Chapter 51: Psychotherapy


Chapter Fifty One
Before the movie started, Xie Ning went to find Ji Wenbin again.
He is now able to face the psychiatrist Ji Wenbin calmly and calmly, and he has a leisurely look at the surrounding environment when he comes to the door.
The walls on all sides are whitewashed, but although the white is bright, it also gives people a sickly feeling.
Ji Wenbin posted the wallpaper, which was a soft yellow, which made people feel bright when they looked at it.
The interior layout is also comfortable, the furniture is not laid out loosely or tightly, and neatly, even for patients with obsessive-compulsive disorder, they will not feel uncomfortable here.
The sofa has a soft texture. As soon as I sit on it, my body sinks into the soft cloth, and my tight nerves relax unconsciously.
Not long after Xie Ning sat down, Ji Wenbin offered him a glass of water as usual.
"Thank you." Xie Ning smiled at him.
Ji Wenbin looked at him calmly.
His gaze is very gentle, maybe he has seen too many patients with sensitive organs, even if he looks at it, he won't be strange.
Xie Ning looks pretty good today, unlike the previous few times, even when he looks at him, he has obvious guard.
His sitting posture is very relaxed, and his expression is very natural. Compared with his initial stiff and pale appearance, he is almost like two people.
Ji Wenbin thought that besides his credit, Zhuang Yan's off-court support should be indispensable.
He sat down opposite Xie Ning, and smiled.
Xie Ning had to admit that talking to Ji Wenbin was a thing that could relax him physically and mentally. At least Ji Wenbin broke his inherent impression of a psychologist.
But Xie Ning still has a faint anxiety in his heart, for fear that when Ji Wenbin will tear the fantasy of peace.
His shadow of the psychiatrist is too heavy.
Xu was aware of his defenses, Ji Wenbin just chatted with him casually about various trivial matters, and when he relaxed completely, he occasionally spoke for a while.
"Last time you said you had symptoms of insomnia, how are you doing now?"
Did I mention insomnia last time?
This thought flashed through Xie Ning's mind, but without thinking deeply, he replied, "It's much better."
When he came to Ji Wenbin, it seemed that he had talked a word or two about everything. Ji Wenbin didn't know how to turn the topic around his illness, nor would he deliberately explore his past.
The two of them were like friends who had an afternoon tea appointment, sitting on the sofa and chatting endlessly, unknowingly the time of the afternoon passed by at their fingertips.
Later when I thought back, Xie Ning didn't remember what he said, but his mood always improved a lot.
Ji Wenbin said: "Although sleeping pills are effective, they are not recommended for long-term use."
Xie Ning shook her head: "I haven't taken much medicine recently."
Ji Wenbin said "Oh", seemingly a little surprised: "Without the aid of drugs, can you sleep on your own?"
Xie Ning hesitated for a moment and nodded.
But to speak of it, he didn't rely entirely on his own power.
It was probably because he had insomnia one day, and when he came out of the studio, he was hit by the night Zhuang Yan.
Zhuang Yan went downstairs to pour water. The faint night light was on in the corridor, and Xie Ning could see the gloomy expression in his eyes.
Obviously not very happy.
"Not going to bed most of the night?"
Xie Ning smiled at him, looking very embarrassed.
He quickly thought about what excuses he could find, but his brain circled around, and he didn't think of a reasonable reason to go to the studio without sleeping in the middle of the night.
So he obediently apologized: "I was wrong."
Zhuang Yan also held a water glass, and the light illuminates half of his face, and the expression on the side hidden in the dark is not very clear.
Xie Ning vaguely listened to him sighed, and then suspected that he was hearing hallucinations.
He wasn't feeling well at the time, and the insomnia was accompanied by bouts of dull brain pain, as if there was a hammer inside.
So his reaction is also a bit slow.
When Zhuang Yan took him back to the room, the whole person was still confused.
Seeing Zhuang Yan's unhappy expression, Xie Ning climbed onto the bed very well.
It is not that he is not sleepy, but whenever he closes his eyes, his head starts to ache, making falling asleep an extremely luxurious thing.
The lights in the room were completely turned off.
In the darkness, Xie Ning heard the sound of something being put on the table, and after thinking slowly, he remembered that it should be Zhuang Yan's drinking glass.
He was a little curious about how Zhuang Yan accurately found the table in an invisible environment.
Zhuang Yan magically walked to the bed, touched his head, and asked, "A headache?"
Xie Ning nodded, fearing that Zhuang Yan would not be able to see it, and said, "A little bit."
Zhuang Yan rubbed his temple twice with his hand.
His palm is wide and heavy, but the intensity of kneading is light and gentle: "I'm not very skilled, you will just click."
Director Zhuang Da was probably serving people like this for the first time in his life, and he stumbled, but Xie Ning miraculously felt that his head no longer hurts.
After a while, Zhuang Yan stopped and withdrew his hand.
Xie Ning thought he was leaving and opened his eyes.
In the dark, he could barely paint the outline of Zhuang Yan.
His features are three-dimensional and deep, and his shoulders are broad. From any angle, he is a very attractive man.
Xie Ning looked at it for a while and found that the outline suddenly zoomed in.
Then Zhuang Yan rolled over and climbed onto the bed, hugging him in his arms.
When wrapped in Zhuang Yan's breath, Xie Ning moved subconsciously.
Zhuang Yan held his hands and feet, hugged him tighter, and whispered, "Don't make trouble."
The tone was like coaxing a child.
Zhuang Yan should have taken a shower before going to bed. The smell on his body is very clean, without the perfume that makes Xie Ning's legs soft, only the faint fragrance of shower gel.
The two used the same brand of shower gel, and the taste was similar, and Xie Ning did not feel any discomfort.
But when he thought of the warm body he was close to, Xie Ning couldn't help but feel dizzy. If the moonlight could spill in through the curtains, it might be able to show the redness in the corners of his eyes.
Xie Ning had long been left behind without headaches and sleeplessness.
He was bewildered for a while, and honestly shrank into Zhuang Yan's arms, and asked, "You... won't you go back?"
Zhuang Yan answered in a dumb voice, "Go back later."
Xie Ning wanted to ask again, and Zhuang Yan said again, "I'm afraid you will run out in the middle of the night. I will go back when you fall asleep."
"..." Xie Ning tried to get through, "I won't run around."
Zhuang Yan chuckled, "Do you think you still have credibility with me?"
It's not.
Xie Ning was a little confused, what did he do, why suddenly all his credit was gone.
Before he could raise an objection, Zhuang Yan reached out to grab the quilt roughly, and wrapped him tightly from head to toe, revealing a head and blinking eyes on his head.
"Stop talking, go to bed." Zhuang Yan's voice was low, "I can't cure you."
Xie Ning closed her eyes obediently.
He thought it would take at least a while to fall asleep.
As a result, resting on Zhuang Yan's chest, and not long after closing his eyes, a feeling of fatigue swept across the sky.
He finally didn't remember when he fell asleep. When he woke up, Zhuang Yan was no longer there, only the blue whale doll on the bedside looked at him motionless.
Shainin suspected that everything that happened last night was his dream.
Until he finished washing, he saw the water glass on the table.
Half a cup of unfinished water was left.
After that day, Zhuang Yan stayed in his room for a short while every night, saying that he would leave after watching him fall asleep.
Xie Ning protested several times, but was beaten back by Zhuang Yan.
Later Xie Ning vaguely understood that Zhuang Yan probably knew about his insomnia and wanted to use this method to give some help.
I have to say that it is quite effective.
...
"Zhuang Yan, asking you out once, how can it be more difficult than climbing to the sky."
Zhuang Yan was unhappy when he was taken to this private club, his face stretched out.
But he did not get together with Qi Rui for a while, and Qi Rui ridiculed several times, saying that he had "forgotten his friends" and Zhuang Yan responded without changing his face.
Just as Xie Ning was going to see Ji Wenbin today, he took the time to meet with Qi Rui: "I've been so busy recently."
Qi Rui smiled: "No matter how busy you are, you won't have time to meet, right? I heard that you have been so thunderous and punctual to go home for dinner recently."
Zhuang Yan raised his eyebrows: "I think you can use words more accurately, not for dinner, but for dinner."
"..." Qi Rui, "I don't know when you became a good wife and mother."
Zhuang Yan glanced at him disgustingly: "What do you describe? If you haven't learned Chinese well, I suggest you find a tutor for yourself."
During the day, it is not as lively as the night. If it were not for Zhuang Yan to come out at night, Qi Rui wouldn't be second.
I really called the person out, and felt so boring, I could only pour two glasses of wine, and stumbled with Zhuang Yan casually.
Zhuang Yan took a couple of sips, then lowered his head and began to fiddle with the phone.
Qi Rui leaned over curiously and found that Zhuang Yan was still playing his mobile game about raising rabbits.
"It's rare to see you have such a long love for a game." Qi Rui asked, "I have been playing this for so long, and I haven't seen you tired of playing it."
He also played that game, and as Zhuang Yan guessed, he deleted it after ten minutes.
Zhuang Yan: "Actually, I haven't been on it for a long time, isn't it boring now."
On weekdays, there is a real Mr. Rabbit waiting for him to feed, and he doesn’t have to play any virtual games.
Qi Rui was not interested in watching him play such a boring game. He drank two sips on the table, and he was really drunk.
With that three-point drunkenness, he remembered one more thing and poked Zhuang Yan's elbow.
Zhuang Yan frowned, changed his posture, and looked up at him: "What's the matter?"
Qi Rui said, "Didn't you let me check the past of Xie Ning and Xu Qing last time?"
Zhuang Yan already knew about the two people's affairs. He didn't have much interest at the moment, and he responded casually, "I don't remember, there is still this matter?"
Qi Rui jumped up suddenly: "Of course there is!"
Zhuang Yan was taken aback by him, and his next hand accidentally pressed a wrong key and rubbed his forehead: "Okay, OK, then yes, have you found anything?"
Qi Rui suddenly died down: "I didn't find anything useful."
Zhuang Yan is not surprised.
There was no real relationship between the two.
"But the people I looked for felt that they had found nothing and lost their signatures, so they went to investigate Xie Ning."
Seeing Zhuang Yan's eagle-like gaze, Qi Rui quickly explained: "I have reported to you, using legal means."
Zhuang Yan locked his phone and asked him, "What did you find?"
"I don't know if it counts as found." Qi Rui said, "but I think you want to know."
Zhuang Yan glanced at him impatiently: "Say."
Qi Rui drank another sip of wine to moisturize her throat, and then said, "Xie Ning seemed to have seen several psychologists before."
Zhuang Yan was taken aback, his expression dignified, and asked, "When did it happen?"
"It's early." Qi Rui said, "The people who checked said that they asked their colleagues in the south, and the time should be before Xie Ning became an adult."
Before adulthood...
Zhuang Yan's lips stretched into a line.
"He went to see it himself?"
Qi Rui shook his head: "That's what I want to say. Those psychological counselors are all his mother, who was found by Xia Wantuo after a lot of relationships. At first I didn't think anything was wrong. After all, it was my only child. , You should always pay attention to psychological problems."
Zhuang Yan asked, "What's wrong with that."
Qi Rui replied: "The person who checked afterwards told me that those psychological counselors...are not very formal."
Zhuang Yan frowned and repeated: "Informal?"
"Yes." Qi Rui shrugged. "In the early years, there were indeed many problems in the industry of psychological counseling. Later, the state also cancelled the qualification exam for psychological counselors. Some private training institutions made some aci exams, but they did not There is no practical effect. In short, there are many people in the industry who do not have the qualifications of psychological counselors who fish in troubled waters."
Zhuang Yan said in disbelief, "Why can't Xia Wan find a popular doctor?"
Qi Rui also frowned: "At the time, I was also surprised, so I asked someone to check if Xia Wan was cheated, but I didn't expect the psychologists to be so unprofessional—I spent a little money. I bought Xie Ning's medical records from them."
Zhuang Yan was surprised: "What did you say?"
"Don't stare at me." Qi Rui avoided his gaze. "Later I saw the medical records and realized that Xia Wan couldn't find a regular psychologist because she was looking for someone to treat Xie Ning... for homosexuality."
Zhuang Yan almost crushed the cup in his hand.
...
"It's a pleasure to chat with you, Doctor Ji." Xie Ning took a sip of water just to make the cup bottom.
Ji Wenbin smiled, raised his hand to pick up the kettle, and slowly poured it on him again.
This time it was not full, it seemed that the two could not talk for long.
Xie Ning said: "You are the first to tell me firmly that I am a psychiatrist who is not sick."
"Of course you are not sick." Ji Wenbin said.
"In 1990, the World Health Organization officially removed homosexuality from the list of diseases; in 1997, the crime of hooliganism was abolished in the new Criminal Law; in 2001, the Chinese Association of Psychiatrics also removed homosexuality from the classification of mental illnesses... Until now, same-sex marriages It has been legal for several years."
He said, "Xie Ning, you have never been sick."
Xie Ning's eyelashes twitched.
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