Chapter 231: Signs of relapse

Xi Zhan is smart and has insight into people's hearts. When I asked this question, his eyes sank and he asked me in a low voice, "What did someone say to you?"
　　 I shook my head and denied and said, "I just want to ask you."
When the words fell, Xi Zhan firmly said: "You always shake your head every time you lie, and you do not dare to look at me directly. Yoona, no matter what rumors you hear, you just have to believe a little bit, and I will not leave for any reason. You will not let go of your palms because of any difficulties."
　　 Why did he suddenly talk about this...
　　 I asked stubbornly: "Then when did you first meet me?"
　　 If I used to hear what Xi Zhan's mother said, I would hide it in my heart and torture myself, thinking about it all day long, but when I met Xi Zhan, I wanted to ask everything clearly.
Xi Zhan knew that I wanted an answer. He thought for a while and replied seriously: "I have heard your name before, but I haven't paid much attention to it, and I don't know what you look like. It is the first time that I officially put you in my eyes. When you first met me, you really knew that you were the president of the Shi family and Gu Tingchen’s ex-wife. Shi was later. Although I could know your identity earlier, I was not interested in investigating you. You said you were Shi Yunme. I believe you are Shi Yun, and I didn't care much about the truth or not."
　　 He said it was the first time we met at the hotel, I believe it.
　　 As long as he says, I will believe it.
　　 And Xi Zhan's performance was normal during that time. He thought I was short of money and asked if I needed money. If he knew my identity then he would never ask me such an idiot question.
　　 So our acquaintance is free from any irregularities and other factors.
　　 Xi Zhan let me approach him only because I am Shi Yun.
　　 It’s not because of the kidney that made everyone misunderstand...
　　 I asked in a low voice: "Then why did you let me approach you?"
　　 Why did he suddenly announce to be my second brother to guard me for life?
　　 Why is it me that so many women in the world?
　　 Xi Zhan replied indifferently: "You kissed me."
　　 I asked dumbfounded: "Huh?"
"After falling into the river, you couldn't control your breathing. When I was close to you...that time, you kissed me, Yoona. I have always been lonely in my life, but I am a stubborn person. Yuan You’s words are conservative and staid! You kissed me that day, that was my first kiss. I was caught off guard at the time. I never had time to stop you. It has happened. I can’t help you. Maybe you were in my heart at the time. The mark was left so that..."
　　 Xi Zhan suddenly turned his eyes to look at me, his voice surely said: "So that no matter what mistakes you make or do more improper things, I can indulge you. When you are a child, you need to grow up slowly."
　　 I stared at the sturdy man in front of me in a daze, remembering that he really indulged me at that time, and he never punish me from the perspective of a bystander no matter what happened.
　　 And he can always be the first to appear by my side whenever I have something!
　　 He is like a mature adult, guarding my child in obscurity.
　　 Xi Zhan, really spoiled me as a child.
　　 So what if Xi Zhan’s mother said he wanted to kill me, even if it was true?
　　 Even if I die in his hands one day in the future, I will be willing.
　　 "Xi Zhan, thank you."
　　 Thank him for being in my life at the right time.
　　……
I stayed with Xi Zhan that night, and I couldn’t help myself and I was forced to go back to the room. After returning to the room, I felt a faint smell of rust in my throat, but I didn’t care much, but I was weak and fell asleep after lying on the bed. Then, it didn't take long for someone to keep calling my name in my ear.
　　 I reluctantly opened my eyes and saw Xi Zhan.
　　 He noticed that I was not in good spirits and asked gently, "Are you still sleepy?"
　　 I got up and lay down in his arms and asked, "Is it going to have a funeral?"
　　 "Well, get up and change clothes."
　　 I reluctantly got up and changed my clothes, supporting my tired body as Xi Zhan went out to send his mother for the last time. When closing the coffin, I saw Xi Zhan's eyes were bloodshot.
　　 The funeral ended at nine o'clock in the morning. We did not return to the Xi’s old house but took the car back to Tongcheng. On the way back, my lower abdomen was always hurting, and the smell of rust in my throat became stronger and stronger.
　　 We only returned to the apartment at around one or two in the afternoon. Xi Zhan drank a glass of milk and took a shower and then went to the bedroom to make up for the sleep. While I drove to the hospital while he was asleep, I drove to the hospital for a health check.
　　 I went to the Xijia Hospital. The director hurried over and took me in for a physical examination after receiving the news. The results on the CT scan were not very satisfactory. The doctor said that my cancer has a potential for recurrence.
　　 I asked in shock: "Isn't it cured? How can it relapse?"
"Patriarch, I just reviewed your previous medical records. Your uterine cancer was at an advanced stage. The term advanced stage... It is not easy to be cured. No one in the medical profession today can guarantee that there is no chance of recurrence, plus your four A month ago dystocia...Although the treatment was timely, the body was damaged after all. Now the body has begun to show signs of recurrence. I suggest you continue to take anticancer drugs."
　　 The precursor of recurrence is that I may leave the world with disease at any time?
　　 I have avoided death again and again, will there be a chance this time?
　　 Can I be so lucky that the of death will take care of me again and again?
　　 I stretched out my hand to cover the red eye sockets and asked, "How effective is the anticancer drug?"
　　 "Patriarch, the anti-cancer drug you took before was from the Xi family. Its curative effect is ahead of the world and can stabilize your condition. As long as you continue to take medication, there should be no major problems, but I dare not guarantee 100%."
　　 My heart is heavy, and I sighed deeply: "Prescribe me medicine first."
　　The doctor also prescribed painkillers and poured me a glass of water. After I took a few pills, the pain in my lower abdomen gradually disappeared. He also told me to do less and try to keep it around twice a month.
　　Naturally, there should be no too intense behavior.
　　 Xi Zhan is a healthy man, how can he be gentle?
　　 Unless I propose to remind him, he will find the problem with his vigilance.
　　 I don’t want him to know that my physical condition is worrying for me.
　　 Forget it, let's think of a solution when it's over.
　　 I took the medicine and drove back to the apartment. Sitting in the living room, I tore off the labels on a few medicine bottles and put them in my shoulder bag. Xi Zhan never turned my things, and the most dangerous place was the safest.
　　 I have been sitting in the living room in a daze. I don’t know why my love is so bumpy. It never went well, especially now that I met Xi Zhan’s mother and my physical condition...
　　 Now he and I will avoid talking about marriage.
　　 He has lost a mother because of his engagement.
　　If our marriage...
　　 Gan Shuang is right, and she will live with me all her life with guilt.
　　 This is Xi Zhan the least I want to see.
　　 I close my eyes, the heaviness in my heart is so clear.
　　 The pain in my heart is so obvious.
　　 When I opened my eyes again, I met a pair of deep eyes.
The owner of 　　 eyes asked me, "Why are you crying?"