Chapter 167: I won't love you anymore (3)

"I love you, not just a little." Cheng Xiang grabbed her hand and let her hand close to her face.
A little bit more uncomfortable turned his face, his hands half licking his mouth, trying not to let himself cry.
Lin Li shook her head faintly, and smiled faintly. "I used to be too stupid. I always feel that it is only a matter of time. As long as I am patient, as long as I am willing to wait, he will look back one day and will see me at a glance, but I forgot. You are as persistent as I am, you are the same person as me. When you are silently waiting for you, you are also loving another person in silence. Even if you know that that person is impossible with you, you will still be there. I silently reserved a seat for her."
Cheng Xiang clutched her hand tightly, kissed her mouth, shook her head, but could not say a word.
After a moment of silence, Lin Li took back her hand and looked at him with certainty. Her heart seemed to have made some kind of decision and said: "I thought about it last night, I finally figured it out, I should let go, I I don’t want to hold a man who can never fall in love with me forever. I can’t let you fall in love with me for 10 years. If you can’t completely remove the shadow in your heart for 10 years, then the long time will be futile.

"No, Lin Li, I love you, really love you, believe me, believe me." Cheng Xiang grabbed her hand and tears fell from her eyes.
Lin Li took back her hand and shook her head and said, "It’s too late." Raise his hand and put his left hand on the ring finger. Yesterday, he personally took the diamond ring worn by her, put it in his hand, turned his head, and looked straight. The ceiling said: "It's too late, I am tired, I have already loved it."
"That I love you, this time, change me to love you, okay." Cheng Xiang put the diamond ring on her palm, and the big palm tightly wrapped her little hand.
Lin Li turned to look at him, shook her head, her hand slowly covered her lower abdomen, it was still flat, but there was a small life there, she could even hear his powerful heartbeat, but now Already gone, I thought, tears couldn’t be controlled, and my eyes fell from my eyes.
It’s too late for Cheng Xiang, the children are gone, we have no reason to be together again, everything is too late, everything comes. It’s too late. I won’t love you anymore. My love for you has been exhausted for ten years, and it’s impossible to have it again.
Speaking, tears flow more fiercely, wet her pillow .
"It won't be late, as long as you are willing, it will never be late. The child is gone, we want it again, we can have a few, OK." Holding her hand, Cheng Xiang said in a hurry: "Lin Li, we Start again, this time I only have you in my heart, let us start again, okay."
Pulling his hand back, without a trace of nostalgia, Lin Li decisively refused, "I can't go back, I won't love you any more, from the time you ran away from the wedding yesterday, starting from you, starting from the child, not starting from the child. We can no longer start again, I will never love again."
Said, deeply took a breath, turned to the beginning and did not go to see him, said: "Okay, I have already said that I have finished, please leave, I do not want to see you, the clothes left in your home. I will pack it up as soon as possible."
"Lin Li." Cheng Xiang called her and shook her head and refused to accept everything she said.
"Xiao Li, you don't do this, Cheng Xiang knows wrong, you give him another chance." Cheng mother went up and wanted to speak for her son.
Resist the tears, Lin Li did not go to see her, just said: "Dad, you let them go out, I don't want to see them."
Wen Yanlin nodded and turned and said to Cheng Xiang and Cheng Jia and his wife: "Please go out, don't bother my daughter to rest."
"My father, you -" Cheng Mama still wants to save, but was directly interrupted by Lin Dad.
"Don't scream, my daughter didn't marry your son, look for a wife, find someone else, our family can't afford it, it's not rare!" Lin Dad said, and Lin Lin and the mother pushed them out.
Lin Li turned her back to the door and bit her lip. The whole person was crying because she was crying.
Enron looked at her, squatting in front of her, holding her hand tightly. At this moment, she didn't need to say more and do more, maybe it would be enough to stay with her.
Su Shi opened the door with some exhaustion and put the briefcase in her hand on the sofa in the living room. The man followed and leaned on the sofa.
Looking up on the sofa, it seems that I have had a lot of drinking tonight. The official copy of the case in the city of Science and Technology has come out. In the next few days, I will vote to select the general manager of the case. In fact, there is indeed a certain statement in the officialdom. Zhang Lao recently gave him a call, so that he is ready to hand over the work at hand and let him be ready to speak.
Obviously, this news leaked very quickly. In the past two days, his entertainment has been significantly more, and some of them want to push, but they can't push it.
I drank a lot of wine at night. Although I was not drunk, my head was dizzy. I just came back and Zheng found a taxi. The car was left in the municipal government.
The door of the study was opened, and the yawn yawned the cup and poured out the water. She was very busy these two days and had been busy with the design of the 'active manor'. This weekend, sitting in the study for one day, finally put The approximate picture of the sample is drawn. In the past two days, in addition to the busy design, Lin Li’s business has always been worried. Fortunately, when she went to the hospital to see her in the morning, she seemed to be much better. Although she didn’t have much smile on her face, she would not As empty as before, Ms. Lin quietly told her that Lin Li was much better these two days. Although her appetite is still not good, she will work very hard to let her eat more. She knows that she is trying not to worry about herself and Lin Dad. Although this time will be very difficult, but she believes that Lin Li will be better, will change back to the original smile, no troubles Lin Li.
In fact, Enron can see that Lin Li has not completely let go. Sometimes, she will see her under the hand and feel the lower abdomen. She wants to find something, then touches it, tears flow down, then I am afraid that they will see, always secretly wipe the tears on their faces with their own hands.
Enron knows that she has done a good job in this way. After all, the feelings of so many years, let go, it is not a moment to really think about nothing, she needs time, they all need time.