Chapter 19:

Yu Zhiyi finally opened her eyes. The first person she saw in the rest of her life after two catastrophes... was Shi Yi.
The little girl was expressionless, her slightly curled eyelashes trembled and fluttered lightly like a butterfly.
The injured area on the face was covered, and the pair of round eyes remained the most attractive. In the past, everyone thought those big crystal grape-like eyes were full of aura, but now they have lost their light.
Shi Yi sat next to her and looked at her quietly.
The two were silent for a long time. He bowed his head, leaned forward slightly, and asked softly in front of her: "Why do you want to do this?"
Yu Zhi closed his eyes and dared not look at him.
Shi Yi didn't intend to let her go, and continued: "In the past, you frowned and I was afraid that you would be sad, and I would lose to you if I shed two tears."
"Now you are so cruel to yourself, do you want to die by yourself, or do you want to make me feel bad?"
"My brother is so kind to you, how do you return your brother?"
She closed her eyes and couldn't see or talk.
Shi Yi raised his hand slightly, put his wrist on her uninjured hand, and gently tapped the back of her hand with the soft and gentle fingertips twice, but his tone did not mean the slightest reproach, "One by one, you really ungrateful."
She opened her eyes slowly, sparkling tears in her eyes, "I'm sorry."
The slight touch from the back of the hand disappeared.
The warm palms wrapped her little hands tightly, and he suddenly laughed, "Since you know that you are wrong, then my brother will give you a chance to make corrections and go home with my brother."

Going back to the yard will make Yu Zhiyi keep recalling those sad things. Shi Yi discussed with her mother and took her to the city.
The house that Shi's family bought in the urban area has already been renovated. They have been moving in succession before, and now it is no problem to live in directly.
This is a house with three bedrooms and one living room. The kitchen and bathroom are also separated separately. For a family of three, this area is more than enough.
"It just so happens that the bedroom vacated on the left can be accommodated one by one. Oh, I said it was a wise move to buy a three-bedroom and one living room." When Ning Suya personally agreed to bring Yu Zhiyi back, she decided to take good care of the little girl. , Will not entangle this.
She arranged the room well, mainly in light pink and beige. After putting the basic daily necessities in place, Ning Suya put a bottle of flower arrangements in the room, which looked more lively.
After getting all this done, Ning Suya admired the layout of the entire room with her hands on her hips, feeling very satisfied.
She turned her head and saw her son standing outside the door holding the girl's hand, and hurriedly waved to the two children, "Come in one by one, do you like this room?"
"If you think something is inappropriate, tell Aunt Ning, you can change it at any time."
She probably accepted the matter of "raising a little girl" in her heart, and she felt the joy of wanting to be a daughter. Ning Suya paid more attention to this.
Yu Zhiyi moved in his heart, and said in a weak voice, "Thank you Aunt Ning, I like it very much."
This well-decorated room is very warm in itself.
The little girl is very restrained, completely different from the relaxed state when she came home.
Ning Suya felt sore in her heart and her complexion was not obvious, but she smiled and said, "Then you play here by yourself, I will prepare lunch first."
When she went out, she shook her head and sighed.
Obviously it was the fault of the adults, but in the end it was the innocent child who was responsible for everything.
Now everyone faces Yu Zhiyi cautiously, for fear of scaring her, which actually makes her unable to relax.
Where is Shi Yi?
During the education, he would point out Yu Zhiyi’s mistakes and would not treat Yu Zhiyi as a guest.
"I took you around in the room just now, did you write it down?"
"take note of it."
"That's okay, do you see the drinking fountain outside? Go and get your brother a glass of water."
The little girl received the order and immediately went out. She knows the location of the drinking fountains, and knows everyone's exclusive drinking cups, so it is effortless to do this little thing.
She took a half glass of water and brought it back and handed it to Shi Yi.
Shi Yi took the water glass naturally, and gently touched the top of her head with the other hand, as if casually complimenting, "We are really good one by one."
The corners of the girl's lips rose slightly.
Although the curvature of the corner of the mouth disappeared quickly, Shi Yi caught it.
For Yu Zhiyi, self-confidence is the most lacking now. Her mind is so simple, all she wants is to be recognized.
When in the hospital, the doctor did a psychological test on Yu Zhiyi. From Shi Yi's observation, her depression was somewhat obvious.
She was in a low mood and had difficulty concentrating. Sometimes she didn't respond to calling her name several times, not because she deliberately ignored it.
Lack of self-confidence, feel that they have no value in existence, or even have no clear expectations for the future.
Most importantly, she has committed suicide once.
Shi Yi urges her to eat every day. Yu Zhiyi is still very obedient and let herself eat as much as possible, but she doesn't eat much. The body that was originally called slim is gradually getting thinner, and she feels she can touch her hand holding her. The bones, thin body looked weak.
"How can I go on like this? The more you make up, the more you lose weight." Ning Suya tried her best to make some nutritious meals, but it didn't work.
Watching Ning Suya bring the prepared food to her every time, Yu Zhiyi really wanted to eat it up, but her stomach didn't allow it. Once, carrying them on his back, secretly forced himself to swallow something, and finally squatted in the toilet to throw up.
"This child is really...I would rather she not be so obedient!" Ning Suya couldn't help wiping her tears, and never dared to mention the matter of letting her eat more.
However, one thing that makes them happy these days is that Yu Zhiyi has no negative thoughts of death.
Every time Shi Yi went to hold her hand, he would raise her wrist to look at the scar that faded away.
Yu Zhi always promised him, "Brother, I won't do stupid things again."
That time she was too tired. In fact, whether it was asking for help that night or going home with Shiyi now, these choices are proof that she wants to live!
She doesn't want to die, just suitable for not being happy.
When Shi Yi got the answer he wanted, he was also relieved. As long as people live, everything else can take their time.
"Don't mention it anymore, my brother has a bad heart, so he's not scared." He patted his chest deliberately and made a joke in a relaxed tone.
The little girl gently raised her eyes, moved her gaze to the position of his heart, slowly pressed her right hand, and whispered softly, "Brother don't feel distressed, you will be obedient for a while."
She was standing on the edge of the cliff, and someone appeared at the last moment to pull her, and drag her to safety back to safety, so she survived.
At that time she knew that there were still people in the world who had not given up on her.

The wound on her face was crusted. Ning Suya and Shi Yi took Yuzhi to the hospital to remove the gauze. When she went out, Shi Yi buckled her black hat on her head.
Yu Zhiyi was very nervous during the whole process of removing the gauze. From beginning to end, she dared not see anything that could reflect her appearance.
The hospital prescribed new drugs for her. When she walked out of the hospital, she buried her head very low. Even if it was covered by a hat, she would subconsciously cover her face with her hands.
The wound is healing, but the scar on the face is obvious.
After arriving home, she went back to the room almost immediately.
Shi Yi followed, and saw the little girl sitting on the bedside, still holding her head down, her hands on her knees, shaking constantly.
She refused to take off her hat because that was her last protection.
"One by one." He knelt down, and from this angle he could see her face clearly.
Yu Zhi hurriedly curled his head, covering his face with his hands.
She is ugly now, even uglier than wearing gauze!
Shi Yi: "Don't let me see it now, don't you want to see your brother in the future?"
of course not……
Yu Zhi retorted in his heart, but was belittle himself, "It's ugly."
"Why?" There was a gentle smile in his eyes, "One is injured, and when the wound recovers, it will still be as beautiful as before. Oh no, it is said that the eighteenth woman has changed. We will only get more and more in the future. The better it looks."
She was taken aback for a moment, and the arms covering her face slowly dropped.
However, this is not enough.
Shi Yi poked the baseball cap on the top of her head, "I like my brother's hat so much? I won't pay it back if I wear it?"
The little girl was so amused that her cheeks were reddening, she took off the hat on top of her head and stuffed it into his arms, "Give it back to you! The petty kid!"
This is the first time she has shown positive emotions during this period of time.
But she will be sad because of this, "I won't be cute anymore."
Shi Yi stood up, put the black hat in his hand on top of her head again, took her hand without hesitation, and told her unswervingly, "You are so cute and worthy of being loved."
Working day
Ning Suya is going to work, but Yu Zhiyi and Shi Yi are at home.
"Remember to take the meat out of the refrigerator to thaw in the afternoon. Your father wants to eat porridge recently. You should cook it in advance." These are all things Ning Suya confessed to Shi Yi.
Now Yu Zhiyi’s situation is better, and Shi Yi is also much more relaxed. He reads books and plays games in Yu Zhi's room. In the afternoon, he is sleepy, set the alarm clock on his mobile phone and fell asleep in bed.
The little girl sitting at the desk slowly turned her head, touched the phone, and turned off the alarm clock.
She opened the door, walked around the house in sandals and slippers, doing all the things Ning Suya had said.
Passing by the sink and seeing myself in the mirror, the scars on his face are really shocking.
She averted her face in a hurry, not daring to look again.
Ning Suya got off work early today and bought some fruits from the supermarket downstairs.
As soon as she opened the door, she felt that there was something different at home...
It feels that the floor is cleaner and the things at home are more tidy. Take a closer look, even the shoes she left out of the shoe cabinet yesterday and said that she will come back from get off work today to wash the shoes and they are also cleaned and placed on the balcony.
Ning Suya walked into the kitchen and saw the cooked porridge, a few clean and chopped vegetables, and a plate filled with chopped ingredients.
Something is wrong...
Her son is good everywhere, but his cooking skills are not very good. This kind of meticulous work is not like his masterpiece.

Yu Zhiyi just stepped up on the bench and carefully wiped the height of the glass window.
Suddenly someone hugged her down and stepped on the floor.
As soon as Yu Zhi turned around, he saw the black-faced Shi Yi.
"Why do you climb so high?"
"Just... clean the room for you."
"Who asked you to clean the room for me."
"I'm sorry." She was startled, and quickly apologized and explained, "But don't worry, I didn't mess with your things. The rubbed areas are restored."
Shi Yi sighed and held his forehead, "I didn't mean that."
When she was about to explain, Ning Suya knocked on the door and came in. Seeing the two standing by the window, she asked suspiciously, "Did you clean the room today? What are the dishes in the kitchen..."
Halfway through speaking, she noticed the towel on Yu Zhi's hand and the basin by her feet, and suddenly understood something.
Shi Yi also heard other information from his mother's words.
He went out to tour the good things that Yu Zhiyi did, and laughed angrily, "So you secretly turn off my alarm clock, wash vegetables and cook at home, sweep and mop the floor?"
"I brought you home so you did this?"
Yu Zhi couldn't figure out his attitude, and didn't know how to answer.
"How do you say you!" Ning Suya pushed her son away disgustedly, and lightly held Yu Zhiyi's shoulder, "One by one, we mean you don't need to do this at home, you see you take these After the work is done, your brother doesn't know anything, he will be taken away!"
"Let him do everything in the future." Ning Suya pointed to her son.
Shi Yi, who was disgusted by his mother, pouted and snatched the little girl over, "Mom, I'll talk to her."
"All right, I'm going out first." Ning Suya closed the door very intimately.
Shi Yi leaned back against the door, blocking the little girl's only way out, and asked, "Can you tell me, what are you thinking?"
"Brother, I'm afraid..." She took a deep breath, lowered her head, and whispered in a low voice: "I'm afraid of becoming a burden to you. In the end you will regret taking me home."
She knows that she can't take it for granted, and if she doesn't pay anything, she will really be offensive.
After all, inferiority complex is at work. In the face of excellent Shi Yi, she actually started to be nervous, "One can do a lot of things, and you can learn if you don't. I don't want you to be disappointed."
The corner of Shi Yi's mouth curled up, "You still don't seem to listen to what I said."
"Then I'll say it again, you hear clearly."
"If that person is Yu Zhiyi, you don't need to deliberately please, I will blatantly favor her, understand?"
The author has something to say: One by one, I have an inferiority complex now, and I am afraid of being abandoned, so I am cautious.
However, Shi Yi knew that what she lacked the most was the sense of security, so she kept expressing love to her straightforwardly.
All in all, it's another day for Cha Lemon
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