Chapter 198: Life or death

"Back then, Susu’s embroidered building caught fire. At that time, I was imprisoned by the emperor one step too late. When I got there, I only saw a dry bone. At that time, I thought Susu was no longer there. So I heard about it soon. I went there in one step. His information was tightly blocked. I don’t know if he rescued people. However, I didn’t seem too sad to see that he was still going up as usual. I guessed that he might have rescued Su. Su, that withered bone was not Susu's. Sure enough, I found out secretly that he saved a woman that day and took her to heal her injuries in secret. However, I have never found out where he took her. But since then, I have guessed that Su Su is not dead. In the past three years, he has not clearly expressed his favor with anyone. Until the end of last year, he suddenly pursued Su Wanxiang, and I secretly investigated it and realized that this Su Wanxiang was not Su Xiang’s daughter. I thought he was Su Su, so I used peony flowers on the Snow Praying Festival and I knew she was somewhat similar to Su Su. I’m not sure because it seems She has lost her memory. I don't know if Susu, who has lost her memory, will still be like this." Yan Yu turned his back. Although he was talking to Qin Jiu, his eyes were on the distant Xueye.
"I did think that she was Susu, Su'er saved her, so it might be right to let Suer be with him. But later, I soon discovered that she was not Su'er. But Su'er It seems that I didn’t notice it, perhaps because he personally rescued her from the fire.
Yan Yu slowly turned around. This time, his gaze finally focused on Qin Jiu, but his gaze made her People can’t bear to look straight,
I’m telling you this, just to say, Su’er has never changed her heart with Bai Suxuan. He always loves her. Perhaps, Bai Suxuan and him are the destined pair, and I, dialogue Su Xuan is just wishful thinking."
This sentence shocked Qin Jiu's heart.
Back then, she felt that Su Wanxiang was a little like her. At first, she thought that Yan Su liked her because she was like Su Wanxiang. Because at that time, she thought Su Wanxiang was Su Qing’s daughter, and Yan Su had been to Cangwu. Since Shan visited her mother and concubine, he has already liked Su Wanxiang, and loves her only because of use. Later, she vaguely knew that Su Wanxiang was imitating her. At that time, she just laughed at herself. If Yan Su fell in love with her because she was similar to her, then this love was nothing more than that. Now, she knew that he had always thought that Su Wanxiang was her to her.
Yan Su turned out to be Su Wanxiang as her!
After returning to Lijingcheng, all the past between her and Yan Su flashed in his mind scene by scene.
That day, he won the lantern at Linglong Pavilion. She always thought he was using her things to please Su Wanxiang, but it turned out that he was using the lantern to try to evoke Su Wanxiang's memory.
On the Qixue Festival, the peony clothes he gave to Su Wanxiang turned out to be fulfilling the promise he had given her.
In Jinghua waters, Su Wanxiang was injured. It turned out that he was when she was injured, so he said such cruel words to her who thought it was the murderer.
So it turns out...
The actions and words that once hurt her deeply, in the end, are all proofs that he loves her deeply.
Qin Jiu closed his eyes and dared not think about it anymore.
She felt her heart suddenly sore.
With this complicated feeling, she didn't know what to say.
She raised her eyes to look at Yan Yu, only to see that he was looking down at her, and when she raised her head, he quickly looked away and stared at the snow-covered water again.
There was nothing there. Just like, at this moment, Yan Yu's heart is empty and lonely. "You are, since when did you know that I am Bai Suxuan?" Qin Jiu asked suddenly.
Yan Yu also regarded Su Wanxiang as Bai Suxuan at first, but he later realized that it was not. So, when did he know that she was Bai Suxuan?
"It's early, but now it seems unnecessary to say this." Yan Yu's voice was filled with boundless loneliness.
Is it unnecessary?
"Then why did you suddenly tell me that Yan Su has been thinking that Su Wanxiang is me?"
Yan Yu did not speak.
In fact, Qin Jiu knew that the question was for nothing, and he would not answer. But even if he didn't say anything, Qin Jiu knew why.
She smiled softly.
Following Yan Yu's gaze, she also looked forward, and said in a low voice, "It's really cold this day!"
"Yes, it's really cold!" Yan Yu continued.
Speechless for a long time.
The two stood in the wind across a tree.
The snowflakes drifted more and more urgently, and soon a thin layer of snow covered the two of them. 8888
Stepping into the prison once again, Qin Jiu's face was pale and almost transparent, only the tearful mole at the corner of his eye bloomed like a manjusha.
The sky was still dark, sunlight came in from the huge window, and the walls were full of cold colors.
Qin Jiu stopped in front of the cell where Yan Su was detained, looked in through the dark window on the heavy cell door, and vaguely saw a figure sitting on the stone couch in the corner. Dressed in a white prison shirt, with heavy shackles on his feet.
Qin Jiu's gaze rested on the shackles, and the iron-gray cold light stung her eyes for an instant.
The head of the cell came over and opened the door, leading a few jailers to retreat. Yan Su heard the movement and walked to the door of the jail with shackles. When he saw Qin Jiu through the dark window of the jail door, those long bloodshot eyes stared at her, his face looked like joy. Sad, foolish, foolish.
Across the iron gate, across the darkness, across the stench in the prison, the two looked at each other as if they were separated from each other.
No one spoke, perhaps, no one knew what to say.
What separates them is more than this iron gate? There are still thousands of struggling days and nights, and countless resentful souls.
"Susu, you are finally willing to come to see me." Yan Su broke the silence with a hoarse voice.
"Are you okay?" Qin Jiu asked in a low voice.
Qin Jiu raised his head, let all the excitement in his heart slowly settle down, finally smiled, opened the prison door and walked in.
Yan Su walked two steps towards Qin Jiu, the sound of the shackles and the ground beating, in the silent prison, was so violent.
He stopped in front of her, looking deeply and tenderly from her Qingdai eyebrows, enchanting phoenix eyes, pale lips, pointed jaws, thin shoulders, and then saw her slim figure.
After several years of trials in purgatory, she is no longer the graceful and dignified woman back then.
Qin Jiu's gaze was also looking deeply at this Yan Su. Although his handsome face was still as perfect as a jade carving, it was haggard and pale, full of vicissitudes that had not been seen before.
He is no longer the handsome boy who was full of spirits.
Time is really cruel sometimes.
The two were speechless for a while!
Who would have thought that when they meet again, there will be nothing to say about life or death.
"Su Su, I heard that Su Wanxiang was arrested by you. She is Bai Xiujin, do you know?" Yan Su whispered after a long while.
Qin Jiu nodded, "I already know. She and the Bai family have some grudges. When they first came to the Bai family, they wanted revenge." She remembered what Yan Yu said that Su Wanxiang was rescued from the fire. These years, He also always regarded Su Wanxiang as her, and couldn't help feeling sad.
"Back then, you rescued her from the fire?" Qin Jiu asked softly.
Yan Su smiled bitterly, "You know that? Yes, when I rescued her from the fire, all she wore was the clothes and jewelry you usually wear. There are many things between us, she You all know. And her eyes really look like you, so I didn’t hesitate to take her as you."
"She has been in my house for many years, and she has no purpose for my family. She has long since remembered my words and deeds in her heart. I just didn't expect that she would even be burned."
Qin Jiu squinted her eyes, and she suddenly remembered that Bai Xiujin and even the coat were working hard to maintain her hands, which shows that she cherishes her appearance. So, was it fake that she was burned back then? Her face, which is somewhat similar to her now, is the real face. While in prison, Bai Xiujin said that it was easy for her to go to Bai's house. If this were the case, Yan Su dared not touch those burns at the time. It was normal to be deceived. However, there is no reason to even fool the imperial doctor.
"Is the imperial doctor who treated Bai Xiujian still there?"
Yan Su narrowed his eyes and said: "At that time, I ordered the imperial doctor Chang in the palace to treat her with all his strength. After she was cured, the imperial doctor Chang was once exiled for a crime, and then there was no trace.
"I think there may be a disguise method that we don't know about, which can change the appearance of people. Back then, Bai Xiujin's face in front of us is real, but it is not her true face. A face is real."
Yan Su thought, "Susu, Bai Xiujin may be a member of the Tianchen Sect. I sent someone to follow her. She contacted a man in white. Their base is in the West Market."
Qin Jiu nodded, Bai Xiujin would naturally not tell her that she was a member of the Tianchen Sect, but Qin Jiu had already guessed it. She said that the person who taught her martial arts back then is undoubtedly Tianchen Sect.
After the two talked about business, they had nothing to say.
"Susu, I want to know that you didn't write the love letter sent to me that night, right?" he asked.
Qin Jiu nodded, "I haven't written a love letter before!"
Word by word, with the pain of the past.
Naturally, she hadn't written any love letter, what she wrote was a letter inviting him to elope.
"So, if there is no such thing as the Bai family, you might, perhaps, will be with me?" He asked cautiously.
Tears filled her eyes, and she didn't know how to answer.
She returned to that night in a daze, the snow flakes flew down, falling on her almost frozen face, but she firmly believed in her heart that he would come. If he comes, he will take her away, and after that, she will be together for life and life.