Chapter 20:

I will always favor you...
When someone says something like this to you when you want to be recognized most, no one will be heartbroken.
As soon as Yu Zhi realized that she had a subconscious dependence on Shiyi, and this dependence rapidly increased during the period of her suffering.
At night, she couldn't sleep, and when she sat on the bed with her knees hugged and looked at the black sky outside the window, she couldn't help but think of what happened.
"despair--"
Fumbling to the bedside night light, the warm light beam illuminates a small area beside the bed. Yu Zhiyi uses this light to walk to the desk and press the desk lamp switch to illuminate most of the bedroom with incandescent light.
Open the desk drawer, take out a locked diary book from the innermost drawer, slide the code number with your fingers, and open the delicate and small keyhole.
Open the diary, the used pages already accounted for one-third of the total number of pages in the book.
Holding the pen, she wrote several lines of bold text on the paper stroke by stroke, and in the end all became the name "Shiyi".
She knows that habitual dependence is a more deadly poison than love.
But she didn't want to let go.
As September approaches, the family has new problems to think about.
Ning Suyala stepped aside and talked about going to school in a low voice, "School will start soon, one by one in this state, is it inappropriate to go to school."
Ning Suya is also a woman, knowing that girls care about their looks.
Yu Zhi had a wound on her face, which could not be completely eliminated in a short time, which caused her psychological shadow to persist. Sometimes in front of them, they would subconsciously avoid the perspective, and now they are not even willing to go out, let alone go to a school-like crowded place.
"I'll find a suitable time to ask about her thoughts. If she doesn't want to go, I will contact a family to go to the hospital to issue a certificate and apply for a long vacation from the school." He had already figured out the way out.
The outside world is very complicated, and not everyone is holding a piece of beauty. If Yu Zhiyi is forced out before she can get out of the predicament, it will only be counterproductive.
If you have a wound on your face, it's hard to accept others' eyes.
If there are any more ignorant people who gossip, the little girl should feel inferior again.
Shi Yi discussed the countermeasures with his mother, and the next step was to explore Yu Zhiyi's thoughts.
There is no need to be side-kick. The start of school in September is a problem that every student will face. He simply asked straightaway, "If school starts then, do you want to report to school now?"
Sure enough, as soon as Yu Zhi heard this message, he reflexively avoided his gaze, responding with a faint voice, "Can you not go?"
Even expressing my thoughts so carefully, it's really...
Shi Yi sighed, but a warm smile appeared on her face. He touched her head and said: "You can not go for the time being, my brother will help you deal with it."
I won't go for the time being to give her time to buffer, but one day he will pull her out of the dark shadows.

On September 1st, my grandmother came back and called Ning Suya's cell phone, saying that she wanted to see her granddaughter.
Ning Suya heard from Ruan Qing that her grandmother was sick and was hospitalized. She also understood the old man's thoughts and told him the address of her home.
Although Yu Zhiyi fears his parents, he still has deep feelings for his grandmother who has been with him since childhood. It is precisely because of this deep affection that she has become a double-edged knife. When she was most helpless, she was cut with blood dripping from the knife.
When the grandmother saw the scar on the child's face with her own eyes, she shed tears on the spot, "A sin!"
Yu Zhi consciously touched his face, quickly took out the mask from the drawer and put it on, then put the bangs on his forehead to cover his forehead.
Grandma quickly explained, "Grandma didn't mean that, don't do that."
Yu Zhi shook his head, took out the tissue and handed it to the old man, "Grandma, don't cry, I'm fine."
I'm fine...
Hearing the bitter words of the child, the old man was unable to control his emotions, crying and holding his granddaughter's hand, "One by one, grandma is back, go home with grandma."
Come back home……
This sentence seems familiar.
Oh, my brother also told her and took her home.
Yu Zhi avoided talking about that topic, and asked, "Is grandma getting better?"
Grandma nodded repeatedly, "It's alright, it's all right."
"That's good." When she heard the result, she was also relieved, "If grandma feels uncomfortable in the future, please tell us in time and get treatment in time."
At the beginning, she really thought that her parents were separated and her grandmother was more willing to live with her daughter, so she left this place and left her.
Knowing the truth now is comforting in my heart.
She understood the old man's thoughts, but if she were to return to that place now, she would still resist it in her heart.
Sometimes when I fell asleep and dreamed, I dreamed that I was busy with housework in my previous home, and I was really coldly scolded. Every time I saw myself stained with blood at the end, I was scared to wake up and shrank in the bed and never dared to close it. eye.
She was afraid that once she closed her eyes, she would return to that nightmare.

When Shi Yi signed up, he heard that grandma had been there, and rushed directly to Yu Zhiyi's room.
Seeing the little girl sitting upright at the desk, she was inexplicably relieved.
"One by one, this is for you." Shi Yi put a bag on the table.
Yu Zhiyi opened his pocket curiously and grabbed a set of stationery from it, "Give it to me?"
He nodded and replied, "Well, although you can't go to school for the time being, you can't delay your studies. I will come back every day to make up lessons for you."
Yu Zhi opened his eyes wide, somewhat inconceivable.
What she was still worried about, Shi Yi had actually arranged it completely.
"Actually, grandma has been here today... Grandma said that she was concealing it from me because she was sick and afraid that I was worried, so she won't leave when she comes back.
"Then what did you answer?"
"This one……"
In fact, when she learned the truth, she also thought about going back with her grandmother, but because of resistance to that place, she did not give an answer.
Now……
Someone is thinking about her all the time, putting her in her heart, she also wants to temporarily shield those cautious thoughts, and firmly grasp the life-saving rope!
Thinking of this, the little girl finally showed a slight smile on her face, "I said, I want to study with my brother!"
Shi Yi was slightly stunned, and his mood suddenly became bright.
At that moment, he was worried that Yu Zhi would leave with his grandmother because he knew the truth...
Fortunately, he kept her.
Early September.
The first-year students entering high school gradually adapt to the new environment and gradually enter the state of learning.
On the playground, a group of short-sleeved students just finished an 800-meter jog.
The physical education teacher told them that the new sports equipment hadn't arrived yet, and allowed them to move freely. They could play ball or other sports on the playground by themselves, but they could not go back to the classroom so early.
After getting the liberation order, everyone cheered.
This is a freshman in the first year of high school. The school uniforms have not yet been sent out. They all wear their own clothes. Different styles can easily distinguish people's personalities.
After running 800 meters, some people panted with their hands on their knees, some couldn't help holding a water bottle and drank, moisturizing their throats and then vomiting out.
Most of the girls walked towards the shade of the trees, some sat on the stairs in an eclectic style, and some insisted on standing even if their feet were weak.
The easiest way for girls to stand together is to get into feelings through chat.
Because the school started not long ago, I am not familiar with many students, but they definitely know Shi Yi.
When the school started, Shi Yi spoke on stage as the first grader on behalf of the freshman. Almost the whole school knew about this person that day.
It is said that he is the person with the highest admission score in history, and his appearance is so outstanding. Standing in the crowd is the most dazzling existence. It is difficult to notice him or not.
Shi Yi is almost the kind of decathlon in their eyes.
At first, I thought that this kind of person who has been held on high places since childhood might be cold and difficult to get along with. As a result, he nominated himself to be the class leader as soon as he came, and quickly became a classmate. He has a very cheerful personality and does not put on the air of a student. , But there is a degree of interaction with everyone, it is simply impeccable.
The reputation of "Ban Cao" soon spread, and after the whole school's speech, he was successfully promoted to "School Cao".
Outside the sideline of the basketball court stood a handsome teenager.
Boys of this age are energetic and full of sunshine, and the boy has wide shoulders and narrow waist, slender figure, and 187-height long legs are absolutely eye-catching!
He held the ball in his palm and occasionally turned it between his fingers. He moved skillfully. The basketball was firmly held between his fingers and never dropped.
The 800 meters that was exhausting to everyone just now seemed to have no effect on him. At most, he was breathing harder. After running, he stood there without bending his back, which was really eye-catching.
"Look over there, Shi Yi is really handsome!"
"Hey, have you brought your cell phone? Take it quickly."
"I put my phone in the classroom in physical education."
"I brought it, I brought it!"
When they held up their phones to take pictures, Qiao Lezhi came to watch the fun.
Someone asked: "Qiao Lezhi, aren't you and Shiyi classmates since childhood? Are you not immune to his appearance?"
Qiao Lezhi laughed loudly, "Since I was young, I can't resist that people are getting handsome every day!"
Qiao Lezhi didn't expect that her luck was so good that instead of performing abnormally in the high school entrance examination, she played an extraordinary test to enter the city No. 1 high school. And because the school randomly selected numbers and assigned to classes, she was lucky enough to be in the same class as the super student Shiyi.
From elementary school to junior high school to high school, this can write a legend!
Qiao Lezhi felt that those few tears had gone white after the entrance examination, and he should have set off firecrackers to celebrate!
Some people have heard that she and Shi Yi have known each other since childhood, and they are very envious. They often talk to her and ask Shi Yi-related questions.
At this time Qiao Lezhi wanted to roll his eyes.
Whatever you want to make friends with her, three words are not separated from Shi Yi, and his mind is clear.
She really wants to tell them directly: Don't think about it, Shi Yi's family still raises the little green plum that she has known since birth!
But she also heard that something went wrong in Yu Zhi's family, and the only people who usually have big mouths kept it up.
"Since you are so familiar with Shi Yi, or you call him, we will hide behind and quietly take a picture when he turns around!"
At this time, everyone is holding the mentality of admiring handsome guys, and will not think that sneak shots will infringe the portrait rights.
Qiao Lezhi is also very playful. Hearing everyone say that, she is also willing to seek benefits for the sisters.
"Then I will yell. If he turns around, you can take a photo of yourself. If he doesn't respond to me, then I can't help it."
"Yes, you call him."
Qiao Lezhi burst into air, opened his mouth and shouted, "Shi Yi!"
The young man's ears turned with his back to them.
In an instant, the hearts of the girls who were planning to take a sneak shot accelerated and even blushed.
His appearance is naturally impeccable, and what is even more unforgettable is his stunning eyes.
The long and narrow peach blossom eyes blinked lightly, as if electric current hit the heart, and the girls who stood in the shade of the tree peeking at him were ashamed of peach blossoms.
Qiao Lezhi sighed: "As expected, he grew up handsome."

Mid-September
The school began to promote the Autumn Games, and it is estimated that everyone will sign up for it.
The sports committee member walked to Qiao Lezhi and knocked on the desk, "Qiao Lezi, do you sign up for the autumn sports?"
"Yes!" She shouted with a look full of lofty ambitions: "I want to sign up for a 50-meter sprint!"
Sports Committee:"……"
Looking at your expression, I thought I was going to run for three kilometers.
The sports committee member took a note of the project she signed up for, and asked unwillingly: "Report another project?"
Qiao Lezhi grinned, "No, I really can't do anything about other projects!"
She can't throw shots far, can't jump in long jumps, and has no endurance in long-distance running. Short running is her best choice.
The sports committee expressed disappointment.
Qiao Lezhi took her hand, "Er, you can ask Shi Yibai, he is almighty and always helped our class win prizes before."
The sports committee member is a girl named Jiang Mier, who is also her current roommate.
For the pitiful roommate's sake, she pointed the way.
Unexpectedly, Jiang Mi'er shook his head, "I asked, Shi Yi didn't participate in anything."
"No..." She remembered Shi Yi as an all-round development of morality, intelligence, physical education, and art. He was very active when there were sports meets and physical education classes in the school.
Jiang Mi'er sighed helplessly, "Really, he said he was not free, I saw that he seemed to be writing notes or something."
"Oh." I remembered, it was a note for Yu Zhiyi.
Thinking of Yu Zhiyi, she also missed this friend very much.
When get out of class was over, Qiao Lezhi ran to Shiyi's seat and asked in a low voice: "Can I go find one by one on the weekend?"
Shi Yi looked up at her, then paused, "I can help you ask."
Qiao Lezhi's eyes lit up.
The next day, Shi Yi brought good news.
At the weekend, Qiao Lezhi met her little friend as she wished. Then she knew that Yu Zhiyi's face was hurt.
Qiao Lezhi said a lot of comforting words.
Yu Zhi nodded repeatedly, and suddenly asked, "Qiaoqiao, can you tell me about school?"
"School..." If she talks about school, she can talk about Shiyi the most.
"You haven't seen how popular Shi Yi is at school, the whole school knows her, and there are girls who come to our class to peek at him."
"Why peeking?"
"Because Shi Yi was so amazing at school, everyone was very curious about him!"
Yu Zhi was very interested in Shiyi's affairs. She laughed unconsciously when she heard others praise him for his excellence. This was almost the time when she had laughed the most in months.
Shi Yi brought in a plate of fruit, his face was stinky.
I accompany the little girl so I haven't seen her laugh a few times. Qiao Lezhi made her laugh when she came.
The two chatted and "pushed" him to the door, which was really irritating!
"Ah, when are you going to go back to school?"
"Wait a moment, I haven't finished talking with one by one."
Shi Yi: "..."
Looking at the girl's expectant eyes, he gritted his teeth and consciously closed the door for them.
As soon as Shi Yi left, Yu Zhiyi couldn't wait to ask: "Then what then? Brother, he is at school..."
Finally, Qiao Lezhi talked about the sports meeting again, "Shi Yi is kind to you, he doesn't participate in the sports meeting to take notes for you."
Telling Yu Zhiyi about these things mainly made her feel that she was favored, and did not try to convince her to go to the sports meeting.
But the little girl silently remembered these words in her heart.
When Qiao Lezhi left, Shi Yi quickly opened the door for her. The smile on her face was much brighter than before, "Goodbye, don't send it."
Qiao Lezhi: "..."
Yu Zhi waved his hand, "Qiaoqiao, see you next time."
Qiao Lezhi: Yes, this is normal!
After Qiao Lezhi left, there were only two of them left at home. Yu Zhiyi asked directly: "Brother, has the school started to hold sports games?"
"Ok."
"Then what did you attend this time?"
"..." Qiao Lezhi's big mouth!
It didn't matter if the little girl didn't wait for an answer, just arched her hands, her eyes showed admiration and expectation, "My brother is so good, no matter what project he participates in, he will win."
"?" Shi Yi was stunned, and then gently curled the corners of his lips, "We are all amazing, we all know how to play with my brother."
Put me on a high hat? Let me participate in the sports meeting?
With this look, this tone, can he still refuse?
However, he didn't immediately agree, so he deliberately hung the little girl in order to avenge his neglect today.
Shi Yi patted her head, "Okay, go back to the room for class!"
Yu Zhiyi's books were handed out at the beginning of school, and Shi Yi went home one after another, giving her lectures and homework assigned by the teacher every day.
During this period of time, Shi Yi has become the most serious student in the class, and the teachers in various subjects praise him.
They all said: "The classmate Shi Yi in Class 2 is really good, with good grades, and very serious in class, and never runs a job!"
He could just listen to it by himself, but he had to follow the teacher's way to explain to Yu Zhiyi, otherwise her little head would not understand.

As soon as Yu Zhi found out, Shi Yi hadn't touched a game for a long time.
Because of her...
She goes to school during the day and lectures to her at night, and sometimes she is sleepy and persistent.
Shi Yi never took notes before, and now every subject is filled with notes. Just like Qiao Lezhi said, because of her, Shi Yi didn't even participate in sports activities.
All because of her...
Shi Yi rescued her, and all she brought him was endless trouble.
Shi Yi is so kind to Yu Zhiyi, so good that she doesn't know how to return it.
Today is a working day, Shi's parents go to work, Shi Yi goes to school, and Yu Zhiyi is still at home alone.
She sets the alarm clock for class time, each time it rings represents a different time period, learning, resting, learning, and so on.
Self-discipline is her only insistence at present.
However, today was different. After the family left, Yu Zhi took out the mask from the drawer and put on it, took the key and walked to the door, where he stood for about ten minutes, and finally stepped out of the door.
The weather in October was still hot. Although she chose to go out in the morning, she was wearing a mask at this time and her forehead was covered by heavy bangs. She looked strange in every way.
Yu Zhiyi was a little unbearable to look at other people's eyes. Even though the injured area was covered, she always wanted to avoid when someone looked at it.
I really want to go home, go back and lock myself in the room, that is the safest place, no one will find her ugly appearance.
but……
If she continues to trap herself in a small place, Shi Yi will also be trapped because of her.
She thought about it, she can go to school with a mask, in that case, Shi Yi will have time to do what she wants to do.
But at first it seemed that the situation was not good, and the dress of his own was eye-catching.
She tried to remove the mask.
The heaviest scar is on the forehead, which the bangs can cover. The scar on the chin is very shallow and will not be found if it is not close. Although the two intersecting scars on the right cheek are thin, they are obvious.
When she took off the mask, her fingers were shaking.
People on the road didn't notice her, it was good.
Someone saw her, but looked away for two more seconds.
Yu Zhi heaved a sigh of relief. It seemed that it was not as bad as he had imagined. Perhaps people were just a little surprised at first glance, but they were still acceptable.
She comforted herself so.
In this city, people who pass by are strangers. Even if they see her, they don't care too much, which is good.
She walked for a while, her nervous heart relaxed a little, and courage emerged from the bottom of her heart, encouraging her to face the unknown campus.
After so long, the little girl finally showed a smile on her face.
Maybe she can go back to school, even if she has a strange look, but those people will just look at her twice and ignore her, right?
She looked up at the distant sky, and the bright sunshine was what she wanted.
After crossing a bridge, she has probably walked two kilometers away.
Yu Zhi returned on the same road. When she was about to cross the road, the green light suddenly changed to red. She had to continue to stand under the sun and wait for one minute.
The temperature was a few degrees higher, and my body was hot when I walked, and sweat started from the thick bangs.
She took out the tissue and turned her back to the passerby waiting for the green light. Then she lifted her bangs away and wiped her sweat with the tissue.
Little did he know that a child sprang out beside her, just in front of her.
The child stared at her, and then started crying, "Mom, there is something ugly."
Because of the child's roar, passers-by looked over.
The woman with the child quickly took her son's hand and backed away a few words, avoiding her.
At that moment, in the hot weather, her mood was like falling to the bottom of a lake.
Is it... so scary?
Yu Zhiyi didn't dare to ask, she quickly put down her bangs, put on a mask and hurried away from people's sight.
In the end, she could not wait for the green light to cross the road, and even dared not vent her inner grievances wantonly.
Pedestrians hurried, no one would notice the inconspicuous little girl squatting on the street corner, crying dullly.
Can anyone help me...
brother.
help me.
The author has something to say: I didn't expect that in the two updated chapters before, there will be several that will empathize and hug you.
Although you will encounter many sad things, you have to believe that you deserve to be treated kindly, and keep working hard to change yourself, because what the world owes you will eventually return in another way.
Don’t panic after reading this chapter. I will ask for help one by one to live better. My brother will help one by one. I will go to school in the next chapter.
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