Chapter 28: Abandoned hospital (12)

After turning over the medical records, Cheng Zhichu first saw the words "Xie Yuanhuai". I thought this should be Xie Yuanhuai's medical record, but look carefully, the patient name column is filled with his own name, responsible for the doctor. His signature is his doctor, Luo Wei, which is actually another medical record of his.
Realizing that this is his own medical record, Cheng Zhichu is somewhat confused. Why does Xie Yuanhuai appear in his medical history? What is his relationship with this person?
So he looked at the medical record from the beginning.
[condition description:
The patient developed a new change after three months of treatment.
In the early stages of hospitalization, when a patient's condition occurs, he will determine that an object is his lover or has a close relationship with him. This object is not fixed, it may be any male who looks good.
However, a fixed image appeared in the patient's illusion recently, named Xie Yuanhuai.
After investigation, Xie Yuanhuai was a person who had existed before. He used to be a hospital patient. He suffered from congenital heart disease and died after being rescued. His family still refuses to accept the fact that he has died. He pays a large amount of money and the body is sealed. In the mortuary of the hospital.
A nurse who took care of the patient also took care of Xie Yuanhuai. It is suspected that she told the patient about Xie Yuanhuai's deeds, so the patient would fictionalize Xie Yuanhuai's image and use it as a fixed fantasy object.
The nurse has been told to stop telling the patient about Xie Yuanhuai's story and advise the patient not to respond to this image, which helps his condition to be controlled. 】
"..."
Among them, Cheng Zhichu saw another kind of illusory image. He was still sitting on the hospital bed as a teenager. Dr. Luo came to his ward and patiently asked him some questions.
"At first, I am very interested in your ‘new friend’.

Dr. Luo looked at the boy's eyes very gently, just like a kindly elder, Wen Sheng said: "Can you tell me something about him?"
"Okay, Dr. Luo."
The slender teenager is wearing a large sick suit, revealing a slender white wrist, hanging on the edge of the bed in front and behind, shaking his hands on the edge of the bed, leaning forward slightly, with a slight color Bent, the bottom of the eye reflects a touch of daylight, such as a few clear glass stones.
"Yuanhuai is a very good person... He looks very good, although he doesn't like to laugh, but he looks very charming and takes care of me. I like him very much."
"He is a little lonely, always alone. He is alone. He seems to have no other friends besides me. He doesn't seem to like and interact with people."
"When I first met him, he also told me, let me not be close to him, I chatted with him, and he rarely responded to me. At that time, I was quite hit."
"But I really want to make friends with him, I have been pestering him. The brother of Yuanhuai is a very gentle person. I can’t bear to see that I am sad, so I made friends with me, and later..."
Speaking of this, the boy suddenly blushed, bowed his head and pinched his clothes, a little sloppy.
Dr. Luo has already understood the general situation. When he sees it, he no longer asks. He raises his hand and touches the boy's hair. He smiles and says, "I know. You should rest well first, and I will change the time to see you again."
"Ok!"
The boy nodded innocently.
After Dr. Luo left, the teenager sat alone in the empty ward for a while. He suddenly heard the door "Oh," and gently opened it. He looked up and saw the coming person. Suddenly his eyes lit up and immediately jumped. The bed greeted and yelled.
"Yuanhuai brother!"
......
"What is written on this?"
Meng Ke saw that Cheng Zhichu had been holding a medical record and was in a daze. Some of them groaned with a finger and gently poked his arm.
"what……"
Cheng Zhichu was waking up from the illusion as soon as he dreamed. He explained to Meng Ke: "This is another medical record of mine. After I have paranoia, I imagined an image, that is, Xie Yuanhuai...

Before in the morgue, he had already mentioned Xie Yuanhuai to the two sisters and Ji Yunxiao. Therefore, Meng Ke also knew that there was a person named Xie Yuanhuai, who heard his eyes wide open.
"I speculate," Cheng Zhichu collected the medical record. "At that time, I met Xie Yuanhuai's ghost and had some connection with him, but the doctor thought that he was just a fan of my fantasy. It didn't actually exist. Later... ..."
"嗒,嗒,嗒嗒..."
Suddenly there was a sound of something falling on the ground in the silent corridor, which immediately caught the attention of both.
When Cheng Zhichu looked back, he saw a few glass beads bouncing on the smooth ground, then rolled to his feet and stopped with resistance.

Hey?

The bear looked down curiously, climbed out of his pocket, slid down the path of Cheng Zhichu's calf to the ground, picked up one of the colorful glass beads and looked at it, and sniffed the smell.
However, it suddenly seemed to be greatly frightened, and the hair of the whole body shook. "Hey," he threw the glass beads far away, hugged Cheng Zhichu’s calf, and desperately buried it in the pants, pretending that he did not exist. The look was scared and shivering.
Xiaochu...
The call of 缥缈 再 再 , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , 再 再 再 再 再 再 再 再 再 再 再 再 再Run away.
Meng Ke was a bit stunned. She didn't hear anything. It was not clear why Cheng Zhichu suddenly showed this reaction, but she also knew that something must have happened and he would not hesitate to keep up with him.
However, at this time, Cheng Zhichu suddenly felt a strong dizziness, his body was soft and he fainted directly on the ground.
"Ah, Cheng Zhichu? Cheng Zhichu!"
Meng Ke was shocked, and pushed Cheng Zhichu, who was fainting in the past. The bear also got out of his pocket and desperately glared at Cheng Zhichu’s face, whispering in a low voice.
But Cheng Zhichu at this time has not heard their voice.
His consciousness was immersed in layers of illusions and could not wake up.
......
"Hey, hehe...hey..."
In the wide and beautiful courtyard of the hospital, a teenager in a sick suit is panting chasing the glass beads rolling in front of him.
The ground has a slight slope, the glass beads roll very fast, and the teenager's feet are still wearing large slippers, which causes him to keep up with the glass beads.
Although the glass beads look ordinary, it seems that it is not worth spending so much effort to chase, but for the teenager, this is the good luck that the nurse sister gave him, I wish him a speedy recovery, for him It has a special meaning, so he doesn't want to lose it anyway.
"Hey."
The glass beads suddenly hit the bottom of the flower bed and stopped rolling.
The young man rushed over and squatted. He went, and distressedly picked up the beads, wiped the dust off, and confirmed that there was no cracking, then he vomited with relief and carefully put it into his jacket pocket. .
"call……"
He raised his hand and wiped away the thin sweat on his forehead. The cute and charming face had become red, and his lips were slightly open, and he gasped softly.
After a while, he looked up and was about to stand up, but suddenly found a figure standing silently next to the flower bed, but the boy did not find it.
"..."
The man turned against the light, could not see the face, and his body was slender and slender. He wore a pure white suit, and his complexion was white and faintly transparent. One hand gently licked the flowers and brought a breeze. The fingers were slender and slender, and the bones were distinct. It is as delicate and beautiful as white porcelain.
The boy was attracted by the hand, and suddenly he was curious about the other person's appearance, raised his hand to cover the sun in front of him, rubbed his eyes, slowly stood up, and finally saw the people in front of him.
This is a young man, handsome and beautiful, even a little beautiful, but the look is indifferent, cold eyes, the cold ice, clear and cold, exudes a clear and cold atmosphere, it seems extremely difficult to approach.
His gaze was swept over the boy, and he paused, but there was no turmoil. Just like a teenager is also a kind of scenery in this courtyard. There is nothing special about it and it can't attract his attention.
The juvenile sees his appearance, only feels full of joy, and instantly gives birth to infinite attachment and love, wants to be closer to each other and let him like himself.
"Hello..." The boy subconsciously took the man's clothes corner and asked shyly and eagerly. "Are you also a patient here?"
"..."
The handsome man's body stagnate for a moment, his eyes stopped at the hand of the teenager holding his clothes. After a moment of silence, he asked: "Can you see me, can you... meet me?"
"You are here, why can't I see?"
The teenager is a bit confused about his problems, but after thinking about it, this beautiful big brother should also be a patient here, perhaps it is something special about his illness, so it would be strange to ask.
This little question was thrown aside by the teenager, and now he is full of this man.
Although he also faintly realized that he may have another disease, he could not control himself and only wanted to know and be close to this big brother.
"My name is Cheng Zhichu," he said happily. "Big brother, what is your name?"
Responding to him is a long silence.
"..."
The handsome and cold man dangled his beautiful eyes and watched the juvenile pull his hand, and the plain eyes looked a little embarrassing.
His lips opened slightly, he seemed to want to say something, but he finally gave up, slowly broke away from the young man's hand, shook his head without saying a word, and the meaning of rejection was self-evident.
The young man trembled and dropped his hand to reveal his extremely hurtful look.
Obviously they just met, but the teenager refused as if they were rejected by the beloved. They instantly reddened their eyes and gently sucked their noses, and the tears slowly came out.
"...Is it really annoying?"
He whimpered, wiped his tears, and turned his back to the man in a panic.
Also, even his family did not like him. Besides the gentle Dr. Luo and the nurses and sisters, who would like him?
"Sorry, I am leaving, I am just picking things up..."
"...Xie Yuanhuai."
Just as the teenager wanted to escape from here, the man behind him suddenly said.
The teenager looked back a little strangely. The red eye was still stained with tears. He looked at the other side in a dull manner and walked over to him. He stretched out his white jade-like fingers and gently wiped away his tears.
"Xie Yuanhuai, my name."
His voice is very cold, but it seems to contain warmth, so repeat.
......
The teenager likes to call Xie Yuanhuai "the brother of Yuanhuai."
But every time he called Xie Yuanhuai, he found that the other side always showed a strange look.
"You don't like me calling you like this?" The teenager asked him cautiously. "If you don't like it, I..."
"...not counting. Just feel a little," Xie Yuan Huai Dun paused and chose a more euphemistic wording. "Too close." He added, "But you are free, I have no opinion."
He heard it. In fact, Yuanhuai’s brother felt very nauseous...
The young man touched the tip of his nose. He didn't feel the numbness. He still liked the title very much. The name of Yuanhuai's brother is very good, so it is suitable for this.
He also mentioned it with Xie Yuanhuai. He can call him Xiaochu. Some nurses and sisters call him like this, but Xie Yuanhuai has never called him like this, and perhaps he feels numb.
Why can't he be closer to him?
Even now, he didn't know which ward's ward number was, and he never went to the door to play. Basically, he only met at the flower bed.
Thinking of this, the young man could not help but feel lost. He could feel that Xie Yuanhuai’s temper was a bit cold, and he didn’t talk much. Sometimes he said ten sentences. Xie Yuanhuai would not necessarily return.
Although Xie Yuanhuai once said that most of his non-returning situations are attended by others, if the teenager has been communicating with him, he will be considered a very strange person.
The teenager did not understand why Xie Yuanhuai would say this, but he did not care. At that time, he just smiled and answered Xie Yuanhuai: "It doesn't matter, anyway, people have long felt that I am very strange."
As he said, he lowered his head and stared at his clothes. His voice weakened: "I was sick, and even my parents thought that I was very strange, so it really doesn't matter..."
"You are not surprised."
Xie Yuanhuai suddenly lifted his jaw, and his faint gaze was extremely solemn at this moment, and he said to him in a word.
"You are not strange, it is special."
"You are a special child."
"The world is unique, only this one is you, Cheng Zhichu."
......
When the teenager recalled the words of Xie Yuanhuai at that time, he was suddenly a little shy, but could not help but snicker, buried his face in his arms, only revealing the eyes of the cats, and secretly looking to Xie Yuanhuai.
They were still at the flower bed where they first met. The teenager picked up his legs and held his knees on one side of the bench. Xie Yuanhuai sat on the other side and looked at the flower clusters in the distance. The look was very light, but there was no reason to attract people. The charm of the eyes.
Yuan Huai brother praised him special, but in fact, he is the most special person.
He really likes Yuanhuai brother...
The young man looked at Xie Yuanhuai's gaze gradually, his heart jerked, and suddenly he was extremely eager to get Xie Yuanhuai's touch, hug, and even kiss and love.
"Yuanhuai brother..."
He whispered softly, letting his legs fall from the bench and slowly leaning toward Xie Yuanhuai.
Hearing his voice, Xie Yuanhuai turned back, but suddenly saw the young man coming in, his eyes soft and attached, gently put his soft lips on his face.
Xie Yuanhuai's slight eyes widened, and the plain look has finally changed, showing a bit of sorrow.
For a time, he was so confused that he even forgot to avoid. The boy thought that he did not hate this kiss, and he was very happy. His cheeks floated brightly and blushing, nervous and shy.
"I like you, Yuanhuai brother..."
It’s that my brother’s body is so cold, even his face is so cold... Is his body temperature so low?
Just as the teenager worried about Xie Yuanhuai's body and waited for his answer, Xie Yuanhuai just woke up, his face changed slightly, gently pushed the boy away, shook his head and whispered.
"...don't do this."
All the expressions of the teenager solidified on the face.
Seeing his reaction like this, Xie Yuanhuai’s heart was slightly hurt and he wanted to say something more. The teenager showed a very flustered expression and wanted to cry. He stood up from the bench and swayed and said.
"Sorry, far Huai brother, I will definitely make you hate..."
"Do you feel very disgusting? I will be liked by me... In fact, because of this, my family will feel that I am very strange."
He reluctantly pulled his lips and said that every word was extremely difficult.
"I just like men."
"I am sorry……"
After saying this, he did not look at Xie Yuanhuai’s reaction. He fled the courtyard in a very embarrassing manner and returned to his ward to cry with his quilt for a long time.
He believes that Xie Yuanhuai has learned his true face and will hate himself. He will never dare to go to the flower bed, and even the ward will not take a step.
On this day, he was sitting at the window, staring at the scenery outside the window, but suddenly heard the sound of the door being opened. He thought it was the nurse sister who came to talk to him, and his face showed a bit of joy, back. Going over, but when I saw the people, the expression suddenly froze.
"Long time no see, Cheng Zhichu, it seems that you are very moist."
A few teenagers who were about the same size as him entered the ward. The young boy who was headed was handsome and handsome, smiled and scorned, and sat up on the side of the bed, looking at the teenager and slamming into the bed.
"How come you guys..."
The teenager was trembling and his face was pale. These people were his classmates and those who bullied him on campus.
Especially Joe Yue, who is sitting next to him, because he is a young master of the rich family, and the fight is very powerful. It is the head of these people. Since he learned his sexual orientation, Joe has always insulted him and let him suffer. I did the ridicule of the whole school.
He thought he could get rid of these demons when he was hospitalized, but he couldn't think of dreams. Joe even went to the door.
The teenager was so scared that he wanted to yell, and attracted people outside. Joe slammed his mouth violently, pressed him down on the bed, and the whole person pressed against him, picking up the lips on one side. Laughing evil and stern.
"How do you stop taking a break from school? You don't know, you are not at school, I am bored."
"So I came to the address of your hospital with the teacher, came over to see you, but I didn't expect you to live in the psychiatric department, but it is very suitable for you, little madman."
The lower the voice of Joe, the other people showed that they had put down a pile of gifts and let them all go out.
Because not all of the attention was placed on the teenager, then the boy suddenly struggled to struggle and took a bite in his hand and fled from the bed.
"Hey... dare to bite me? I see you are really crazy!"
Joe's face suddenly gloomy, and the action violently pushed the boy back again. The teenager was struggling with red eyes, but his strength compared with Joe's, it was like a kitten, no effort to fight back.
Being so fiercely resisted by the teenager, even taking a bite, Joe is almost mad, and no one has ever dared to hurt him. This little waste is not in school for a while, and the courage has become so fat, really is tidy. .
He raised his hand and was about to slap a slap in the face, but when he saw the appearance of the young man under his body, his movements suddenly became stiff and he could not go.
The young man curled up under him, his eyes were wet, his eyes were terrified, and his delicate face was pale. Because of the fierce struggle, his sick clothes have been messy, and the buttons have collapsed a few, revealing a white shoulder and a slender waist, and there is a bright red mark on the waist.
Oh shit……
Joe overwhelmed a swearing mouth in his heart, but the fire was still shamefully wiped out most of the time, and he was relieved and stunned.
In fact, he really came to visit Cheng Zhichu, otherwise he would bring so many gifts, but he could not open his face, and he would show a very bad attitude. As a result, he was later confused. He almost wanted to play this little waste. It’s over.
In fact, he never played the game before, but this silly goods still claimed that he was violent on campus every day, but he was teasing him. If he was really violent, he would have been beaten to life and could not take care of himself. He has become so daring now, he still dares to bite...
Thinking of this, Joe sneaked a sneak peek at the teenager, but saw the naked skin exposed by the teenager, and the pitiful and cute look of the cry, the gaze gradually faded, and the throat was also a little thirsty.
"Cheng Zhichu..."
He rubbed his lips, held the juvenile's two wrists, held the boy's head high, pressed him to the bed, his eyes were hot, and his breathing became a little short.
However, at this moment, there was a sudden soft bang on the ceiling. The sound of the slamming sound, the tube fell silently, just on the body of Joe Yue, the debris splashed and plunged into his flesh.
......
"Fortunately, you are not injured."
The nurse stroked the face of the young boy with tears, remembered the bed full of blood that she saw when she came in, and the more painful Joe Yue who fell on the ground, and the appearance of the teenager being scared, could not help but feel very distressed, and at the same time glad It’s so amazing, another person is so badly hurt, but the teenager has no scars.
"It must be evil and bad news. The used to bully you. Now it is finally retribution..."
She whispered a little, and her heart was a little happy.
Before they thought that this group of friends was a friend of Zhichu, so they let them go in, so that this handsome young man is actually the chief culprit of bullying the first time - he does not understand, speech violence often It will bring more serious harm to people, which is more intense pain than physical pain.
As for how the hospital should compensate Joey, that is the dean’s headache, and it has nothing to do with her little nurse.
"You must be scared, then take a break, I won't bother you..."
After the examination, the juvenile was indeed not injured. After Dr. Luo went to work tomorrow, he will confirm whether the juvenile's mental condition is still stable. The little nurse once again cursed Joe Yue in the heart, then left the ward and gently closed the door.
The teenager has changed into a new sick suit, tiredly curled up on the bed, drowsy, but a little scared.
Just as he was half-awake, he suddenly felt a cold air blowing, and he suddenly woke up and opened his eyes in confusion.
So in the dim sight, he saw the handsome and cold man standing on his bed, squinting his eyes and looking at himself without looking.
"Yuanhuai brother? How come you?"
The teenager opened the bedside lamp. The first thing was a surprise. I remembered what happened on that day, and the cold reaction of Xie Yuanhuai. I was so scared, and subconsciously shrank to the bed, for fear that Xie Yuanhuai would show a disgusted expression.
"... Why don't you come to me?"
After a long silence, Xie Yuanhuai suddenly spoke.
"...?" The boy showed a confused expression.
"Why... I still have to hide from me now?"
Xie Yuanhuai suddenly looked up, his expression was no longer indifferent to the past, and the handsome face revealed a hint of anger, but more was injured and lost.
"You said that you liked me that day, and then left me casually, you... Have you considered my feelings?"
"..." The young man opened his mouth and didn't understand why Xie Yuanhuai would be angry. He just disappeared because he thought about Xie Yuanhuai's feelings...
"Yuan Huai brother, you, don't you hate me?"
After thinking for a long time, the young man thought about it and suddenly realized that Xie Yuanhuai’s words revealed what it meant, but he was not sure, and he shrank his shoulders, and asked Ai Ai.
"How can you think that I will hate you..."
Xie Yuanhuai whispered, sitting on the edge of the bed, this time the teenager did not hide from him, he was able to smoothly approach the young man, gently holding the boy's face.
"At that time I just thought that I am not qualified to approach you, you have a bright future, but I..."
have nothing left.
His fingers were cold like ice, causing the boy to shudder and his body chilling.
But even if he saw such a reaction, Xie Yuanhuai did not let go, but instead got closer and gently kissed his lips.
In fact, as early as the first sight of the first sight, he has already deeply loved the boy.
It is love at first sight, or what is fascinating for no reason. It is not important at all - his existence, only the juvenile can perceive and touch, so all his belongings belong to the juvenile.
He was satisfied with this. As he said, he is not qualified to have a teenager, so he thought he would be satisfied if he could stay with him.
But when he waited in the courtyard for a whole day, but did not wait for the boy, his heart broke open a gap, dark, twisted and greedy, calling for his desire, hope, whispered to him - -
Don't be so hypocritical.
You are eager to get him.
Desire to get his love, longing for his gaze just to look at you alone.
No one or anyone can take him away from you.
He is yours alone.
......Yes, his knowledge, his early childhood, can only be his own, can only be owned by him.
Xie Yuanhuai kissed the boy's lips and gradually used his strength to hold the boy's waist and press him on the bed. Then he gently covered his soft lips and kissed him deeply.
The cockroaches that were originally as clean and clear as ice were dark and oppressive at the moment, as if they were inaccessible.
So when he came to the door of the ward and saw that the boy pressed his little one on the bed, he could no longer suppress the inner darkness, let the lamp fall down, and the blood splashed around.
--do not touch.
- Don't touch his little beginning.
"Hey, I don't want to pay attention to other people in the future, okay?"
During the intense intertwining of the lips and teeth, Xie Yuanhuai stepped back slightly, so that the teenager who could hardly breathe had a chance to breathe. He looked at the teenager and couldn't help but kiss and kiss his eyebrows. He said hoarsely.
"You have a distant Huai brother is enough."
"Hey, if your brother hurts you, you won't need anyone else anymore."
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Bai Yi's Diary · Part 28
When I encounter something related to the beginning of the knowledge, I will always fall into madness.
Even I thought about it, if there is no other person in the world, just left me and the beginning of the knowledge, it will be the most perfect world.
But after my soul was broken, I never thought about it again.
What is perfect? That is simply the worst world.
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