Chapter 64: The beauty of forgiveness (1)

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On the basketball court, boys are scrambling, and their skin tone, which is sun-burned into bronze, exudes vigorous vitality, and even the occasional swearing words make people want to smile, which is a unique gesture of youth.
At the basketball court, there were three or five groups of girls who shouted and clapped for a while as they ran on the court.
Luo Qiqi looked at them and smiled. Will they lie? He clearly cared about him, but cheered for another person. Just send a bottle of drink, but it works like a spy, racking his brain to avoid everyone's attention.
The basketball rolled to Luo Qiqi's feet, and a boy strode to chase the ball. When Luo Qiqi stooped to pick up the ball, she suddenly remembered that this scene had happened. The striking resemblance made her think that when she straightened up and sent the basketball out, she would see Zhang Jun. She understood that he was deliberately flying the ball, and he also knew that she understood, her eyes secretly sweet, as if she had the happiest secret in the world.
But no!
There was no boy who didn't watch the ball, but kept watching her. The same venue, the same noise, the same basketball, but after ten years of leisure.
She handed the basketball to the unfamiliar teenager, who smiled, expressed gratitude, and ran back to the court in a stride.
Luo Qiqi left the basketball court silently and walked out of the campus.
When leaving the school, the young doorman said hello to Luo Qiqi: "Has you finished work? You walked very early today."
"Yeah, go back early to buy food and cook."
Luo Qiqi stood outside the school gate, watching the bustling traffic on the street, thinking that the last time he stood here was ten years ago, and suddenly there was infinite sadness, was it because of those who passed away, or because of those passing time? she does not know.
Looking back, the sunset was shining on the school gate, and the students walked in and out in twos and threes. Two girls wearing high school uniforms pushed the bicycle out of the school gate, talking and laughing, and discussing where to meet at night.
Luo Qiqi stared at them until they went away.
Are they sincere or better? Will they appreciate each other and be jealous of each other? Ten years later, when they look back on their youth, are they warm or bitter when they think of each other?
Qiqi stopped a taxi and returned to the hotel, and called Yang Jun as soon as he entered.
Yang Jun asked: "When are you going to Beijing? You have already packed your house and are waiting for you to stay and have a long talk with you all night."
"After a few days, I want to trouble you."
"Say!"
"I know you are in close contact with your high school classmates. Can you help me check Guan He's contact information?"
"No problem, is she (4)? I have a lot of (4) buddies. I'll check it for you. Call you when you find it."
Qiqi didn't have a mobile phone. In order not to dare to go out for dinner, he called dinner to the room and waited for the phone while watching TV.
More than three hours later, at 11 o'clock, Yang Jun's phone arrived.
"After graduating from Guanhe High School, I rarely contacted high school classmates. I asked several classmates, and the classmates asked them again. I only found her email address. Please give it a try, and if it does n’t work, I ’ll help you find a way. "
"Thank you."
"Don't pretend to be polite, you have fun, take a few more photos, and we will talk later when we are in Beijing."
"Ok."
Hanging up the phone, Qi Qi immediately turned on the computer and logged in to the mailbox, but kept looking at the e-mail screen in a daze.
At that time, she was young and full of enthusiasm. She only looked forward and didn't realize Guan He's thoughts carefully. In fact, she wrote the letter with deep guilt and asked for forgiveness, only because she was too proud to put herself first. The position that is not forgiven seems to be such that you don't care if Qiqi forgives her. But can you really care? If you don't care, why have you been with Qiqi on the day of college entrance examination? Why write that letter to analyze your own mind?
Qiqi didn't reply. In Qiqi's case, it was just a kind of free and easy to abandon the unpleasant past, but what about Guan He?
Qi Qi doesn't know if Guan He will still remember the previous things. If she remembers, when she heard "Seeing the Cooking Smoke Again" and saw others rollerblading, she was afraid that the memories would be bitter, but at the time They once wanted to engrave that as the best memory in their minds, a beautiful story that can be told gently to their daughters.
Qiqi started typing.
Guan He:
This is Luo Qiqi. This is a letter that has been late for many years. Maybe it is no longer necessary, but if I do n’t do it, I ca n’t feel at ease.
After Zhang Jun and I proposed to break up, I seemed to be indifferent, and forced the sorrow down with loud laughter. In fact, I had hate for him that I didn't even realize, and hated him for disappointing my feelings. He didn't like me anymore, and the promises he hated turned into lies, so I would deliberately laugh casually in front of him, deliberately go home with Shen Yuanzhe, and deliberately make others misunderstand me and Shen Yuanzhe in love. Tell him by action, who cares if you like me? Without you, I am happier, without you, there are others who care about me.
However, the sadness that has been forcibly suppressed has never been released. With time, it slowly fermented. The more I wanted to forget, the more I could not forget, but I had no courage to turn around and could only move forward.
These days, I was in my hometown, sitting on the campus where we used to study together to recall these past things. I found that my grievances and sorrows were slowly calming down.
My breakup with Zhang Jun is indeed related to you, but it has nothing to do with you. Maybe ten years ago, I said this sentence, you will not understand, but now I think you should understand what I mean. The love in my youth was very sincere, but sincere is clumsy, because immature clumsiness leads to injury and being injured. The older you are, the more mature you will be in dealing with love, but the sincerity and clumsiness unique to those first loves are only once, so as the years go by, all the injuries will be gradually forgotten, and only the beautiful will be remembered.
In the past few days, the more I recalled, the more certain Zhang Jun had loved me wholeheartedly, and he could have been loved like that. I was very lucky. I lost him because I loved him awkwardly. My pride, inferiority, sensitivity, and stubbornness hurt him, not because of you.
Guan He, you don't need to blame yourself for the reason that Zhang Jun and I broke up, please forgive yourself.
I also want to tell you a secret. I was not only envious of admiring you, I was very jealous of you, I also had a lot of dark psychology, although it did not cause great harm, it is essentially no different from you.
Neither of us are angels, nor are we perfect, but we still want to love and care for this shortcoming of ourselves.
I sincerely hope you have a happy life, because you are one of the most special existences in my heart, forever!
Luo Qiqi
After clicking the send button, Qi Qi smiled at the screen, hoping that when Guan He received the letter, she would also smile at the screen. From then on, when I remembered the past, even if there was melancholy, it was just melancholy.
Qiqi slept very peacefully.
After getting up the next day, she started to check Teacher Gao's contact information.
When she was in college, she also sent a greeting card to Teacher Gao. Later, she did not know how to lose contact.
It is not difficult to get Teacher Gao's contact information. When she went to high school, Teacher Gao ’s husband was already the vice-principal of the technical school, and now it is sure that the official position is larger. It is not easy to check the head of the people, but it is easy to check the official.
Everything was as she expected, without too much difficulty, she got the office phone of Teacher Gao's husband.
She dialed the phone number: "Is this Director Wang?"
"I am."
"Hello, my name is Luo Qiqi, a student of Teacher Gao ..."
Before her words were finished, the other party laughed heartily: "Luo Qiqi, the champion of the college entrance examination, and later went to Tsinghua?"
"it's me."
"Gao Hui must die happily. I will give you her mobile phone number. You can contact her directly."
"Ok, thank you."
Luo Qiqi sat quietly for a while and settled her mood before dialing Teacher Gao's phone. She was still nervous about how to greet her. Unexpectedly, Teacher Gao called directly and said, "Qiqi, are you? The old king followed me Say you are back. "
"Teacher Gao, it's me." Luo Qiqi's nose was sore, like a wanderer who had been wandering for many years, and finally heard the voice of his hometown.
"Qi Qi ..." Teacher Gao confirmed that it was her, but she didn't know what to say. She was silent for a while before saying, "I think the electric display is a local landline. Where are you?"
"I'm in a hotel."
Qi Qi reported the name and address of the hotel. After consulting with Mr. Gao, she decided to meet at a nearby Western restaurant. You can drink coffee and chat, and then have dinner together.
Qi Qi rushed to the Western restaurant half an hour in advance. Before long, a short-haired woman walked in. Her figure was already blessed, but her smile was very clear.
Luo Qiqi stood up immediately, because of the respect from the heart, but could not hang a habitual smile at all, so nervous as a little girl.
Teacher Gao also checked Luo Qiqi from head to toe as before, like to check if she had red nails and stole jewelry.
Teacher Gao asked Qi Qi to sit, frowning and said, "Why are you so thin? What do you eat every day? I heard that you have gone abroad. Isn't foreign food not tasty? Are you in good health? Have you exercised regularly? ? "
Luo Qiqi smiled. In the eyes of Teacher Gao, the smart and powerful Luo Qiqi was just a stinky child who would not take care of himself.
She asked softly about Teacher Gao's current situation.
After giving birth to a child, Teacher Gao was in poor health and retreated from the front line of education. Now he works in the Academic Affairs Office. There is a six-year-old son who is learning piano. The main job of Mr. Gao every day is to fight with his son, so that his son can practice the piano more.
Qi Qi listened very happy, knowing that the most grateful and respected person in her life is the greatest happiness.
Qi Qi and Teacher Gao chatted until 9 o'clock in the evening before they were reluctant to part.
When she left, she told Teacher Gao very seriously: "Thank you, Teacher Gao, without you, my destiny will be very different." This is the first time Qi Qi expressed gratitude to Teacher Gao personally. Only then did she understand the truth, and what she had to say in her heart had to be said before others would know.
Teacher Gao was not used to this kind of straightforwardness, and embarrassedly diverted the topic. However, she could see that she was very excited. Some students are grateful for her life, and some students have changed their destiny because of her. This may be the most glorious crown in her teacher career.
Qi Qi was very pleased to tell Teacher Gao the gratitude in her own heart.
After returning to the hotel, Qiqi's first thing was to check her mailbox.
There was no reply from the Dutch. I did n’t know if the mailbox had not been checked or the mailbox was invalid. She was a little disappointed. But she thought again, as long as she had the heart, she would definitely be able to contact Guan He.
After taking a shower, Qi Qi carried the cardboard box to the bed and looked at it in a daze, which contained all the laughter and crying of her youth.
Ten years ago, under the pain, she sealed everything with resentment. She wished she could not remember it all her life, and firmly believed that on the road ahead, she could meet better and wonderful people. Ten years later, after the precipitation of time, she I began to understand that these are the most beautiful things she has ever had in this life.
Xiao Bo has long forgotten her, and Zhang Jun no longer loves her. However, they have treated her very cherishly, which is the most important.
I do n’t know when I fell asleep last night. When I woke up in the morning, Luo Qiqi realized that he had fallen asleep next to the box and could n’t help but laugh.
Put on contact lenses and light makeup. Big flower's suspender skirt, beige wide-brimmed hat, the most comfortable sandals, a sub-tropical beige beige handbag, Luo Qiqi looked at herself in the mirror, nodded in satisfaction, Shi Shiran out the door.
She went to the karaoke hall where she and Xiaobo had spent countless days just like shopping. It was completely unexpected that the karaoke hall was gone. All the surrounding shops were demolished, and a unified planning became a snack street.
Luo Qiqi watched while walking, buying snacks from time to time, and walked to the end.
Out of the pedestrian street, many taxi drivers squatted by the road and asked her if she wanted a car. She shook her head politely, walking and strolling along the familiar and unfamiliar road.
She lost her way in the middle, but she still walked around, and after more than two hours, she walked to the place where she used to dance.
It's totally unrecognizable, and I couldn't find the "on the water side" that day.
Because everything was as expected, Luo Qiqi was not too disappointed. With the flow of people, he walked slowly and looked at each corner with a smile, but there was always a trace of melancholy deep in my heart. The ancients lamented that things are right and wrong, but did not know that the greatest sorrow is right and wrong, and modern people often have even a little memory for them.
The four characters "on the water" suddenly jumped into her eyes when she was completely unprepared.
At that moment, her breathing almost stopped.
After a while, she returned to normal again. It's just the same store name. The "on the water side" in front of me is a book with antique decoration, not a ballroom for paper fans. However, she couldn't help but open the glass door, lift the bamboo curtain, and walked into the bookstore.
One room is cool, and the world is completely different from the outside.
I do n’t know whether it ’s the time or the business is not good. There are not many customers in the store. The two staff members also have a lazy leisure. When she came in, she only smiled.
Luo Qiqi is looking at the books on the shelf while walking. The decoration style of the book bar is especially the winding path of the Chinese garden. The bookshelves and books are used to naturally divide the space into small private places, except for the dots everywhere The green plants, there is no other decoration.
Unlike most books that are mostly literary and artistic books, there are many financial management books in this shop, even boring microeconomics.
What surprised Luo Qiqi the most was that there was a billiard table in the box inside the bookstore. At this time, none of the chandelier hanging down from the zenith was turned on, and it was dark and silent, like another world.
She walked over, picked up the cue stick, and unwittingly fiddled with it, and the memories of the past flooded into her mind like a tide.
The waiter turned on the switch, the light on the billiard table turned on, interrupting the picture in Luo Qiqi's mind, the girl smiled and said, "If you need anything, please call me anytime."
"Can you get me a cup of Longjing tea?"
"Ok."
Luo Qiqi bent down and aimed for a while. After a snap, he shot the rod and all the scattered on the table. She was not unfamiliar with the skills that Wavelet taught her.
After she played the ball for a while, the waiter came with green tea and placed it on a round table with high feet in the corner: "Your tea is here, please use it slowly."
Luo Qiqi asked softly: "What is your boss's name, do you know?"
The girl smiled apologetically: "I don't know, it's Sister Wang who manages it everyday. The real boss is a friend of Sister Wang's husband, and occasionally comes to play."
"What does he look like?"
"Thirties, it's not very tall, about one meter seven or eight, it looks very elegant ..." The girl said with a smile: "Ah, I can't tell clearly, anyway, a spirited person."
"Is there a tattoo on his back? In summer, even if you are wearing clothes, if you pay attention, you can see a little."
The girl contemplates for a while, "Oh, yes, but it's not clear what it is."
"Do you have his contact information?"
The girl smiled frankly: "How could I have?"
"Is Sister Wang there?"
"she is not here."
"Do you know when she will come?"
"She usually comes in the morning, but sometimes after we get off work, Brother Zhai-just Sister Wang's husband, will come to play billiards."
Brother Zhai? The squid is Zhai. Qi Qi froze for a moment, and suddenly remembered the surname Wang, but what are the real names of squid and voluptuous? She couldn't remember it at all. It turned out that her time had changed her face beyond recognition.
The girl said: "Why don't you come tomorrow, Sister Wang usually comes around in the morning."
Luo Qiqi nodded with a smile: "Thank you."
Bend down and continue to play billiards, wondering while playing, why is it a bookstore? After all these years have passed, Wavelet still can't be relieved that he hasn't gone to college?
A picture, a few dialogues suddenly jumped out.