Chapter 65: The beauty of forgiveness (2)

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In Brother Li's office, Xiaobo slammed her for the first time. He smiled and asked her: "Qi Qi, what do you want to do in the future?"
"Um ... um ... I like to read books, maybe I can open a small bookstore, read the books, and earn some money, enough to feed myself."
In the moment when I realized it, Qi Qi only felt that there were thousands of fiery red flowers in front of her, and the whole world was lit up, and the whole body seemed to be blown up by joy.
He did not forget! He did not forget!
Unexpectedly, drop after drop of water dropped on the billiard table, printing out dark green stains. Luo Qiqi put his hands on the pool table and lowered his head, letting the tears fall freely, but grinning while crying, he still remembered me, and Xiaobo still remembered me!
Wavelet never forgot her!
She realized a dream for him, so he also realized a dream for her. She took his dream to fly, and he was here waiting quietly for her dream.
But, Bo, why do n’t you tell me? Why did I leave by crying many years ago?
Luo Qiqi raised his handbag and walked to the counter to check out.
"Can I leave a message for Sister Wang? Please send it to her as soon as possible."
The cashier handed the change to Luo Qiqi: "No problem, I will call and tell Sister Wang."
Luo Qiqi took the pen and wrote on the message sheet:
Beautiful and warm little bookstore, like a boy's dream. The dreamer has forgotten what he had thought in the red bumps, but did not expect it. When he looked back suddenly, the dream had been realized.
Wavelet, I will be waiting for you by the river tomorrow.
Qi Qi
It has been handed to the cashier, but she was not at ease, and took the message back, and added a sentence below: "I am talking about it!"
Luo Qiqi walked out of the bookstore with her handbag, and walked with the crowd. The strange scenery was exactly the same as before, but she lost her melancholy and couldn't help laughing and laughing.
Over the years, she has been to many countries, seen many landscapes, and experienced many things, but the person she most wants to share all this is not there, all the wonderful things with a trace of regret, she will tell him everything tomorrow, these years Hard and wonderful.
A couple walked past her, the man with a very short board size, wearing a sleeveless vest, with a sturdy body, the muscles on both arms were entangled with strength, and there were large tattoos on his back that extended to his arms on.
Carrying a little boy on his shoulder, the little boy grabbed his head and shouted
drive, drive
. A beautiful woman with long curly hair was walking beside the man, talking on the phone loudly, and looking at his son from time to time. .
Luo Qiqi passed them face to face, slowly stopped, but they walked straight past her.
Qi Qi turned around and watched them walk through a shop and stopped in front of the "on the water side". The man hurled his son up suddenly and caught it. The child laughed happily, just in the laughter, the man Clamping the child under his arm, he walked into "on the water side". The woman is still standing in front of the shop, talking on the phone.
Across the crowd, Luo Qiqi kept looking at her. Her eyes swept Luo Qiqi several times, but she didn't stop.
Qi Qi laughed, and the enchanting and squid were really together! What is flowing in the river of time is no longer important. The man who was with the enchanting may be her relative, or a life-saving straw she caught when she was desperate, but in any case, she finally chose squid .
Luo Qiqi smiled at Enchanting, turned around, and merged into the crowd, but the joy just disappeared.
If you tell the squid and voluptuous about ten years ago, they will be opposite Qi Qi but they do n’t know each other, surely no one will believe, but this turbulent red dust, busy life is after all worn away thinking that it is impossible to forget Memory, but can she blame them? Didn't she forget their names? Isn't this life? Forget while walking.
After ten years, she knows nothing about the life of Xiaobo, maybe Xiaobo hasn't cared about what she did.
"On the water side" must be related to the past, but not necessarily related to her, maybe that is just a memorial of Xiaobo's passing time.
As long as I was young, everyone would leave a little softness in the bottom of my heart for the lost youth. At some time during the vicissitudes of life, an inexplicable gloom will suddenly pass in my eyes, and in front of the scenery that I once knew, my heart will suddenly rise a nameless melancholy. But these sadness and melancholy do not mean that they want to reunite with those in memory.
The time of the past is the time of the past, and it is impossible to go back. The friends of the past are the friends of the past, and they are only good in memory.
Will Wavelet rush to her appointment by the river?
she does not know.
In the morning, after having breakfast, Luo Qiqi put on a white T-shirt, denim shorts, carrying a large backpack, carrying water and bread, and walking towards the river.
The last time she left, she thought that she could come back at any time as long as she wanted, but unexpectedly, in the rapids of life, revisiting the old land was a very extravagant thing. This is another ten years.
After walking for more than an hour, to the green forest, each tree grew tall and large. In my memory, it was just a small forest, but now it is like a small forest.
Qiqi walked gently while touching the tree trunk.
Many years ago, there was a handsome young man wearing a white and blue T-shirt standing here waiting for his beloved girl. The teenager has been taken away by time, but they are still here.
Luo Qiqi crossed the dense green forest to the river.
"I'm back." She said silently in her heart.
She put down her shoulder bag and sat down by the river, staring at the water, this is where she was dreaming.
In countless dreams at midnight, she often dreamed of going back to the river. In her dreams, there were Zhang Jun, Xiao Bo, Xiao Fei, Guan He. They were like teenagers. Everyone laughed and laughed together. play.
Sometimes, she would wake up laughing from her dream, filled with joy in her heart, but then realized that they had already left her, like the youth that never returned.
After sitting quietly for a long time, Qi Qi took out the carton with her signature from the bag and held it tightly in her arms.
Ten years ago, she left them behind without hesitation and ran towards the future. Ten years later, she began to understand that she could never separate those memories, whether it was pain or laughter, it was her wealth and her life Because of their abundance, this time, she will take them to the future.
She opened the box.
The first thing that caught my eye was a small transparent plastic jar with a few bottles of dried nail polish and a few faded hairpins.
Xiaofei cut her hair after the accident, desperately dressed herself like a boy, and gave her all the nail polish and hairpins she didn't use.
Qiqi picked up the nail polish and put it between her palms.
During the summer vacation on the second day of the second year, she went to see Xiao Fei every day. The two of them applied nail polish on Xiao Fei's sofa. Xiao Fei taught her how to match the color of the nail polish and the clothes. Speaking, I promised to go to a university in the future and will always be good friends. Xiaofei also laughed at her lack of ambitious ideals and would not make money, but said that it was okay, she would be responsible for making money to take care of the two of them.
Luo Qiqi said softly to the nail polish: "Xiao Fei, where are you? Do you know that I am very powerful now, and I will make money, no matter what you look like, I have the ability to take care of you."
After graduating from university, Luo Qiqi gave up his job offer in Beijing and went to Guangzhou.
In a strange city, making new friends. Outside of work, her favorite thing to do is to use various opportunities to soak in bars in Guangzhou, Shenzhen, and Hong Kong. The singers in the bar are young people who go south to pursue their music dreams. Many people are similar to Wang Zheng, but not Wang Zheng.
Luo Qiqi was the most serious and serious office white-collar worker during the day, and at night she became a night girl in a lingering place. She was generous, making friends, talking about all kinds of gossip.
In all kinds of gossip, she dug out a little bit of Wang Zheng ’s news. He sang a song in a bar and organized a band with people. It seems that he really produced a failed record. Then, he It disappeared.
People here are like this. Suddenly, they came out, using very literary pseudonyms, playing music, talking about ideals. Year after year, the ideals became lighter and weaker, and the wine drank more and more. Some people It will suddenly disappear after epiphany, and some people will gradually transition from anesthetizing their own wine to poison, rotting day by day, wandering like a ghost in the dark corners of the city.
The ending of Wang Zheng's disappearance is not the worst. But, Xiaofei?
Luo Qiqi almost went down to Huangquan, but without any news from her.
She stood on the flyover in Guangzhou at three in the morning and shouted to the whole city: "Ge Xiaofei, you still owe me a mutton string!"
Over and over again, he shouted exhaustedly, and answered her with a series of greetings, greeting the female relatives of three generations of her ancestors.
The city is noisy and bustling, and there are sounds day and night, but there is no sound she is looking for.
More than a year later, at the suggestion of Chen Jin, she applied for an MBA at Stanford University and left Guangzhou.
Luo Qiqi held nail polish and buried his head on his knees.
Some things in this world will have answers, but some things never seem to have answers. Will Xiaofei become a puzzle that will never have an answer in her life? She didn't know, she only knew that she would carry it forever until she died.
After a long time, Qi Qi put the nail polish back in the carton, and took another thing out of the carton.
It's a small white plastic bag, soft and soft, I don't know what to hold.
Qiqi opened with curiosity and saw a small skirt with red dots and white dots. She covered her mouth suddenly and stared in shock.
She actually kept this? She even forgot herself!
She couldn't help standing up, shook the skirt away and watched carefully. After so many years, the skirt was still like new. She put the skirt on her body and seemed to be fit.
Qi Qi couldn't help stepping on a few dance steps under her feet. If Little Bokken saw her, she would definitely wear this skirt and ask him to dance.
Subconsciously, she looked up to the river bank, it was already afternoon, and wavelet still didn't show up.
Will he come? do not know.
Qiqi has countless reasons to think that wavelet will come, and there are countless reasons to think that wavelet will not come.
She was anxious about this problem last night, but now she is calm. Whether to come or not is Xiaobo's choice. Waiting and not waiting are her choices. All she can do is no regrets after her best efforts.
Qiqi folded the skirt, wrapped it in a plastic bag, put it back in the carton, closed her eyes, and touched it in the box.
Which memory will you pick up this time?
A brown cowhide envelope.
Qi Qi remembered that there were things related to Zhang Jun, but she didn't remember exactly what was there.
Tickets for the Great Wall, tickets for the Summer Palace, tickets for the Qingdao Snake Museum ... Tickets for the Forbidden City say student tickets. Tickets for the Summer Palace are only fifteen yuan, but now I am afraid that fifty yuan is not enough.
Several movie tickets, no year, only date, there are blue, pink, yellow, each color is two, the seat number is connected together. This should be the movie ticket for the movie she and Zhang Jun went to see.
Qiqi took the movie ticket and looked over and over, but couldn't remember at all what the movie associated with the movie ticket was. She also can't recall what they said and done in the cinema.
In a photo taken when he graduated from elementary school, Zhang Jun stood with a hedgehog head in the middle of the last row, smirked at the camera with a grin. The girls were in the front two rows. She shrunk to the side. She didn't have a smile on her face. She didn't look at the camera, but stared at the ground. She could only see half of her face.
Qiqi laughed. Was this awkward little girl really her? But soon realized that this turned out to be the only photo with Zhang Jun. During the summer camp, there were a lot of camera meetings, and she refused stubbornly. There were two or three group photos, but the film was with Mr. Xing. After returning to school, Mr. Xing forgot about it all at once, and she did n’t even wash it for them. She did n’t care.
Luo Qiqi held the photo very uncomfortably. The happiest time for her and Zhang Jun was in Qingdao, but she didn't leave a single photo because of her awkwardness and stubbornness. Why was she so sensitive and stubborn?
A Christmas card, it is estimated that in order to take care of her, there is no word involved in love, which is to wish her a Merry Christmas, but there is a small heart card in the big card, which is written in English: "I'llloveyouforever !!!!!! "The person who wrote should feel that writing alone could not express his feelings, and used six exclamation marks in succession. Maybe very naive, but full of sincerity.
Luo Qiqi stared at it, eleven years ago, she received this greeting card, but it was only eleven years later that she first understood the thoughts and exclamation marks of the little greeting card. When I received it at that time, it was estimated that she had just read it sweetly, but she didn't really understand the meticulous and thoughtfulness of the person who sent the card. The teenager wanted to write a lot of love words, but was worried that she was afraid of being discovered by her parents, so she used a large greeting card to write blessing words and a small greeting card that could be taken away to write love words. There is no such a small greeting card on the market, he must first pick a large card with peach hearts printed on it, and then carefully cut out the peach hearts with scissors.
A young boy appeared in front of Qi Qi, cutting the greeting card intently, carefully pasting the small greeting card to the big one, and then absorbing the glue with white paper, not to stain any place, because it was for his beloved girl gift……
In her life, there was a teenager who loved her so deeply.
The young man sang to her: "Nothing, nothing, break through the heavens and the earth, but beg to see you after the night's rush. You can be ordinary or bland, you can have your own heaven and earth, but beg to see after sunrise early in the morning You. What is the name, what is wealth, is a good taste, but if you are alive, Chao Zhao can see you every night, it is even better. When everything around you is like the wind, you let me find the roots, do n’t want to leave only Willing to stay low will never wither ... "
The teenager would be in a state of distraction for her, and the test would be messy, and he would n’t care about his future; the teenager would be jealous because of her. change yourself.
However, his feelings were finally wiped out by her inferiority, pride, willfulness, awkwardness, and stubbornness.
Luo Qiqi's eyes slowly became wet, and she began to understand why she still couldn't forget Zhang Jun after all these years-the man who had long loved her. She may not forget Zhang Jun, but someone who has loved her so much. Perhaps what she was grinning about was not that Zhang Jun did not love her, but that no man loved her like Zhang Jun.
The sun slowly moved westward, and Luo Qiqi sat by the river, picking up memories from time to time-those moments that were beautiful or not beautiful, there were wanton flying laughter, and there were also suppressed crying.
But the long time will eventually condense all the pain and laughter into the most beautiful stars in the memories, and gently touch our lives.
Because of their stop and look back, our flower season did not become a lonely hum of a person. Because of their company and smile, our flower season played the most gorgeous movement.
Those who have been with us crying and laughing are indeed gone, maybe no longer will we meet in this life.
However, the love and care they left behind will never pass away.
At the moment when we looked back suddenly, they were there, still young eyebrows engraved with our youth, and our still young eyebrows were always engraved in their youth.