: 000 hidden in the depths of the heart

"What kind of talent is a normal person?"
This question can be very funny and can be very philosophical.
The reason for the funny is very simple, because the average person will not ask such a question for no reason.
If one day, people around you suddenly ask such a question, then your first reaction is definitely to laugh?
After all, normal people will definitely not want to ask such a question.
The reason for philosophy is simpler. It is nothing more than such an issue. From an objective point of view, it can be a controversial issue.
However, if such a debate is not in high school, then no one will ever come up with it as a homework.
However, such a problem was raised in the first day of the first grade of elementary school.
That year, the party was only eight years old.
It is conceivable that when such a problem arises from the mouth of an eight-year-old child, the reaction of the elementary school teacher standing on the podium to the group of unfamiliar children around is so embarrassing and confused.
It is only from this point of view that Fang Li is no longer a normal person.
Such a problem should never appear on an eight-year-old child.
However, no matter what aspect, Fang Li is actually a normal person.
When the children of the same age are playing, the party is also playing.
When the children of the same age are in trouble, the same is happening in the square.
When the children of the same age are innocent, the Fang is also innocent.
When the children of the same age are childish and fart, Fang Fang is also childish.
In other words, the party is not precocious, nor abnormal, whether it is a normal child physically or mentally.
However, in the first day of the eight-year-old elementary school, Fang Li could not help but ask such a question.
Because, in the ignorant side, I know that I am the only one different from the rest.
......
That year, the party was only seven years old.
Before the age of seven, Fang Li had grown up as an ordinary child.
At that time, because parents need to be busy with work and support their family all day long, the person who most often accompanied the party is grandfather.
Grandpa loves the party.
When Fang Fang wants to play, Grandpa will play with him.
When Fang Fang was jealous of his parents, Grandpa would come out to maintain the party.
When Fang Fang hits a fall, Grandpa will comfort the painful side.
When Fang Li is interested in what toys, Grandpa will also buy the toy, just to make the party happy.
Therefore, Fang Li also likes Grandpa.
Even if he grows up, Fang Li can naturally tell the people around him that his favorite person is Grandpa.
What happens when such a person disappears from your world?
In the past, the party did not consider this issue.
At the age of seven, Fang Li had to think about it.
"woo woo woo woo…"
The crying sounded in the entire space.
Some of them are extremely repressive, some are unscrupulous, but no one can feel the sadness and sadness inside.
Under the crying, the vast space is filled with a sad atmosphere.
Under the crying, the children who are not sensible are rendered, and they cry one by one.
In this way, Fang Fang was placed in such an environment, one hand was held by her mother, and her eyes were cast in front of her.
There, there is a black and white photo.
The person on the photo is the grandfather in the party.
Looking at the photo, Fang really missed Grandpa.
Fang Li knows that the people around him also miss Grandpa, so they will cry at this time.
However, there was no way for the tears to flow out.
Even if the parents are crying, the adults and children around are crying, there is still no way to cry.
So, Fang Li asked.
"Mom, why are you crying?"
At that time, the mother with tears was like this.
"...because Grandpa will not come back."
The party knows.
This fact is still known in the party.
Fangli knows that Grandpa will never come back.
but…
"But why do you have to cry?"
When the party asked such a question, the expression of the mother was a little surprised and somewhat doubtful.
Then, my mother answered the party in this way.
"Grandpa will not come back. Normal people will feel sad and sad, so they will cry."
When I heard this sentence, I never said anything in the party.
However, there is a question in the heart of the party.
"Do normal people cry at this time?"
It is because of this that Fang Li will ask such a question to the teacher at the age of eight.
When I grew up, Fang Li knew that it was a matter of course.
The death of a loved one, of course, should be a cry for a normal person.
Because, it will be sad, it will be sad, that is the normal person.
From a psychological point of view, when one's subjective world and the objective world have the principle of unity, it is normal.
Because psychology is a reflection of objective reality, any normal mental activity and behavior must be consistent with the objective environment, even if it is only in form and content.
When a person's spirit or psychology loses unity with the external environment, then this person must not be understood.
At that time, this person will become abnormal.
Therefore, from this theoretical point of view, Fang is not a normal person.
On that day, there was no crying in the party.
When others are sad and sad, the inner part of the square is only calm.
When others take it for granted, there is only doubt in the heart of the party.
When others are crying and crying, the inner heart of the square is only surprised.
It’s so out of place, even if it’s ruthless, how can it be anomalous?
Once again, the other party is raising themselves from a young age, and they have a very good relationship with themselves, and they are still their favorite relatives.
Such a person has passed away and can no longer be seen. It is because it is a child, so it should be sad and sad, isn’t it?
However, from the beginning to the end, Fang Li has never felt a trace of sadness, a trace of sadness, and even the impulse of a tear.
At that time, the adults did not care about this. Only when the party really did not understand the meaning of death, or some precocious, was not affected by the surrounding children, and was rendered crying.
Only in the party, in a situation that is ignorant, I understand one thing.
That is…
"I am different from the people around me..."
That was the only idea in Fangli.
After growing up, Fang Li understood why he was like that at the time.
Not only because the party began to understand things, but also because the party could not avoid it and experienced the same thing several times.
At that time, the same side could not cry, and could not feel sad.
Then, the party understands.
No matter how important the other person is to himself, how close he is to himself, once he (she) dies, he will never shed a tear and will not feel a bit sad.
It’s not that the party is not sensible, nor is it too cold and ruthless.
That's just a flaw.
When a party was seven years old, it began to be ignorant and hidden in the depths of personality.
"I can't have any feelings about the death of others..."
Then...
"I must have no way to have an affection for my death..."
This fact was confirmed in the year when the party was eighteen years old.
......
"boom----!"
It was a very loud crash.
At the moment when the impact sounded, the square only felt a whirlwind, and when the vision was restored, the first time he entered his field of vision was just a sky.
However, this sky is gradually dyed red, and replaced by black one by one.
The red color appeared because the iris in the square began to bleed.
Black appeared because the consciousness in the square began to disappear.
At this moment, the party only felt that the body was not its own, and even the movement could not move, and even the feeling was gone.
The only feeling in the square is --- heat.
It's hot.
very hot.
The whole body is hot.
Around, one by one, the pedestrians began to come around and appeared in the blurred vision of the square.
There is no way for the party to hear what they are saying.
However, Fang Li was able to perceive a feeling of panic and fear around him.
And the body that is getting hot is like what is important to lose, so that the ground underneath begins to get wet.
Fang Fang turned his head in a difficult way and saw the oil road that was close at hand.
There, it is gradually dyed red.
The blood that is flowed out from the body of the person is red.
Therefore, Fang Li finally realized.
The important thing that is losing in your body is not just blood, but life.
At the same time, Fangli understands what happened.
Car accident.
A sudden accident.
Such an accident, this country will happen more than 100,000 per year.
Fang Li is only one of the 100,000 car accidents this year.
"It turned out to be..."
Fang Li immediately accepted his destiny.
No unwillingness, no resentment, no fear or resistance.
After all, there is no way for the party to have any emotions about "death."
This is the fact that I realized it when I was seven years old.
Now, it is only confirmed.
If you have any thoughts about what you are going to die, there is only one.
"Where will people go after they die?"
With such an idea, Fang closed his eyes.
In the moment when the party completely lost consciousness, a cold ice sound poured into his mind.
"No. 11273 enters the main space."
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