqin he made the first song, although the quality of the piano is very poor, but the fingertips in Yunzhu are still beautiful. Yunzhu smiled and said that she would write a book on how to use the rotten piano to pop up a good voice. Although this is the case, she is very happy with this gorgeous piano in her hand.
After that, Ning Yi took a ham home. When it was now the courtyard of the "Ningjia", Su Wenzhao was chatting with Tan Er and others for what happened during this time. After dinner, Ning Yi and Su Wenzhao chatted about the camp in Shandong for a while. When I returned to the courtyard where I lived, the lights were shining, and Taner was holding Ning, and I saw the snowman piled up in the yard at the window. Ning Yi returned to the room and teased his wife and children for a while. Su Taner sat on him with Ning Yi and whispered: "What did you do in Shandong, and the text was tossed like this..."
"what happened?"
"After he came back, he wanted to hold a baby. It looked very gentle, but he scared the nephew. The cicadas are a bit embarrassing. I can see that he is not the same as before. I have not seen a few. In the month, what can be done to make a rich family like this... If you are in prison, you may be able to change your temperament, but it is not like this..."
"It's hard to say." Ning Yi shook his head. "It's not impossible to say, but it doesn't mean anything. It shouldn't be in the future. That is... it can subvert people's outlook on life..."
"That's it, lest the children hear it." Taner licked his mouth and leaned his cheek against the small face of Ning Yu. He smiled and Ning Yi teased him, screaming and shaking his body. .
"In any case, after a different experience, I finally got started, right."
"Yes."
The couple spoke about it in a warm room. In the lively right-hand house of the city of Liangliang, in the study room with lights on, Qin Yuyuan is also asking Wang Shanyue about the various things in Shandong. The voices of the children are coming from the outside courtyard, and the things about the camp are mentioned. At the time, Wang Shanyue also slightly hesitated.
"... In fact, this matter is not easy to say. Ning Liheng has been very serious about this. I have seen it before, and I have seen the situation of Su Jiasu Wenyu. I feel that... it is too strange..."
The candlelight shook, and Wang Shanyue stood there, talking about the detailed process.
"... At the beginning, it seems that they just obey the above orders, simple training all day, let them say some bad things they have done before, let several monks tell stories, say karma, but the story is actually It's very simple, not so deep... The whole big process is actually so simple, but on the one hand, the camp is very strict. On the other hand, Ning Liheng has confessed these people as a reward..."
"... who said the most sincere, who said the best, the most reasonable, he let people live a better life, but also to manage other people ... from the beginning he personally supervised, pick those who plead guilty. At that time, some people may deliberately pretend to plead guilty, deliberately pretending to be a story-telling, but time has passed, things have slowly changed. The life in the camp is very boring, giving people the feeling that the days may go very slowly. In a month, he built the entire system, and most of them actually let them manage themselves..."
"In that kind of environment, it is difficult for people to pretend and lie wholeheartedly. Everyone starts to listen to the story, rushing to say that they have done something wrong, saying why they are doing something wrong, even if they pretend, they say that they regret it. When you say something, you can’t hold what you really think, because it’s a glory to admit it in the wrong place... People don’t let themselves live in an environment they don’t agree with, or change the environment, or... I have to change myself. This is what Li Heng once said. It seems to be a syndrome of tearing."
"...It seems that a group of robbers kidnapped a group of people. At first, these people were afraid of robbers. After a long time, they would easily feel good about the robbers. The robbers are kind to them. They tend to think that these people are Good people...not because they really think so, because people have to lie to themselves and can't let themselves live in a background of fear. They can only give themselves a reason to make themselves feel that the environment is too good..."
"Then, in the second month, after Li Heng left, things became more and more fierce. The guilty people were more and more sincere, but those who felt dangerous began to secretly ask others not to do this, and then started. Several times of riots. My people, Zhujiazhuang people have been there several times, but in fact most of the actions are suppressed by them. Those who plead guilty, people who feel that they have done something wrong have stopped others. people……"
"At that time, the small leader selected by Ning Yi was the leader of the group ~EbookFREE.me~ One of the team leaders wanted to kill and run, and incited others to make trouble, and stopped. Even after stopping, no one else was allowed. It’s my own fault to say that it’s my fault, and I finally committed suicide in front of that person...

"This whole situation reached the third month, more than 100 people were sent away, more than 30 died, and 12 of them were suicidal... just three months, when the situation in the entire camp was Everyone felt that they were guilty all day long. Some of the men who were still murdering a few months ago were tears. Everyone wanted to do something good, but as an outsider, it really makes people feel...very scary, but still stand At this time, Heng began to stop, sent more than 300 children, learned skills with them, and became a master and apprentice..."
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