Chapter 18:

Grandma came down from the operating table and wanted to call her granddaughter after waking up, but found that the phone at home could not be reached.
She had been in the hospital for checkups and treatments. Sometimes when Yu Zhi called and the nurse came in, she had to interrupt her. Sometimes she called and said to her granddaughter: "Wait again and again. came back."
During the period before the operation, the spirit was not very good, and there was little contact. She has not been relieved until now safely from the operating table.
"Xiao Qing, why can't I get through at home?"
"Ah..." Ruan Qing didn't know either.
When she first got divorced, Yu Kai called every day to seek reconciliation, but she was annoying and didn't answer at all. Yu Kai even asked her brother and sister-in-law next door to intercede. Later, the sister-in-law called and talked about Yu Kai, and she hung up.
Speaking of it, it was indeed almost a month without contact.
"Mom, wait, I'll call over and ask."
Just as Ruan Qing was about to call Yu Kai, the youngest daughter ran into the ward with strawberry-flavored ice cream in her hand, "Look, mom, the ice cream Uncle Zhao bought me!"
There was also a man who followed Yu Xinyan in a suit, which looked more pleasing than Yu Kai.
"Hey, tell you not to get used to her."
"It's okay. Children like to eat. It's okay to buy one for her." The man smiled and shook his head, put the tonic from both hands on the table, and greeted the old man in the hospital bed.
The grandmother knew that her daughter's divorce was because of Yu Kai's prodigal. Seeing outstanding people appeared, it was not easy to delay her daughter's marriage, so she didn't mention anything related to her ex-husband in front of him.
After going back and forth, the call was delayed again.

It was already afternoon when Shi Yi rushed to the town hospital.
When he found the ward, he rushed upstairs and almost fell in the stairwell.
On the way, he couldn't help thinking about what illness the little girl was in the hospital, but those conjectures were far less shocking to him than the scene in front of him.
Snow-white gauze was wrapped around her forehead, gauze was also attached to her right cheek, and scars were visible on her chin.
Looking at the little girl lying quietly on the bed with bandages on her face, he couldn't even believe that this was Yu Zhiyi.
The little girl who once smiled at him and held his arm coquettishly is now lying lifelessly on the hospital bed...
When Shi Yi raised his head, both eyes were red, like scarlet blood.
Even Ning Suya who was following was shocked, "How could this be?"
Yeah, how could this be?
The aunt who was guarding the bed hesitated and said, "Said it was a wine bottle..."
I still remember that Yu Zhiyi knocked on their door crying with blood all over his face, and called for help in a weak voice. When they looked for it, they found Yu Kai was still lying in the house, unconsciously drunk.
"At that time, my uncle and I held her to the hospital overnight. The doctor took out the fragments and stitched her on her face..." It was so cruel to say it, not to mention the little girl who had experienced all this personally.
"She kept crying when she was sent here." Aunt said and cried, covering her face.
She admitted that she was a bit bitter and mean, but when she looked at her niece in her husband's arms so petite and so thin, as if she would die by accident, her heart was really touched.
"How could I not feel sorry for the children who grew up watching me?"
"I really don't understand how her dad can do it!"
At the end, my aunt started to scold again.
Seeing that she couldn't control her emotions, Ning Suya quickly comforted her and pulled her aunt out, "Let's go out and talk, don't bother the patient."
There are other people in this ward, it's really not the place to talk about things.
Shi Yi didn't say a word, but heard from the beginning to the end.
He understood that Yu Kai was violent towards his daughter's family!
Everyone thinks that even if the child is unhappy with his father, he still has a family, but he never thought that the father was so cruel.
Shi Yi bent over to stand by the bed and gently held her hand. The weak and boneless hands are so thin, and they don't cover it coldly.
How fragile the little girl was lying on the bed, so fragile that only a slight breathing proved that she was still alive.
"One by one, sorry."
"Brother is late."
He almost... he almost lost her.
He should have known that the little girl has gone through so many things, her heart is terribly sensitive! She always hid her pain, tried to show the best to everyone, and was cautious to please, for fear of being abandoned.
How could he believe her only by hearing the words "It's okay" on the phone?
He should have known!
"I'm still a idiot one by one, doesn't my brother love you enough? I didn't dare to tell me if I was wronged." He wanted to beg her to wake up, open his eyes to see, he came back.
He wanted to tell him personally, and prove with his actions, "One by one has not been abandoned, and my brother will always be there."
Someone once asked him, "Don't you hate those naive children the most? You don't think their cognition can keep up with your IQ, so what are you doing with Yu Zhiyi?"
His answer is always one sentence: "I am happy!"
Yes, guarding Yu Zhiyi, he is happy!
From her babbling to the toddler, he kept watching her and never regarded her as a trouble.
He only knew that when the little girl with pink makeup Yuzhuo raised her smiley face and shouted the first "brother", he wanted to protect her!
Always, no deadline.
Yu Zhiyi woke up at night.
Shi Yi has been with her all the time, and he can notice a little movement.
Shi Yi rang the bell and called the doctors and nurses to come over for an examination. Yu Zhi opened his eyes slightly, his eyes blank.
After waking up, Yu Kai was full of guilt and rushed over subconsciously to ask her daughter's condition.
However, as soon as he appeared, Yu Zhiyi had a look of fear in her eyes, and she wanted to hide behind her clutching white sheets.
Shi Yi quickly shook her hand, "One by one."
Hearing Shi Yi's voice, she seemed to have grasped the life-saving straw and tried to lean against him.
Yu Kai stretched out his hand, and Yu Zhi screamed in fright.
Shi Yi patted her back to comfort her, which was useless.
He looked up at Yu Kai with a cold expression, "Uncle, can you please go out first?"
Everyone knows the reason for Yu Zhiyi's avoidance, and Yu Kai regrets it when her gentle and well-behaved daughter turns into this way.
There is nothing wrong with Yu Zhiyi's body, but her wounds are all on her face. For a girl, this is more difficult to bear than physical pain.
In order to appease her emotions, Yu Kai did not dare to appear in front of her. Aunt brought some light food, but Yu Zhiyi refused to eat it.
She said she couldn't eat it.
At first, everyone didn't force her. She wanted to wait for her to eat when she was hungry, but she didn't seem to feel hungry, and she didn't speak for a whole day.
Shi Yi raised the bowl of rice porridge to her mouth, but she still refused to open her mouth, and just turned the head silently.
"Are you hungry one by one?"
She still replied: "Can't eat."
Shi Yi coaxed her patiently, "Eat a little bit, brother will feed you."
The spoon touched his lips, Yu Zhiyi couldn't bear to refuse after all, opened his mouth slightly and barely swallowed.
Shi Yi breathed a sigh of relief and handed out the second spoon.
But when Yu Zhi took a bite, she suddenly vomited on the bedside.
He didn't spit it out, his face flushed with choking, and tears hung from the corners of his eyes. Such action caused pain in the wound on her face, and she felt extremely uncomfortable.
She wasn't playing her temper, she really couldn't eat it.
Yu Zhiyi's situation is worse than they thought.
The doctor said: "According to the results of the recent examination, her body is fine, and the patient may have serious psychological problems."
The heavy psychological pressure coupled with the pain of injury caused her to lose her appetite, and the food she was fed would be vomited out. They had no choice but to infuse the nutrient solution.
Yu Kai had no money and had to contact the child's mother.
Uncle also called, Ruan Qing finally agreed to answer, "Brother, what's the matter?"
"You still know to answer the phone! Your daughter is dying, don't you know?" Uncle said something cruel, but she really frightened Ruan Qing.
In the end, my uncle told the truth, Ruan Qing’s hands holding the phone were shaking, "One by one, one by one, is she okay?"
"I'll be back soon, I'll be back soon..."
The grandmother heard that her granddaughter had an accident and wanted to be discharged directly, but the doctor did not allow her to leave when her treatment was halfway through.
Ruan Qing comforted her mother, saying that she would go back to take care of the child immediately, and promised to report the real situation to her, and grandma's food settled down.
The old man lay on the bed, wiping tears silently, "One by one..."
How could such a good child be such a father!
I also blame her for the uselessness of her body, and she can't do it if she wants to go back with her children.

When Ruan Qing hurried back, her uncle was still relieved, thinking that the child would always care about the mother.
But no one thought that when Yu Zhi saw Ruan Qing, he seemed to see a stranger, playing with his fingers, feeling glum.
Ruan Qing walked over, trying to touch her daughter.
But as soon as she met, she began to hide again.
"One by one, I am a mother, and my mother is back." Ruan Qing burst into tears as she watched her agile and lovely daughter become like this.
But it was useless. No matter what Ruan Qing said, Yu Zhiyi's response to her was to avoid.
When she needed company and love most, they were stingy in giving, so now, she doesn't want it.
Nothing.
She is an abandoned child and no longer has any extravagant hopes.
When Ning Suya came to the hospital from get off work, she heard two noises in the corridor.
She sounded familiar, and she fixed her eyes to see that it was really Yu Kai and Ruan Qing.
"How can you be so cruel! She is your biological daughter, how did you succeed?"
"Do you know how many stitches were stitched on her face? How painful! Eleven is only fifteen years old, if... if the girl's most concerned face is gone, what do you want her to do in the future?"
Most girls love beauty. Yu Zhiyi couldn't care less about her appearance, but after she woke up, except for answering a few simple questions, she basically didn't take the initiative to say anything.
Ruan Qing cried again after saying a few words, and stretched out his hand to push Yu Kai a few times.
Yu Kai wiped his hair irritably and squatted on the ground.
Being upset by the quarrel, he couldn't help but retort: ​​"You said me, did you take care of her? You didn't walk clean at the beginning, don't think that I didn't know that you were in love with that surname Zhao. Yes, you are looking forward to bringing Yanyan to remarry, where can you remember one by one."
Ruan Qing was even more excited, "What are you talking about! How could you say that to me! Back then, you made a stupid bet and lost the money to buy a house. What right do you have to blame me?"
Hearing this, Ning Suya sighed helplessly.
The daughter is like this, both physically and mentally, the couple did not forget to shift the responsibility to each other while they were sad.
Say they don't love their daughters, they will feel distressed, regret, and are not planning to abandon their children. Say they love their daughters, parents are not responsible enough to hurt good children like this...

Yu Zhi's uncle paid for the surgery, and Ruan Qing returned the money to him after returning.
Because of this, she scolded Yu Kai again, saying that he was useless as a big man and couldn't even pay for his daughter's medical expenses.
It takes time for Yu Zhiyi's face to recover, but she cannot stay in the hospital all the time because they can't afford the expensive hospitalization fees.
Several adults discussed taking Yu Zhiyi home, leaving someone to take care of him.
Fearing to noisy the children, they stood in the corner and talked quietly.
"If you go back one by one, who do you plan to let her take care of?" Ning Suya was the most sober bystander.
Yu Kai and Ruan Qing, uncle and aunt look at each other.
It’s not easy to speak up first, but my aunt couldn’t help it, and started nagging harshly again: "You guys, too, were so good before. I didn’t complain about cooking and doing housework every day, but now it’s better. I’m missing one. Helper, you still need to take care of him, who has such free time."
I used to hear that I definitely wanted to beat the person who said this, but now it sounds like it really is.
Isn't this the case of Yu Zhiyi?
When it was really dangerous, it was the uncle and aunt who saved the child's life.
When it was his biological parents' turn to express their opinions, Yu Kai reluctantly shook his head, "Eleven don't want to see me now, how can I take care of her?"
Yu Zhi avoided him as soon as he saw him, fearing and resisting his father in his heart. It was indeed inconvenient to take care of him.
Say Ruan Qing...
"It's not that I don't want to take care of my daughter, not to mention that I can't get away from work there. Yanyan needs me to take care of her, and my grandmother also needs me to take care of them now. I really can't take care of the three people separately."
It is true that it is true that my daughter is distressed, and it is true that I cannot separate the spirit to take care of her.
Regarding uncles and aunts, they also have to work. Taking care of you is a sentiment, and they are unwilling to accept it.
Ning Suya understood.
"So you are, can't you take care of them?"
The four were silent.
Ning Suya, who is usually good-tempered, laughed angrily, sarcastically, "You are still elders and blood relatives. I am not afraid to say something to offend you when I stand here today. I am fifteen years old this year, at an average age. ，Which teacher at school doesn’t praise her for being quiet and obedient? Which neighbor in the yard doesn’t praise her for being sensible? Now because of that little mess between you adults!
"It's okay for you. All of you are throwing hands at the shopkeepers. Do you want the injured children to be self-reliant?"
"Don't think that children do not need care if they are sensible. It is precisely this kind of child who is the most sensitive in heart. I really don't know what you think. If this is my daughter, I would never bear her suffering!"
"Don't say that the child is sensible to help with the work, I would rather she be squeamish and do nothing. It is better to end up being violent by the family because she is sensible and doesn't love her father or mother!"
This time, Ning Suya was really anxious.
As relatives, they were so reprimanded by outsiders, but they couldn't refute it. Every sentence of Ning Suya was stuck in their hearts, but even so, this troublesome problem was still not solved.
They didn't notice that the little girl standing at the door of the ward was holding the door frame, her fingers trembling.
She turned and went into the bathroom and closed the door.
He looked up at himself in the mirror, with embarrassing gauze on his forehead, medicine on his cheek, and the scar on his chin.
"It's ugly..."
Yu Zhiyi, you are so ugly.
No one will praise her as cute anymore.
What is the use of being sensible? What is the use of being able to work.
"They all say that you are cute and sensible..." She stared at the mirror and spoke in a low voice, as if she had seen her previous self through this mirror.
"But even if you are like this, you will be abandoned. Why did you ask for help at that time?"
If she didn't ask for help, she died quietly that night, and now those people won't argue about her anymore...
Then she would not hear how pitiful and pathetic she was, even now, they still refused to want her.
She actively wanted to be loved, and those people couldn't see her. Now she was scared and avoided, and those people could even stay away from her with this excuse.
Perhaps she is not worthy of being loved, and no one will choose her firmly.
I really want to die...
Only when you die can you be free.

When the sharp knife cut through the skin, she didn't feel the pain. She felt that she might be dying, and even the pain disappeared.
"What about one by one?"
"One by one, are you in the toilet?"
"Boom boom boom" Someone kept knocking on the door, and the noisy sound made her unable to close her eyes.
"Yu Zhiyi! Are you inside? Answer me if you hear it."
She heard a familiar voice, and the person seemed to be anxious and kept calling her name.
Yu Zhiyi barely opened his eyes, "Brother..."
"Kang Dang--"
People from outside broke in.
When Yi saw the little girl sitting on the ground with blood on her hand, he panicked, "One by one, one by one!"
The adult who followed blocked the door, he directly carried the little girl back to the bed, frantically rang the bell and called the doctor.
Fortunately, it was discovered in time, the wound was not deep, and there was no life worry.
Everyone was relieved.
Shi Yi no longer cared about politeness, staring at these unreliable adults, and asked:
"What happened just now?"
"What did you tell her?!"
He just went out to eat and came back, his little girl became like this? With so many people staying here, she can't stand her alone?
I couldn't believe what would happen if I came back a little later, Shi Yi's whole mind was messy now.
But these adults also shook their heads one after another, saying that they didn't know.
The aunt on the bed next door said weakly: "I just saw the little girl standing by the door for a while, and then she went to the toilet."
All the adults were stunned.
Just now...
My aunt was surprised, "Eleven, did you hear us discussing who is taking care of her?"
No one dares to answer this.
They only regarded the child as hurt and in a bad mood, and never thought that she had given up on her life.
"Heh..." Shi Yi turned his back to the crowd and stopped talking.
It is that he should not believe in others. Many people think that it is "impossible and impossible". They will not regret it until the tragedy really happens.

Knowing who they would take care of after Yu Zhiyi was discharged from the hospital, Shi Yi had a conversation with his mother alone.
"Mom, do you know? When I saw one by one lying in the hospital bed lifelessly, I even wanted to call the police..."
"But I didn't do that. I can't be sure that after losing my mother, I can still bear losing my father, even if that man is not worthy of being a father!"
After expressing his attitude towards the two cruel parents, he sincerely stated his purpose, "Mom, I want to take home one by one."
Shi Yi's decision was unexpected by Ning Suya, and it seemed to be unexpected, "Xiao Yi, this time things are not as simple as usual..."
The Yu family's situation is very complicated, and it can't be solved by randomly coming to their house and staying for a while.
"Mom, I know that choosing a person entails a great responsibility, but if I abandon her now out of fear, that would be a regret in my life."
"You are only a teenager!" He talked about it for a lifetime when he was only a teenager.
"But I think that every age of me has the right to make a choice, at least now I want to protect her, and this will last a long time. If I always push what I want to do now to the future, Who can guarantee what will happen in the future?"
"But Xiaoyi, have you forgotten what the doctor said? She is probably suffering from depression now." That terrible disease destroyed many lives.
However, Shi Yi still made a firm and fearless request: "Mom, please agree and let me take them home one by one."
Ning Suya covered her mouth and put aside her face to prevent her son from crying.
She sniffed, and said solemnly: "Go and talk to the Yu family, as long as they agree, we will take them home one by one."
That child is also the daughter she grew up watching when she was young.
Shi Yi nodded, "Thank you mom."
He hardly worried about the Yu family, and those people might be eager for someone to take over the trouble in their eyes.
However, Shi Yi found Yu Kai and talked with Ruan Qing separately, and said that after making his decision, he didn't say much, but in the end both left the same sentence: "You have thousands of reasons not to value her. She has only one thought of loving you."
When a child is hurt by her parents, she will not stop loving her parents, she will only continue to doubt herself, and even give up on herself in the end.
The two of them were particularly ashamed. They lived for decades, and they were not as thorough as a teenager.
She was supposed to be the closest person to her daughter, but it became a nightmare that her daughter feared.
Shi Yi returned to the bed and guarded Yu Zhiyi from night to dawn.
"The Buddha said that if you help others to ask for rewards, you will tarnish a good idea. I don't have unselfish good ideas, but with you, I want to be a good person."
A kind person who is willing to give without asking for anything in return.
Standing behind the curtain, Ning Suya felt sad when she heard these words.
She still remembered the words Shi Yi said to her before he came back, "A sensitive child will question everyone's love once they are abandoned", which is now truly reflected in Yu Zhiyi.
That little girl probably thinks that the whole world no longer loves her.
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