Chapter 5: The first years (4)

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That day, as soon as I was out of school, I noticed that there were two voluptuously dressed girls following me. I have n’t eaten pork or heard the call of a pig, and I immediately understood that it was the one who came to beat me. At the time, the idea was simple. The way home, the fewer people there were, and there were more people in the game room. Even if they wanted to hit me, they dared not give up.
I ran into the game room breathlessly, and both wavelet and squid looked at me in surprise. They hadn't asked me what happened, and the two sisters came in, one blocking me in front and one blocking me. Obviously, I didn't plan to let me run away again this time. I was like a coyote surrounded by hounds. Although he was afraid, he refused to show his weakness. His hands were clenched into fists, and his eyes stared straight at them.
They were planning to teach me the most basic class of grudges and grudges. The squid knocked on the counter and smiled at one of the girls. The thief was also very cheap: "Sister, look at the same school and give a friendly reminder. If you want to make trouble, you must first ask who this store is. "
One of the girls with outstanding looks was looking at the squid with a confused expression. Obviously they did not know the squid. The squid immediately reported his name loudly and the technical school he studied.
The girl behind me said, "It's really your brother!"
The voluptuous girl smiled and asked, "Whose store is this?"
The squid reported the name of Brother Li, and the voluptuous girl was quite surprised. After a while, she recovered and pointed at me, and said with a smile, "But she has nothing to do with you?"
The woman ’s voice was very charming, and the last word "bar" was choking. The squid was almost crisp under the counter and immediately sternly clarified the relationship: "These four-eyed pandas have nothing to do with me at all." The squid added a sentence, "It has something to do with him."
The woman's eyes followed the finger of the squid to the front of the counter. A student had just bought ten dollars of game currency. Xiaobo was looking down, and he focused on counting the game coins one by one. The voluptuous girl looked for a while and turned her head. Laughing apologetically to me: "Little sister, I'm sorry, I got the wrong person." After that, he dragged another woman away.
The squid shouted: "Sister, next time you come out to eat together, the place is up to you."
The woman turned her head, looked at him slantingly, and walked away with a smile. The squid laughed fartly, all day long.
I know they blocked me, although I knew it in my heart, but I couldn't say "thank you", I could only take another way of gratitude-that afternoon, I endured my heartache and bought five glasses of orange juice in one breath. Countless toilets.
The squid asked me puzzled: "Did you eat too much salt? Drink so much water?"
I stared at him: "Want you to control?"
Xiaobo looked at me with a smile, and I understood that he had read through my careful thoughts, but felt embarrassed, blushing, and continued to read as if nothing had happened.
After the
battle
where one person knocked down two junior high school girls this time and one was seriously wounded and sent to the hospital, I became famous in school.
Things in this world are weird. For example, if you owe someone five thousand yuan, you are someone else ’s grandson, you have to ask him, but if you owe someone else half a million dollars, then someone else is your grandson, He must beg you. It seems to be the same to be a bad student. If you are a general poor student, your classmates look down on you and like to stand in front of you from time to time. But if you are worse than the general level, then things will change suddenly.
I am now in this situation. Before, girls dared to call me "three hands" in the voice I could hear, but now even if they talk about me behind their back, they have to lower their voices. They still look down on me in their hearts, but they no longer dare to show it, but are very polite and polite to me. There are a few girls with poor academic performance who are deliberately close to me. It seems that they want to worship me as the eldest sister. I think it ’s funny, and I start to understand why Zhang Jun does n’t lack companions. realm.
4
Love Sin
First love, yes, the moment a flower called love sinus blooms,
There is no step early, nor step late, he is exactly there.
Love Dou, is the most pure white flower in the world,
It is only opened once in a lifetime, fragrant when it is opened, bitter when Xie, never results.
After the start of the new semester, we entered the fifth grade, adjusted the seats in the class, and I sat at the same table with the talented teenager Chen Jin.
As our bodies matured, our feelings for the opposite also changed quietly, and there was a little more mystery between the boys and girls in the class.
After going to college, I communicated with my sisters in the dormitory, only to realize that although we are in the north and south of the motherland, our love at the beginning of elementary school was surprisingly similar. It is basically a class. The boys in the whole class will like the two or three girls who look good, can sing and dance, and are liked by the teacher, and the girls in the class all like two or three. The teacher held the boy in the palm. The likes and crushes in elementary school have an amazing consistency.
In our class, there are two or three favorite objects for boys, and almost all girls like Chen Jin. No way, this person is too much limelight. A good family, his father is a senior official of the Education Bureau, and his mother is the deputy director of our city TV station; people are clever, the teacher speaks the sentence above, and he speaks the sentence below; His violin is sure to win a trophy for our class; but his character is still very pull. Teacher Zhao almost wants to hurt him as a son, but he is very indifferent to Teacher Zhao, which is too rare among the pupils who worship the teacher.
At that time, although I read a bunch of miscellaneous books, even "The Dream of Red Mansions" was over, but very strangely, I still didn't understand the feelings of men and women. When I walked, I didn't see any of them at all. I just thought that the girls in our class worked very hard.
Chen Jin is very clever and very precocious. His careful thoughts and tricks for those girls are clear. He enjoys the love of the whole class of girls, but he is impatient with them. Once, he was entangled with another girl for a long time. He always answered her questions gracefully until the bell rang and the girl had to leave.
When I got back to my seat, he said angrily to me: "Don't give your seat to anyone else, otherwise I will spend all my time trying to arrange you next to me. You just copy me every day. For the assignment, I will help them out next time. "
I spent a little lesson thinking about this sentence, and finally realized. I said it! I was wondering at the time, how could such a prime location be occupied by me? It turns out so! He is the first in the class, and also the class leader. He has always been a good student and an excellent class cadre. If he does not answer questions to his classmates, he will definitely not meet his glorious image. Selfish heart.
The tradition of our school is to have a co-ed table. I am a girl and meet the requirements of sitting at the same table; I have the worst academic performance and people who do not study at all will definitely not ask him questions. A best tablemate who would not disturb him or damage his image was born.
Recognizing the true face of this excellent student in the eyes of the teacher, parents, and classmates, I did not think he was more annoying than before, nor did he think he was better than before. He is a man named Chen Jin, a prodigy who learns well, a person outside of my world. At that time, I did not expect to dream. He was not only my elementary school classmate, but also my brother Tsinghua.
That day, just like countless ordinary days in the past, everything was running step by step. The difference is that I got up late and caught up with menstruation again. I haven't gotten used to this "big aunt" who wants to visit me every month. I have to wait until I have toss and go to school.
After going out, the gloomy weather has become more gloomy. There are thick black clouds stacked in the sky. It seems that it will be smashed down. The sun is not visible at all. Although it is a big day, it can make people feel like evening. . My mood is not good, seeing this kind of weather, thinking that my late arrival will cause the class to lose points, affecting the class to take the mobile red flag, Teacher Zhao will definitely not give me good fruit to eat, and the mood is even lower.
Because it was no longer school or work time, and the way I went to school was not the main road, so there was no one in the whole street, only the willow trees on both sides of the road dancing wildly with the wind. I carried my schoolbag and walked hard against the wind.
I was struggling, not even a flash of thunder and thunder, and I started to hail without warning, and it hurt my life, but I was too late to dare to stay and ran forward with hail.
With the hail and the wind getting bigger and bigger, I am weak and weak. I feel that every time I take a step, I am blown back by the wind for most of the steps. After walking for a long time, I seem to be still in the same place, anxious. Behind me, caught my hand and dragged me to run forward.
I was shocked, and it was clearly Zhang Jun. I wanted to speak with my mouth open, but with one mouth, the cold wind rolled into hail and immediately entered the mouth. Instead of saying it, I took a bite of ice. He ran and sipped his lips, obviously this was why he did n’t speak.
He was taller than me, and he was much stronger than me. I just felt the pressure on my body was relaxed, and the wind between heaven and earth seemed to be less. He dragged me against the strong wind and ran in the hail. I didn't know why. My mood suddenly became bright. It seemed that every step was full of power. The hail hit the face and didn't hurt at all.
When he was at the school gate, he let me go naturally, smiled and pointed at the teaching building, beckoning me to go to the classroom first.
According to the law of punishment, the teacher's attention will be placed more on the more excessive student. He asked me to go first, which is tantamount to taking all late punishment to himself. Suddenly, for no reason, I felt my heart pounding, my face was hot, my head was busy, and I ran desperately towards the classroom. Fortunately, because of the hail, the students on duty have already returned to their respective classrooms. Our late arrival was not caught by the school, resulting in deductions, but only by the teacher who had studied early in the morning.
The Chinese teacher was criticizing me, and Zhang Jun lazily shouted "report" at the door of the classroom. Sure enough, the Chinese teacher hurriedly said a few words to me, so I sat down and walked to the door of the classroom to reprimand Zhang Jun, who was even worse.
I hurriedly opened the textbook and looked down intently as I lowered my head. I heard him and the Chinese teacher explain the reason for being late. My head was buried lower, and the tip of my nose was almost sticking to the textbook. A heart was panicking as if it would jump out, but it was sweet as if it was going to sink, just like when I was a child, Cheating chocolate is drunk, and I feel happy to fly, and I feel sad to die.
Chen Jin asked: "What's wrong with you?"
I shook my head in silence.
Chen Jin snorted disdainfully: "The book is reversed."
I was embarrassed, turned the book around and waited for it to finish, but Chen Jin laughed with a voice on the side. I looked at it and found that it was really reversed at this time, and quickly turned the book back, and Chen Jin laughed aside: "You just lied like this, but in a single sentence it was exposed."
I lowered my head and said nothing.
The hail stopped suddenly, as if it had come without any signs, it seemed that it was just to fulfill our hand under the hail.
The sky was still gloomy, but the wind was getting weaker, and it started to rain.
When I was about to leave school in the afternoon, I noticed something was wrong, I felt my pants were a little wet, and I smeared my hand under the buttocks, and there was light blood on my fingers. I was nervous and embarrassed. I did n’t know what to do.
Girls who developed early in the class came a year ago. Girls who developed late did not know that girls bleed every month. This thing remains mysterious among girls. Looking back now, the growth of our generation is often accompanied by embarrassment. Information is underdeveloped, access to information is limited, parents are too shy to communicate directly with their children about developmental issues, the teacher is even talking about sexual discoloration, and most girls experience menstruation for the first time. Panic, embarrassment, confusion, fear, some people even thought they were seriously ill and were going to die. A friend of mine told me that when she was a child, she saw that she was bleeding and thought she was seriously ill. She secretly bite the quilt and cried, but she was very brave on the surface. I did n’t tell my parents, but I started to deal with the
follow-up
quietly. I gave the cousin the stickers and tapes that were frugal and hard-working, and told her to come and see her parents in the future. After the truth was revealed, the cousin refused to return the stickers and tapes. She used force to it. The cousin was crying by her, and she was crying by her mother.
When we grew up, when we communicated with each other, we had a stomachache, but the confusion and bitterness at that time were heavy.
My "great aunt" has visited once, but I still don't understand what this is. It's just that my mother's deliberately lowered voice dragged me to the bathroom to speak. I felt that this thing is very shady and must be dealt with quietly. .
Now that this shady thing turned my pants red, I really don't know what to do. If I have good friends, I might be able to whisper to her, but I do n’t, so I can only sit on a stool and stay motionless.
Gradually, all the students in the class were gone. Only Zhang Jun and two or three boys were still at the back of the classroom. They did n’t know what they were doing.
Finally, they also took the school bag and left, Zhang Jun walked to my table: "Aren't you going home?"
"Let's go after a while." I stared nervously at him, afraid he would discover the secret under my ass. If before today, he is the same as everyone else, then from today, I am afraid to be ugly in front of him.
He looked at the rain outside the window and said, "I'll wait for you to go together. I just went to the school's shop in the afternoon and bought an umbrella."
I cried out in a hurry: "No, you go first."
"It's okay, I'm okay anyway." He said, sitting down.
I stared at him, he looked at me.
I really can't figure out what I can do, take out the homework and do the homework? Not to mention Zhang Jun's unbelief, even I don't believe it myself. The two men stared at each other, and I kept pulling the clothes with my hands, hoping to wrap up the entire stool.
After a long time, he said in a very positive tone: "You have nothing to do, then go."
He said while pulling my arm, I panicked and shook his hand away with a strong voice, saying, "I don't want to go with you."
He was hurt all of a sudden and immediately left the classroom with a schoolbag. I watched his figure disappear in the corridor. I thought he would never talk to me again, plus this abominable "big aunt", Suddenly I felt very sad, and my tears fell out.
He was crying, and a figure appeared in front of me. I looked up and saw Zhang Jun.
He grabbed his head, his tone being cautiously gentle: "Is there something, you don't want to go home?"
I shook my head vigorously, never for a moment, I was so eager to be at home as I am now.
"Someone threatened you, waiting to hit you at the school gate?"
It's really a question of Zhang Jun! I was stupid and continued to shake my head.
"Don't be afraid, if someone really threatens you, I'll protect you, I'm fighting very hard." He said, opened the schoolbag, and showed me a chain of iron hidden inside.
I was very worried, but still couldn't help but want to laugh, he was carrying weapons everywhere he went.
He smiled at me and laughed, and helped me pick up my school bag: "Then let's go, no matter who wants to hit you, I will guarantee your safety."
I immediately shook my head desperately. He frowned and stared at me, not understanding what was wrong with me.
I thought about it and said, "I'm afraid of the cold. Can you lend me your sportswear to wear it?"
"Hey, you said earlier!" He immediately took off his coat and handed it to me.
I put it on and slowly stood up, my hands secretly dragged, just covering my buttocks.
He walked silently beside me, holding a umbrella to help me cover the rain. The two were under an umbrella, but there was at least two or three fists between them. In order not to touch me, he could only tilt the umbrella to my side as much as possible.
When I got downstairs in my house, I turned my back to the wall and took off my clothes to him, humming like a mosquito, "Thank you."
His hair was a little long and wet again, and it rested softly on his forehead, and the raindrops on the hair tips shone brightly. He took the clothes and whispered "you're welcome", as if embarrassed to accept my "thank you". As soon as he turned around, he didn't hit the umbrella and ran directly into the rain.
I didn't see him anymore, I rushed home quickly. At night, my stomach hurts a little bit. My mother boiled me brown sugar and water. After I drank, I lay in bed, just in a daze. Zhang Jun was in front of me. Thinking of his stupid saying "I'll protect you", I couldn't help laughing, and my heart was full of sweet taste, but only felt sweeter than all the sugar I had eaten.
When I went to school the next morning, I met Zhang Jun at the entrance of the school. He greeted me loudly, but my heart was pounding and I quickly lowered my head. It seemed that my head was raised and people would see my little one. secret.
Other girls like a boy. Maybe they will think of approaching him, attracting his attention, and spending more time with him, but I am the opposite. Because I like Zhang Jun, I was nervous when I saw him. I didn't dare to say much, but in the dark, I was always paying attention to his every move.
I often watch him run on the football field and peek at him and his classmates. I longed for his attention, but I was afraid of his attention. When he did not look at me, my eyes always followed him, hoping he would look at me, but if he looked at me, I always rushed Before he found it, he hurriedly avoided his sight.
At that time, I like to be very simple and don't ask for any return. I will be very happy as long as I look at him. If he occasionally talks to me more, he will laugh all day long.