Chapter 416: (3) Leave completely!

He listened, slightly twitching the corners of his lips, showing a slight smile, looking at me and saying, "Do you also miss the scenery of the capital?"
"..." I closed my mouth immediately.
He smiled and continued: "Of course, I also like the scenery of the capital."
"..."
"Everywhere you admire with you, I like it."
"..."
"I remember, I went with you, everywhere ..."
He said, his voice slowly lowered, as if a person was drunk, and began to mumble unconsciously, and his face was almost intoxicated, holding my hand and slowly lowering his head. , Warm lips fell on my fingertips.
He is kissing my fingertips!
The original cold fingers restored a touch of consciousness in the temperature of his palm, and at this moment, he felt the soft lip brought by his soft lips, and the trembling touch.
He kissed my fingertips slowly and kissed little by little, as if cherishing every inch of skin and every moment of skin blindness.
But I seemed to be bitten by a snake, stood up suddenly, and drew my hand back.
He widened his eyes suddenly and looked up at me. My already tense mood was almost collapsed, and tears filled his eyes, and they were almost gushing.
He said in a deep voice: "Green baby--"
"What the are you doing?"
"..."
"What the are you doing?"
I was holding the burned hand and could not support it. I squatted down slowly against the cold wall behind me. The whole body seemed to be so cold that I was shaking and trembling, and even my voice was thick. Crying, almost fragmented: "What the are you doing to me?"
He stood up, but instead of immediately approaching me, he stood at the place holding the table and just looked at me like that.
Watching my tears fall.
Seeing me in his tender care, he was about to collapse and go crazy.
I didn't dare to look at him anymore, just for the next moment, his gentle mask would be torn apart, he would pounce like an angry leopard, bite my throat and tear everything I have at the moment My family, my husband, my daughter, I look forward to the happiness I hope for.
I don't know how long it was before, in this almost suffocating silence, he spoke.
The voice was low, almost hoarse: "Come."
"..."
I raised my head, and saw two attendants walking outside the door, who picked me up every day and sent me back.
"Send the baby back."
"Yes."
His hand holding the edge of the table was a little tight, and the blue tendons on the back of his hands were protruding, but he still stood there, only watching them come up and lift me up, and sent me out, but he never kept on Looking at me, it was just so quiet, but it seemed to be suppressing something, without turning back.


After returning home for a while, Liu Saner returned, and saw me sitting on the bed with a pale face. He hurriedly came over, "What's wrong, again?"
I glanced at him and shook my head slightly: "It's all right."
"Why are your eyes so red?"
"I--"
I just wanted to say that I was blinded by the sand, but before he said anything, he looked down and saw my hand: "What's wrong with your hand?"
I was suddenly surprised.
Before, at Pei Yuanzhang's house, he was always suppressed by him. When he came back this way, his emotions almost completely collapsed. I forgot to remove the gauze on my hand. Liu Saner was anxious at a glance: "Your hand Why is it wrapped around gauze? Wounded? "
I thought about it and said immediately: "It's okay. I just wanted to boil some hot water and accidentally burned it."
"Is it burnt? Is it serious?"
"Not serious, it's okay, just a little bit."
"Is it medicine?"
"It's medicated, rest assured." Looking at his concern, I couldn't help warming up in my heart, and said softly, "I'm not that stupid, and of course I need to be bandaged if I get burned. You see, good . "
He frowned immediately: "Also said OK, look at you, why did you hurt yourself again?"
"Not careful."
"You." He held my hand for a while and looked at it for a while, because of the bandages, he really couldn't see how the injury was. He only looked at my faint, relaxed smile, and then he put down a snack. , But still reproached, "Don't really care so much in the future, you are hurt like this, I--"
Having said that, he paused suddenly.
I froze and looked up at him.
But when he saw his dark face seemed to float a little red, and when I looked at him, his face became even redder.
I don't know why I wanted to laugh, but I just smiled, but immediately felt a little bit sad.
Although, I am often not sober or smart enough, but I know that sometimes, happiness is breeding in the most difficult and possibly the most dangerous time.
I know at this moment, I do n’t know how many people are around, and how many eyes are staring at our little room. What they are about to bring may be the ruin of all doom, or they may just leave and never stop The entangled decision, but all this can't stop this moment, I watched Liu Saner's blushing slowly, and a touch of joy in my heart.
...
The two were sitting quietly facing each other, as if they were standing together, and there was not much, he also held my hand, and it was soft and gentle, without even hurting me a bit.
After a while, he said, "I want to discuss something with you."
"What is it?"
"I want to take you and Lier, get out of here."
"..." I hesitated for a moment, but for a while I couldn't respond: "What?"
"Leave Lucky Village and go somewhere else."
"……why?"
He looked at me and said, "In fact, I have always thought about this before, but my parents are not far away, so I haven't really done this, but this time—" He said, his eyes were slightly darkened. After a moment, I stopped for a moment and then slowly said, "At one point, I got into such a lawsuit, and I was afraid that there would be no peace in the future. It would be unknown whether people in Yangzhou would come to trouble again, or would I leave here? OK; secondly, I don't want to stay in this small village all the time. I, I want to go out and see. "
I looked at him and slowly came back to me, asking, "Where do you want to go?"
"I heard that there are some colleges, even if the students are older, they will recruit them."
"..."
"I want to go and see while working and studying."
"..."
"I don't want to listen to how those people comment on current affairs and comment on the merits and demerits of the past. I want to study hard, see the world affairs by myself, and the merits and demerits of myself."
"..."
"You say, is this okay?"
I didn't speak for a while, and then remained silent for a long time, then said gently: "Leave here?"
"Correct."
"Are you already planning?"
"I have been thinking about it for a long time, but I still want to ask you. After all, we are a family and I hope that my ideas can also be supported by you."
Then, he looked at me and said seriously: "Lightness, would you?"
I didn't answer him immediately, but just bowed my head slowly, but the already calm mood surged suddenly at this moment.
leave here!
go away!
Leaving this village, leaving Jiangnan, leaving this place that Pei Yuanzhang knows, this is one of the things that I almost dream about these days, but I do n’t dare because I do n’t know how Pei Yuanzhang will treat We, I dare not speak to Liu San'er easily, because all of them are my embarrassing past.
I cut off everything I married to him in the past, hoping to have a new life with him, not to be bound by the feelings of the past.
But now, what I didn't expect is that Liu Saner actually proposed to leave Jixiang Village.
Moreover, he wants to go to college to study!
I didn't expect that even after going through so many twists and turns and encountering so many misfortunes, his pursuit in his heart remained unchanged and he was not easily broken!
Great, great!
I don't even know which thing I am more happy about, but in any case, everything is worth my congratulations and makes me extremely happy!
I nodded and laughed, "I do!"
"Really?"
He seemed unbelievable that I would agree to it, and looked at me in surprise and joy: "You really want to."
I smiled and said, "Since it is your wife, of course you have to support your ideas, especially your ideas are good."
"That's great!"
He was so happy that he couldn't sit still. He jumped up, walked back and forth in the narrow room several times, turned his head to look at me again, his eyes smiled, and countless lights were on him. Blinking in his eyes.
He came over to sit next to me again, and said softly, "I gave Lier a long-life lock in the town, and I can get it tomorrow, and then I will prepare some things and wait for your body to be well Some, and then we went west. I asked about several colleges, let's go and see first. "
"Ok."
"When the weather gets warmer, let's go!"
Looking at his face, the almost glowing smile, I slowly stretched out my hands around his neck and hugged him strongly.
I felt that the man was stiff for a moment, and his breathing seemed to be cramped, but instead I relaxed, and pressed my cheek gently against his shoulder, feeling the warm body temperature he passed through his shirt, Smiling: "Okay, let's go together!"
...
Almost with such a dream, this night, I accidentally slept very well and was very stable. I seem to have a long dream. Although I can't remember what happened in the dream after waking up, but it seems that It was also a long, good dream.
The next day, Liu Saner took Lier to town and took the long-life lock he had hit. And I'm home alone, and I'm already packing up some small things.
However, just as I was doing these little things with hope, the door was knocked again.
Outside the door, the few familiar attendants were still cold and expressionless, and said respectfully to me, "Mrs. Son, please ask your wife to come to the house to tell."
In an instant, all the warmth and warmth left in the dreamland disappeared at this moment.
I paused, then folded my hand to half, a thin shirt that Liu Saner didn't wear often, folded it, and put it on a pile of clothes already folded on the bed. Then I turned around and walked to the door. Lightly: "Let's go."


I didn't say a word on this road. I just listened to the monotonous sound of the wagon wheel bumping against the bluestone slab road, and the whistling wind, occasionally raised the curtain, put a cold sharp blade, and put the carriage I stabbed again.
By the time he reached that familiar manor, it was as gloomy as night fell.
I looked up and glanced at the dark sky, and under the dark cloud, this quieter estate than usual, it seems that many places have been cleared up, and those servants are much fewer. No matter how you look, here are all This kind of silence that will make people go upstairs.
The attendant stood at the door and made a gesture towards it.
"Madam, please."
I slowly walked in.
Still like every day in the past, the man was still wearing a dark robe, sitting alone at the table. I just don't know why. Although the weather is colder today and the wind is cold, his clothes look a little thin, as if he can't feel the cold at all. A cloud of black haze.
But I don't know when he will devour everything around him.
Also swallow me up.
One of his hands rested quietly on the table. The difference is usually that the table is not delicate dishes or refreshments, but a pot of wine and two glasses.
The silence in the manor, as well as his strangeness, made me even more afraid, standing still in the cold wind.
"Come in."
He spoke suddenly, his voice was low and calm, and he couldn't hear any temperature, but I took a subconscious step back.
He said, "Come in."
"..."
Finally, I walked in slowly.
Walking to him, I stood quietly, and he said, "Sit down."
"..."
Slowly walked across from him and sat down.
The white marble round cup in front of me was crystal clear, like ice sculptures, and the amber wine was slowly poured in, and it seemed to condense into ice. He raised the glass of amber, and drank it all when he looked up. Somewhat spicy, his brows narrowed slightly, and there was a rattling noise in his throat.
But it didn't stop.
Pour a glass, drink a glass, there is only the sound of pouring and drinking in the entire hall, and I just sat in front of him and watched him drinking a glass.
I couldn't count how much he had drunk. I even thought that he might be drunk. Suddenly, he paused without looking up, only saying, "I'm going back to Beijing."
"..."
My heart fluttered and I looked up at him subconsciously.
He also slowly looked up at me.
"Do you have anything to tell me?"