Chapter 327: Everything is fateful

"Give me back yourself."
When he heard this sentence, the whole person froze a bit, slowly straightened up to look at me, and I looked at him.
My eyes have never looked like this, weak but firm. No matter how long he looks at me, how long, and how deep, I haven't looked away, just looked at him like that.
Then I saw a cloud of anger in his eyes.
I know that, as an emperor or a person, he cannot tolerate others leaving lightly. Once my desire to go out of the palace caused him such anger, and now—
I still looked at him silently, watching him slowly clenched his fists, his fingers rattled, and the blue tendons on the back of his hands were violent.
However, the cluster of anger slowly extinguished under such tension.
He looked down at me, silent for a long time, and finally exhaled a long breath, then said, "Have a good rest."
"..."
"I will come to see you again."
After saying this, he went out without looking back.
As soon as he left, my tears burst suddenly, as if I couldn't control it anymore, it poured out of my eyes in a frantic way, big drops flowing down my cheeks, the feeling of hotness made my heart all Trembling.
"Talent, you are awake ..."
Wu Yan and they stood outside the door, and waited for Pei Yuanzhang to leave before pushing the door boldly, but as soon as he came in, he looked at me, and suddenly he stayed. Shui Xiu came subconsciously. "Talent, don't cry, hurt yourself."
Wu Yan grabbed her.
"Let the talent cry for a while." She said, seeming to choke, watching Shui Xiu and Xiaoyu still want to come, she said gently: "In the end is a mother, this is a piece of meat to take away her heart. "
"but--"
"She keeps yelling. If she doesn't cry, she will get sick."
After that, she pulled Shui Xiu and Xiao Yu out and closed the door.
Wu Yan was right, I was stunning, but at this moment, all the stubbornness and disguise of toughness collapsed.
I was wrong, I was really wrong.
I thought I endured other women in his heart. I thought I endured all the intrigues in this palace. As long as I could endure all this and give birth to this child, I could give myself and give him a home.
But I was wrong.
How can there be warmth in such an imperial city, and how can there be warmth between such a father and mother? Even if this child is born, what happiness is there at all?
So, he left, with the last trace of temperature in my heart to the man, and left ...
My tears didn't stop, just like the blood pouring out of my body that night, hot, out of control, with irreparable grief and deepest pain, which made me almost tremble, but I couldn't cry The sound came, and all the crying was caught in the throat.
Pain, like a knife cut.
.
The incident of my abortion caused a stir in the palace. In particular, the emperor lingered in Fangcaotang for three days without closing his eyes, but finally left without a word, leaving outsiders talking about it.
But no matter what, it has nothing to do with me.
After the New Year, the weather became colder. Even though Wu Yan used so much charcoal to smoke the room warm, even though the thick brocade was wrapped around my impervious wind, my face was still pale. The fingertips were as cold as ice fringes under the eaves outside.
Later I heard Shui-xiu said that this time my miscarriage was very dangerous. That night's blood flow frightened everyone, and I was like a leaked blood bag, silent, pale, and mostly half All the mattresses were red.
Maybe because of this, my body became very bad, and my cough all night, and my throat often exuded a salty smell. Even a bowl of bowl of hot soup medicine seemed to be put into the cold pool without any trace of movement. .
However, I know this is not the worst.
A miscarriage of talent, what is the worst, I want to get everything.
However, what I didn't expect was that Xu Cairen would be the first one who came to see me.
When she came in with a big belly, Yuwen and the other uncle kept talking carefully, the child mattered, and so on. Shuixiu frowned as soon as she saw her, Wu expressed an unhappy expression, Wu I was too old to live a bit, and came forward with a few whispers. I heard that Xu Cairen came to see me specially. There was no way but to move a chair to the bed.
She sat down slowly and looked up at me.
"are you OK?"
"..."
"I heard the Taiji said that you were badly injured this time and brought you some supplements."
After that, she winked at Yuwen. Yuwen gave me a rather disdainful look. She handed the box to Shui Xiu, and Shui Xiu snorted before taking it.
My eyelashes trembled slightly, slowly raising my eyes to look at her.
Compared with her pale, thin and weaker face in the past, she now has a magnificent belly, and her face is rosy, and her chin is rounded.
And Yuwen behind her was better dressed than before and even raised her nostrils. I gave her one more look, and she had a piece of jade toad tied around her waist.
My miscarriage, Xu Cairen's status is naturally different from the past. Although I don't care what happened outside, Shuixiu they dare not tell me, but every day, some maids from other palaces come to my window and shout loudly. Discussing what the emperor has given her and what she has given, it is no exaggeration to say that it is hot.
The whole palace was staring at her belly.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help looking at her bulging belly.
I haven't reached this month, but I can reach out and feel the slightly raised belly. I also thought about how awkward I would look when I was about to give birth, and now it is impossible.
Although my heart was dead, my eyes turned red when I thought of the child.
Looking at me, Xu Cairen slowly said, "Human hearts are all flesh. Although you used to treat me like that, but as a woman, I also know how painful it is without a child."
I slowly watched her and heard her say, "Yue Qingying, if your mind is not so vicious, maybe this child will not fall. As a human being, you have to think more about the good. If you are a good person, God will also It will give you a good report, how can it make you lose this child? "
Jin was held in my hand by my death, almost torn.
Suixiu changed his face when he heard this, and hurried over to him: "Xu Cairen, how can you say that our family is talented!"
"Isn't it?" Yuwen didn't show any weakness, and said indifferently, "Isn't your talented person jealous that our talented person is pregnant with the dragon before her, so it still harms our talented person? But now, the retribution comes ! "
"you--"
Shui Xiu's eyes were red, and his hand was going to hit her. Wu Yan hurriedly grabbed her, and Xu Cairen also turned back: "Yuwen, you're silent!"
Both sides were a little unsightly, Xu Cairen sighed, and slowly stood up and said, "Forget it, I have nothing more to say. You take good care of your body, and I leave."
After speaking, she turned and walked outside.
I turned my head and looked at her silently. She looked like she had a big belly, and she took every step so carefully, as if she was taking care of the rare treasure in her body and could not bear to hurt the child a little.
All children ...
All mothers ...
My finger had been torn through the quilt, and my nails were stiffly inserted into the palm, and my heart was trembling with pain. Just as she was about to go out, I said, "Be careful."
"...!"
She seemed startled and looked back at me.
This is these days. For the first time, I spoke. My throat was hoarse. After coughing, I coughed hard. A pain came from my lower body, and Wu Yan hurriedly surrounded me: "Talent!"
Be careful ...
In this sentence, I want to tell me a few days ago, be careful, don't believe that anyone can protect you, I can't, even Amitabha cannot, this child is in your body, only you can protect him.
You have to be careful.
Xu Cairen looked at me for a while, and Yuwen behind her said immediately: "Yue Cairen, how can you threaten our talents like this? Even if your child is gone, it is not our fault. Ah, let's give you supplements and look at you. Isn't it our fault? "
As soon as Xu Cairen heard this, she changed her face. She glared at me for a long while, and finally said, "You are true, you will not change your fatality!"
After that, he walked away.
I sat there, suddenly smiling slightly, and leaning back to the bed.
Shui Xiu and Xiaoyu were so angry that they turned pale, and scolded them in the room. Wu Yan took them out and walked to the bedside, sitting carefully on the edge of the bed, and said to me, "Talent."
"..."
"Slave knows you're upset, but-leave it to Xu Cairen."
"..." I looked up at her.
Wu Yan is also an old man in this palace. Although he just likes to scold them, they often talk lightly to me, but from those dark gray eyes, I can see the precipitation under the years Wisdom and calmness, she looked at me, frowning slightly, and said, "Everything is fate, no one at all, the people in the palace are the most fateful. But sometimes it is not-"
"..."
Her words stopped and she didn't say anything, but she just reached out and held my cold fingertips, looked at the faint blood stains on her palm, and sighed.
At this time, there was another rapid footsteps outside, and Shuexiu ran in.
Wu Yan hurriedly looked back at her, and said unpleasantly, "Don't you let you go to the kitchen to see the talented soup? Why are you back again?"
Shui Xiu said: "The talents, the queen, and the concubine are here."