Chapter 1226: I want to go back and take a look at him

Chapter 1226 I want to go back and take a look at him
Anyway, Xiaobao is not too young anyway.
Turning on the computer, Su Xiaoyan directly searched for Bu Ling Feng's name. He has always been excellent. As long as she wants, she can actually find everything related to him very quickly.
The popularity of a good person is not much lower than that of a star in the entertainment industry.
"This is my dad." When Su Xiaobao saw the picture of Bu Ling Feng, he directly concluded with a certain tone.
In fact, the appearance of Xiaobao and Bu Lingfeng are almost carved out of the same mold. As long as you look at it, you can see the blood relationship between the two.
"Yes, this is your father. He is a very good person." Su Xiaoyan reached out and gently touched the man in the photo. Time seems to have given him special treatment. He hasn't seen him for so many years and he has not changed at all. .
Talking to Su Xiaobao about Bu Lingfeng quietly, Su Xiaoyan found that no matter how she ignored these, no matter how she made herself forget, she couldn't obliterate this man's status in her heart.
She still remembered everything related to him, no matter what it was.
Su Xiaobao listened very carefully, and seemed to want to fully understand all of his father through everything she said.
Su Xiaoyan, who looked like that, felt sad for a while, no matter how hard she tried, she owed this child a debt!
Because of her selfishness, she failed to give him a complete home, and this matter seemed to have become her heart knot.
"Is my father really so good? Then mother, don't you love him? Why don't you stay with him?" After Su Xiaoyan finished speaking. Su Xiaobao suddenly asked.
Su Xiaoyan pursed her lips and hesitated for a while before she said, "Your father is really good. I don't love him, but we are not suitable for being together. There are many things in it, but my mother can't be with you. Say, you just need to know that your father doesn't love you, he just doesn't know your existence. It's mother selfish. Mom wants you to be by my side, so he didn't tell your father about your birth."
"Is that so? Does this mean that if Dad knew that my existence would be good for me?" Su Xiaobao tilted his head to look at her, his bright eyes filled with expectations, and he was obviously very concerned about this.
"Of course, Xiaobao is so cute, isn't it?" Su Xiaoyan replied affirmatively.
I won't meet anyway, right? She didn't need to hurt the child's heart for the unknown. Since Xiaobao wanted his father to like him so much, then she said that she liked him. It was not a big deal anyway.
Su Xiaobao smiled brilliantly at her, the appearance of losing his front teeth was really funny and cute.
Su Xiaoyan watched him running back to the room happily, she couldn't help but smiled and shook her head. She was relieved in her heart. Now she shouldn't ask these questions again, right?
But after a while, Su Xiaobao ran to her with his bag on his back, "Mom, I thought about it carefully. In fact, you said he would like me and probably lied to me. After all, he didn't know my existence, you I have lived here with me for so long, but he has never been here. Either he can't find us, or he doesn't want to find us, you say, am I right?"
Su Xiaoyan stared at Su Xiaobao in a daze. Although she didn't know what medicine the little guy was selling in the gourd, she nodded in cooperation.
"Then, you see that you agree with me. Anyway, he is my father, although he doesn't know my existence! Mom, I want to go back and have a look at him. I don’t need to recognize each other, but I hope to be able to See what he looks like, Mom, can you meet my requirements?" Su Xiaobao looked at her expectantly, as if he could cry without nodding her head.
Hearing what he said, Su Xiaoyan was stunned there, and she couldn't expect to kill her, Su Xiaobao would actually make such a request to her.
Take him home? What if you really meet Bu Ling Feng? What if the old man knew of his existence?
Moreover, time has passed for so long, if Su Xiaobao went back and saw Bu Lingfeng holding other children, he would definitely feel even more disappointed.
But when she refused his request, Su Xiaoyan still felt a bit cruel, what should we do? She was hesitant in her heart.
"Mom, why don't you talk?" Su Xiaobao leaned in front of her and asked with a pouting mouth, "You clearly said that you also love Dad, I don't understand why you are not together, but I can't go back and see him. Huh? After looking at him, we will come back and continue our lives. Isn't that okay?" He said that with obvious loss on his face.
"It's not impossible. Mom is scared." Su Xiaoyan sighed while holding Su Xiaobao in her arms, "You and your father look like this, you will be recognized as soon as you meet. Mom is afraid your father will you. Let's go, mom can't live without you, Xiaobao, is this okay for mom to think about it?"
"Xiaobao won't leave my mother, mother, don't be sad, if he really might take Xiaobao away, then Xiaobao won't go to see him." After hearing her say this, Su Xiaobao directly stretched out a soft little hand He hugged her neck and said, "Mom, don't be afraid, Xiao Bao will always be by your side. When Xiao Bao grows up, he can protect you."
The soft and glutinous childlike voice kept saying words that warmed her heart in Su Xiaoyan's ear. Her eyes couldn't help but become warm. It's really sad that the child is too sensible, isn't it?
Looking at Xiaobao's immature and determined face, she couldn't help but think of the man again. Over the years, she didn't want to miss it at all, maybe she was just deceiving herself.
Su Xiaoyan took him to the flower shop. Han Anran saw the unnaturalness on their faces, and walked over caringly, squatted down, and smiled and asked Xiaobao, "What's wrong? Are people bullied? It's okay, you tell godmother, godmother will revenge for you."
"No, godmother, don't ask. Mom, I'm going to do my homework first." Xiao Bao pouted, his eyes inevitably lost.
Han Anran was stunned for a moment, and the fan fist that had been waved unexpectedly stopped suddenly.
Seeing Xiaobao's departure, she asked Su Xiaoyan suspiciously, "Is there something wrong? This is the case for a child of this age. What he needs is care, so don't move and just be impatient with him."
Obviously, Han Anran was worried that Su Xiaoyan was criticizing Xiaobao again.
But the pain hidden in my heart, I am afraid that only the mother and son can understand.